sometimes i'd like to infodump about my drs but i literally don't know where to start
I wanna write/see someone write a city girl!Wanda x country girl!Reader?
how am i supposed act normal around my s/o in my dr when i literally turn into a giggling and blushing mess at just the MENTION of her ๐๐
This looks orgasmic
They both do.
Energy manipulation
Ergokinesis - The user can freely create, shape, project, absorb, and manipulate energy, they possess complete control over energy the capacity or ability to cause change or do work.
Energy absorption - The user can absorb various forms of energy, while removing it from the source, into their body and use it in various ways, gaining some form of advantage.
Energy channeling - The user can become a medium and harness energy and use it for a variety of purposes.
Adaptive energy - User can create and manipulate energy to such an extent that they can change its frequency at will. They can scan energies either consciously or subconsciously and use it to energize their powers.
Energy conversion - The user can absorb and convert one form of energy into another form.
Energy generation - The user can generate different kinds of energies of their choosing, making it an offensive weapon in time of need.
Energy projection - The user can emit/project energy in a variety of shapes and forms, such as waves, blasts, auras, etc.
Ergo-telekinesis - The user can move, manipulate or otherwise interact with matter/energy using energy manipulation.
Energy empowerment - User becomes stronger, faster, more durable, etc. when they come into contact with energy, possibly unlocking abilities related to the affinity and enhancing their existing powers.
Energy mimicry - The user is made up of or can transform their body completely into energy. A user's transformed form is anatomically identical to their normal form, aside of being made of energy.
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I've broken this into sections to make it easier to digest. Some of these I found on an old Amino post but most of them I came up with myself. Feel free to script or do any of these things in your DR.
1. ๐๐ซ๐ฒ ๐๐ฎ๐ญ๐ญ๐๐ซ ๐๐๐๐ซ
2. ๐๐ซ๐ฒ ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฌ๐ฐ๐๐๐ญ๐ฌ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ญ๐ซ๐จ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐๐ฒ ๐จ๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐จ๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ซ๐ญ๐ฌ ๐๐ฑ๐ฉ๐ซ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ
3. ๐๐๐๐จ๐ซ๐๐ญ๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐๐จ๐ซ๐ฆ
4. ๐๐๐ซ๐ข๐ฉ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐จ๐งโ๐ญ ๐ก๐๐ฏ๐ ๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฒ๐๐ญ (๐จ๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ค๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ฌ) ๐ฌ๐จ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ ๐๐ญ ๐ ๐๐ก๐๐ง๐๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ ๐จ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ง๐๐๐ซ๐ฌ ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ญ๐ซ๐ฎ๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ง๐
5. ๐๐จ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐๐ฌ๐ฅ๐๐ฒ ๐ฃ๐จ๐ค๐ ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ฉ
6. ๐๐จ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ ๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐จ๐ญ๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ฏ๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ญ
7. ๐๐ข๐๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ก๐จ๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ซ๐ญ๐ฌ ๐๐ฑ๐ฉ๐ซ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ
8. ๐๐ฑ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐จ๐ง ๐ซ๐จ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฌ
9. ๐๐จ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ข๐๐ ๐จ๐ง ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ก๐จ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ญ ๐๐๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐ญ ๐ง๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ง ๐๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฒ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ ๐ฎ๐ฉ
10. ๐๐๐ฌ๐ญ ๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐๐๐ญ๐๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ฉ๐ก๐ฆ๐๐ ๐ฎ๐ฌ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฐ๐๐ซ๐ฌ (๐ข๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฌ๐๐ซ๐ข๐ฉ๐ญ๐๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐ซ๐ ๐จ๐ง๐)
11. ๐๐๐ฌ๐ญ ๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐๐๐๐ฅ๐ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฐ๐๐ซ๐ฌ (๐ข๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฌ๐๐ซ๐ข๐ฉ๐ญ๐๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐ซ๐ ๐จ๐ง๐)
12. ๐๐๐ค๐ ๐๐๐ง๐ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ฅ๐ค ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐จ๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ซ๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ ๐ซ๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ฌ
13. ๐ ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐ ๐๐ญ ๐ง๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐จ๐ง ๐ช๐ฎ๐ข๐๐๐ข๐ญ๐๐ก ๐ฉ๐ข๐ญ๐๐ก
14 ๐๐ฌ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ข๐ง๐ฏ๐ข๐ฌ๐ข๐๐ข๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐ฒ ๐๐ฅ๐จ๐๐ค ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐ฑ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ ๐๐ญ ๐ง๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ
15. ๐๐จ ๐ญ๐จ ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐จ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ซ๐๐จ๐ฅ๐จ๐ ๐ฒ ๐ ๐ซ๐๐๐ง ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ง ๐ข๐ญ ๐ซ๐๐ข๐ง๐ฌ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ง ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ซ๐๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐จ๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ง๐๐จ๐ฐ๐ฌ
16. ๐๐ฑ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐ฌ๐ก๐ซ๐ข๐๐ค๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐ก๐๐๐ค ๐๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฌ๐๐๐ซ๐๐ญ ๐ฉ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ ๐๐ฐ๐๐ฒ๐ฌ
17. ๐๐จ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐ซ๐จ๐ฐ
18. ๐๐ฐ๐ข๐ฆ ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐ฅ๐๐๐ค ๐๐๐ค๐
19. ๐๐๐๐๐ฅ๐๐๐จ๐๐ซ๐ ๐จ๐ซ ๐๐๐ฒ๐๐ค ๐จ๐ง ๐๐ก๐ ๐๐ฅ๐๐๐ค ๐๐๐ค๐
20. ๐๐จ๐ฐ ๐ ๐๐จ๐๐ญ ๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐จ๐ง๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐ฅ๐๐๐ค ๐ฅ๐๐ค๐
21. ๐ ๐ข๐ง๐/๐๐จ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ซ๐จ๐จ๐ฆ ๐จ๐ ๐ซ๐๐ช๐ฎ๐ข๐ซ๐๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ญ
22. ๐๐ฑ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐จ๐ซ๐๐ข๐๐๐๐ง ๐ ๐จ๐ซ๐ซ๐๐ฌ๐ญ
23. ๐๐ข๐ฌ๐ข๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐ก๐๐ฆ๐๐๐ซ ๐จ๐ ๐๐๐๐ซ๐๐ญ๐ฌ
24. ๐๐ซ๐๐ฏ๐๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐๐ฅ๐จ๐จ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฐ๐๐๐ซ
25. ๐ ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฐ๐ก๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฐ
26. ๐๐จ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐๐ซ๐๐ซ๐ฒ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ซ๐๐๐ ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐จ๐จ๐ค๐ฌ
27. ๐๐ข๐ฌ๐ข๐ญ ๐๐จ๐ง๐ค๐จ๐ฌ
28. ๐๐ข๐ฌ๐ข๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ๐ซ๐ฒ ๐จ๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ ๐ข๐
29. ๐๐ง๐๐๐ค ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐จ ๐ ๐ข๐ฅ๐๐ก๐ฌ ๐จ๐๐๐ข๐๐ (๐ฌ๐๐ ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ ๐ก๐'๐ฌ ๐๐จ๐ง๐๐ข๐ฌ๐๐๐ญ๐๐ ๐จ๐ฏ๐๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฒ๐๐๐ซ๐ฌ)
30. ๐๐๐ค๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ญ๐ก ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ญ๐ฌ ๐๐๐ญ๐ก๐ซ๐จ๐จ๐ฆ
31. ๐๐ข๐๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ค๐ง๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐๐ฎ๐ฌ
