Your Battle

In letzter Zeit, da sucht mich die Sehnsucht nach Zweisamkeit und Verlangen in Form eines nächtlichen Liebesbriefs heim. Ich werde nie darum vergessen, wie ich früher Nacht um Nacht an Gedichten geschrieben habe, um diese am nächsten Tag auf eine Reise zu senden, deren Ziel mein Herz nur zu gut kannte. Es ist schon interessant, was der Schein des Mondes durch ein kleines Dachfenster anrichten kann, wenn er im richtigen Winkel auf Papier und Tinte trifft und sich dabei in kleinsten Tränen bricht.

Weltenasche.

I want you to write the alphabet on my ass with your beautiful handwriting.. I'm sorry but that's my first thought that comes to my head in combination with the rest of your blog..

Can you post a picture without black and white filter? I'd love to see your colors

I admire your perspective and the way you explain things. I've been interested in what your opinion is on drugs for a while. Would you please share it with us?

Thank you. And of course I can give my view on that.

I think that drugs can be an important resource and asset in certain areas; for example, in the medical field for the treatment of mental illness, where I think they have been underutilized. But also apart from the medical field, they are of great importance in areas of research and art, for example.

Moving away from the above uses, they are of course also an option for personal use cases, but this is a much more difficult topic.

Drug use apart from tobacco and alcohol is still a highly stigmatized topic and I find it strange that we allow certain drugs while banning others. In my opinion, people should be allowed to decide for themselves which substances to consume and which to avoid; but this idea arises from my point of view and I am a person who gives a lot of thought and does not rush into anything. This cannot be said about all people.

I think it's important to look at the effect profile, your circumstances and the drug itself before you use it. It is also essential to be able to look at and analyze oneself in a reflective way. In summary, one must have a certain foresight and respect for the effects. However, this is not only true for drugs, but also for medications of all kinds.

I also think what many people forget is that the body can only feel so much and certain drugs, like strong opiates, can push the body to its maximum emotional limit. Think about your first time walking in the rain, your first kiss, your first time having sex, and all the euphoric feelings that had built up inside you during such moments. After using such strong opiates, no moment will ever feel like that again, and every new moment will be overshadowed by the high experienced through use. The only way to increase this high, to feel truly alive one more time, would be to increase the dose. This is an almost sure path to addiction, depending on what kind of person you are.

In summary, I think that each person should be allowed to choose their own poisons. There should be more education instead of prohibitions, as the latter are often still more of an incentive for younger people and uneducated consumption can often have serious consequences. Drugs can bring many benefits, especially in the medical and research field, but they also contain many dangers that one should be aware of.

What got you into writing poetry, and do you write more than you post?

Mainly my inability to express feelings on an emotional level, which made me look for alternatives to bring those very feelings to the outside world. This can be in the form of calligraphy, or sports, but also poetry and a few less "healthy" ways.

And certainly I write more than I post here. Most of my poetry is not made for the eyes of the general public.

Our Place

Walking through the powdery snow

I passed a place that I still know;

by heart - like every loving memory

that touched my heart so tenderly;

reminding me of all I miss

and every single endless kiss;

mourning as I went my way

I guess nothing gold can stay.

by Weltenasche.

I feel curious and I will ask you the same thing, if you allow me.

Do you have a favorite word? If so, which one is it and why?

Have a good day ✨️

Within my soul, a word blossoms, a cherished one, delicate yet potent - "Agonie" (eng. agony), the sweet torment. A whisper of morbid fascination weaves through my artistic realm, where somber works touch me, steeped in melancholy, solitude, hopelessness, and that very agony.

I am convinced that nowhere on this Earth does a dedication to details exist as profound as in a tormented soul. When such a soul transcribes its painful moments onto paper, art is born. An art that reaches its zenith - at least in my perception - in that which is permeated by agony. Every stroke on the paper, every hue on the canvas, every letter, saturated with this tormenting force.

Yet another reason why Agony is my favorite word: I harbor a weakness for the duality of life. Agony sounds so beautifully phonetic, and yet its meaning could not be more contrasting. This paradox captivates me profoundly.

Thank you for your question and I also wish you a day filled with beauty and grace.

Lets magine your girlfriend would have to deal with an eating disorder. How would you try to help her?

Difficult subject and like all mental illnesses, there is no panacea at this point. It is a very individual matter, which makes it almost impossible for me to give a general answer. I have had girlfriends with eating disorders in the past and it helped them to talk openly with me about them. We then cooked together more often, ate together and tried to approach the whole thing step by step.

I think it's important - generally speaking - to try to draw strength from good days and not let bad days get you down, because both variations will occur and that's completely natural. Only the person who carries such a disorder can really "defeat" it; other people can only help to a limited extent and usually do more than enough if they have a little more understanding for such disorders than the general public does.

Unfortunately, such topics are still stigmatized despite their increasing relevance.

No offense dude but you are so stupid and act so smart all the time. We're both going to die someday while I lived and enjoyed my life to the fullest without compromise and you struggled through workouts and an optimized diet every day. So tell me: what do you really get out of all this smartass?

A bigger coffin, I assume.

I don't want to get into the negativity of the rest of the asks, so let me ask you this: has there been something positive for you lately? Something that made you happy?

Thank you for your ask.

Happy would probably be an exaggeration, but I was satisfied with my progress for a few brief moments. An injury of mine has healed, so I was able to improve on some exercises and set some new personal records as a result.

In addition, I was able to achieve a little side-goal of mine, which has to do with grip strength training (squeezing a gripper with 200lbs (90kg) resistance). My final goal regarding grip strength is to someday be able to close the "Captains of Crush No. 3", which sits at 280lb resistance.

Not sure if I'm able to do that since I don't focus on grip strength primarly and it is just the result of working out and other training.