My Moods Tend To Work Against Me

urinarythreatinfection

4 months ago

Is This Love?

Luffy x male reader. Angst(?) Slowburn still. 1703 words Part one, Part three, Part four

Desc: You confessed to Luffy and he tries to find out what it means to him.

You’ve started sleeping in the men’s quarter’s again. It was hard to get some sleep at first, but life at sea is tiring, especially with the occasional marine attack and random weather conditions. Your body will shut itself down eventually. Unfortunately, someone else isn’t having much luck tonight.

“Hnnnnnnnn..”

Rustle

“Hrrrmmmmmmm”

Rustle rustle

“Hnnnnngaahh!” Luffy sits up quickly, his arms in the air. “Can’t sleep.” A shoe is thrown at his head by Sanji. “Ow!”

“Then go outside instead of bringing us into it!” The chef barks while the rubber man rubs his head. He pouts while getting up, making his way out onto the deck.

“waaatchhhh… night watchh.. heheheh. As if I even need to. Who would even dare approach the ship of the GREAT Captain Us-”

“Usopp.” The sniper feels a hand on his shoulder.

“EEAAAAAAHHH!” He screams and bursts into tears, ready to plead for his life before realizing it’s just his friend. “Oh. Luffy.” He has a hand on his chest, quickly pretending nothing happened. “Why are you up?”

“Wh- What happened!? Did you scream!?” A large muscular human reindeer runs over. “Luffy?” Fwoosh, back to small.

“I scared a bird, that’s all. I already took care of it.” The captain tries to open his mouth but is quickly shushed by Usopp. “You couldn’t sleep, right? Why?”

“(Y/n) sleeps back in his bed now but he still doesn't talk like before.” Changing the subject works, why wouldn’t it.

“Like before?” The two crewmates ask.

“Yeah like, he doesn’t.. look at me, the same. Like it’s… different. Not as warm.” He wracks his brain to explain, making weird hand signals because he can’t translate his thoughts into words he knows properly.

“Loving? Caring? Like you’re the only thing that matters in this unforgiving world?” Usopp finishes and Luffy nods, similar enough. He hums while nodding, eyes closed with a hand on his chin.

“Seems like he fell out of love with you.” The sniper states after a bit of fake pondering for dramatic effect.

“Out of love?” Chopper and Luffy ask before Usopp nods.

“I mean, you rejected him, right? Even outed his feelings in front of all of us, sounds like he just moved on. Let the feelings fade out into the wind.” He explains while the doctor nods. Luffy’s brain goes empty-er as he lets how he feels translate into thoughts,

“I didn’t reject him” and out through his mouth. The two previously chatting teens stop.

“You didn’t?” They ask and Luffy shakes his head.

“I just called him weird, then he didn’t say anything else.”

…

Is that not a rejection?

“Is that not a rejection?” That’s what I said. Usopp furrows his brows, trying to see through his friend’s eyes. “Did you also stay silent?”

“I didn’t know what else to say.” The sniper hums, he would definitely start ugly sobbing if someone he was in love with did that to him.

“You could’ve said, ‘Thank you for your feelings, I do not feel the same way.’ If he continues then scold him.” Chopper says with a hoof on his chest. Very kind. “Or kick him off a mountain.” Two different parents taught him two different things.

“That could kill someone..” Usopp points out, slightly concerned. Chopper nods.

“If they survive they ask for your help and then you have a new customer/patient.” What did Dr. Kureha teach him? The long nosed man stares at Chopper in concern and shock before Luffy speaks.

“I don’t wanna do that.”

“Well yeah he’s still our friend, kicking him off a mountain is a bit mu-”

“I mean, I don’t wanna lie.” He clarifies and Usopp stares at his friend, lips jutted out still from being interrupted.

“Lie?” The small reindeer asks instead and the captain nods.

