Mahmoud Darwish, From If I Were Another: Poems; "The Tragedy Of Narcissus, The Comedy Of Silver,"

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Kainoa McGarrett stood on the shore of Waikīkī Beach, the waves gently lapping at the coast as the sunset bathed the sky in golden light. The ocean had always brought him peace, but today he couldn’t shake the turmoil in his chest. His father, Steve McGarrett, had raised him to be strong, to take on responsibility. But now, at 24 years old, Kainoa was grappling with his biggest decision: Should he follow in his father’s footsteps?

Danny Williams, his godfather and one of his father’s closest friends, had invited him for coffee just the day before. Danny had played it casually, but Kainoa had sensed the underlying plea: “What do you think, Kai? The task force needs fresh blood, and your dad could sure use someone he can rely on.” Danny knew exactly how heavy those words weighed. Five-0 wasn’t just any police unit; it was family.

But that was the problem. The Five-0 task force was his family, his second family. Tani, Junior, Adam, Lou—they had all raised him as if he were their own son. They had taught him what it meant to fight for what’s right and to stand up for justice. But was that also his path?

Catherine Rollins, his mother, was a strong woman. Shaped by the military, she had taught him to be disciplined and to never give up. She was always on the move, always on missions, and that had shaped Kainoa. He was proud of his roots, proud to be the son of two heroes. But what about himself? Was he merely a reflection of their expectations, or did he have the freedom to carve out his own course?

That evening on the beach, he recalled the conversation he had with his father a few weeks prior. Steve wasn’t a man of many words, but as they sat together on the boat, he had looked at Kainoa with a serious gaze and asked, “Kai, I’ve always tried to protect you, to prepare you for life. But you have to find your own way. Whatever you do, do it with your whole heart.”

Those words echoed in his mind. Finding his own way. But what if that path led him exactly where he feared—into a life overshadowed by his father? Or what if he chose not to become a cop and felt like he was letting his family down?

A breeze ruffled his hair, and Kainoa gazed into the distance. The darkness of the sea reflected the uncertainty he felt within. But in the stillness of the moment, he also sensed something else: the possibility of choosing his own path, no matter where it led.

He stood at a crossroads, one that challenged him. But he knew that whatever he chose, he wouldn’t just carry on his father’s legacy—he would do it in his own way.

With a deep breath, he turned away from the waves and headed back toward the city. Honolulu glowed on the horizon, a city full of stories and possibilities. Maybe it was time to write his own story. Whether at Five-0 or somewhere else, he would figure it out. Step by step, choice by choice.

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Gregory Orr, from The Last Love Poem I Will Ever Write; Poems; "We Were That Joke,"

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Scott Caan as Danny Williams in Hawaii Five-0 (2010 - 2020)