what abt harry cumming inside y/n and then pins her down and fingers the cum back into her đł
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Another moan leaves her mouth as he keeps fucking into her, sweat dripping down his toned chest, all the way down to the trail of dark, coarse hair leading down to his cock and her eyes follow it until Harry growls grabs at her left boob.Â
âFuck, I love this cunt,â he thrusts harder and wipes the sweat off of his forehead as his other hand rubs her nipple, making her moan.
He slaps her boob and it jiggles, then pinches the pebbled nipple between his thumb and index finger. âSo fuckinâ hot. Yâlook so good under me.â
âFuck me harder, come on baby fuck me harder,â she lets out another moan and he brings his other hand to the other boob, now squeezing both of them as he keeps fucking into her.Â
She feels all warm and snug around him, the room filling with wet sounds as his cock fucks into her wetness, and his balls slap against her bum with every thrust as if theyâre composing the dirtiest song. Itâs so good and lovely but also hot and filthy. He feels something in his lower stomach and at the tip of his cock and his hold on her tits become tighter.
ââM gonna cum baby, fuck,â he groans and she tries to hold on to his bum with his hands, feeling the muscles tighten with each thrust.Â
âCum inside me,â she whispers, all fucked out, and slaps his bum, making his hips shake and he finally spills inside her.Â
As he keeps coming, she feels it inside her, all warm and tingling her insides, and he pulls out, some of his cum spilling out of her.Â
âFuck. Pussyâs lookinâ good, darlinââ
âYeah?âÂ
He doesnât answer though. Instead, he gives her a smirk and swipes a finger over her wet clit, then bringing it into his mouth. âTastes fuckinâ good too. Gonna keep it in ya, darlinâ? Walk around with my cum inside your pretty cunt?â
She nods, feeling too fucked to answer and he sniffs, bringing his index and middle finger together and pushes his cum back into her hole, making her moan as she brings her own hand down to hold his wrist, in hopes that heâll keep his fingers inside her.Â
âThere we go. Hold it in or Iâll tie you up and walk you around the house like a fuckinâ dog, understand?â
horny horny horny thinking about knowing H has to take that pic so you slowly rub your thumb over his slit and jerk him off since the camera canât see you
You hadnât been able to keep your hands off him since you both got out of the shower; thereâd been too much foreplay within the steamy, dangerously close proximity for you to withhold any longer.
Itâd started innocently enough with him helping wash down your back with a sudsy loofah as you massaged shampoo into his sopping curls. He hadnât meant for it to escalate the way it didâ he just wanted it to be a nice couple activity that would help both of you unwind from the recent stressors that had been set on the worldâs shoulders.
Harry had pulled you close under the drizzling stream of warm water, working the soapy sponge down the curved line that accentuated the center of your spine, rolling it in lazy circles across the dip of your back. His head had nuzzled into your damp neck, mouth pressing to the mellow pulse, the skin of his lips rubbery and squeaky against your own.
You had squeezed out a decently sized glob of shampoo into the palm of your hand, slowly carding your fingers into his matted ringlets, starting at the nape of his neck and working the product upwards tenderly into his scalp.
The soothing motions of the pads of your digits had made his knees buckle slightly, a gurgley, raw moan elbowing its way out from the back of his throat without his permission. âFuck, thatâs so good, baby.â
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thinking about how priest!harry would fuck y/n in a church without hesitation.
she would be pressed against the stage, her head tilted back to stare at the cross above them. harry would be snug between her thighs, cock aching inside her as he thrusts in and out of her. her walls clenching around him, she would cry out from how good it feels.
he would be so sick. sick enough to drag a wooden cross down her chest, right between her breasts as he fucks into her. or use it to press against her throat to cut off her airflow.
"father harry, p-please, i can't--it feels so good," she would cry out, her toes curling as his hard cock rutted up into her dripping wet pussy. harry would smirk at the formal name, his fingers trailing down her stomach to watch her goosebumps raise.
"call out my name, darling, let the angels hear you," his hips would snap harder into her, his hands clasping around her thighs as he held her hips to his to bury his cock into her.
"g-god! oh my god!" she would cry out, grasping at the low carpeting on the stage as her back arched. she would feel herself nearly there, ready to release all over his cock.
"mmmm, wrong name, but i'll take it," he would chuckle out.
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âSo, mâgoing to be back in New York soon.â Again, you said nothing, and after a beat he continued. âJust for a night or so â Iâll be flying into Philadelphia and then out to LA for some work stuff.â
âPhiladelphia to New York to LA?â you asked.
âLondon to Philadelphia and Philadelphia to LA.â
âSoââ Bless whatever and whoever it was thatâd sicked the cat on you to catch your tongue before you could ask him why he was coming to New York if he was flying into and out of Philadelphia. âThatâll be nice.â
He cleared his throat again and you dropped your phone from your ear to take a deep breath, suddenly hot.
âYeah, so,â he began, âI was thinkinâ, yâknow. If youâre free or youâd like toâŚ.â
Youâd like to laugh, because this whole thing was wildly fucking funny. Harry Styles was dialing you for a booty call after a one night stand from months ago. Harry Styles was going to detour into the city for one night just for you, and it wasnât because youâd had such riveting conversation last time.
âWhen?â Your fingers twitched at your side.
âWhenâs good for you?â
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Iâm never coming back down
summary: all y/n wants is to be his and all harry wants is to keep her at armâs length
10k words or so!
warnings: ANGST !!! thereâs a slight age gap (ten years). Arguing, a tiny bit of smut, and more arguing. So if youâre not in the mood for this train wreck, I understand completely, but enjoy if you are!!!
âArenât you going to eat something?âÂ
âI think Iâd rather die, actually.â Shooting him a sarcastic smile, (Y/N) set her chin back in her hand, waiting for dinner to be over with.Â
âWhat a waste of a night then.â He tossed his napkin on the table, looking pissed off like she knew he was. It had been simmering all night and her not eating was the icing on the cake.Â
âThatâs your fault. I told you I didnât want to come.âÂ
The past week had been awful. After what she found out just the other night, she didnât want to be anywhere near him. But somehow, he always managed to get her to do what he wanted. And now heâs mad that sheâs mad at him. He wants her to let it go but how could she? (Y/N) is not sure she can look past this even if she does care about him.Â
Harry raised his hand for the check and set his eyes back on her. She looked just past him, refusing to meet his eye. He didnât deserve an ounce of her attention, but for some reason, sheâs still here.Â
âFucking ungrateful is what you are, (Y/N),â He spat out, not loud enough to catch the attention of any nearby tables, but enough for her to hear him clearly. âI bring you here, the most expensive restaurant in LA, and you canât be bothered to even let me talk.âÂ
âI think we both said all we needed to say the other night,â This time, she looked him right in the eye. âI told you I was done with this game.â Â
(Y/N) had thought about leaving several times throughout their silent dinner but she didnât feel like putting in the effort to get herself a ride home. Itâs a busy Friday night. Even an Uber would probably take ages. So, she was going to put up with him until he dropped her off. Just for the ride.Â
âYeah. Iâve heard that before.â He scoffed a laugh, bringing his glass to his mouth to finish off his drink. She glared at him because he was right. Sheâd told him ten times over that she wanted nothing to do with him and for some reason, she always came running back, almost feeling bad for being so cruel to him. But really, he was the one being cruel.Â
âJust take me home already.âÂ
âDonât fucking worry. As soon as possible.âÂ
The ride to her apartment was silent. She tried to keep remembering how much of a dick he was to help uphold her resolve. Heâs a piece of shit who doesnât deserve any of her time or attention. But he always gets it. And she tried to remember how angry and betrayed she felt three days ago when she found a woman sneaking out of his apartment.Â
Things had been going well. She thought. And sheâd come to his penthouse because he invited her, but he didnât seem to remember that he did. Obviously. The doorman always let her up because she was on the very small list of people that Harry allowed to come up and right as she made it to his door, a woman, half dressed, was apologizing as she slipped past her to get to the elevator. And Harry was right behind her, only in a pair of briefs.Â
He insisted that she was only there for a blowjob. That was it. Like it made a difference. But (Y/N) truly had no words for him. He thought he was allowed that because they werenât exclusive. They could both see who they wanted because there were no strings. That was laughable because whenever (Y/N) tried to plan a date with someone else just out of spite, he was quick to steal her attention away from that and have her back in his bed and back under his spell.