“I do have feelings for him. I just.” Luffy motions at his chest, “Just…” This is why he couldn’t sleep. “I don’t know what love like that is. Being in love. He’s in love with me and I love him but I don’t know what my love is if he feels like that.” Luffy feels platonic love easily, he feels joy and happy and angry all very easily. Even something like excitement from a woman’s chest he can feel via living through Usopp, but romantic love he doesn’t know a lick about feeling. Passion and smooching, hugging and holding hands, staring into each other's eyes. You could do that all with a friend, mostly, so what’s the actual difference? It’s not like lust is the difference either since people do stuff without loving each other all the time.

“Romantic love…” Hiriluk loved Drum Island and Dr. Kureha loved having fun. “Romantic love is having big antlers and sturdy fur.” Chopper reverts to what he learned when he was a wee baby. Luffy rubs his own head, no antlers. In response to his captain’s confusion, Usopp speaks confidently.

“It’s okay. They call me Captain of Love Usopp for a reason!” He strikes a pose and Chopper claps. “Love is like the warm sun on a snowy day, a ray of light peeking through storm clouds, an oasis in a desert. It’s the light at the end of a tunnel.” A lot of metaphors, but not a lot of actual explanation. It’s not doing much good, though Chopper at least seems into it. The rubber man isn’t as interested though, realizing this isn’t answering much of his questions. He looks down.

“I don’t want (Y/n) to be out of love with me if he’s like this because he doesn’t love me romantically anymore.” Luffy mumbles to himself, deciding to go to the restroom. Maybe that’ll help.

“Amorrr is- Luffy? Where’d he go?” Usopp looks around, realizing he’s gone. He looks down at Chopper, who’s expecting more. The sniper clears his throat and continues. “Love is like!” You get the point. Chopper doesn’t know about romantic love much, even as a reindeer. They don’t usually love romantically to mate, while both Hiriluk and Dr. Kureha were interested in their medical endeavors and danger. As for Usopp, he’d been on the same island all of his life always focusing on other things to ever truly register romantic love. His sick mother, her death, then trying to become a brave warrior of the sea. No parents to teach him either. His assumption was it would be figured out once on the ocean, being surrounded by lovers and admirers all the time. Neither of them can help Luffy, at least not in the way he needs.

So what does Luffy need? He doesn’t know, and neither do they. So he goes to the restroom.

“Love…” Luffy says while sitting on the toilet, not going or anything, just for thinking. “Loovvee. Loav.” Repeating it isn’t helping, “Louuvee, loaf.” though it is cheering him up. “Shi shi shi!” He laughs a bit, then stands up. This didn’t give any answers, but he won’t stress about it. Things will work out eventually. Luffy splashes water and soap on his hands, dries them off, then leaves the restroom. He goes back to the men’s quarters. Before going back to his own bed he stops by yours. “...” He crouches down and stares at you. “..luv.” A small mumble before flopping onto his mattress. His heart and mind feels clearer.

Meanwhile, your eyes open, what was that about?

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‘Why’d he just stare at me? Or maybe he wasn’t? My eyes weren’t open but I definitely felt his body heat and breath.’ You think to yourself as you poke at your food with a scowl, finally taking a bite out of it.

“Luffy’s gonna steal it if you don’t eat in time.” Nami tells you, pointing to your plate with her fork. On cue, the captain tries to reach for her food, hand smacked away before he could grab anything. No time for thinking during breakfast, but you’re on dish duty today. That should give you a chance to think.

“Hey.” A voice says behind you and you almost drop the plate you’re rinsing off. It’s Sanji. “So… about you and Luffy.” He starts, looking awkward. “You’re really in love with that id- with him?” He’d like to insult Luffy but feels it’s not the time.

“Way to bring it up again.” You grumble, placing the last dish to dry.

“Did he reject you?”

“Yeah, obviously. Don’t know what I expected to happen.” You don’t really feel like talking about it but he’s asking so you answer.

“Are you sure?” The chef asks and you look back at him, irritated.

“Hell you mean ‘are you sure?’ I’m pretty sure, dude.” Your eyes glare at him. “He called me weird and acts like I’m a specimen now.” Your sass makes Sanji frown back.

“I’m trying to help you, dumbass. Luffy’s not like other people. What you think might be a rejection can be something else entirely. He could say someone has a strong smell and consider it a compliment.” He lights a cigarette, annoyed at the attitude. “You could’ve read him wrong.” It’s a bittersweet thought that you just misunderstood.