32. ๐ ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ข๐ง ๐ ๐ฌ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฎ๐๐๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐ญ ๐จ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐๐๐ซ๐ข๐๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ฆ
33. ๐๐ง๐ฏ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐ ๐ง๐๐ฐ ๐ฌ๐ฉ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ
34. ๐๐ง๐ฏ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐ ๐ง๐๐ฐ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง
35. ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฉ ๐ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ข๐ซ ๐๐ฅ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ซ๐จ๐จ๐ฆ
36. ๐๐๐ญ๐๐ก ๐ฎ๐ฉ ๐จ๐ง ๐ก๐จ๐ฆ๐๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ค
37. ๐๐ฆ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง
38. ๐๐ฎ๐ง ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ญ
39. ๐๐๐ค๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐๐๐ซ๐ง ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ซ๐๐๐ญ๐ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ข๐๐ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง
40. ๐ ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐๐จ๐ ๐ ๐๐ซ๐ญ ๐ข๐ฌ
41. ๐๐จ๐ง๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฉ๐๐ญ๐ซ๐จ๐ง๐ฎ๐ฌ
42. ๐๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ญ ๐ ๐๐ฅ๐ฎ๐
43. ๐๐๐ซ๐ญ๐ข๐๐ข๐ฉ๐๐ญ๐ ๐ข๐ง ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐๐ฅ
44. ๐๐ฎ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐๐จ๐ง๐ ๐จ๐ง ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐๐๐ฏ๐จ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐๐ฃ๐๐๐ญ
45. ๐๐๐๐ซ๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ ๐๐ญ ๐๐๐๐ฒ'๐ฌ ๐ง๐๐ฆ๐
46. ๐๐๐๐ซ๐ข๐๐ง๐ ๐ ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ ๐๐ฅ๐
47. ๐๐๐๐ซ๐ข๐๐ง๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ง๐ญ๐๐ฎ๐ซ
48. ๐๐๐๐ญ ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ ๐ก๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฌ
49. ๐๐๐ฏ๐ ๐ญ๐๐ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐๐๐ ๐ซ๐ข๐
50. ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฉ ๐๐๐๐๐ฆ๐ ๐๐จ๐ฆ๐๐ซ๐๐ฒ ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ก๐จ๐ฌ๐ฉ๐ข๐ญ๐๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ง๐
51. ๐๐ซ๐๐ง๐ค ๐๐ฆ๐๐ซ๐ข๐๐ ๐
52. ๐๐๐ฏ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐ฆ๐ ๐ง๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐๐ฌ๐ฅ๐๐ฒ๐ฌ
53. ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฉ ๐๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ก๐๐ซ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ
54. ๐ ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ ๐ข๐๐๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐๐๐ฏ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ๐
55. ๐๐ข๐ฌ๐ข๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ
56. ๐๐๐ค๐ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐ฅ๐โ๐ฌ ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐จ๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ซ๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ค๐ข๐ญ๐๐ก๐๐ง
57. ๐๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฌ๐ก๐ข๐๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐จ๐จ๐ค๐ฌ ๐ ๐จ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐๐๐ซ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐๐๐๐ฅ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐๐ข๐๐ค๐ฌ ๐๐๐๐ญ๐ก ๐๐๐๐ญ๐ก๐๐๐ฒ ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ
58. ๐๐ฅ๐๐ฒ ๐ฆ๐๐ญ๐๐ก๐ฆ๐๐ค๐๐ซ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ ๐๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ๐ ๐๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐จ๐จ๐ค๐ฌ (๐๐จ๐ง ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐๐ซ๐ฆ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐, ๐๐๐ซ๐ซ๐ฒ ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐ข๐ง๐ง๐ฒ ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐๐๐ซ๐ข๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐ก๐จ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐๐ฑ๐๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐)
59. ๐๐๐ค๐ ๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ง๐
60. ๐๐ข๐ฌ๐๐จ๐ฏ๐๐ซ ๐ ๐ง๐๐ฐ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ซ ๐จ๐ซ ๐๐จ๐ง๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐๐ง๐ ๐ง๐๐ฆ๐ ๐ข๐ญ
61. ๐๐๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ง ๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐๐
62. ๐๐๐๐ซ๐ง ๐๐๐ซ๐ฌ๐๐ฅ๐ญ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ฎ๐
63. ๐๐๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ง ๐๐ง๐ข๐ฆ๐๐ ๐ฎ๐ฌ
64. ๐๐๐ค๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฐ๐ข๐ณ๐๐ซ๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ง๐๐ฐ๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐๐
65. ๐๐๐๐ซ๐ง ๐๐จ๐๐๐ฅ๐๐๐ ๐จ๐จ๐ค
66. ๐๐๐ญ ๐ฉ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐จ๐ง ๐ ๐๐ก๐จ๐๐จ๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ ๐๐๐ซ๐
67. ๐๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ญ ๐ ๐ฐ๐๐๐ค๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ง๐ญ๐ก๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐ฐ๐ฅ ๐๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐ข๐ง/๐ฃ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ง๐๐ฅ
68. ๐๐ฐ๐ง ๐ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐ข๐ง ๐๐ข๐๐ ๐จ๐ง ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐๐ฒ ๐จ๐ซ ๐๐จ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐๐๐๐
69. ๐๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฌ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐จ๐จ๐ค/ ๐๐๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ ๐ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ณ๐๐ซ๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ญ๐ก๐จ๐ซ
70. ๐๐ง๐ฏ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐๐ง๐๐ก๐๐ง๐ญ๐๐/๐ฆ๐จ๐ฏ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐๐ญ๐ญ๐จ๐จ๐ฌ (๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐จ๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ซ๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ฉ๐๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ)
71. ๐๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ ๐๐ง ๐๐ซ๐ญ๐ข๐๐ฅ๐ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ข๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฉ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐จ๐ซ ๐๐ก๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ข๐๐๐ฅ๐๐ซ
72. ๐๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐จ๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ (๐๐ข๐ณ๐๐ซ๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐ข๐ซ๐๐ฅ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐๐๐ญ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ค)
73. ๐๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ญ ๐ ๐๐จ๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ซ๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ง๐๐ฐ๐ฌ๐ฉ๐๐ฉ๐๐ซ/๐๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ง๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ ๐จ๐ ๐๐จ๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ซ๐ญ๐ฌ
74. ๐๐๐ค๐ ๐ ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ ๐๐๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐
75. ๐๐๐ญ๐๐ก ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฌ๐๐ง๐๐ฌ ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ฌ' ๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ ๐จ ๐๐ฌ ๐ฉ๐๐จ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ ๐๐๐ซ๐ง ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฌ๐ ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐ฌ
76. ๐๐จ ๐๐๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ ๐จ๐ซ๐๐ข๐๐๐๐ง ๐ ๐จ๐ซ๐๐ฌ๐ญ
77. ๐๐๐ ๐รฉ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ซ๐จ๐๐๐ฌ
78. ๐๐๐ ๐รฉ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ญ๐จ ๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ ๐ฉ๐๐จ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ฌ ๐ซ๐จ๐๐๐ฌ
79. ๐๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ญ ๐ ๐ซ๐๐ซ๐ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ณ๐๐ซ๐ ๐๐จ๐ข๐ง ๐๐จ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง
