summary: childe is a name so acquainted with calamity that even you cannot escape it. he wishes you could.
warnings: second archon quest spoilers, heavy angst, toxic relationships, intentional lowercase lol
childe knows you’re in love with him, and he’s in love with you too. he knows because the way your face crumbles when he rejects your love confession makes him want to disappear. childe doesn’t even really belong to himself anymore; if he did, he would choose you in a heartbeat. but his heartbeat is tied to another’s, and that heartbeat is intertwined with the inherent power he possesses, the one he can use to keep you safe.
he tells you he’s sorry, and he means it. he’s sorry he hadn’t met you earlier, because then maybe he’d be just a bit freer, a bit more able to love you the way you deserve.
but he’s selfish, and he couldn’t let you go if he tried, so he keeps you by his side as much as he can. we’re just friends, he tells himself, friends can do these kinds of things. friends don’t look at each other the way you two do, though, and everyone else can tell.
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16 and akaashi 🥰
Akaashi liked to think that he knew your routine pretty well, not that you were aware of it.
You always slept past your alarm, even though you had a whole page of per 5-minute interval alarms set. He was tempted to set more for you but realised that it wouldn’t matter anyway. You were never early, but for some unknown reason, you were always able to wake up in cold sweat just before it would be too late to get to school on time. You rushed through your entire morning routine before you managed to step out of the door. You always looked just a bit disheveled when you leaped into the classroom just as the bell was about to ring. He always made the effort to see if there were any loose strands of hair that you missed so he could tug it in for you. (He didn’t really think too much about it when he did that but the swooning you felt when his long fingers slipped through your hair never did stop even though it was nearly a daily occurrence.)
Akaashi, on the other hand, always got through his mornings with leisure. He had to get back to school earlier than most for morning practices which left him plenty of time to make sure he had everything he needed before the classes actually start, meaning that he was always the one waiting on you each morning. His body clock was terrifyingly on point and he always wake up just moments before his alarm rings, always. He always looked so calm, a sharp contrast to the way you could barely breathe regularly when you slammed the classroom door open.
He froze in place for just a little (so little that you would probably miss it unless you really look) at the door when he walked in to see you already at your seat this morning.
What was this? Why were you here earlier than him? Did you not sleep well last night? You actually seemed like you took a look at the mirror before you walk out the door today? Were you sick?
The engines in his head was running on high speed as he slowly made way to his seat in front of yours, even though on the outside he looked just as collected as ever. It was a good thing that you were being punctual, but something about it just reallly bugged him.
“Morning Akaashi.” you flashed him a quick smile when he sat down.
“Morning.” he replied, his eyes searching for any sign of you being unwell as you buried your head in the books in front of you.
He watched you sighed and pushed the book towards his direction. “Akaashi,” you mumbled as you ran your hand down your face, “do you remember if this part will be in the quiz? I straight up forgot that we had one until late last night.”
So you were back early under desperation, now it all made sense. A small smile tucked at the corner of his lips as he leaned forward which you took as him being his usual gentle self. “No,” he said and he paused before adding, “it will be in the one next week though.”
“Another one?” you sighed, gripping his hand in appreciation, “Urgh, what will I do without you?”
He smiled, leaning his head on his palm as he watched you dipped back down, a small piece of hair falling down as you moved.
It tickled when the tip of his fingers just brushed past the side of your face as he tucked it behind your ear. You glanced up, smiling sheepishly as you mouthed a soft thank you.
And so the routine was back to normal.
FUCK MY HEART 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
pairing — akaashi keiji x gn!reader ; per a request, reader has slight anxiety and underconfidence issues
warnings — drinking but you’re both of age and its like a shot lmao
word count — 2.0k~
request — From @babyybokutoakaashi ; ‘It is my first time asking for a fic request but can i ask for Akaashi fic. I dont have any specifics. Maybe his s/o can have a resemblance to me, like a not confident person and being anxious even on the little things. Its okay too if you dont’
an — i’m so happy i’m your first request! you’re also the first request i’ve taken so besties 👯♀️ hope you like this fic, i really wanted to write for akaashi anyways so let’s make a fic of it 🥳 hope you enjoy!!
inspo — sofia by clairo
akaashi keiji has been an enigma to you despite the plethora of years you’d known him. not in the way that you didn’t know what he liked — you know he prefers his coffees with creamer and three sugars, that if he was wearing his glasses it’s because his contacts probably dried out, and you know that if he wears his old fukurodani sweater that he’s working on editing another piece for udai, but you never knew how he truly felt about you.
