Haq

Back on this.. Kinda.. Lets see

You must be ready to burn yourself in your own flame; how could you rise anew if you have not first become ashes?

Friedrich Nietzsche

What does hxsssss no longer mean?

It was the name of my old account

Round 2 pending

What about visiting Japan with u

Apparently im too heavy to ride a horse? What kind of bullshit

Not for the faint hearted

Mullet was a great decision! I had doubts but you have pulled it off

So did I! Thank you!

Right, I have journaled. I have even picked up therapy. I have prayed to Allah. I have had a haircut and even changed the colour of my hair. I go gym and changing my body and work on myself - mentally and emotionally. I have changed my life around 180degrees. I have even made a sad playlist.

sit in the darkness? What does that mean?

My heart is not open to people but is open to new experiences and opportunities and acquaintances.

Yet I still can’t move on. I get dreams and feelings just like you. Yet I’m stuck.

I might need to do the Tahajjud itikhara combination.

Well done for doing all of that already. That's massive. Im proud of you. Appreciate yourself and all you've done so far.

Sitting in darkness; not literally but metaphorically. You're already doing it. You're prioritising your own development and are allowing yourself to feel all the emotions.

You're already in the darkness.

This will take time. Weeks, months, maybe even years.

Getting over someone is very much case by case. Eg; If you done wrong in this relationship and have guilt, it can take years to get over, or even better, you don't ever get over it but you learn to live with it.. If you did no wrong, you'll get there eventually. Time is the greatest healer. Consistency matters. You will fall and will feel low, but you just gotta pick your shit up and carry on.

Definitely perform Tahajjud and Iskithara. Sometimes just stay in Sajdah, feel the negativity departing your soul. Prepare for Ramadan also, insha'Allah this will be a good one for you.

Feel free to dm me if you want a chat, I don't bite.