80. ๐๐จ ๐ญ๐ซ๐๐๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ ๐ก๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ข๐ง ๐๐ก๐ ๐๐ฅ๐๐๐ค ๐๐๐ค๐
81. ๐๐ข๐๐ ๐ซ๐ฎ๐๐๐๐ซ ๐๐ฎ๐๐ค๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐ซ๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฌ๐๐ก๐จ๐จ๐ฅ
82. ๐๐ฅ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ฎ๐ข๐๐๐ข๐ญ๐๐ก ๐๐ญ ๐ง๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ
83. ๐๐๐ค๐ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐๐ฅ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ ๐๐ฅ๐ฏ๐๐ฌ
84. ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ญ๐ฎ๐ซ๐๐ ๐จ๐ง ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐ ๐จ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ณ๐๐ซ๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐ซ๐๐ง๐๐ฒ
85. ๐๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ญ๐จ๐ฉ๐ข๐ ๐จ๐ซ ๐ก๐๐๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐ง ๐๐ซ๐ญ๐ข๐๐ฅ๐ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ข๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฉ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐จ๐ซ ๐๐ก๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ข๐๐๐ฅ๐๐ซ
86. ๐๐ง๐๐ก๐๐ง๐ญ ๐๐ง ๐จ๐๐ฃ๐๐๐ญ (๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ ๐๐ช๐ฎ๐๐ฆ๐๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐๐ฌ ๐๐๐ซ๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ ๐จ๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐ง๐ข๐ฆ๐๐ฅ ๐จ๐ง ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฏ๐)
87. ๐๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐๐ก ๐ฐ๐๐ง๐๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐๐จ๐ง๐ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ ๐๐๐ฒ
88. ๐๐๐ค๐ ๐ฎ๐ฉ ๐ ๐ง๐๐ฐ ๐ฌ๐ฅ๐๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ฆ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐๐ ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ข๐ญ ๐ญ๐๐ค๐๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐๐ญ๐๐ก ๐จ๐ง ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐ข๐๐๐๐ซ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐ฌ๐๐ก๐จ๐จ๐ฅ ๐ ๐ซ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฉ๐ฌ
89. ๐๐ซ๐๐ง๐ค ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ
90. ๐๐ง๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ ๐๐ญ๐ ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐๐ฅ
91. ๐๐๐ค๐ ๐ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฏ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ (๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐จ๐ญ๐ญ๐๐ซ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ค๐ฌ ๐จ๐ง๐)
92. ๐๐ข๐๐ค ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ ๐ข๐ฅ๐๐ก'๐ฌ ๐จ๐๐๐ข๐๐
93. ๐๐๐ค๐ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐จ๐จ๐ค๐ฆ๐๐ซ๐ค๐ฌ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ก๐ข๐๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ฆ ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐๐ซ๐๐ซ๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐จ๐ค๐ฌ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ฉ๐๐จ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ข๐ง๐
94. ๐๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ญ ๐ ๐ญ๐ซ๐๐ง๐/๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐ซ๐จ๐๐ฎ๐๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐๐๐ฅ๐จ๐จ๐๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ฎ๐ ๐ ๐ฅ๐ ๐ญ๐ซ๐๐ง๐๐ฌ
95. ๐๐ฌ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ ๐ ๐ฅ๐ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ค๐ฌ ๐จ๐ง ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐ ๐จ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐๐๐ฅ๐จ๐จ๐๐ฌ (๐๐ข๐ค๐ ๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ก๐๐ค๐ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐๐จ๐ง๐โ๐ฌ ๐ก๐๐ง๐ ๐ฐ๐ก๐ข๐ฅ๐ ๐ ๐ก๐๐ฏ๐ ๐ ๐ก๐๐ง๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ณ๐ณ๐๐ซ ๐จ๐ง ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฉ)
96. ๐๐ซ๐๐ญ๐๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ ๐ ๐ง๐๐ฐ ๐๐ซ๐ฒ๐ฉ๐ญ๐ข๐ ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐ก๐ซ๐ข๐๐ค๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐ก๐๐๐ค
97. ๐๐ซ๐๐๐ญ๐ ๐ ๐ฉ๐ก๐จ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ฅ๐๐ฎ๐ฆ
98. ๐๐จ/๐ฉ๐ซ๐๐๐ญ๐ข๐๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ง๐๐ฅ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐ฆ๐๐ ๐ข๐
99. ๐๐ข๐๐ ๐ ๐ข๐๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐ซ๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฌ๐๐ก๐จ๐จ๐ฅ
100. ๐๐๐๐ซ๐ง ๐๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐๐ฅ ๐๐ฎ๐ข๐๐๐ข๐ญ๐๐ก ๐ญ๐๐๐ฆ๐ฌ ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐๐๐ฏ๐จ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐
101. ๐๐๐๐ซ๐ง ๐๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐๐๐ง๐๐ฌ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ข๐ ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ณ๐๐ซ๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ฅ๐ (๐๐ฅ๐ฌ๐จ ๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐๐๐ฏ๐จ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ณ๐๐ซ๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐๐ง๐๐ฌ)
102. ๐ ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ซ๐ซ๐จ๐ซ ๐จ๐ ๐๐ซ๐ข๐ฌ๐๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ก๐๐๐ซ๐ญ ๐๐๐ฌ๐ข๐ซ๐๐ฌ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ
103. ๐๐๐ค๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐ญ ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐ซ๐ข๐ฐ๐ข๐ณ๐๐ซ๐ ๐ญ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ง๐๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ญ
104. ๐๐ฅ๐๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ณ๐๐ซ๐ ๐๐ก๐๐ฌ๐ฌ
105. ๐๐๐ฏ๐ ๐ ๐ญ๐๐ ๐๐๐ญ๐ ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ ๐๐ญ ๐๐๐๐๐ฆ ๐๐ฎ๐๐๐ข๐๐จ๐จ๐ญ๐ฌ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ก๐จ๐ฉ
106. ๐๐๐จ๐ฉ๐ญ ๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐๐ฎ๐๐
107. ๐๐๐ค๐ ๐ ๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ฑ ๐ ๐๐ฅ๐ข๐๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐๐ ๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ข๐ญ ๐๐๐๐ฅ๐ฌ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐๐ ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐๐ก ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐๐ง ๐๐๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ก
108. ๐๐ง๐ฏ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐ง๐๐ฐ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ค๐ฌ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ค ๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐๐ฎ๐๐ญ๐ฌ
109. ๐๐ญ๐ญ๐๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ข๐๐๐ข๐ญ๐๐ก ๐๐จ๐ซ๐ฅ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ฉ
110. ๐๐๐ค๐ ๐ ๐ง๐๐ฐ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ณ๐๐ซ๐ ๐๐๐ง๐๐ฒ
111. ๐๐๐ค๐ ๐ ๐ง๐๐ฐ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ณ๐๐ซ๐ ๐๐๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐๐ ๐
112. ๐๐ฆ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐ (๐๐ฌ ๐ข๐ง ๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ฌ)
113. ๐๐ญ๐ญ๐๐ง๐ ๐ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐๐ฅ ๐๐ฎ๐ข๐๐๐ข๐ญ๐๐ก ๐ ๐๐ฆ๐
114. ๐๐จ ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐ซ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ข๐ญ
115. ๐๐จ๐จ๐ค ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ฎ๐ฆ๐๐ฅ๐๐๐จ๐ซ๐โ๐ฌ ๐ฉ๐๐ง๐ฌ๐ข๐ฏ๐ ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฉ๐๐ง๐ฌ๐ข๐ฏ๐
116. ๐๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ซ๐๐ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ ๐ช๐ฎ๐ข๐๐๐ข๐ญ๐๐ก ๐ฆ๐๐ญ๐๐ก
117. ๐๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐ง๐ง๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐๐ซ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ ๐ช๐ฎ๐ข๐๐๐ข๐ญ๐๐ก ๐ฆ๐๐ญ๐๐ก
118. ๐ ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐๐ง๐ญ๐๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ ๐๐๐๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฌ
119. ๐๐ฅ๐๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ง๐๐ฌ
120. ๐๐ข๐ฌ๐ข๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ณ๐๐ซ๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐๐ก๐จ๐จ๐ฅ๐ฌ