Apparently, this dinner was supposed to make up for her storming out the other night refusing to hear what he had to say. There was nothing he could say. She was hurt and even though she wasnât supposed to be, she was. And he knew that, he just didnât care and always tried to make everything better with a fancy dinner or some other shallow, thoughtless gift. And (Y/N) normally wouldnât let that slide. If anyone else tried to buy her affection with gifts, sheâd never talk to them again. Thereâs just something about Harry.Â
He parked, shutting off the engine, and turned to look at her. She didnât pay him any mind, she already had a hand pushing the door open.Â
â(Y/N), wait,â He rushed to say and she almost thought about slamming the door and walking away forever. âI didnât mean for the other night to happen.âÂ
âYeah. I know. You were hoping your little girlfriend would be gone before I got there.â She turned once again, just about to step out of the car, but he grasped her upper arm, stopping her movements.Â
âWe have an agreement.âÂ
âWe do. And last time I checked, I can end it anytime I want.â She tried to pull her arm from his hand but his grip got tighter.Â
âYou donât want to do that though. Weâre good, arenât we?âÂ
âWe were. But I canât do this for the rest of my life.âÂ
âDidnât say you had to,â (Y/N) can swear that he just rolled his eyes but itâs a little too dark in the car right now. âI need you right now though. And I know you need me too.âÂ
Finally, she turned to meet his eyes. He had that pitiful little look he always gets when sheâs on the cusp of telling him itâs over. His hand smoothed up her arm and around to the back of her neck, pulling her closer to him. For some reason, (Y/N) is weak when it comes to him. Even if he was horrible to her. She always bends to his will.Â
Maybe one day sheâll be able to resist him. But right now is not the time.Â
She leaned across the center console until her lips were pressed to his and she melted right into him. The kiss was slow as their mouths moved together in perfect sync. (Y/N) has never kissed someone like she kisses Harry. Thereâs always so much desire behind it and it always makes her skin hot.Â
âCome up.â She said against his mouth. It was exactly what he wanted, he just needed her to initiate it.Â
In record time, and not even out of her dress, Harry has her over the counter top, fucking her so hard and so well that she canât see straight anymore. Heâs got a handful of her hair while he mutters filthy things in her ear. Things along the lines of you canât leave me, you need this and no one else can give you this like I can. Which is true. In her experience so far anyway.Â
(Y/N) almost wished Harry didnât know how to make her cum so fast. Then maybe it might be easier to ignore him and never see him again. But heâs so giving in that way. And thatâs what has her in trouble. Because he knew all her favorite spots and how to use them to his advantage. She also wished she didnât allow him to know her body so well, but itâs too late now.Â
She cums, blinking stars out of her eyes. Itâs the second time since he got her inside and while she knows heâll want at least one more from her, sheâs not sure she can. He pulled out once her walls stopped fluttering around him and grabbed her by the shoulders to spin her around.Â
âSuck me,âÂ
(Y/N) shouldâve taken a second to think about it. Maybe just to register what he was actually asking but she was already on her knees and stuffing him into her mouth before either of them could blink. It was one of her favorite things to do and he knew that very well and oftentimes took advantage of that too. Thatâs why heâd called her over the other day. Because he was hard and lonely. He wouldnât admit the latter but she knew it was true.Â
Apparently, she took too long to get there because he already had another girl filling her place. And while it stung, she knew that she was the best he ever had, he just had a hard time coming to terms with it.Â
âFuck, youâre so much better than she was.âÂ
It always fucks with her when he feels the need to bring up how someone else has done it when he has his dick in her mouth but she lets it go. Because if she ever brought it up, heâd just tell her to get over herself. If anything, his commentary is unnecessary when she does this. Sheâd rather him just moan and groan instead of speaking.Â
âThen whyâd you call her over if I do it better?â She pulled off of him to say, keeping a tight hand around his shaft. Heâs leaning his hands against the counter top and trying to catch his breath. And she takes great pride in that. âI always take care of you, Harry. You donât have to do that.âÂ
He watched as she licked over the tip of him and then his eyes screwed shut.Â
âYou do, I know. Wonât do it again.âÂ
Sheâs heard that more times than she can count but she doesnât call him out. She just goes back to sucking him into her mouth. He came with his hands in her hair, shoving her mouth down on him as far as she could take it.Â
When he finally pulled out, a hazy look in his eye, he fixed his belt back around his waist and waved her over to the couch. She was sensitive, of course, but she knew what he wanted to do and had no problem lying underneath him as he traced his tongue through her folds over and over again until she was cumming for the third time.Â
(Y/N) convinced him to lay in her bed for a little bit. At least until she falls asleep. Sheâs cuddled into him with her cheek resting against his bicep as she stares tiredly at the ceiling. Harry isnât one for having little moments like this so she knows heâs only doing it because heâs trying to make up for the other day. He did undress to his underwear like he had every intention of staying the night but she knows better. Itâs fine. As long as heâs here now, she wonât complain.Â
âPlease just wait for me next time.â She tried to sound like sheâs not pleading with him even though she is. He claims to be using condoms with anyone else heâs with but she just wants to be safe and she hopes he remembers that.Â
âI will.âÂ
She turned to look up at him. Heâs staring blankly at the ceiling as well.Â
âI mean it,â She jabbed her finger into his side. âI know we have an agreement or whatever but for my peace of mind could you maybeâŚnot be with other people for a little bit?â It was a big ask. Especially with Harryâs lifestyle and she knew he might not take kindly to her suggestion.Â
âIâm not going to be tied down to you like Iâm your boyfriend or something,â He moved out from under her head and turned to look at her. âIâll justâŚbe more mindful, I guess.âÂ
That answer satisfied her as she nuzzled her cheek back against his arm and shut her eyes. Maybe someday heâll feel differently. Â
(Y/N) wakes up alone which is not unusual. He got his fix and was gone as soon as she went to sleep. Â
Somehow, that was good enough for (Y/N). Even though she knows sheâs worth more than that. For now, she leaves it be.Â
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âWe should go out tonight.âÂ
(Y/N) is laid across Harryâs couch as he does something work-related on his laptop. Heâs next to her, typing away and not listening to a word she says as she rambled on about the tv show playing.Â
He invited her over for a fuck but that quickly got sidetracked when he received a phone call and had to take care of something last minute. Since then, theyâve just been on the couch, lounging on a Friday night with nothing to do.Â
âMhm.âÂ
She knows he didnât hear her because thatâs probably the last thing he wants to do. Itâs worth a shot though.Â
âReally?â Sitting up to look at him in surprise, she was almost hopeful that he really meant it.Â
âI have to get this done, (Y/N).âÂ
âWhen will you be done?â She peeked over his shoulder at the spreadsheet on the screen. She didnât understand anything about it but it did give her a chance to rest her chin on his shoulder.Â
âNot sure.â He was locked back into his computer, barely paying attention, once again, to what she was saying.Â
âIf youâre going to be working all night, maybe Iâll go out with Maria.â Really, she wanted to see what his thoughts on it would be. If heâd rather her stay here or if heâd rather take her out himself.Â
âIf you want.âÂ
âYouâd just let me go?â She pouted at the side of his face. He sighed, glancing at her.Â
âI want you to do what you want to do. If youâre bored, call Maria.âÂ
âAlright. Iâll call you later.âÂ
Rushing to grab her things, she left without so much as another word from him and caught a cab to get back to her apartment.
