I Have A Whole Day Planned Out For Myself. Art Museum. Second Hand Bookstore. Barnes And Nobles. Poke.

i always say i want to go home but i am at home, in my house. but i guess home isnt a place, its a feeling.

absolutely love using the term partner

business partner?

lover?

partner in crime?

good cop bad cop?

all the above

learning multiple different languages just for the sake of trying to lay my thoughts bare

why do all the words sound heavier in my native language? scratch that. why did I choose to seek refuge in a language of another instead of training my tongue to bear the heaviness of my own?

I read. Obsessively. Because, when I read, there is purpose to my loneliness.

approximation does not sound like what it means and it makes me angry

like, it sounds like it should mean something like precise

but it doesn’t

it’s a deceiver

I just want to be a little hobbit living daily life in the golden days of the Shire. Newly plucked flowers decorating my curly hair, picking vegetables from the garden to place in my basket, a fresh, warm pie cooling on the counter, and wandering the hillsides in my bare feet…what a dream that would be…

This world will never be enough for me. I'll never get to lead an army into battle and drink to our victory. I'm never gonna be the first wanderer to map the skies and lands of an unknown world. But, gods, will I try to. My mind is one of an explorer, a wild soul that cannot be tamed, but can be lost in books, music and poetry. A spirit that is kept alive thanks to the beauty of nature, whose eyes are filled with stars. Such a soul knows no death. I have roamed the Earth since the begging of time, searching for that spark of excitement that will ignite a fire. I have had millenia to adore what I am and what I've conquered and learned, but it will never be enough. I don't want it to be enough. An explorer with no places to go, or no hope to drive them, is dead. Thus, I have given myself to immortality.

idk broskis i think aglamation sounds better than amalgamation even if it’s not a word