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This broke my heart 🥺
Requested by Anon
Summary: If Nishinoya knew that this would be the last time he walked you home, maybe he would've walked slower
Type of fic: Angst
A/n: How to write something that isn't angst
Kiyoko this, volleyball that, cancelling plans because of volleyball practice, cancelling plans because his team has a bonding day.
Would it be too much to ask if you were part of his life?
When you agreed to his confession, agreed to be his, you thought he would at least make time for you.
It seems like nothings changed from when you were friends, except for fawning over Kiyoko a little less than before.
"Yuu? Did you want to go on a date later after school?" You had come all the way to his classroom to ask him, borderline beg him for some of his attention.
You supported his passion for volleyball, but a line has to be drawn somewhere, especially when he'll always apologize for the same reasons, sprinting to where you stood outside the restaurant, had been standing for hours, just to apologise and promise it would be the last time.
"Oh sorry y/n, I have practice tonight." He's grinning sheepishly, clearly aware that this isn't the first time he's cancelled on you.
Suddenly you feel everyone's eyes on you, some pitying, some filled with concealed laughter, this had been the third time this week.
"Oh." Your smile is strained as you try and look apologetic, forcing the negative feelings down so they don't show up.
But something must've shown, because Nishinoya flinches.
"You could watch practice and I'll walk you home?"
Its better than nothing you decide, and nod before heading back to your class.
There's a feeling you can't shake, and you help help but think you deserve someone better, someone who might actually give you the time of day instead of brushing you off and or giving a useless attempt at mending things back together.
The feeling only grows when you see him showing off for Kiyoko, instead of you. His partner, sitting right in the stands as he flirts with her, using sweet words he would never use with you.
His practice ends, you having spent it thinking that you deserve someone better than somebody who would forget you despite inviting you to practice.
"Yuu!" He left the gym before you, talking with Tanaka about something, having completely forgotten you.
He looks around for a second, before spotting you, face draining of colour as he realizes what he's done.
Tanaka sends you a a look of pity and tells Nishinoya he'll see him later.
Nishinoya walks up to you, hand rubbing his neck sheepishly.
"Did you want me to walk you home?"
Even though you nod 'no' a little upset with him, he still walks you home.
Its silent and the only sounds you hear is the sound of your shoes on pavement. The silence lasts all the way to your house the sound of shoes stopping as you halt right before you get to your driveway.
"Yuu, we need to talk." Your throat feels like it's filled with cotton.
He makes a sound of question and you take that as a sign to to continue.
"I just think, maybe we're better off as friends? Because whatever we're doing certainly dosent feel like dating."
He sighs and nods.
The air isn't tense or sad, it feels like normal, like nothings happened.
"I did care about you y'know?" He shrugs and his breath creates a white cloud in the winter air.
"I know, maybe it's just the wrong time."
He nods, and it feels more like a business transaction than anything until Nishinoya speaks again.
"If I had known this was going to be the last time I would've walked slower." His voice cracks and you can see his eyes welling with tears.
You reach out your hand to wipe the tears falling down his face and you sniff, trying to keep your own tears at bay.
Emotions that you had buried deep coming to surface.
"Hey, it'll be ok. We'll be ok Yuu." His name feels foreign in your mouth, were you allowed to call him Yuu as you broke his heart.
He nods and croaks out something about needing to leave, his head is bowed as he speed walks away, and you realize he only pushed you away because he was scared of getting too close.
Nishinoya tries to avoid you at school after that, too scared to look you in the eye and expose his broken heart.
It hurts when you realize it's all over
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Okay so this one deffo won the sfw poll lmaoo–– Altered the in-poll prompt a bit so it’s not monotonous.
✔︎ Feat: [ Diluc, Kazuha, Zhongli, Xiao ] Slight angst, but mainly hurt/comfort and fluff. Less ‘life or death’ -y than you might expect (except Xiao’s lmao.) Reader w/ an electro vision & sword in Kazuha’s ver. Guizhong mentioned v briefly in Zhongli’s. Lightly-described injuries in Xiao’s. GN! reader. Unedited !! <3
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✔︎ Diluc
It happens most often on rainy days, or around the time of year that’s near Diluc’s birthday.