Texting Maria on the way, she was going to meet her at her apartment after she was done getting ready and theyâd leave together to find a club to go to.Â
She was in the middle of fixing the straps of her shoes when Maria came barging in and raiding her closet in search of a pair of heels that she just knew (Y/N) had.Â
It wasnât long before they were walking the street to get to one of their regular clubs. It was nice and they didnât just let anyone come in. Not that it was exclusive but you definitely had to have a certain look to get in and both (Y/N) and Maria were easily let into the club after waiting in a short line.Â
The bar was their first stop and then dancing. Whenever (Y/N) goes out without Harry, she likes to play a little game with him. She doesnât have him added on any of her social media accounts, but somehow heâs always aware of what she was doing when she was away from him. So, while apart, she tries to post subtly but very intentionally. Like heâs the only one seeing her Instagram stories.Â
The first post of the night is one of (Y/N) and Maria holding their drinks into the camera. And that will be the first of many, just to get his attention. Because she knows that he keeps tabs on her even though he says he doesnât give a fuck. Thatâs why she has to make these stories count.
And Maria was in the know so she made sure to post on her stories as well. Because even there, she knew Harry would see it. Sheâs not sure how or what account he uses but he still finds out.Â
They danced for a while, laughing at each other and singing along to the music, until they got thirsty and decided to get another drink. She checked who viewed her story and none of the accounts stood out so far. Not that she would ever know itâs him because sheâs tried to find him and canât.Â
Maria got the perfect shot. She had been taking a selfie just as some guy sidled up beside (Y/N) at the bar. He was harmless, just asking what drink sheâd recommend. He was young and it was probably his first time in the club, so she was picking something out on the menu for him. He was sweet and thanked her before going back to his table after getting his drink. And very discreetly, you can see (Y/N)âs manicured hand holding the tiny bar menu and a larger hand, that obviously belongs to a man, is grasping the other side of it. She was just looking at the menu with him and they both happened to be holding it together at the exact right time. It was perfect. Just subtle enough to look like it wasnât done on purpose.Â
(Y/N) would give it twenty minutes. Twenty minutes for him to see the story and get pissed and start blowing up her phone. It was her favorite part. Making him so jealous that he wouldnât even admit it. All heâd do is make it seem like heâs mad because sheâs drinking too much. Sheâs only had two drinks, so sheâs still capable of making clear decisions, but heâs going to act like sheâs gone way over the limit. But really, heâs just jealous and unwilling to tell her that.Â
They went back to dance. And it didnât take long for her phone that she had stashed away in the top of her dress to start buzzing. She grinned at Maria and quickly pulled out her phone so they could read over what he said.Â
Where did you end up going?Â
They laughed and she was in the middle of thinking what to say in response when another message came through.Â
Need a ride home?
âHeâs so obsessed with you.â Maria nudged her. She wanted to believe her but sheâs not quite sure. Heâs obsessed in all the wrong ways.Â
What club?
(Y/N).Â
Her phone started ringing. Her wide eyes met Mariaâs and she panicked. Does she answer or just leave him hanging? Heâs done it to her more times than she can count. She huffed before pressing her phone to her ear. Â
âHello?â She had to shout over the music and the rowdy people next to her, so she started making her way toward the bar to get away from the dance floor.Â
â(Y/N). Where the fuck are you?âÂ
âOut like I told you Iâd be.âÂ
âWith who?âÂ
She paused, thinking for a moment. Heâs acting like a boyfriend. A jealous boyfriend.Â
âDoes itâŚmatter?â She wanted to remain nonchalant. Like Maria didnât put that picture on her story for this exact reason.Â
âJust answer the question, (Y/N).âÂ
âMaria.âÂ
âWho else?âÂ
âNo one.âÂ
âDonât fucking lie to me.âÂ
(Y/N) really couldnât keep a straight face. This just got so interesting and sheâs really going to play it up and push him to his limit. All he does is toy with her emotions and itâs time he gets a taste of his own medicine.Â
âIâm not lying. What the fuck are you talking about?â Leaving Maria near the bar, she went back toward the bathrooms so she could hear more clearly. The music was still loud but she had a little better of a time hearing him curse and mutter to himself.Â
âAre you doing this on purpose?â Yes.Â
âHarry. Seriously. What are you talking about?âÂ
âYouâre fucking wasted out of your mind, arenât you?â Here we go. âWhat club are you at?âÂ
âI donât have time for this. Youâre ruining my night, Harry. We can talk later.âÂ
âNo, no, no. What club, (Y/N)? Iâm not playing with you right now.âÂ
âI have to go. Iâll call you tomorrow or something maybe.âÂ
âThis is your last chance, (Y/N), I mean itââ
She ended the call. Just like that. If he wants her that bad, he can come and get her.Â
(Y/N) met back with Maria and gave her a quick rundown of his demanding questions. She rolled her eyes. He had some nerve asking all of that when he wouldnât even let her hold his hand in public.Â
They get lost in the crowd and the music again and maybe thirty minutes pass before Maria stopped dancing and clutched onto her shoulder.Â
âHeâs here!â She shouted over the music.Â
âWhat?â When Maria pointed over her shoulder, she turned to see Harry scanning the dance floor while standing next to the bar. Heâs dressed in a button down and slacks, the same thing he was wearing back at the penthouse.Â
âUh oh.â She muttered just as his eyes met hers through the crowd. She wanted to take off running just because of the look on his face. Heâs pissed in a way sheâs never seen before. But it excites her some. He must give a shit a little bit. He has to.Â
In three long strides, heâs standing before her with his hands balled into fists and a look on his face that had her shivering in the hot air of the club.Â
âWhat is it that you think youâre doing?â Even with the music being so loud, she could hear the tone of his voice. Heâs mad and sheâs loving every second of it.Â
âDancing? What does it look like?â Only to fuck with him, she acted like she was going to walk off but he grabbed her arm, probably tighter than he needed to, to keep her in front of him.Â
âYouâre not going anywhere. Weâre leaving.âÂ
Maria met her eyes before speaking up.Â
âExcuse me, we were kind of in the middle of something. Sheâll talk to you later.â She grabbed a hold of (Y/N)âs other arm and pulled her in the other direction.Â
âI donât recall speaking to you,â He replied coolly, barely giving her a glance. âLetâs go, (Y/N).â He tugged her back towards him.Â
âHarry, I want to stay,â Trying to loosen her arm from his hand, he only secured his grip more. âIâm not doing this right now.âÂ
âYou had a chance to tell me all of this over the phone and you refused. So I took it into my own hands and you just have to fucking deal with it.âÂ
âShe doesnât need a babysitter.â Maria tried to pry his hand from (Y/N)âs arm but it was no use.Â
âI said fuck off, Maria. This has nothing to do with you.â He said through gritted teeth. (Y/N) knew that all of this was only riling him up more. And she knew she was in for it whenever he got her alone. Whether that be tonight or a week from now. He still wouldnât be over it.