“Even if I did misunderstand, so what? It’ll still mean a rejection, just in his own way.” You’re too stressed to talk about this. You were already trying to move on.

“He asked me about love yesterday.” Your eyes widen. “Usopp and Chopper said the same thing happened the day before.” Sanji says after taking a breath of his cigarette, blowing the smoke out the window. “That’s what I mean, but if you’re going to be a dick about it-” He leans into your face “-I don’t have to tell you anything.” He says mockingly.

‘Asshole.’ Though you were mean first, technically. Still, you really want to know the details. You clench your jaw, then speak. “I’m sorry for being an ass, tell me.”

“Huh? What’d you say? Tell you what?” He puts a cupped hand to his ear.

“Tell me more about what Luffy asked you.” He continues to stare at you until you sigh. “Please.” That gets a satisfied smirk out of him.

“Should’ve just said so.” You hold in your anger so he can continue. “What Luffy asked me…”

Cliffhanger wooaaaAAOoah. But still, theres another chappa. I already had a good portion of this one finished but the next one will prob take longer. Also my bad if this one was more comedic than you would like, all of my stuff ends up having a moment like that, plus moments with Usopp always tend to be unserious. I thought about not posting this immediately after it was done to space stuff out but.. nah. Not my style ig. Comment if you want, idk. Havent done slow burn in a long and by a while i mean years and also only like 2 or 3 times.

Hello!! i love your writing and i've seen so many of your posts on my fyp and i just noticed that your requests are open! if this is weird than PLEASE ignore this, but i saw that you did watersports so i was wondering if you could write a portgas d ace x reader (preferably female) where ace and reader are very in love and in a happy relationship. ace and reader have to go piss REALLY bad, and they're on watch duty up in the crowsnest at night so everyone else is asleep and ace, being a horny fuck as usual, convinces reader to pee up there with him and it may lead to something else? you can decide everything else!! (again, PLEASE ignore this if you think it's weird/too long)

Searched up the Moby Dick ship bc i dont know what their crows nest is and they just have like a TON of them. Maybe because theres so many crewmates or maybe im looking at the wrong thing but they have 12 of them for some reason. Anyway i’ve never actually written watersports via afab reader but i saw like 2 or 3 fics of it that were good so i was like “yeah i'll write that why not” so this was a cool challenge. Anyway, enjoy.

Love Makes You Crazy

Ace x Fem!Reader. Watersports smut (piss) but still fluffy. 2011 words.

You and Ace are in love with each other, maybe too much. In fact, your boyfriend shows his love so passionately that the crew was worried you wouldn’t be able to reciprocate. That was proven wrong quickly once Ace had an influence on you, making you more bold to things you thought you would never do; like holding in your pee just because you don’t want to leave him alone in the crow’s nest. You had joined him to help keep watch, and it’s a hassle to get up here, so you’ve decided to hold it so you don’t have to be away from him. Overestimated yourself though, it hasn’t even been an hour and you’re already shifting in place, trying to keep it in until watch duty is over. Unbeknownst to you, Ace has been doing the same thing.

‘I don’t want to leave her here when she’s taken the time to keep watch with me so I could piss. Watch will be over soon anyway, I’ll just hold it in.’ He tells himself as he sits with his back against yours. You’ve been squirming for a while now, though, and it’s starting to worry him. “Are you okay, baby?”

“Oh! Yeah, I’m okay.” You reassure him quickly, putting your hand over your crotch to help you. Despite your efforts, Ace turns his head and sees this over your shoulder, his cheeks flushing slightly.

“Babe are you touching yourself..?” You flinch and panic slightly, the misunderstanding flustering you even if Ace sounds more excited than anything.

“W-What? No, I’m not!” He deflates slightly, disappointed, but stares at the hand pressing against your heat. What else could you be doing? You'll have to come clean to clear the misunderstanding. “Sorry.. I actually have been holding my pee in for a while now. I didn’t want to leave you alone here. Kinda stup-” Ace turns his body to you, his eyes wide.