Sometimes he’ll jolt up in bed, suddenly awake with his eyes wide and hazy, or sometimes you’ll be minding your own business throughout the day when Diluc enters the room, not saying much but just immediately making his way to you, wanting to makes sure you’re still here and that, no, he’s not dreaming.
⠀“Diluc?” is the first thing you say, the word coming out in somewhat of a wheeze, slurred slightly from sleep. There’s a distinct weight on your chest, though. Nothing too crushing, but there. It has you awakening quickly, a hand flying to the crown of wild red hair under your jaw. “‘Luc? What’s––”
⠀But the words die in your throat when the grip around you middle tightens slightly, crushing you closer into Diluc’s embrace. You can’t move your head to glance down, not with the way his red hair is unbound and everywhere, but you can distinctly feel the way Diluc’s hold is desperate and his breathing is shallow, like he’s just run from Mond to Liyue. The side of his head is practically digging into your sternum.
⠀Your heart aches when you hear a small, choked noise come from him. You realize that he’s shaking slightly.
⠀“What do you need from me?” Is what you ask instead, hands burying themselves further into his hair and rubbing slow, gentle circles into his back.
⠀”Just–– stay here. Like this,” he croaks, voice hoarse. You wonder how long he had been awake before you. “Until I know for sure you’re alright.”
⠀He can’t see it, but you nod slightly. The hands in his har pet and stroke, untangling knots and soothing flyaways. The longer he stays with his ear pressed to your chest, the more he melts into you, losing the rigid tension.
⠀“For as long as you want,” you say, pulling him closer to you.
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— title; don’t leave me (stay)
— pairing; inumaki toge x reader
— summary; in which you and inumaki recover from the aftermath of the shibuya incident.
— notes; inspired by the toge and yuta angst from @aliteama & @uwuwriting
— manga spoilers for chapter 137
The strangest thing of all since you’ve reached Shibuya is the unexpected silence: no shouting, or sounds of combat. Instead, there’s fear of a different kind. From behind the white curtain of the makeshift infirmary, you stare out at the Cursed Corpses patrolling the grounds. You’ve been forbidden from entering the fray – your powers are much too valuable to be wasted, and so, you’ve been shunted into the infirmary with Ieiri.
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I just- 🥺🥺🥺
this is day2 of me being hardworking and tired hi gib me some attention
Fine, since you have been working hard😌
“Keiji?”
“Hm?” Akaashi tried to hide the hint of amusement in his tone as he continued typing on his laptop, but now with you permanently glued to his chest.
“I’m so tired...”
“Yeah?” he smiled, patting the back of your head when you rubbed your face against his jumper. It was so warm and smells like the sun and softener, you sunk deeper into the comforting presence of your lover as you sighed.
“I worked so hard today,” you whined, peeking up to watch his expression.
“Did you?” he chuckled. His fingers weaved into your hair and gently kneaded against your scalp, he bite his lips to stop the grin that was crawling on his face as he watched you quite literally melting into a puddle under his touch.
Cute.
You nodded before leaning your jaw on his collar, looking up at him with the best puppy dog eyes you could manage. “Can I ask for a reward?”
He laughed and you felt your heart swelling at the way his eyes pursed into two thin lines. He took his glasses off and you looked right into his eyes to see your own reflection swimming amidst the sea of stars twinkling.
He’s so pretty.
You closed your eyes when you felt the soft contact on your forehead, the warmth of his lips lingering before he pulled back.
“Good job.”
love / toge inumaki x f!reader
“I feel safe with you. I always have.” / prompt list
warnings: fluff, use of cursed speech
word count: 959
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22 w kazuha
stealing him before the angst lovers can take him so true <3
. . .pairing: kazuha x reader
. . .prompt 22: ''there are a hundred ways to say 'i love you,' and this is one of them''
. . .cw: fluff!
a/n: spookii my beloved<3 /p
> fic 4/5 for my 100 follower event! <
kazuha's voice is sweet. it drips like honey and hums like an early autumn breeze-- soft and lilting. fitting for a poet.
"your eyes sparkle even in the darkness," he mumbles almost thoughtlessly, hands wandering over your face. "your skin is beautiful under my fingers. the height of your nose, the dips of your eyes. the shine of your hair, the curve of your lips..."
you find that you can't escape, unable to hide from the attention and love he lavishes onto you.