âItâs okay, Maria. Iâll call you tomorrow morning.â (Y/N) spoke up, wanting to diffuse the situation because as soon as Harry told her to fuck off, she saw the change on her face and she knew she only had seconds to spare Harry from the rant Maria was about to go on. She knew enough about Harry to do some damage and (Y/N) didnât want to make it worse than it was.Â
âAre you sure?â She asked, shooting a mean look at Harry.Â
âYeah, Iâm sure. I had fun.â She managed to give Maria a side hug with her one free arm, telling her to let her know when she made it home tonight, before Harry was dragging her off towards the clubâs exit.Â
It was silent on the way to the car as she expected. Heâs fuming and has not let up on his grip on her arm once. She wants to tell him that itâs uncomfortable but she doesnât think itâs a wise time to talk. Especially to complain about something.Â
Heâs taking them back to his place. Sheâs unsure why. She figured heâd drop her on the curb in front of her apartment and ignore her for a week but no. Heâs going in the opposite direction.Â
Whenever she snuck a glance at him, his jaw was locked and his eyes were forward and his brows were furrowed so fiercely it looks like it hurt. But she says nothing and waits until sheâs on the couch at his place, watching him pace in front of her.Â
His laptop must have been abandoned on the couch before he left to come get her because itâs on the cushion right beside her. She almost asked where he gets the nerve from but decided to let him speak first since he seems so out of sorts about it.Â
âYou are the most immature person Iâve ever met.â He finally said, stopping to stand directly in front of her.Â
âExcuse me?âÂ
âNone of that wouldâve happened if youâd just used common sense. But apparently, you lack that, donât you?âÂ
âListen, I donât need you toââ
âWho the fuck was that?âÂ
She knows heâs asking about the photo and she wants to ask him how he saw it but heâll shut down immediately and call a cab to take her home.Â
âWho?âÂ
âThatâThat guy with his hands all over you. While youâre drunk! How fucking irresponsible of you. Itâs like you want to be taken advantage of.â He talks to her like heâs doing her a favor by lecturing her but the only thing itâs doing is making her mad.Â
âGive me a fucking break. I can handle myself, thank you. I wasnât drunk! I had two drinks, Harry. Two! I donât need you to stand there and boss me around like Iâm a child or something.â She wanted o stand and leave just so she can make him even more mad but she stays, just to see what heâs going to do.Â
âThatâs because you act like it!â He practically shouted back at her. âAnd you fucking wonder why I donât want to be with you.âÂ
That stung. While she didnât drink enough to be tipsy, she had plenty for her emotions to be out of whack. She felt her eyes get watery.Â
âYouâre an asshole.â This time, she did stand, with every intention of walking right out the door and not coming back. But he latched onto her shoulders, not letting her move from get spot.Â
âYouâre not leaving so I suggest you sit right back down.âÂ
âNo.âÂ
âNo?â
âNo.â
âSee, thatâs your fucking problem. You donât listen.â He emphasized the word, pushing at her shoulders until she was forced to sit back on his couch.Â
âI donât have to listen to a word you say, Harry. Youâre not my father and youâre not my boyfriend, so fuck off.â Her arms crossed as she leaned back into his couch. Heâs not going to let her go anywhere, so she might as well get comfortable.Â
âBut you want me to be your boyfriend, donât you?â A smirk made its way to his mouth. âI know you do and you think you have to behave this way to get my attention and itâs fucking ridiculous.âÂ
âSo youâre jealous? Is that what this is?âÂ
âJealous? You know youâre not the only one Iâm fucking, donât you? I donât have shit to be jealous over because thereâs ten more numbers in my phone that can do it just as good as you can.âÂ
âThatâs not what you were saying the other night.âÂ
âSometimes people just say things. What did you want me to say when my dick was in your mouth?âÂ
For him to be so blunt about it was upsetting. She knew all of that, she just didnât know why he needed to say it. It hurts. He has to know that it does, but maybe thatâs why heâs saying it.Â
âWhy did you come to the club then? I thought you were busy working.âÂ
âBecause you were making bad decisions.âÂ
(Y/N) could kill him. She really could.Â
âHow do you even know that? How do you know I was with a guy?â
He stopped right in front of her, still glaring. Sheâs got him in a corner. He pretty much has to admit that he watched her Instagram stories because how else would he have known?Â
âYou know what? This isnât working. You should go,â He stepped away from her, shoving his hands into his pants pockets like he was being thoughtful or something. âI knew from the beginning. Youâre too young for me and weâre not on the same level. I canât play these petty games with you. I wonât.âÂ
All of that because he doesnât want to tell her he stalks her Instagram because he is in fact jealous over any male attention she gets thatâs not from him.Â
âIâm too young for you? Thatâs what you think the problem is?â Pushing herself up from the couch, she stood in front of him again. âThe problem is that you care about me but you just canât tell me you do.âÂ
âGet the fuck over yourself.â He muttered, turning his back to her and starting for the kitchen.Â
âItâs true! Youâre so scared to commit to anyone that youâd rather push everyone away even when you really donât want to.â She followed him as he grabbed a glass from his cabinet and started filling it with whiskey. Way more than he needed but she doesnât tell him that.Â
âMaybe itâs just you, (Y/N),â He set the bottle down, turning to meet her eye. âMaybe I just donât want to commit to you.âÂ
âThen let me go.â It was almost a plea because she was tired of the back and forth with him. She wanted him entirely and he only wanted to fuck her. Itâs not fair that heâs been stringing her along for nearly two years. This isnât something that she wants anymore if it means sheâll never get to have him.Â
âYou couldâve gone whenever you wanted to. Iâm not keeping you here.â He leaned against the counter, looking relaxed, like he didnât care to have the conversation.Â
âSure,â He has to know thatâs not how this has been going. Sheâs been trying to get away from him, he always finds a way back in. âDonât call me when those other ten numbers are busy then.âÂ
Turning her back, she went directly to the door, ready for this to be the last time she ever sees him. Because heâs not giving her what she needs and she canât be here anymore if thatâs the case.Â
A hand grabbed onto her shoulder and spun her around.Â
âYou get on nerves so fucking bad.â And then he was kissing her.Â
This happened often. A heated argument where one of them is close to leaving for good turns into sex. She was steps from never seeing him again and now sheâs riding him on his couch with her hands in his hair, kissing him like sheâd die without him.Â
Sometimes it felt like it but she tried her best not to be dependent on him in any way. It was hard because she really did like him. She wanted more with him and thought that they could be good together if heâd just give her a chance. As of now, this is the only thing sheâs good for in his eyes.Â
Before leaving, she freshened up in his bathroom. She wasnât going to overstay her welcome. She just wanted to go home and try not to think much about him over the weekend.Â
When she left the bathroom, he was in the kitchen with a glass of water in his hand, only in his underwear.Â
âIâll call you a ride.â
âDonât bother, fucking jerk.âÂ
Snatching her purse from the armchair, she left his apartment. Just because he fucked her doesnât mean sheâs not mad at him. He interrupted her night because he was jealous. Heâd never say that but she knows that he cares about her in some capacity. He doesnât want anyone else to have her but he can go off with whoever he wants and sheâs just supposed to be okay with that. Itâs not right or fair.Â
(Y/N) would say sheâs never going to see him again but she knows the outcome will only be the opposite. It always is.Â
***
Itâs been a week.Â
Not the longest theyâve gone without contacting each other but itâs killing her to know that heâs still getting his fix with other people and sheâs sitting at home on a Friday night with nothing to do.Â
Sheâs not certain he is but she knows that he has âneedsâ and she just canât see him going a week without getting off. Itâs not like him. She wished she had people on the side like he does but Harry takes up such a wide expanse of her brain, she hasnât bothered with anyone else since theyâve been sleeping together.Â
Harry was very clear from the start. He wanted to hook up, he just didnât want the other stuff. (Y/N) thought sheâd be alright with that but eventually, things shifted and she tried to tell him that she couldnât do it anymore, she felt something for him, but the only thing he had to say was for her to get over it. Forget about it, itâs never happening.Â
He thinks sheâs too young for him. Heâs got ten years on her. That doesnât matter to her really but he thinks his reputation will suffer. People will think heâs shallow or something. Sheâs not quite sure exactly but thatâs his reasoning for not wanting to be with her more intimately than he already is.Â
She told him she loved him for christâs sake, while he was inside of her, and sheâs pretty sure he lost his hard on almost immediately.Â
Twenty minutes was spent telling him she didnât mean it and was just saying things. How could he blame her? She was on the edge of her fifth orgasm and he was pounding her into the mattress just the way she likes. What else was she supposed to say?Â
He left after that with a gruff see you later and didnât contact her for about two and a half weeks. It was grueling but (Y/N) did her best not to text first. One night at nearly midnight he sent her a message asking if she was âover that shit yet.âÂ
She said yes and he was at her door in less than ten minutes to fuck her hard and fast and then leave right after he came. Sheâd never felt so stupid and worthless. He always leaves her feeling that way but she still doesnât hesitate to invite him over when he asks even though she knows this will all crash and burn soon. If she can have Harry like this, sheâll take it. For now.Â
(Y/N) spent most of the night swiping left on a dating app. No one was peaking her interest. Sheâd gotten a few matches and had been chatting with a guy mindlessly but she wasnât sure she wanted to take any further than messaging in the chat. He was nice but sheâs a little bored. She considered just having a quick one night stand, just for something to do, but she really doesnât want to have to meet someone new. Itâs always incredibly awkward and tonight isnât the night for that sort of thing.Â
DONâT ANSWER: Still up?
