Do We Think Blond Men Are Born Evil Or Does Some Tragic Event Occur With All Of Them In Their Formative

the neurodivergent experience:

20% of the time: wowwieee!!! i love my passions and interests!!!!! they make me so happy i want to jump up and down!!!!! weee!!!!!!! :3333333333

80% of the time: this mind is a prison

love the fact that ponyboy is just drowning in one sided beef against everyone but soda and johnny. theyd probably jump a guy for him and he just goes “ew. what a bunch of losers.”

i have a problem where i doodle on EVERYTHING. i doodle on myself, my clothes, my shoes, and all the white boards in school 😭

#cantspellthugwithouthug 💔

"Ponyboy trying to act tough even though he needs his big brother to cuddle him to sleep is so funny"

HE CAN DO BOTH🙁🙁

you can't spell "thug" without "hug"🥀💔

me and my obese gato

i love them

What if Darry wasn’t a good older brother in high school? What if he mocked Pony for being so young, childish. What if he bullied Soda for being dumb, unable to get good grades no matter how hard he tried. What if he bullied Greasers for the denim they wore, The grease in their hair. Even though he knew he could never be a soc, he tried to pretend to be one.

im sobbing

“Ponyboy, I asked the nurse to give you this book so you could finish it. The doctor came in a while ago but I knew anyway. I keep getting tireder and tireder. Listen, I don't mind dying now. It’s worth it. It’s worth saving those kids. Their lives are worth more then mine, they have more to live for. Some of their parents came by to thank me and I know it was worth it. Tell Dally it’s worth it. I'm just going to miss you guys. I've been thinking about it, and that poem, that guy that wrote it, he meant you’re gold when you’re a kid, like green. When you're a kid everything's new, dawn. It's just when you get used to everything that it's day. Like the way you dig sunsets, Pony. That's gold. Keep that way, it’s a good way to be. I want you to tell Dally to look at one. He’ll probably think you're crazy but ask for me. I don't think he's ever really seen a sunset. And don't be so bugged over being a greaser. You still have a lot of time to make yourself be what you want. There's still lots of good in the world. Tell Dally. I don't think he knows. Your buddy, Johnny”

― S.E. Hinton, The Outsiders

I know I typically operate with the races/ implied ethnicities from the book/ movie but I need yall to know I am also deeply enamored with the curtis' bein the Token White Guys of an otherwise poc gang. pony who has absolutely No Concept of the inherent privileges he enjoys adds a layer to the story that was previously unexplored n I think that no matter your preference for the outsiders media there ARE layers added by the musical that change the story in a deeply fascinatin way.