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currently thinking about standing at melissa's classroom doorway unbeknownst to her. it's her free period and she's sitting at her desk with her earbuds in listening to her playlist and she's grading her students' worksheets. while she's reading, she's tapping her foot to the beat and mouthing the lyrics, completely absorbed in the song. she moves her shoulders and bops her head, doing a little dance in her chair while i stand there leading against the doorway admiring her.
i don't say anything, only giggling at my girlfriend's happy state and returning to my own classroom, smiling to myself
(she was listening to this btw)
๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ [๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐]
PAIRINGS โ Violet Bridgerton x fem!seamstress!Reader
SUMMARY โ Madame Delacroix expands her business with a French seamstress and Violet is the first customer.
WORD COUNT โ 6.2K
WARNINGS โ 18+ NSFW MDNI, itโs just gay sex guys idk what to tell you, French dialogue used throughout (minimally but context helps explain)
NOTE โ I feel obligated to tell you that this fic is in part inspired by a song I listen to on repeat, although I donโt think the French guys that wrote it realized it would be the catalyst for a sapphic fanfic
Lady Violet Bridgerton was never one for last minute endeavours. That wasnโt to say she didnโt appreciate a little spontaneity every now and again, but surely she preferred when things were planned and she was prepared.ย
So it shocked her, of all things, that she could be the reason for her own unpreparedness. In reality, her familyโs circumstances โ with Francescaโs departure to Scotland, Anthony and Kateโs travels to India, and Colin and Penelopeโs honeymoon โ were the real cause of her scattered brain, but she still blamed herself of course.ย
It was with a very apologetic look that she entered the modiste, hopeful that Madame Delacroix might be able to fit her in for a last minute appointment so that she could have a dress made for an upcoming ball.ย
โUnfortunately, I will not be able to help you, Lady Bridgerton,โ the seamstress said and Violet cursed internally, โbut I have a colleague who has just arrived from France to help me since business has been so-err plentiful.โย
โOh!โ Violet was pleasantly surprised, blinking her eyes a few times, thinking something was better than nothing at this point. โWould she be able to see me?โย
โShe is just getting settled, but I am sure she can make some time for a very loyal customer who I am sure has been just as busy as me recently,โ Madame Delacroix gave Violet a friendly smile which was bashfully returned.ย
She asked Violet to wait for a moment, going to the back where Violet could hear some quiet chatter before Madame Delacroix returned with you by her side.ย
โLady Bridgerton, this is Madame Bisset.โย
Violet had to remind herself to move her head up and down in a polite nod, her eyes glued so intensely to yours. She wouldnโt be surprised if her mouth was slightly agape like that of a fish, but she could have sworn sheโd never seen anything as beautiful in her entire life.
โI have a space upstairs,โ you explained. โIt is still a little messy. I hope you do not mind.โย
โI-โ Violetโs voice came out strained and she coughed and cleared her throat. โNo, that will not be a problem.โย
โPerfect, right this way, Madame,โ you motioned for her to follow you, going into the back of the shop, climbing up a set of narrow stairs until you reached the top, revealing to Violet another workspace she hadnโt seen before.ย
Like you had already mentioned, it was a little rough around the edges, fabric was still pouring out of boxes, a few mannequins were tucked away in the corner, but there was a nice carpeted area in the middle of the room with a raised platform and a large mirror.
โUm, Madame Delacroix said you came from France recently,โ Violet found herself beginning to talk.ย
โYes, I arrived just one week ago,โ you explained. โI heard there is quite the market for dress making in London and I was looking for a bit of a change.โย
โI hope you enjoy it here,โ Violet smiled. โLord knows the ton cannot get enough of a good modiste.โย
โThat is what I am relying on.โ you chuckled, and motioned for her to step up on the platform. โNow, what is it you are looking for, Lady Bridgerton?โย
โJust an evening gown, for an upcoming ball,โ she said, finding herself unable to break her gaze from you, watching as you brought out a measuring tape and looked through some boxes of fabric.ย
โAny preferences?โ you asked. โWe just had this lovely fabric come in, I think it would look quite stunning on you.โย
Once you had found it, you pulled it out of the box with a smile and came to drape it over Violetโs shoulder so she could see it on herself. You smoothed out the fabric along her front and she almost felt herself stagger back at the gentle and light pressure over her chest and midsection.ย
โWhat do you think?โย
She blinked a few times, like she was trying to get her eyes to work again, taking in the blushy pink fabric with darker pink paisley embroidery.ย
โYes, itโs quite nice,โ her voice came out a whisper.ย
โPerfect,โ you smiled. โThen I will take your measurements and you can be on your way.โย
Measurements. Violet wasnโt sure if sheโd be able to make it through that.ย
There was something electric about your touch, even when your fingers were simply hovering over her, she could feel sparks sending signals to her heart, beating faster until she could hear it pounding in her ears.ย
Violet had always known attraction to be strong and forceful, but this was bordering on violent.ย
She watched as you adjusted the measuring tape in your hands, first starting with the length from her shoulder to her ankle. You worked with much concentration and diligence, and for that Violet was grateful, because it meant that maybe you wouldnโt notice how each time she felt your hands against her she would have to centre herself and remind herself how to breathe, repeating the words in and out over and over again in her head.ย
Eventually, you needed to take the measurements for her hips and bust and Violet knew if she didnโt distract herself somehow she might faint.ย
โUm when will I-uh need to come in for adjustments?โ she asked, just as your hands wrapped the tape from around her back to the front of her chest.ย
โCurrently you are my only customer,โ you said. โI believe two days will be more than enough time for me to finish. After the adjustments are done I can have the dress sent to Bridgerton house if that is agreeable.โย
โOh, um, no there is no need for that,โ she shook her head. โI can pick it up. The home is quiet nowadays with most of my children off in every corner of Lord knows where,โ she chuckled nervously. โItโs nice to get out of the house and get some fresh air, perhaps get some tea, go for a stroll.โย
โYes of course, whatever suits you, Madame,โ you nodded your head. โAnd I believe we are finished for today.โย
Violet gave you a sheepish smile and stepped down from the platform.ย
โThank you, Madame Bisset. I am not normally this-uh disorganized,โ she explained. โI promise next time I will plan things much better.โย
โLady Bridgerton, I love what I do, really it is no trouble. Come any time to see me.โย
Violet lightly chewed on the side of her bottom lip, looking down at her feet, her hands moving to her stomach, perhaps to remind herself that she was standing.ย
โI will keep that in mind,โ she nodded and wished you a final goodbye before walking down the stairs and exiting the modiste, grateful now for the air outside more than she thought she had ever been in her life.ย
โ
Two days later, Violet returned anxiously for her alterations. When she entered the modiste she was surprised to see you already downstairs, looking through some drawers for something.ย
You heard the ring of the shop bell and looked up from where you were hunched over, a welcoming smile gracing your face.ย
โLady Bridgerton,โ you greeted.
