Guilt Over Being Alive

Sylvia Plath, from The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

crazy yesterday, insane today, mental tomorrow

Kyro / 26 / he/him / dabi fictive / median subsystem / trigger warning / problematic / 18+ / recovering

Endeavor & Shouto Todoroki kin/fictives DNI

Hey. I'm kyro, I'm a median subsystem, and this is my personal blog. I don't have a good history, and I'm not interested in talking to anyone.

I don't care about discourse, if you see something you don't like, it's not my issue. Control your own internet experiences.

“I am always between two worlds, always in conflict. I would like sometimes to rest, to be at peace, to choose a nook, make a final choice, but I can't. Some nameless, undescribable fear and anxiety keeps me on the move. On certain evenings like this, I would like to feel whole. Only a half of me is sitting by the fire.”

— Anaïs Nin, from “The Diary of Anaïs Nin, Vol. 1: 1931-1934.”

living in a constant haze, walking through the world as if nothing was real

Mexican red-rumped tarantula By: Chris Mattison From: A Practical Guide to Exotic Pets 1994

Even if your life sucks right now, you can do things to make it suck less. Learn to make your favorite coffee drink. Wear clothes you really like. Do yoga. Sometimes the small things save us.

— Donte Collins