She scoffed, swiping down on the message that popped up. She changed his contact name to try and remind herself not to answer him. But her fingers were itching to type something to him anyway. To tell him to leave her alone. Or to tell him to come over because sheâs feeling lonely.
But she hesitated on answering. Because she knows how sheâll feel tomorrow if she answers him. To hate herself in the morning and spend all day punishing herself for something she could have avoided if she used a small bit of the common sense he says she lacks.
Iâm outside and your lights are on.
Of course he is. She hates how persistent heâs being. If she denies him, he doesnât push, ever. Because he doesnât care enough. But heâs practically begging her to come inside, right? Heâs outside of her building now. Heâs getting desperate.Â
Can I come up?
She wants to tell him to fuck off. Heâs not worth it. But she is boredâŚso what harm will it really do? Sheâll be in a bout of self-loathing tomorrow anyway. It doesnât matter what she does. So, she sighed, quickly typing to him.Â
(Y/N): I guess.Â
Trying to keep it casual. She doesnât want to seem like sheâd been missing him after he left her on delivered for a week. And heâs the one that tracked her down at a club and dragged her out, only to almost end everything between them. For a moment, she wished he did end it all. It would make her life a little easier.Â
A few minutes she waits in silence until thereâs a knock on the door. Again, she hesitated. She can still turn him down if heâs outside. Itâs when he gets inside and starts to sweet talk her that things get hard. She opened the door anyway and there he was, leaning against the door frame, a smirk already on his face.Â
âHowâve you been?âÂ
To be completely honest, she almost slammed the door in his face, but decided to keep up her indifferent attitude instead. She turned on her heel, not answering him, and made her way back to her spot on the couch.Â
She watched as he shut the door behind him and came to sit next to her, not deterred in the slightest.Â
âWhat have you been up to?â Like theyâre friends. Like he gives a fuck.Â
âNone of your business.â (Y/N) tried to keep her attention trained on the tv, despite him staring at the side of her face. She canât look at him because thatâs when everything will go downhill.Â
âOh, yeah? Thought we were friends.â His hand reached up to the back of her neck and he squeezed, lightly rubbing his thumb up and down the side.Â
âYouâre delusional.âÂ
He laughed, leaning closer toward her to set his arm over her shoulders. Sheâd been trying not to breathe in his cologne because itâs one of her favorites and he knows that. Thatâs probably why heâs wearing it in the first place. To soften her up and work his way back into her good graces after ignoring her for a week.Â
âYouâre a little mean tonight. What happened?â He tugged her into his side so her head rested on his shoulder. Immediately, she pressed her hand to his chest to push away from him. He didnât let her get too far though. â(Y/N). Look at me.âÂ
Heâs being so cruel. She knows if she looks in his eyes, her disinterested facade will melt and sheâll be a puddle right here on the couch beside him. And thatâs just not a part of her plan tonight. She canât.Â
âWhy are you here, Harry?â She asked instead, keeping her arms crossed to her chest.Â
âI missed you.âÂ
âYeah, right.âÂ
âI did. You donât believe me?âÂ
âYou havenât messaged me back in a week. But you missed me so much you have to show up here unannounced and beg to come in?â
âExactly,â His hand grabbed onto her knee and squeezed. âI was a little busy this week, thatâs why I didnât get back to you. But that happens sometimes and you know it.âÂ
âHm.â She hummed, not believing a word he said. All she can really feel right now is his warm hand sliding from her knee further up her thigh.Â
âI didnât mean it. You missed me, didnât you? Thatâs why youâre mad at me.â He leaned into her again, his mouth finding her neck and leaving kisses down the side of it.Â
âNope,â It was a bit harder to keep her composure with him pressing wet kisses to her skin, so she pushed herself away from him to give him a stern look. âI think you should go.âÂ
âWhy? Itâs been too long, I need you.â He tried to grab onto her shoulder but she moved off of the couch to stand in front of him.Â
âI think itâs better if we donât. IâmâŚIâm done with this. Itâs not benefiting me in any way to be with you.â (Y/N) doesnât have the exact words for how sheâs feeling but she does know that if sheâs strung along by Harry for much longer, sheâll probably lose her mind. Is it so bad that she wants a boyfriend? Is it so bad that she wants someone to commit to? Harry thinks so and she canât do this back and forth anymore.Â
âAre you kidding me? Not benefiting you? Youâre getting the best sex of your life out of me and thatâs not benefiting you?â He scoffed, like he was annoyed that just sex wasnât something she wanted.Â
âItâs not enough anymore.âÂ
âSo, what? You want a boyfriend?âÂ
âI think so.âÂ
He blinked at her, seeming to be thinking about something. And then he sighed, clenching his jaw.Â
âWeâre good like this though, (Y/N). Come on.â He caught her hand in his and squeezed. She wanted to snatch her hand away immediately but if this is the last time, maybe she should hold on a little longer.Â
âMaybe at first it was good but I canât do it anymore. Itâs not the same.âÂ
âWhatâs not the same?âÂ
âHarry. I told you I loved you and you fucking screamed at me for twenty minutes about how you donât do relationships and how I knew what I was getting myself into.âÂ
He dropped her hand as soon as she reminded him of it. And then he rolled his eyes.Â
âI didnât scream at youââ
âYes, you did.âÂ
âWhatever,â He said sharply. âItâs true though, isnât it? And itâs not my fault you canât control your emotions. You said you were over it.âÂ
âWell, I fucking lied,â Tears are quickly accumulating and she knows she only has so much time before she canât contain them anymore. She doesnât want Harry to see her cry ever again. âJust go, please. I canât do this with you.â She turned her back to him, trying to quiet the sound of her sniffling but it was hard when all she wanted to do was break down. Harry is so mean. If he really wanted nothing to do with her, why doesnât he leave her alone? Why does he show up out of nowhere and try to be nice and act like he wants her? Sheâll never understand.Â
âHere we fucking go,â He muttered behind her. âYouâre crying now? (Y/N), you knew what this was supposed to be. You canât be pissed at me because you took it too far.âÂ
âGo, Harry. I donât want to talk.â Using the collar of her shirt, she wiped the single tear that fell, hoping the rest would hold off until he left.Â
âWhat did I do wrong to make you love me? Hm?â He spun her around, almost forcing her to look up at him. She hated that he made her cry again and hated it even more that he got a front row seat as more tears came down her cheeks.Â
âIâm not talking about it.â She stepped around him and started back toward her bedroom. Heâd only follow her but maybe if she can get back there and hide away under her blankets, she can ignore him long enough for him to let himself out.Â
âI think I deserve to know, donât I?â His voice followed her, of course, and when she pulled the blankets over her head, he was ripping them right back off. âWhy are you running from this? If you love me so much, tell me why.âÂ