โMadame Bisset, it is good to see you.โย
Her mind drifted back to the image of you moments ago, bent over an open drawer. It certainly was good to see you.ย
โDid I drop in at a bad time?โ she asked.ย
โNot at all, I was just getting some lace for the hem of the dress and around the sleeves and neckline. I thought it might be nice to try, no?โย
Violet nodded, she would simply say yes to anything that either gave her an excuse to be with you longer or to come back more often.ย
You led her upstairs to your workspace again, and this time when she entered she realized it was noticeably cleaner and more organized than last time.ย
Boxes were replaced by racks of fabrics and shelves had been uncovered to host a myriad of little things, all of which she was sure youโd find use for in due time.ย
โShould I help with the dress, Madame?โ you motioned to her outfit and Violet gulped.ย
โY-yes, I suppose that would beโฆnecessary,โ she nodded her head and you moved to close the door for the workspace and lock it to ensure privacy while Violet stood up on the slightly raised platform in front of the mirror.ย
You had come to stand behind her, your fingers carefully fitting themselves between her sleeve and shoulder, helping her slip one arm out at a time before pulling it down slightly over her chest and guiding the fabric to the ground so she could step out of it.ย
It was something sheโd done in front of other women countless times, but never had she felt this vulnerable and exposed. She looked down and saw the hairs on her arm stand on end, only to be followed by a slight jolt when she felt your hand against her corseted waist.
โIโm sorry,โ you apologized with a chuckle. โI just needโฆโ your voice trailed off as you looked down at her feet and she realized she needed to step out of her dress.ย
A rosy colour quickly made its way onto her cheeks as she stepped out of her dress so you could hang it up for her and bring the new dress for her to try on.ย
She stepped into the pink fabric and tried to make sure her body made no involuntary movements as she felt your hands graze along her sides, helping each bare arm slip into a sleeve, now finally covered again.ย
โHmm,โ you stood in front of her and analyzed the way the fabric fit. โIt is a little loose here, no?โ you asked, tightening the fabric around her chest slightly so that it was more in line with the shape of her corset.ย
โI suppose, maybe, yes,โ she nodded, โI-Iโm sorry, but do you have any water?โ Violet asked.โI-Iโm feeling a little parched.โย
โOh of course,โ you nodded, letting go of her dress and walking to a pitcher and some glasses you had set to the side, filling one up for her before bringing it back.ย
She tried her best to drink it graciously, but there was nothing more she wanted to do than down the whole glass in one shot. Once she was finished, you took the glass from her and set it aside, picking up the lace you had brought up with you, to present your suggestion.
โI was thinking maybe we can put it around the hem of the dress, like this,โ you showed her, bending down and lifting the skirt just slightly to tuck some of the lace under it so it was peeking throughout the bottom.ย
โOh,โ Violet raised her brows as she looked in the mirror. โI actually quite like that.โย
โSo do I,โ you nodded, standing back up, โAnd I thought maybe the armsโฆโย
You tried the same thing with the sleeves and, again, it suited the look of the dress. Lastly, you placed it around the neckline, moving to hold it up from behind her so she could see.ย
Violet thought at that moment it was probably better not to breathe at all considering if she did, with the restriction of her corset her heaving chest would be quite obvious.ย
โMmm, je nโaime pas รงa,โ you shook your head, your voice soft and close to her ear.ย
โI-Iโm sorry?โย
Violet had spent most of her younger years learning French, but for some reason, the entirety of the language had escaped her.ย
โI do not like the lace here,โ you switched back to English, removing the lace and pulling the fabric a little tighter around her bust, pinning it in place with the pins from your pin cushion. โIt is better like this.โย
โYou think so?โ she asked quietly, feeling herself swallow harshly after she finished speaking.ย
โI know so, Madame,โ you nodded. โWhy would one hide such perfect skin?โย
Violet looked in the mirror at what you were referring to, her chest littered with freckles and spots.ย
โI hardly think it is perfect,โ she shook her head.ย
โIt would be like covering a starry sky with clouds,โ you offered. โOne cannot gaze at the stars and wonder about the universe on a cloudy night.โย
Violet chuckled nervously and looked down at the floor for a moment.
