He JUST wanna keep on dancing in the pink pony club!!
They took his whimsy away 😭😭😭
omg i wrote a fic! today! i was like "i'm gonna write a fic before bed" and then i just... did it! just like that! wild. this never happens. anyway.
Gen-ish, but also Buck/Eddie | 1.8k | T | coda to 8x15 "lab rats", angst with a happy ending because i do not do MCD 🙅🏻♀️
Featuring: Griefstricken!Buck, acts-of-service!Buck, and repression!Buck. Basically.
Buck’s not an idiot. People keep looking at him. He smiles pleasantly and thanks people for their condolences and responds to voicemails and emails and messages. He sees their pity, and thinks viciously, you don’t know a thing about me. He sees the expressions on his coworker’s faces, the hesitation and the knowing that he’s not himself, and acts like he doesn’t. Slides an invisible mask on, assures everyone he’s okay, he’s doing as well as he can be considering the circumstances (he’s not), that yes, he’s talking to someone (he’s not), that he’s not burning the candle at both ends. That last one is debatable, but—he has orders. Cap gave him an order. They’re gonna need you. So he pieces himself together, every morning, and he is there. No one should be concerned about him on top of everything else. They have their own families to worry about. Their own feelings. Buck keeps his buried deep, and prays he doesn’t have a coma nightmare.
this was written very quickly and without much editing, so take from that what you will, but @theflatman yelled at me about pain, so i feel like it might be okay? love you all.
FUCKING FINALLY OH MY GOD
Happy Destiel day you guys!!!!! 16 years holy shit??
Also wtf is going on with trump AGAIN ISTG
Woo hoo! I’m still so excited from last night. People dooming and criticizing RG for his acting? WTH? I thought he was great. I thought the car scene and goodbye scenes were awesome. And to see people who ship Buddie glooming? As someone who hasn’t been in this fandom that long, I don’t even know why some people watch? Do they like being miserable? I see people complaining that they have been burned before and that’s understandable. But then why do they have such an investment in it? And now the slow burn/will they, won’t they people wanted I guess isn’t what they really wanted.
The biggest question is if you hate Eddie, why do you ship Buddie? Crazy.
Listen, I loved this episode so much. It was great entertainment from beginning to end. I was glued to my screen.
But people are allowed to have a different opinion about the episode. That's how life works. You can't always love the same things as everyone else. So I don't really mind that. It's simply a human experience.
But the Ryan hate is crazy. I'm sorry. But it is. The man was so good in last night's episode. He has been consistently great in his acting over the last couple of seasons and some people still feel the need to rag on him. I'm so tired of it.
I said it before and I'll say it again: I'm not a Ryan stan. I like Ryan and he seems like a nice guy, but I'm not a stan. I'm simply an Eddie fan. I don't know too much about Ryan. I don't need to know too much about Ryan. But I do know he is good at what he does. He is a really good solid actor. And his interpretation of Eddie Diaz? Perfection.
As for the Buddie dooming and glooming. I don't know anymore Nonny. I don't understand what people want to happen here? For years we got small scenes between them and then nothing to follow it up anymore. For once we are getting, not only tons of scenes between them, but actual follow up and continuation of their narrative together.
We are living through a real 'will they won't they' slowburn situation where everything is clearly leading somewhere big for Buddie. I don't know what to say to these people anymore, other than 'Buddie is happening'. I'm at a loss at this point. 🤷♀️
I think the biggest question here Nonny, is: How could anyone ever hate Eddie Diaz? One of the greatest characters that has ever graced our TV-screens? Incomprehensible. 🧐
Some wolfstar fluff I did a while ago, but never posted. I'm actually still really proud of this one! I usually struggle a lot with anatomy, but ESPECIALLY colour theory lol. And I know this piece right here sure as hell isn't perfect, but DAMN if I am not proud of it anyway! I tried, and I can see the results. And ain't that great? :D
Anyways, this was based on a tumblr post I saw on Pinterest at some point, but I am so not looking it up anymore. Yeurr.
“You’re not God” no but he is Jesus. See him rise next episode im so serious
EDDIE & BOBBY → 5.18 'Starting Over'
Buck moving into Abby's apartment and waiting for her to come back, but she never did.
Buck moving into Eddie's house and waiting for him to come back, but terrified that just like Abby, he won't come back to him either.
FUCK. He really just… did that ig????????
WHY DOES IT END THERE HELLO?????? I WANT MORE??????
About to watch the first episode of DD:BA guys wish me luck!!!
I am weird.I am here. I am in so many fandoms i honestly can’t even count it anymore. Also let’s go a-spec peeps!! Idfk what im doing
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