âLeave me alone.â She tried pulling her blankets back but his grip on them was too tight, so she just turned over, shoving her face into her pillow.Â
It was quiet for longer than she thought itâd be after she felt him settle down near the bottom of the bed. She wondered why he stuck around when she told him to leave. But she didnât move her head from the pillow.Â
âMy place is getting renovated. I need somewhere to stay tonight. Do you mind?âÂ
âFine.â She murmured, not daring to move. Not even when she heard him undress and slip into bed beside her. He could probably stay anywhere else in the city tonight but for some reason, he came here. To argue and eventually persuade his way into her bed. She doesnât know how he does it.Â
âI donât like seeing you cry, you know. Even though you think Iâm horrible.â He spoke up after some time. They hadnât moved and the only thing she could hear was the ticking of the clock in the hallway and occasionally him breathing.Â
âItâs fine. Maybe I should control my emotions better.â She said half-heartedly. Because she didnât believe that at all but if thatâs what he thinks this is, so be it.Â
âI didnât mean it like that.âÂ
âItâs fine.â Keeping her back to him, she reached over to click off the lamp beside her, enveloping the room in darkness. It was better this way. The further he kept himself away from her, the easier it will be when this is all over with.Â
âGoodnight, (Y/N).â His arm slid across her waist to hold her to his chest but she didnât bother responding, she just shut her eyes and hoped heâd be gone by morning.Â
****
Harry woke up before (Y/N) and considered leaving, but when he looked down and saw her face still puffy from last night, he hesitated.Â
She probably cried long after heâd been asleep and normally it wouldnât bother him. But for some reason, heâs feeling a little more sympathetic than usual.Â
Her phone buzzing three times on the nightstand on the other side of her caught his attention. Itâs only six in the morning. Who could be messaging her like that at this hour?Â
Harryâs nosy. He can admit it. Thatâs why he always knows where (Y/N) is, even when she doesnât want him to. It might be a total invasion of privacy but he reached over her and grabbed her phone. Heâs seen her type in her password more times than he can count so heâs easily let in. Once more glance at (Y/N) who is still sleeping and heâs swiping down to see her notifications.Â
He sees the icon for a very popular dating site and a few messages from someone named Jace. He only reads the messages on the screen because if he opens them, sheâll know he was on her phone.Â
Jace: Sorry for the late reply, I fell asleep. But your job sounds really cool.Â
Jace: Itâs been really nice talking to you, would you want to get breakfast sometime?
Jace: No pressure if not. We can keep talking like this :)
Harry scoffed as quietly as he could manage and locked her phone, setting it back next to her. Heâs not even sure what (Y/N) does for work. Heâs never asked. But it must be âreally cool.â She can do better than that.Â
Breakfast? How fucking cute. Is that really what she likes? Would that work on her? He doesnât know and he honestly doesnât care what she does in her spare time.Â
He does contemplate deleting the messages and unmatching with the guy but that might be a little too far. He leaves it alone for now and goes back to staring at her ceiling.Â
Five minutes later, he finds himself in her kitchen trying to make something to eat. He canât cook for shit, he has someone else do it for him, so he does try but he ends up ordering in instead. And he pays a little extra so the food will be here as quickly as possible.Â
A half an hour later, heâs plating the food when (Y/N) walks out of her room, rubbing her eyes. She stops suddenly when she spots him in her kitchen.Â
âI got us breakfast.âÂ
She blinked her tired eyes a few more times before taking a few steps closer to him.Â
âOh. Okay. Thanks.âÂ
Everything she does is hesitant. From standing next to him, to grabbing a plate and beginning to eat. It was quiet when they sat down at her small table to eat. Sometimes, Harry has no idea how to talk to her. Should he ask about her? That feels stupid. Heâs known her for nearly two years and at the moment, he canât recall a single thing about her.Â
Her favorite color or favorite food. If she has a brother or a sister, what she does for work. Suddenly, he feels really shitty. He never takes her anywhere unless itâs him trying to make up for something he did to make her sad. And he knows their arrangement. He told her nothing like that would be a part of it. But thinking about it now, maybe he should be a little nicer. He likes her company and sheâs always very sweet to him. Heâs not sure why he canât return it.Â
âI canât cook. I ordered in.â He blurted out, watching as she tried to keep a smile down when she looked at him.Â
âI know, Harry.â She went back to her food and it was quiet again. Heâs getting restless because she told him it was over last night and now sheâs not saying anything. He doesnât want their arrangement to end, he just often finds himself saying things he doesnât mean and things that he knows will make her cry. Thereâs no logical reason for it, he doesnât know why and wished he could stop.Â
âThank you for letting me stay last night,â He looked at her as she avoided eye contact, instead finding something to do in wringing a napkin in her hands.Â
âSure,â She shrugged. âWhatâs getting renovated?âÂ
âA lot. So I canât really sleep there. They just finished up the bathroom yesterday but I have a whole list for them. Itâll probably take another week or so.âÂ
âWhere are you staying?âÂ
âA hotel, probably. I canât bother you anymore with it.â He chuckled, finishing off his plate in one more bite before pushing it away from him.Â
âItâs not bothering me. IâŚlike having you here. Itâs nice to wake up warm,â She says this quietly, almost like she didnât want him to even hear it but he doesnât respond. He doesnât know how without making her frown, so he just hums. âButâŚum, okay. Thatâs probably best.âÂ
âI should get going.â He canât bear to watch her face so downcast, so he leaves the table and goes to get dressed after scraping his plate clean and placing it in the sink.Â
When heâs finished in her room, he comes out to see that she hasnât moved from her spot at the table. Sheâs picking at her food now. He wanted to tell her to finish eating for his peace of mind, but all he does is send her a wave before leaving.Â
(Y/N) messaged Jace back, telling him that sheâd love nothing more than to get breakfast and talk more with him. Heâs nice and full of compliments. And he actually listened to what she was saying and appeared interested. She can only hope that heâs as nice as he is through messaging as he is in real life.Â
****
Harry: Brunch today?
(Y/N) froze when she saw his message. Heâs never asked something like this before.Â
Sheâs at work, slowly making her way through her to-do list when her phone buzzed in her desk drawer. Normally, sheâd ignore it because sheâs working but something had her opening the drawer and swiping on the screen.Â
Itâs a weird thing to ask. During the work week? Brunch? What does he really want?Â
(Y/N): Where?
Heâs typing immediately after the message is delivered.
