Sappho, tr. by Anne Carson, from “If Not Winter: Fragments of Sappho,” (x)
Sometimes you feel more intimacy with the woman who lives
in the apartment opposite—twenty years older, probably,
though she looks barely ten, devoted to evading age—
than with anyone stroked or kissed or otherwise handled.
You sit naked on the white sofa, lights on, looking into her home,
lights on.
She paints her toenails, watches a black-and-white film,
Hitchcock, maybe: there’s a woman with a platinum chignon.
She applies a green mask. A cream. A mystery ointment.
When you meet an older woman who resembles her, enough,
you do the obvious thing.
That woman says, after, Don’t ever leave me
but when you report to your friends
you change her words to Don’t ever forget me.
Typical of us, the lie and the lie.
Why couldn’t you tell the truth? That’s what I’ve come to ask.
Not to her—to your friends.
I can’t remember why it embarrassed you.
Was it that she was old enough not to bare her throat?
Or was it shame at yourself, for misunderstanding
how well you were understood?
(It always comes back to knowledge with us, doesn’t it?)
Maybe it doesn’t matter: you’ll think of this woman
so often throughout the years
that by some lights
you’ll have kept your vow.
Be, be as you've always been
Be like the love that discovered the sin
That freed the first man and will do so again
And, lover, be good to me
Be that hope when Eden was lost
It's been deaf to our laughter since the master was crossed
Which side of the wall really suffers that cost?
And, lover, be good to me
Be as you've always been
Be as you've always been
Be, be as you've always been
True to the time and the placе you've been given
Your heart in thе world, and a world there within
And, lover, be good to me
Be there and just as you stand
Or be like the rose that you'd hold in your hand
That grows bold in a barren and an uneasy land
And, lover, be good to me
And, be as you've always been
Be as you've always been
Be as you've always been
Be as you've always been
Liberty Avenue, Pittsburgh, 1940
Nicole W. Lee, from "Even the Dust"
A great Hope fell You heard no noise The Ruin was within Oh cunning Wreck That told no tale And let no Witness in
The mind was built for mighty Freight For dread occasion planned How often foundering at Sea Ostensibly, on Land
A not admitting of the wound Until it grew so wide That all my Life had entered it And there were troughs beside -
A closing of the simple lid That opened to the sun Until the tender Carpenter Perpetual nail it down -
Emily Dickinson, from Envelope Poems
Crawling out of the swamps where you buried me like the setting sun and the moon rises an enemy.
Carolina Outcrop. Never Trust a Woman Who Writes.
Just your mouth
Just your love
Just your anointing oils
Just your name
Just your chambers
Just your love
And my mother's sons
And my own vineyard
And my soul
Just your flock
Just your companions
Just your kids
Just your cheeks
Just your neck
Just your couch
And my perfume
And my beloved
And my breasts
And my beloved
And my love
Just your eyes
And my beloved
Our couch
Our house
Our rafters
And my love
And my beloved
Just your shadow
Just your fruit
Just your banner over me
Just your left hand
Just your right hand
And my beloved
And my beloved
Our wall
And my beloved
And my love
And my fair one
And my love
And my fair one
And my dove
Just your face
Just your voice
Just your voice
Just your face
Our vineyards
And my beloved
Just your flock
And my beloved
And my bed
And my soul
And my soul
And my soul
And my soul
And my mother's house
Just your sword
Just your mother
Just your wedding
Just your hearth
And my love
Just your eyes
Just your vein
Just your hair
Just your teeth
Just your lips
Just your mouth
Just your cheeks
Just your veil
Just your neck
Just your two breasts
And my love
And my bride
And my heart
And my sister
And my bride
And my heart
Just your eyes
Just your necklace
Just your love
And my sister
And my bride
Just your love
Just your eyes
Just your lips
And my bride
Just your tongue
Just your garments
And my sister
And my bride
Just your shoes
And my garden
And my beloved
And my garden
And my sister
And my bride
And my mouth
And my spice
And my honeycomb
And my honey
And my wine
And my milk
And my heart
And my beloved
And my sister
And my love
And my dove
And my perfect one
And my head
And my locks
And my garment
And my feet
And my beloved
And my hand
And my heart
And my beloved
And my hands
And my fingers
And my beloved
And my beloved
And my soul
And my beloved
Just your beloved
Just your beloved
And my beloved
Just your head
Just your locks
Just your eyes
Just your cheeks
Just your lips
Just your arms
Just your body
Just your legs
Just your appearance
Just your speech
And my beloved
And my friend
Just your beloved
And my beloved
Just your garden
Just your flock
And my beloved
And my beloved
Just your flock
And my love
Just your eyes
Just your hair
Just your teeth
Just your cheeks
And my dove
And my perfect one
And my mother
And my fancy
And my prince
Just your feet
Just your rounded thighs
Just your navel
Just your belly
Just your two breasts
Just your neck
Just your eyes
Just your nose
Just your head
Just your flowing looks
Just your breasts
Just your breasts
Just your breath
Just your kisses
And my beloved
Just your desire
And my beloved
And my love
Our goals
And my beloved
And my modest breast
And my mother
And my power credits
Just your left hand
Just your right hand
And my beloved
Just your mother
Just your heart
Just your arm
Our sister
And my breasts
Just your eyes
And my vineyard
And my very own
And myself
Just your voice
And my beloved
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