“Really!?” You slowly nod and his face brightens as he points at himself. “I’ve been doing the same thing!” The both of you ended up loving the other too much to leave, that thought making Ace feel warm inside as he hugs you while peppering kisses on your face. “We’re the same.” One of his hands goes to your waist to squeeze it when you stop him.

“Wait, you’re gonna make it worse.”

“Sorry.” He says that, but when he’s pulling his hand away he stops to let his eyes trail to the hand on your crotch, staring at how it presses down on it the same way he likes to. The way you’re squirming too, struggling to hold it in with a nervous face… it’s kind of turning him on. That thought goes straight to his lower half and he ends up suggesting something. “Maybe.. we could just do it here.”

…

“Huh???” You try to process what he’s saying but he grabs your hand to turn you to him with a serious but excited look on his face.

“Everyone’s asleep anyway and we’re high up enough that no one would be able to see even if they did come out” Ace tells you, leaning forward to kiss you while a hand goes down your torso and over the hand on your cunt. “C’mon (Y/n).” He pushes your fingers to press harder on your clit to send a shockwave of pleasure through your body. Parting from your lips, he looks up at you with puppy eyes. “Pleaaassee?” You look down at him as he continues to move your own fingers to stimulate yourself.

“A-Ah~ Okay, okay, just stop already I don’t want to get my bottoms dirty…!” Once again, you end up agreeing to another Ace suggestion; but the way he beams up at you makes it worth it. His hands go to your thighs instead.

“I’ll take care of you, okay? You won’t regret it.” They massage your flesh as he smooches you, pulling off your bottoms and the rest of your clothes while he’s at it. There’s no way he’d lose a chance to see you naked, you won’t get cold with him on you anyway. Once you’re only in your panties he teases you a little more, rubbing at your clit a bit until you squirm, then finally taking his hand off to slip that last piece of cloth off. “Damn, so pretty for me, baby~” He puts his mouth over one of your nipples and starts to flick it with his tongue, his fingers going back to your clit to rub it in circles. Pleasure is pooling in your stomach and you end up letting out a bit on his fingertips. Ace pulls them back to lick it up while looking at you. “Sexy,” He goes back to slip a digit inside you and you moan, arching your back slightly. “but I want more.” Your bladder is so full and the effort of keeping it in makes press against the inside of your sweet spots.

“A-Ace.” You can’t hold it in any longer, not when it feels too good.

“Let it out for me, pretty girl, wet my hand till it’s dripping.” He presses his palm against your nub while pushing down on your stomach with the other. Your back arches as you let piss stream from inside you, Ace relishing the sight of your embarrassed face till it’s all out. “Fuck…” The tent in his shorts is killing him seeing you let go. He pulls them down along with his boxers, using your juices to stroke his cock. You watch in awe, unable to look away. Come to think of it, he also had to pee, didn't he?

“Ace…” You whisper and he looks at you, eyes widening when he sees you spreading your legs and folds. “You can put it inside me..” He stares at you, his pupils dilating even more.

“A-Are you sure?” He asks and you nod, making him stroke his cock faster. “Fuck.” He loves you so much, and seeing his beautiful girlfriend trust him so much is only making him more crazy for you. “Gonna make you full with me.” Your boyfriend mumbles while you wrap your legs around his waist, feeling him ease his way into you until his hips are flush with yours. Both of you throw your head back in pleasure and he starts to thrust, slow, deep strokes that move you with each meet of skin against skin. “Feels good, Gods you feel so good.” He angles himself to hit your g-spot, then quickens his hips. Obsessed with how you look he leans over you to make sure he sees every change in your expression, every part of lips when you. “C-Can’t..” He mumbles when you feel warmth fill you, more than when he cums inside.

“A-ah…” You’re embarrassed by how much this is turning you on, getting pissed inside while Ace looks into your eyes so lovingly. He doesn’t stop, still thrusting as the liquid moves inside of you, seeping out with each stroke and hit of that squishy spot that makes your toes curl. You’re getting close, coil in your stomach tightening before Ace presses his thumb on your clit, warm as it moves in circles.