Harry: My office. I already ordered food. See you at noon.Â
She tossed her phone back in the drawer and shut it. Sheâs not a fan of him telling her to do things but for some reason, it always gets her to do whatever he wants.Â
(Y/N) found herself standing outside of his tall office building five minutes till noon. Sheâs never been inside before and she really doesnât know how to go about it. So, she texts him quickly, asking if reception is expecting her, but before she could send the message, Harry was pushing through the glass doors with a smile on his face. A pleasant one at that, so she couldnât help but smile back.Â
âHowâs your week been?â And then he hugged her, right there on the street. When he pulled back he still held onto her shoulders, looking her over.Â
âUh, itâs okay. Howâs yours?âÂ
He led her inside with his hand holding hers. She didnât mean to look around to see if anyone noticed, but she did. Harry never touches her unless theyâre alone, as if he doesnât want anyone to see them interact. And now heâs dragging her through the lobby, to the elevators, all with a smile on his face.Â
Once they were shut inside the elevator, she took her hand away, with some difficulty because of his grip, and then she shot him a look.Â
âWhatâs going on?âÂ
âWith what?âÂ
âWhy are you soâŚâ She trailed off, not having the right word. She didnât know what to say. Why is acting like he gives a fuck all of a sudden? Some days she doubts he even likes her but now this? Itâs strange and she canât help but think he has some ulterior motive. Harry doesnât do things like this without reason and sheâs really confused.Â
âSo what, love?â He pressed a button to get to a floor so high she thinks she might be dizzy when she gets up there and then he turned to look at her, almost fondly.Â
âWhy did you invite me here?â Maybe if he can answer his question, this might all make sense.Â
âHavenât seen you in three days. I just thought youâd like to have lunch with me. You donât work too far away, do you?âÂ
âTen minutes or so.â She muttered, looking away from him to the shiny elevator doors in front of her. Heâll never give her a straight answer, so she might as well enjoy this while it lasts. Harry can switch on a dime and right now heâs almost beingâŚsweet. She canât ruin that.Â
He introduced her to the receptionist on his floor even and she tried to keep her facial expression neutral. Thereâs no purpose behind it and she wonders why he does it if sheâll probably never be back.Â
Her name is Becca and sheâs very enthusiastic and shakes (Y/N)âs hand so eagerly she thought it might fall off.Â
âYouâre just as pretty as Harry says you are.âÂ
Another revelation she has to keep a straight face for.Â
âOh, thank you.â She tried to smile while shooting a glance in his direction, only to see him giving Becca his own look of disapproval.Â
âI mean, heâheâs mentioned you once or twice. Not likeâŚa lot or anything.âÂ
âThank you, Becca. Weâll be going,â Harry spoke up, grabbing a hold of (Y/N)âs arm to lead her to his office.Â
Itâs exactly as sheâd expect it to be. Sleek and modern, windows lining the wall behind his desk. He has a spread of food scattered across his desk and it all looks mouth watering. Even though sheâs incredibly confused and a little concerned about where this new personality of Harryâs is coming from, sheâs still going to eat because everything looks delicious and sheâs starved.Â
Brunch is similar to breakfast the other day at her apartment. Itâs quiet, neither of them knowing what to say. She did thank him for the food and asked him where he got it because it was just as good as it looked and he responded with as few words as possible.Â
âWhat are your plans for the weekend?â He asked, breaking the quiet in the room.Â
âUm,â She thought it over. Breakfast with Jace on Saturday, but she didnât want to tell him that because heâd probably flip. And while he wonât tell her why heâs got a problem with it, heâll figure out a way to talk her out of it. âGoing out with Maria Saturday morning but I think thatâs it.â She lied, even though she wanted to rub it in his face that she had a date and there was nothing he could do or say about it. But again, heâd find a way to stop her from going.Â
âI want to take you somewhere so cancel it.âÂ
Harryâs betting that (Y/N) has a date on Saturday morning with that guy from the app and the thought doesnât sit right with him. She wouldnât tell him thatâs what sheâs doing either. So instead, heâs going to take her out of the city so she doesnât even have a chance to meet with him.
He can tell by the slightly shocked look on her face that she wasnât expecting that. He wasnât either but heâd spent last night booking a hotel and arranging a flight for them. She pretty much has to go because itâs all already paid for.Â
âWhat?âÂ
âDonât worry about it. Youâll like it, trust me.âÂ
(Y/N) isnât sure if she trusts Harry or not but sheâs willing to give it one more chance. Maybe going away with him will be good for them and then heâll realize that he actually does like her a little bit.Â
And canceling the date with JaceâŚshe did want to go, heâs been very nice and respectful so far. Definitely a change of pace. She can only hope that heâll take kindly to a rain check because she does want to meet him, just not this weekend.Â
âUm, I think thatâs okay. Why so suddenly?â She doesnât feel like eating anymore but not because she lost her appetite or anything. But sheâs almost a little excited. She wished she wasnât because Harryâs good for disappointing but she canât help it.Â
âNeed to get out of this office for a bit. I was getting away anyway, just thought youâd like to come along.â He shrugged, relaxing back into his comfortable looking chair.Â
âHm. Alright, sounds fun,â She muttered, looking him over again. Harry isnât spontaneous. She knows that for certain but this isnât like him. Something out of the blue, taking her somewhere with him. Itâs strange and she wants to interrogate him until she gets an answer from him that makes sense but instead, she just agrees, wanting to keep the peace.Â
When she told him she had to be on her way back to work, he offered to walk her back down to the street. She wanted to decline, just so she could go beg Becca to tell her what else Harry says about her but he doesnât really give her a choice.
But before they could get to the elevator, Becca stopped them anyway.
âYou should come to the event next Friday, (Y/N). Iâd love to see you there!â She smiled sweetly and (Y/N) couldnât help returning it before glancing discreetly at Harry.
âUm, not sure yet.â An event? She knows Harry would never invite her to something like that but the thought is nice.
âWell, think about it. This is your formal invitationââ
âWeâve got to go, Becca. Iâll be right back.â Again, Becca is receiving a pointed look from Harry that (Y/N) is pretty sure she knows what it means. He didnât want her to know about the event or whatever is going on. And that is very clear.
âTell Harry to give you my number.â Becca waved, as the elevator doors shut.
âSheâs nice,â She commented, trying to dispel the awkwardness that flooded the elevator. He had no intention of telling her that and now that Becca said something, he probably felt just as uncomfortable as she did. Time for a change of subject she guesses. âYou really arenât going to tell me where youâre taking me?â
âNot yet, no. Let it be a surprise, okay?â Harry walked her all the way back to the street and they parted with a promise to see each other later. He even kissed her cheek before she could get too far and that had her practically running from him as she rushed out another goodbye.Â
Thereâs so much for her to think about, her head is beginning to hurt but thereâs still a hint of warmth swirling in her stomach from that tiny display of affection on the street. But while things do seem to be up in the air, maybe they really are getting somewhere.
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A nice i-âdon'tâ-want-you-but-no-one-else-can-have-you fic!! I tried to make him a little forgivable in this one!! This is the fourth version of this and somehow heâs the nicest of them all lol. I hope you enjoy, sorry it took so long đ
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Me and my husband, we're sticking together
Hii, I think you meant the smut list, hehe
Summary: Harry and Y/n have a quickie before going out.
Warning: unprotected sex
Word count: 1.5k
"If you don't change out of those shorts and into some pants I'll have them by lunch," Harry said playfully, making eye contact through the mirror.
The couple had agreed to go to a breakfast party to commemorate Y/n's co-worker's job promotion, one that Harry happens to be very jealous of. She wasn't dumb, she knew that nick - the guy - would stare her up and down whenever she walked in a room, she just didn't care enough about him, very differently than Harry.
"Yeah, of course, I'll do that," she said rolling her eyes, " I don't know why you worry about him so much, I've already told you he looks at everyone like that."
Harry hugged her from behind, kissing her neck and slightly sucking on it, "I'm not everybody's husband, am I?"