โMadame Bisset, I think you mistake how many people are gazing.โ
โYou would be surprised,โ you gently placed your hand on her arm, rubbing up and down in a reassuring motion.ย
She could feel the fabric of the sleeves move against her arm in response to your touch and it caused a warmth to spread in the pit of her stomach.ย
You moved to grab a container with a few more pins and began seeing where adjustments needed to be made and dealt with the fabric accordingly. Violet felt herself easily growing restless, her fingers fiddling around with the small bits of thread sticking out of the end of the sleeves.ย
โSo, um, where does the name Bisset come from? What I mean to say is what area of France?โ she quickly clarified.ย
โBisset does not belong to a region,โ you explained. โIt means one who weaves.โย
โOh, how fitting,โ Violet hummed.ย
โIt is not my real name,โ you admitted. โJust something I picked up for work.โย
Violet bit the inside of her cheek, trying not to let her curiosity get the best of her, but when she heard your quiet chuckle from behind her, she tried to turn her head to look back at you.ย
โWhat is it?โย
โIt is okay, you want to know what my name actually is,โ you said. โYou can ask.โย
And so she did, and for the first time she heard your name. She tested it in her own voice, like she was savouring having your name on her tongue, burned into her mind.ย
โMine is Violet,โ she said quietly.ย
โViolet,โ your French pronunciation of her name made her feel a shiver behind her neck, or maybe that was simply your breath against her skin. โUn nom joli pour une personne mรชme plus jolie.โ
Violet blushed at your admission, and you grinned.ย
โSo you understand me then?โย
She nodded her head.ย
โThen what did I say?โ you teased her a little, while adding a few more pins, now along the length of the sleeves.ย
Violet looked at you as if to ask if you were really going to make her say it out loud, and when you didnโt seem to back down she caved.ย
โYou said that it was a beautiful name for a beautiful person,โ she said before pressing her lips together.ย
โClose,โ you looked up at her. โA beautiful name for an even more beautiful person.โย
โYou flatter me too much,โ Violet shook her head.ย
โIn my experience, a dress is only as beautiful as the person wearing it,โ you said. โIt is always a pleasure to make something for someone who shines just as brightly as the fine fabrics and silks. Even more so when they believe it.โย
You put in the last pin and looked content with your work.ย
โI should have this ready by tomorrow,โ you told her. โYou still wish to pick it up?โย
โYes,โ she nodded with a smile.ย
โAlright, let me help you change so that you can be on your way.โย
Carefully, you helped Violet take off the dress, conscious to make sure none of the pins pricked her, and after she stepped out of the dress, you put it on your work table, getting what dress she came with and helping her slip back into it.ย
โI will see you tomorrow then, in the afternoon, in case anything comes up,โ you said and she smiled.ย
โTomorrow afternoon it is, Madame.โย
โAu revoir,โ you gave her a small wave and again, she held her hands against her stomach.ย
โAu revoir.โย
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Violet wasnโt sure sheโd ever gotten so many compliments on a dress as she had on what youโd made for her. There was something new and cutting about it and much to her surprise, it became very hard to book an appointment with either you or Madame Delacroix afterwards.ย
News had spread to the rest of the ton of you and your talents, and everyone wanted a piece.ย
It wasnโt until a few weeks later that Violet managed to get herself in for another appointment, needing a dress for a wedding along with a few odds and ends she thought with all this uncertainty she may as well get done now.
When she arrived at the modiste, it was overflowing with people. She never thought she had seen it so busy and she wondered if it was really all from that simple pink dress. Although the dress itself wasnโt necessarily simple, it was elegant in its style, its function, and of course, it had a certain je ne sais quoi.
โLady Bridgerton,โ you grinned, seeing Violet enter the shop. โI believe I have you to thank for all this business. Both Genviรจve and I do.โย
โOh, I didnโt do any of the work,โ she shook her head. โI simply wore it.โย
โAnd you wore it well, which is half of the battle,โ you chuckled. โCome, I am always happy to see my favourite customer.โย
Violetโs heart warmed when you called her your favourite, a sense of pride overcoming her. Still out of all of the young debutantes and busy mamas, she somehow remained at the top of your list.ย
When you arrived at your workspace, closing the door behind you and walking further inside and let out a small breath of air, a bright smile came over your face.ย
โHow can I help you today?โย
โI need a dress for a wedding,โ she began, โalong with a few other things.โย
โSuch as?โ you pressed.ย
โSome clothes for the country, a few dresses for home, and some new night clothes. I was thinking perhaps a robe and a nightgown or two.โย
โMadame, you are keeping my hands busy,โ you smiled. โNow I already have the measurements I will need for the dress, so we can pick fabrics, then maybe I can show you some things I have already made in case something catches your eye and we can make alterations and then fill in any gaps after.โย
โSounds splendid to me,โ she nodded.ย
โParfait,โ you grinned and clapped your hands together. โWhat colour are you thinking for the dress you will wear to the wedding?โย
โI usually stick to blue,โ she said. โIt was the colour my late husbandโs family used a lot, butโฆโ she paused.ย
โYouโre thinking of something else,โ you put your hands on your hips. โPurple.โย
โHow did you know?โ she looked at you a little astounded, a small chuckle coming past her lips, lacing her words with a certain playfulness.ย
โA suspicion,โ you shrugged with a teasing wink. โNow light or dark?โ
โLight, it is getting warmer outside after all.โย
You rummaged through some things and pulled out a few swatches of fabric for her to choose from.ย
โThey are all nice,โ Violet chewed on her lip while trying to decide. โWhat do you think?โย
You took a long look at the collection in front of you and then looked up at Violet, sizing up each swatch to the woman in front of you, fabricating the dress in your mindโs eye until you figured out which one you liked the most.
โThis one, I think.โ
You held out a simple silky fabric for her.ย
โI can add something to it, a design, some beads,โ you said. โBut I like this colour on you.โย
โI will leave it up to you,โ she said. โI am sure I will be happy with whatever you make. Surely, the rest of the ton is.โย
You chuckled and placed the fabric back down.ย
โNow some of those other things,โ you motioned for her to follow you.ย
You showed her a few dresses to see what ones she might be interested in taking with her to the country. Some were made with simple cotton for days spent resting inside the house in the off season. Once she had decided which she liked, you set them aside to make sure they were properly fitted for her.ย
โAnd nightclothes?โ you asked. โWhat about something like this?โย
You pulled out a particularly sheer gown, probably meant for someone on their honeymoon, or maybe at the very least with someone to share it with.ย
โUm,ย I am not sure I am the right fit for that,โ she chuckled nervously, knowing her resolve with you already wore thin, hoping you would accept her reasoning and move on to something more modest.ย
โWhy not?โ you asked.
โI am a widow, Madame, I wouldnโt have anyone to wear it for,โ she said truthfully.ย
โYou could wear it for yourself,โ you said.ย
Violet tilted her head and blinked, โMyself?โย
โBen oui,โ you nodded like it was the most obvious thing in the world. โWho said you have to wear something for someone else?โย
Violet chewed on her cheek. She supposed she wasnโt really wearing anything for anyone but herself at the moment.ย
โIt is okay to wear something that makes you feel beautiful even if you are the only one to see it,โ you reassured her. โIf you do not think you would feel beautiful in this, now that is something different.โย
Violet pressed her lips together. It had been so long since she had worn something other than a simple cotton nightdress, but there was something alluring about wearing something that matched her desire, even if she would end up being the only one to see it.ย
โAnd the fitting for this?โ she asked.ย
โWe could do it right now, if you wish,โ you said.ย
โL-Like for alterations?โ she looked at you wide-eyed.