“That’s it pretty girl,” He coos softly to you. “cum with my piss inside you.” The coil in your stomach snaps and shockwaves pulse through you as you cry out, Ace moving his hips faster. He’s desperate, needing to fill you with his seed while your pussy is clenching around him. “F-Fuck~!” He bottoms out and you feel him twitch inside, shooting cum into you to mix with his urine. You both take time to come down from your highs, your boyfriend leaning down to hold you, keeping you warm from the cold night air. Once you’re both calmer he pulls out of you and your hole drips out both his and your juices. He’s staring at the sight and you like it’s the most perfect sight in the world, leaning down to kiss you as you wrap your arms around him. Your lips lock together in a soft and happy kiss. Both of you stay like that for a while, kissing while he runs his hands along your body to soothe any soreness until you both finally part. He’s looking down at you, flushing when his eyes trail downwards to the product of your guys’ love again. Warmth and pride bubbles in his chest and he’s almost about to kiss you more when you stop him.

“How.. are we gonna clean this up…?” You point out and he freezes.

“Umm… uh..” Your boyfriend stutters.

“You didn’t think about that?”

“S-Sorry.” His apology makes you sigh but he gets a determined look. “You don’t have to do anything, (Y/n), I’ll take care of you. I’ll just figure something out!” He puts his shorts back on and stands up, hesitating when he realizes he’ll have to leave you to go get something to clean up with.

“It’s okay, I’ll wait here.” You reassure him and he looks guilty but nods.

“I’ll be back quick! Promise!” He hops quickly from the crow’s nest and runs off to get things to clean you with. You sit up, it feels sticky and a little gross, but you’re satisfied. You definitely won’t be doing this again anywhere that isn’t convenient though. A few minutes pass and Ace comes back with towels and some spray, panting because he ran to get back to you as fast as possible. “I.. I got.. wipes…” He says in between pants and you giggle from your lover’s determination to take care of you. It makes him smile back at you before he gets to cleaning you up. It’s a mess… he ends up having to leave again and come back with more things, trying to clean everything so no one can tell. Thankfully the wood here is coated so it shouldn’t seep into it. You both tried your best, cuddle time. Since watch is over Ace dresses you back up and brings you back to his room where he can clean you up properly.

“Feels nice~” You sigh in relief from the warm bath you’re both in. When you look at your boyfriend you notice he looks guilty. “Is something wrong?”

“Was.. was I too rough?” So he’s worried about you.

“If you were too rough for me I would’ve said so.” You kiss his cheek. “I know you wouldn’t hurt me.” His eyes shine and he pulls you close so you both can smooth again, him making sure that you’re completely relaxed and clean before bringing you out. He’s drying you off, admiring your body.

“You’re pretty.”

“I know, you tell me that everyday. What if I start getting narcissistic?” You tease him a bit and he kisses your cheek.

“If you’re narcissistic then we’ll just have another thing in common. How much we both love you.” Very sweet, you both hug and he picks you up to carry you to the bed. You don’t need to get fully dressed again, just enough to get comfortable and you’re both cuddling under the sheets. His body is warm as it holds you. “Goodnn..zzz” He fell asleep mid-word.

“Goodnight~” Despite him being asleep, you say it back, closing your eyes afterwards and letting his warmth lull you to sleep.

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Ace is talking with Izou, chatting about whatever when the older man mentions something. “When I went on watch it smelled a bit off, were you drinking up there?” Your boyfriend flinches and immediately starts to panic. He must’ve not cleaned well enough.

“Uhh.. uhmmm…” He doesn’t know what to say but the division commander sighs.

“Don’t do it again, you shouldn’t drink while on watch. I’ll forgive it this time because you’re young,” His gaze sharpens. “but if I catch it again I’m not going to hesitate on punishing you.” Ace mentally sighs in relief as Izou buys his own story.

“Yeah.. I won’t do it again, sorry.” Ace apologizes, even if it’s for something else.

.......

Grahhh I did it! Sorry I took so long omg so embarassing but i did my best.