"You just care too much with things that shouldn't matter," the girl said, feeling the bulge of his thigh on her behind, "Harry we don't have time."
Y/n knew what he wanted, his body language saying everything. Harry had a weird obsession with having sex before they had to go out somewhere, he was just very persuasive.
"Please, just a quickie, ya look good right now," his hand went below her shirt, feeling her tits since she wasn't wearing a bra, "always so pretty sweetheart."
She looked at him in the mirror, his tongue and teeth playing with the skin of her neck while his fingers were playing with her nipples, his other hand pressing her lower back into his hips.
"You need to be very fast, though," she breathed.
The man didn't need anything else, he quickly took her shirt off and took her body in his arms, sitting on the bed while she sat on his lap. His mouth promptly found her nipple, sucking on it gently while his other hand pinched the other one, making the girl moan and lean into him.
"Such a good pair of tits, makes me want to love on you all day," he whispered on her chest, going back to the breasts and leaving hickeys on the skin.
The girl started to hump against his hips, the rough fabric of her shorts creating amazing friction on her clit. Harry noticed her actions, taking a hold of her hips, making her rub herself even more. "Feeling good, baby? You like to hump on my cock like that?"
Y/n nodded, hugging her arms on his neck, picking up her pace, "want you to cum on my cock, though. What about we take those clothes out so I can make you feel good?"
"Alright, H," she said breathlessly, swiftly getting off his lap and stripping out of her shorts, wearing only a cotton white underwear, which already had a wet spot on it.
"Come on," he said, so she could stand close to him, her cunt right on his face, given the height of the bed. Harry held her love handles, bringing his mouth over her clothed pussy, his tongue lapping the fabric and feeling her arousal.
"So ready for me sweetheart. I know you said to be quick, but I just want to spend something eating you, alright?" He barely waited for her answer, his lips were already attaching to her clit.
"Right there Harry," she said, pulling his hair.
He took the inside of her thighs and spread her legs so he could have more space, "you taste amazing, baby." He murmured, taking the fabric of her underwear to the side and finally coming in contact with her bare pussy.
His tongue was playing with her wetness, trying to feel all of her with the tip of his tongue. The girl was a moaning mess, his tongue making her feel as if she was in heaven.
Harry abruptly took his mouth off of her, which made the girl complain, "Hey, no whining," he said harshly to her, grabbing her jaw, "you behave or else Iâll be the only one cumming, understand? Now, take your panties and get on the bed on your knees."
Y/n did what he told her, getting on the soft mattress on her knees, head turned to the headboard. She felt the bed dip behind her, moments later Harry was kissing her neck eagerly, "I hope that stupid boy that works with you can see all the hickey on your skin, 'cus you're my wife, my pretty hot wife."
"Just yours Harry, no one else's," she shivered, holding his arms to gain balance.
"Got you all naked for me on my bed, how lucky did I get to have someone like you? So fucking beautiful," his raspy voice met her ears, "why don't you get on all four for me? Need to fuck your cunt, gonna fill you up."
Harry watched the girl get in position, he promptly found a pillow to put under her hip, so she could be more comfortable. Her hole was already dripping just waiting for him.
He opened his zipper and pulled himself out of his boxers just enough so he could still be dressed, his cock was already hard, dripping pre-cum. He took two of his fingers, sinking them on her opening, making the girl moan, "liking that, baby? It's just my fingers yet." The man continued to fingering her, her walls contracting against his fingers while he was teasing himself, stroking his shaft with his hand.
"You have no idea how beautiful you are, all spread open for your husband," he jerked, "While I'm here, fully clothed.
He picked up his pace with his hand, he wanted to be on the verge of cumming, so they could be quick and get at the stupid breakfast on time. His fingers were also working fast on her cunt, his thumb hitting her clit.
"H, I'm gonna cum, please," Y/n begged.
With that, Harry took his fingers off her, also freeing his cock from his hold. "You're only gonna cum on my cock, love."
The man got his body closer to her ass, being right in front of her openings, he took the head of his dick and applied pressure on her opening, just teasing and spreading her wetness. He made up and down movements around her slit, as the girl underneath him would whine, wanting to be fucked.
When he felt like he couldn't do it anymore, he slammed himself on her cunt, staying deep inside her, giving the girl some time to adjust, "how is it? Is my cock filling you up?" He asked, looking for compliments.
"Yeah, feel you so deep, please fuck me," she cried, with her head buried on the pillow.
"Shh, don't worry, gonna give it to you real good," his hips started working on her roughly, feeling the warmth of her cunt.
He was pounding inside his wife, holding to her hips with one hand while the other was playing with her clit, trying to make her orgasm as fast as she could. Harry lent into her body, whispering to her ear, "need you to cum, we need to leave in less than 10 minutes," he let his body fall into hers, only one hand holding him from crushing her body.
His cock was barely leaving her pussy with the thrusts duo to how deep he was. She was pulsing around him, she was close. "Cum for your husband, Y/n, go on."
With the pleasure of his finger on her clit the girl released, rolling her eyes as the pleasure took control of her body, which was shaking from the orgasm and from her husband thrust, who was trying to achieve his pleasure.
"Fuck baby, Iâm almost there," he growled, kissing her cheek, concentrating on the movements of his hips.
The pounding was desperate, with barely any rhythm, he held her body against his back, jerking his hips frantically into her, until she felt a pressure on his balls, cum leaving the tip on his cock and hitting her cervix right after.
He moaned in her ear, kissing her back and trying to be as silent as possible as he made lazy movements, trying to get all of his cum to go inside her.
He placed the underwear on the leg holes and helped her get dressed, a new spot forming from having his cum, "want you to keep me inside, alright? When we get home Iâm gonna love on you all night," he kissed her, giving the girl her shirt and her shorts, "see, told I would have them by lunch," he teasingly said.
The girl was moaning sweetly, being overstimulated by him, after a few moments Harry finally decided to pull out, holding onto her hips and watching his cum dripping out of her, he took his fingers and put it back into her pussy, "gonna take your underwear, love" he said after tucking himself into his boxers and pants.
Hii guys, please like, reblog, and give feedback here (I hope the link works) I'm very tired now, so byee, hope you guys enjoy it, see you tomorrow <3
this is filed mostly by âgenreâ or au type! (masterlist)
concept tag ⨠smutty concepts tag
boyfriend!harry
yacht!harry
(modern) prince!harry
wedding!harry
dad!harry
director!y/n
author!y/n
fashion student!h
summer!harry
husband!harry
author!y/n
italy!harry
Does the other angels and demons ever find out whats going on between them?? And what happens if they do??
I feel like if any demons found out, they wouldnât give Harry shit for it. Quite the opposite, actually. Praising him and giving him pats on the back and, âGot yourself a tight little celestial being now, donât you?â
And with angels, Y/N manages to keep it under wraps so that no one finds out but like imagine Niall coming down to check on her so they pretend not to get along but when she goes to make Niall some tea while he waits in her room, Harry casually comes up behind her and grips at her hips, pushing her forward against the kitchen counter and gluing his mouth to her neck, sucking at her pulse nonchalantly as she squirms out of his grasp.
âStop it!â She hisses, covering the light bruise on her throat with annoyed concern. âWhat if he sees?!â
Harry shrugs his shoulders leisurely, having too much fun with the rise heâs getting, and reaches forward, taking a sip from the mug meant for Niall. He puts it back into her hands, licking across his flushed lips as the corners twitch upwards with smug amusement.
âThen he could join, if heâd like.â
summary: you give harry a camera for his birthday and the two of you are more than excited to put it to good use.
warnings: smut, 18+
word count:Â 5k
song inspo.: kodachrome - paul simon
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