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the "I'm not a drinker myself" to gradually becoming an alcoholic to numb out the pain pipeline

the "I don't want them to change me. turn me into something I'm not" to being turned into a mutt version of himself pipeline

the "I do everything in my power to protect my sister" to losing her anyway pipeline

absolutely no other fictional character will EVER top ronan lynch in yearning. in devotion. "a combination that focused most of the objects of Ronan's worship into one downtown block" oh. "his feelings for Adam were like an oil spill" oh!!! "it was a choice between death and hurting adam, and that wasn't much of a choice at all" OH. he was on a whole other level

current reads

right now i'm almost finishing 'the raven king' by maggie stiefwater and i've been reading this book since september because i really don't want to say goodbye to this story T_T

i really love all the characters (RONAN LYNCH MY BELOVED SON) and i want to stay with them for as long as i can. i know i can always reread these series, but it won't be the same as the first time

also i've started 'sunrise of the reaping' by suzanne collins and i'm really curious about the whole story! i want to finish this already and go watch a review by the book leo lol

vintage playing card back designs

kinda crazy looking back at my old posts.. so much of my younger self obsessed with fandoms.. so much chaotic energy...

Hay Lin✨

misa misa 🫶

Arts by lisamaria.stefan

the fact that i'm no longer the same age as the protagonists of novels and films i once connected to is so heartbreaking. there was a time when I looked forward to turning their age. i did. and i also outgrew them. i continue to age, but they don't; never will. the immortality of fiction is beautiful, but cruel.

the way suzanne saw people romantically shipping haymitch and maysilee for years and said i’ll give you something even better. that’s actually his mean girl sister that he loathed for years and then grew to love like family! easily one of the best dynamics in the series