โMhmm,โ you nodded, draping the dress over your arm, ignoring her surprise.ย
She looked between the dress and herself a few times, contemplating whether or not she should do it, or more, whether she could handle it.ย
Wearing it for herself was one thing, but wearing it in front of you was something else.ย
She nervously scratched behind her ear, thinking in her mind that it might be best to pass on this for the moment, but when she opened her mouth to speak, she said,
โAlright then.โย
You smiled and turned to go back to where you would do the alterations and Violet blinked hard, processing what had just left her mouth.ย
โAre you coming, Madame?โย
Violet looked over at you and nodded, slowly walking over to the platform.ย
Similar to before, you helped her out of her dress, and she stood in front of you again in her corset and undergarments, but this time after her dress was placed off to the side, your fingers nimbly worked on the laces on her back, deftly loosening the material and unravelling it until it was loose around her.ย
Violet, not quite ready to let go, held it up from the front, noticing her breathing becoming shakier by the second.ย
โI can take that for you,โ you extended your hand out for her corset and she swallowed thickly.ย
It took her a few moments to remember how to work her hands again, carefully peeling the material away from her chest and handing it to you, unsure of what to do with her arms before deciding her best option was to cross them over her chest.ย
When you returned, you came to stand in front of Violet, the nightgown in your hands, ready to help her put it on. You looked down at her crossed arms then back up at her blue eyes and her cheeks flushed before moving her hands and lifting them above her head so you could slip the fabric over her.ย
The hem of the dress stopped at her knees, much shorter than anything she was used to wearing. The slight blue colour almost enhanced the sheerness of the fabric and Violet tried to take it all in, running a hand down her midsection, noticing how she could see her bellybutton.
She tried not to focus on how she could feel your gaze burning into what felt like her very soul.ย
โWhat do you think of the fit?โ she asked quietly.ย
You pursed your lips.ย
โI like how it fits around here,โ you ran your hands along both sides of her waist down to her hips. โLess, up here.โ
Your hands migrated to the fabric barely covering her breasts and she could have sworn she let out a small squeak, feeling your fingers brush against her. Her suspicion was confirmed when you spoke.ย
โEverything alright, Madame?โ you looked up at her.ย
โFine,โ she whispered.ย
โTโes sรปre?โ you murmured, stepping a little closer and adjusting the straps over her shoulders.ย
โMhmm,โ she almost whimpered, pressing her lips together and looking up at the ceiling. โIโm fine, it is just a little chilly up here,โ she said. โYou know when you get cold, you umโฆyou feel things more.โย
You nodded your head.ย
โThat is not to say it was cold before, I am just cold now because-โย
โTais toi.โย
Violet blinked.ย
โExcuse me?โย
โYou heard me,โ you looked up at her and placed a finger under her chin. โI said tais toi.โย
Despite Violetโs shock that you had essentially told her to shut up, she found herself speaking still.
โReally?โ she began. โYou wonโt even use le vous poli?โ she asked, referring to your less polite and more informal grammar choice.ย
โWhy would I use that when everything I want to do to you is very, very impolite?โ you whispered, merely millimeters away from her mouth, your breath mingling with hers.ย
Violet wasnโt sure what overcame her, she grabbed your hands, placing them over her breasts, her mouth agape as shaky breaths fanned over your face.ย
With that permission, you brushed your thumbs on top of the fabric, over her nipples, her whimper deliciously clouding your senses, encouraging you to do it again.ย
โIf you are really so set on wearing this for someone,โ you gripped her tighter, eliciting a surprised gasp, your lips travelling closer to her ear. โYou could wear it for me, ma belle.โย
Violet hummed and leaned her head against yours, feeling you move along her until your foreheads were pressed together, noses brushing against each other.ย
โWe shouldnโt,โ Violet breathed.ย
โWe shouldnโt,โ you shook your head, still moving closer until you captured her lips with yours. Her hands found their way to your waist, narrowly avoiding your pin cushion, pulling you against her, your thumbs still gently massaging over her breasts, content hums and soft moans echoing in your mouth as you kissed her.ย
When you pulled away, you pressed your forehead against Violetโs again, your eyes shut.ย
โYou have another appointment donโt you?โ Violet whispered and you nodded and she had to bite back the whine that wanted to escape.ย
โCome back tonight,โ you murmured, your hands moving to hold both sides of Violetโs face, a reassurance. โTwo doors down.โย
โW-What would I tell my carriage driver?โย
โPick your most discreet one,โ you whispered, pressing your lips to hers again in a much softer kiss.ย
She nodded her head and when you pulled apart further and she opened her eyes, she could see you smiling back at her and she thought if you were so certain, maybe everything would be okay.ย
It wasnโt until much later in the evening when Violet was standing outside your door, waiting for you to come and open it, that the reality of the situation fully set on her. She was caught in such a haze before, her stomach swirling with an all consuming nausea that was almost delightful.ย
She felt her arms wrapping around herself tighter, nervously looking around to make sure there were no unwanted eyes watching her, until she heard the door open in front of her, bringing her attention back to the present.ย
You were quick to wordlessly take her hand and bring her inside, closing the door behind you.ย
โYou are tense,โ you remarked, holding her hand in both of yours, gently massaging its back with your thumbs.ย
Violet was unsure of what to expect, but she did know wherever this led, she wanted to follow it, to chase that staggering violent feeling until she couldnโt take it any more.ย
โI just didnโt want anyone to see,โ she whispered. โI am fine.โย
You smiled. โBien.โย
You helped her take off her cloak, biting your bottom lip when you saw what she was wearing underneath.ย
โCโest jolie,โ you hummed. โBut I think I am more excited to see what is underneath.โย
Violet chuckled nervously, feeling a certain heat come to her cheeks. She let herself be pulled into you when you took your hand in hers, melting into the kiss that followed, allowing you to lead her through the hallway and into what she assumed was a bedroom.ย
Her suspicions were fully confirmed when she felt the back of her legs hit a plush mattress, making her fall back, only to be gently lowered the rest of the way by you, now leaning over top of her.ย
โW-Wait,โ Violet whispered.
โHmm?โ you looked at her patiently. โรa va?โ
โWhat happens next?โ she asked.ย
โDo you want me to explain it to you?โ
You tilted your head to look at her and she nodded.ย
โFirst I take this off,โ you murmured, working at the series of ribbons in the front of her dress that kept it tied shut.ย
She watched as you undid each one, single handedly, revealing more and more of her bare skin until your hand came and fully pushed both parts of the fabric aside, leaving her exposed in front of you.ย
โThen I listen,โ you kissed her jaw. โYour breathing, your body, itโฆtells me things.โย
One hand moved to cup her breast and she sighed.ย
โLike that,โ you smiled. โAnd I follow that, I see where it takes me.โ
You pinched her nipple between your thumb and pointer finger and she arched slightly into your touch. Carefully, you twisted it between your fingers, your mouth trailing its kisses down her neck and chest, until eventually your mouth replaced your fingers, tongue swirling and teeth grazing against the soft and sensitive flesh.ย
Violet let out a breath of air, a whine caught in the back of her throat as she arched further into you, her hand coming to hold your head against her.ย
With a gentle kiss, you paused your mouthโs movements, taking your hand from where it rested against her waist, dragging it across her stomach.ย
โNext,โ you began, โNo, it is too vulgar in English,โ you shook your head.ย
โTell me in French,โ she begged. โDit-le moi, sโil vous plaรฎt.โย
You smiled and kissed her breast again.ย
โSince you asked so nicely.โย
Your finger trailed a little lower, now tracing lines across the base of her stomach, the skin there soft and stretched from many pregnancies, and oh so precious.ย
โJe prends mes doigts,โ your fingers moved even lower, the blood pumping to Violetโs head so fast she thought she might faint. โEt je les appuie ici.โ
โOh!โ she moaned, her head turned to the side, your thumb firmly against her, massaging in slow tantalizing and tortuous circles.