"you're beautiful," he sighs happily, eyes crinkling as he grins. "i could gaze at you forever, my love. your voice is my favorite song, your face my favorite painting."
"kazuha-"
"yes, my beloved? my star? my moon, the holder of my heart. my only wish?"
you shake your head with a wide grin, pressing a quick kiss to his lips.
"i love you, my prince."
"there are a hundred ways to say 'i love you,' moonflower. and this is one of them."
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uh hole-y shit consider my heart broken
concept: being the nanny for atsumu’s children
❥warnings: cheating [fem!reader + atsumu], implied age gap, heavy angst, descriptions of sex, atsumu is kinda a dick
❦note: umm just my very nasty imagination bc id let atsumu use me <33 tee hee
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「𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐍 𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐒」 𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐎 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐅𝐔𝐘𝐔
not proofread! | just high school!chifuyu being an cute coward | baji's about to punch some sense into him istg | fluff fluff fluff | casually ignores my almost finished requests
baji scowled at chifuyu as he caught him staring at your figure once again. you were seated in front of the boys, quietly solving a few math exercices due to today, hand running through your hair whenever you started growing even more annoyed with the letters and numbers written all over your notebook.
meanwhile, chifuyu was holding his pen a few millimeters away from his own notebook, cheek resting on his free hand as his eyes couldn't help but stray back to run over your features he knew all too much now, ignoring the way keisuke was glaring at him and kicking his shin and repeatedly asking him to focus, chifuyu - although he hasn't even opened his math book yet.
you looked up at your friends, chuckling slightly as you noticed how they started bickering and chifuyu's mouth closed immediately at the sound, a smile tugging at his lips when he looked back at you only to find you already staring.
"chifuyu," you called out and the boy's heart's pace turned rapid, cheeks turning rosy at the sudden attention, "do you need help with math? i don't really get it either, but i can help a little if you wanna," you said, already gathering your supplies so you could kick baji out of his seat beside chifuyu so you could sit next to him.
"y-yeah, i wouldn't mind some help," the blonde cursed himself for stuttering under his breath and you snorted at that earning a blush from the boy.
baji rolled his eyes, already moving places without you needing to get physical with the issue and he rolled his eyes even more dramatically as he watched you and his best friend lean over the book while you explained to him the different formulas and how to use them - yet with the way chifuyu kept looking back at you, keisuke was convinced the information slipping past your lips wasn't even getting to his brain let alone his ears.
"do you get it now?" you asked, leaning back a little to watch chifuyu solve the problem on his own and baji's frown deepened when he saw that his friend actually managaed to stare at you and understand what you were saying.
keisuke shifted his attention from chifuyu to you and a smirk tugged at his lips when he noticed the soft look in your eyes while your eyes followed chifuyu's pen run over his notebook, easily solving the problem despite a few mistakes here and there.
"you got it better than me, fuyu," you laughed, taking the pen from his grip and chifuyu hated how the ghost of your touch had his insides all fluttering and warm and got butterflies to errupt in his stomach.
you quickly corrected the few little mistakes he made and baji noted the way you were pruposely leaning a little closer than necessary and how your smile seemed softer, gentler whenever it was for chifuyu and how you always payed unwavering attention to whatever he had to say even if you weren't truly interested.
i swear if you don't shoot your shot, keisuke mouthed at his friend when you were still looking down and said-friend only scowled at him, rolling his eyes and shaking his head making keisuke bite the inside of his cheek, wondering if a few punches could make chifuyu man the fuck up a little.
"you actually did a good job," you said, unknowingly interrupting the silent argument they were having and chifuyu's gaze turned fond as he looked back at you. "i have to go ask the teacher a few questions, right now, i'll see you guys later in class then," you continued, entrusting your bag and supplies to the two boys before standing up.
before stepping out of the room, you leaned down towards chifuyu, pressing your lips to his cheek in a tender kiss and baji gasped a little too dramatically while chifuyu blinked up at you in surprise, cheeks turning crimson and heart thumping loudly in his chest and you couldn't help but chuckle at his expression.
"let's go on a date after classes," you told him, waving at him and baji before leaving the class, humming happily and leaving a flustered chifuyu and shocked baji behind you.
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