##🍡📝♡.💭⠀(。•̀ᴗ-)✧⠀私はあなたの愛を必要としません。⊹ 。
I finished reading Cemetery Boys by Aiden Thomas and I just had to sketch Julian eating the pan de muerto because if I’d just found out I was dead I too would prioritize food. 😂
slut era (overthinking, ruined sleep schedule, constant feeling of loneliness and existential emptiness)
average male lady dimitrescu fan: hur dur she have big tiddy *has lady dimitrescu rule 34 art as lockscreen*
The Sapphics™: *writes 12,485 word long character analysis that attempts to examine the traits, characteristics and history of Lady Alcina Dimitrescu-- as well as speculative theory on both the direct and ambient trauma she may have endured living as a woman in the early to mid 1900s and how that could have shaped her into who she is today*
Obsessed with playing Mass Effect over and over again like this story will literally never end in anything but tragedy. Shepard might be an asshole or a saint, a caring friend or a hardened soldier, a complex enigma or an open book, and any combination or in between thereof.
And it doesn't matter because Jenkins always dies. And Ash dies, or Kaidan dies. And Shepard dies. And Shepard lives. And your crew dies. And the little boy is shot down. And Palaven burns. And Illium falls. And earth is ripped apart. And Shepard dies.
You can't save them. Nearly a dozen playthroughs of hard work, an endless uphill climb, and even if you get it picture perfect, take every quest, save every hostage and gun down every bad guy, your reward is the ugly choice, the mirror of war: how many lives will you sacrifice to take one more breath? Will you kill the geth you just painstakingly saved for a single inhale on the charred remains of an exploded station? Or will you let the narrative go the way it's meant to and just let Shepard die?
So Shepard lives, or Shepard dies, and the story always ends the same goddamn way. And you queue up Mass Effect 1 again because you have to.
Keep trying. Maybe it'll turn out this time.
Excellent video. If I had it in me to advocate for better access to ADHD medication in front of Congress this is the video that I’d either use in its entirety or at least summarize.
Microdosing on executive function by completing tasks in video games