Did U Feel Tht Telepathic Message I Sent U

Priorities

Listen through a 4 hr Spotify playlist ✅

Scroll through an entire Tumblr community to reach the end ✅

Scroll through a 160,000 word fic to find the (very brief) scenes of one character ✅

Re-read favorite fanfic and analyze it to see if any scenes were missed / new details found✅

Scroll through an artist's entire media folder to find that one piece of fanart you didn't notice before (it was reposted and you wanted to see where it was and how you missed it) ✅

Task that takes 5 seconds ❌❌❌🚫🚫🚫🚫🚨🚨🚨

Microsoft Productivity Pack for Windows (1992)

Kim Addonizio, from Lucifer at the Starlite: Poems; “You with the crack running through you”

[Text ID: “I wanted to put / my mouth on you / and draw out whatever toxin… / —but I understand. There are limits to love.”]

opiate

a muted addiction with tragedy tailing it.

there's just something about being in the purgatory between love and hate. it's defacing me and what i stood for, yet i find myself wanting to grovel. in all means desperate, could you forgive me for upsetting you? there's no guilt nor shame, yet; my fingers still tremble when i see your name. i hate you like a vice. you are nothing more than a parasite, yet i can't get enough of how you shape me into an addict.

promise to never keep me sober, and i promise we won't ever part. i know you have nowhere else to run to. walk with me instead. nobody gives a damn about you and your tender heart as much as i do.

Learning how to use Tumblr this late is the earliest experience I'll have to feeling like an old person trying to use modern technology.

that insane girl on tumblr is definitely your soulmate btw