โMais, je prรฉfรจre les mettre comme รงa.โย
Violet gasped, your name on her lips as she felt your fingers inside her, beginning a slow and steady pace that her body seemed to match with the movement of her hips.ย
โIs this good, or do you want more?โ you asked her, not stopping the movement of your hand and fingers.ย
โMore, please,โ she breathed.ย
โEn Franรงais, ma belle.โย
โS-Sโil vous plaรฎt.โย
โBien sรปre,โ you smiled and increased your pace, fingers carefully searching until they found the intense response they were seeking from Violet.ย
โThere,โ she nodded her head, eyes squeezed shut. โMmm.โย
She pressed her lips together so tightly you could have sworn they went white.ย
You listened to her instructions, continuing to work at that spot, leaning over top of her, feeling her breathing pick up with each fan of warm breath over your face. You pressed a few kisses to her jaw, your ear right next to her mouth, listening intently as breathing turned into moans that didnโt stop.ย
You could feel the heat radiating off of every part of her, clouding your own senses, encouraging you further to push her over that edge, eager movements guiding her until her mind went blissfully blank, her back arched towards you while you slowed your hand, her breathing much more ragged than before until you carefully removed your fingers.ย
Wiping them carefully on the sheets next to her, you then took her face in your hand, pressing a slow kiss to her lips.ย
Violet hummed into your lips, like she wanted to say something so you pulled away, watching her finally open her eyes once more.ย
โCan I?โ she whispered.ย
โCan you what, chรจrie?โย
โDo that for you?โ she asked. โTeach me.โย
You grinned, leaning down and capturing her lips in another kiss.ย
When you pulled apart this time, she pushed herself up on her forearms, watching as you moved to sit next to her. She knew the first step, her hand brushing against the sleeve of your nightgown, pushing it off your shoulder, studying how your skin felt against her fingers.ย
You took your arm out of your sleeve and waited for her to do the same with the opposite side before tugging the sides down until the fabric pooled at your hips.ย
She leaned in to kiss you, guiding you to lie back on the mattress before her hands came back to the fabric, pulling it completely off of you.ย
She took a moment to admire you in front of her, feeling that same intense pull towards you as she did when you had first become acquainted.ย
With her lips against yours once more, she hooked her fingers around the top of your underwear, pulling it down as her lips detached from yours so she could finish the job.ย
She leaned over top of you, her brown hair falling in waves on either side of her head, the soft fabric of her robe-like dress, creating a curtain around her, but her body still on full display for you.ย
You couldnโt help but reach out and snake a hand around her waist, your thumb brushing back and forth in small motions.ย
โTell me,โ she whispered. โWhat do I do next?โย
You moved your hand up from her waist tracing along her side and down her arm, until her wrist was in your hands.ย
โYou can touch me here.โย ย
You placed her hand on your breast. โOr here.โย
Your hand moved hers lower, only hovering over your core.ย
โOr anywhere that feels right when you listen.โย
She nodded her head slowly, your hand finishing its guidance as she watched with bated breath, your eyes closed anticipatorily, small shaky breaths coming past your lips as her fingers made contact and you finally let go of her wrist.ย
Violet tucked some of her hair behind her ear with her free hand before letting herself feel and explore you.ย
She paid close attention, listening to what sounds filled the air, a small smile coming to her lips when you moaned her name.ย
She moved so her thumb replaced her fingers, continuing to brush against that spot that seemed to make your face twist and contort in beautiful ways sheโd never seen before.ย
Violet became curious, her other hand moving to cup your breast, brushing her thumb over your nipple, noticing the new reaction it had brought, a groan and a plea for more.ย
Both of her thumbs worked in tandem on different parts of your body, pulling your focus in two directions, back and forth with no end in sight.
Violet was entranced by you, squirming slightly under her touch, the fact that she was the one making you feel this way, like you had no control. The only thing possible for you to do was let her know how much you wanted, no, needed her.ย
โViolet,โ you whimpered. โPlease, m-more.โย
Violet smiled devilishly and leaned down, her lips ghosting your ear.ย
โEn Franรงais.โ
โSโil vous plaรฎt, Violet, mon Dieu,โ you groaned before she increased the intensity of her ministrations.ย
Her hand moved from your breast up to your face, holding it up so she could kiss you as her thumb worked against you, a warmth spreading in her stomach as you moaned into her mouth, your hips meeting her touch until you were gripping onto Violet for dear life as the only hope of reminding yourself you were, in fact, still on earth.ย
She stopped a little more abruptly than you would have liked, still thrumming with pleasure, and holding her close.ย
โWas that right?โ she teased and when you finally looked up at her, grabbing her chin with your thumb and forefinger, pulling her down in a kiss, your last words, a mutter against her lips.ย
โTais toi.โย
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Something I hate about shifting is that I am very well aware that it is a personal journey, that a lot of it you figure out on your own. But my autistic ass NEEDS to be told what to do, if I don't know what to do I just stand there like ๐งโโ๏ธ
I know I already know how to shift, I know I can just roll over and do it but my brain is like "WHERE INSTRUCTION?? HOW DO?? I ROLLED OVER, STILL HERE, WHAT WRONG??"
I might be cancelled for this but I don't give a single flying fuck. you're allowed to change your race, gender, sexuality and stuff in your drs. fuck anyone that tells you not to. it's ur dr, your shifting experience.
her morning voice
the way her hand fits in mine
how she yells/sings songs in the car
the adorable look of pride on her face when she presents me the food she has made
"mel, you didn't have to." "well it makes you smile. so yes. i had to."
just her sleeping. that in general. how she holds onto me as she's in a deep sleep and how she snores, sometimes she mumbles things
she loves hugging me from behind. her embraces feel like home.
looking at her with such love when she infodumps about her interests, just seeing how excited and happy she gets ๐ฅน
The Look โข๏ธ whenever she sees me upset:
okay sitting in the teacher's lounge during lunch she's reading or on her phone or something just not paying attention and guys she's so pretty when she does literally anything.
"do you need help with that? augh stop. lemme help you, hon."
*remembers one of my favourite things and brings it up casually in conversation*
watching movies while she reads or knits/crotchets next to me and she'll occasionally do an impression of whoever just spoke ๐ญ (IF I'M WATCHING ONE OF THOSE COWBOY MOVIES FORGET ABOUT IT. SHE'S DOIN THAT SHIT THE WHOLE TIME)
sending me random emojis because "look how cute these lil guys are"
takes my music recommendations very seriously
when we went on our road trip with our cat and it was some of the best times of my life
"melissa where do you get all those pairs of glasses from? they're really expensive." "i got a guy." "of course you do."
comfiest person to ever exist me thinks
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