Me: *wakes Up And Immediately Checks The Tumblr Trends Like It's The News*

Yesterday, I send my mom a link to something I thought about applying for and asked for some advice and she left me on read.

Today, I texted her that the stores in my city are open for shopping again and she texts back immediately to ask when she can come visit me to go shopping.

Glaf to know where your priorities lie, mom

I need it like air

Yes, we're all very excited about Heartstopper and red white, and royal blue (have been watching both nonstop). But I have to ask,

WHERE'S MY CAPTIVE PRINCE ADAPTATION? HUH?

playlists for all the moods

1. Songs for when you suddenly and unexpectedly feel joy

2. Songs for when you’re simping UwU

3. Songs for when you want to be comforted by music in the deepest way possible

4. Songs for when you need a reminder that humanity may not be inherently good but is definitely trying it’s best

5. Songs for when you know you are the shit

6. Songs for when you need a hug and reassuring words

7. Songs for when you’re in love

8. Songs for when you have a crush on him

9. Songs for when you have a crush on her

10. Songs to have a good night sleep

11. Songs to start your day off with the right energy

12. Songs for when you’re just sad

13. Songs for when you’re really really really sad

14. Songs for when your intrusive thoughts won’t shut up

15. Songs for when you’re feeling chaotic and want to ruin your own life

16. Songs for when you want to flip people off

17. Songs for when you feel insecure

18. Songs for when you haven’t slept in a week

19. Songs for when it’s late at night and you’re nostalgic

20. Songs for when you’re watching cheesy love shows and eating ice cream

21. Songs for when you want to rock out to emo music at 3 AM

22. Songs for when you want to have a dance party alone in your room and sing each song at the top of your lungs

23. Songs for when you want to burn stuff just for the fun of it

24. Songs for when you want to be surrounded by slow, soft energy

25. Songs for when you need a reminder that you are loved

26. Songs for when you want to have a good time with little cash

27. Songs for when you need the energy to power through

28. Songs for when you want to run away with your best friend

29. Songs for when you want to forget the crushing weight of your human existence

30. Songs for when you feel cynical

31. Songs for when you don’t want to be in a relationship because you are happy on your own

32. Songs for when you just really really love your friends

33. Songs for when you’re studying and need to focus

34. Songs for when you just want to sit by the beach and watch the waves

35. Songs for when you want to have a summer fling

36. Songs for when you want to be 13 again

37. Songs for when you wish it was the 80’s because you weren’t alive and things were great

38. Songs for when you’re really really gay

39. Songs for when you’re not sure what you’re feeling

40. Songs for when you want to feel it in your soul

41. Songs for when you love easily and hard

42. Songs for when you’re obsessed with the tenderness of peeling oranges and sharing it

43. Songs for when you want to dance with someone

44. Songs for when you’re feeling teenage angst

45. Songs for when you want to feel 17 again

46. Songs for when you want to be the villain in the story

47. Songs for when you want to feel like someone’s main character

48. Songs for when you’re about to start a new life

49. Songs for when you’re sad that good things always have to come to an end

50. Songs for when the world feels like it’s spinning and you feel a little bit tipsy on life and living

51. Songs for when you are hanging out with your friends and you have the aux cord

52. Songs for when you need the confidence of a villain plotting world domination

53. Songs for when you’re lovesick

54. Songs for when you’re anxious

55. Songs for when you don’t want to grow up

Simon, from the bottom of his heart: f*ck the monarchy

Wilhelm, already down on one knee: please do

So you know how in the show they say that Grisha need to touch their hands before they can use their powers right? And we alwalys see that, especially with the heartrenders.

But you know who never does that and can still use his power? Jesper. The boy who was never formally trained to use his powers.

Now my theory is that Grisha need to do a little ritual or movement to 'kickstart' their powers. And all the Grisha who get trained, learn this movement where they touch their hands. So they need to do this, which is why Nina can't do anything when she is a captive on the ship.

But Jesper taught himself, mostly. So he subconsciously came up with his own ritual, the gun twirling. We see him do that constantly. It is especially visible during his face off with Ivan. Before every shot, he twirls his guns on his fingers.

I have no idea where I am going with this, I just think it's interesting that they don't actually have touch their hands, their kickstarter could be whatever.

Everyone calls Dream a pathetic petty little baby girl and like, yeah he is - but 

And the characters themselves are like Morpheus is cold, unfeeling, harsh, cruel and yeah he can be and he holds intense grudges - but 

I haven't really seen anyone talk about the scene where he's facing the Corinthian, who Morpheus admits was his masterpiece. And our favourite nightmare pointedly says that Dream doesn't care about humanity. He only cares about himself, and his realm and his rules. 

Morpheus sort of gets exasperated here, like really dude? And tells us he contains the entire collective unconscious, without his rules it would consume him and humanity. Like maybe he's been there before, or close to it. He admitted he lost an entire universe before because he didn't take out their vortex.

His voice trembles on the word consume, like its always there, ready to crush him, like he's constantly battling, like he's tired, like no one's ever really asked, understood or comprehended that before and he's admitting it for maybe the first time or it's one of the very few. And of all the beings he's admitting it to the Corinthian who throws it in his face.

Death more or less says dream mopes and he should get over it. Fiddler's Green insinuates he's almost incapable of apology or empathy. Lucienne believes he dismisses their efforts and that he's harsh with his punishments. Gault in their defiance tries to make him see that things should be capable of change and wanting something different. 

No one seems to get the truth of him? Or part of it. Or if they do it's not apparent and it seems a great tragedy to me. When he says the entire collective unconscious, I'm assuming he means entire, as in not just human - as in all life including other species we don't know of, that are otherwise 'alien'. It seems almost unfathomable to me no one stops to think he's the way he is for a reason. 

Every single unconscious thought, decision, fear, nightmare, dream, hope - anything and everything that can manifest in dreams from the nonsensical and absurd to disturbing and whimsical, including concepts we don't even understand as humans. That is what Morpheus is made of. The screams dying in throats as people wake from horrors, the reoccurring scenes of falling, being chased, being late, the grief from loved ones dying, flying, school, sex - the ones that don't make any sense. 

The nightmares that are so real and strong you can't get back to sleep. The dreams that are so sweet or fantastic you wake up mourning their loss. Day dreams, dreams that pick up where they left off, lucid dreams, depraved and disturbing dreams. The little thoughts we have about others we'd never say out loud or tell another living soul but they exist. It's all real, part of what makes us who we are and every other being that can dream - no wonder Morpheus' voice trembles on the word consume. That has to be near maddening? Like he's riding the line between insanity at any given moment because dreams can be entirely bizarre as much as they can hold significant meaning. 

So he mopes? He's distant? He's cruel or uncaring. Unfeeling in how he operates - I feel like I would be too if I contained the concepts of the entirety of existence - everything his siblings govern exists in his realm in the form of dreams. You can dream about desire, death, destruction, delirium, destiny, despair, all of it. He doesn't feel enough? Distant? Ungrateful? 

I think he feels too much, way too much and he can only push it down so far, or hold it back just enough. It makes him seem so delicate in my mind, like those who bottle and bottle. Pushing everything down or back just to keep functioning and then one little thing makes them snap. Suddenly you've damned your former lover to ten thousand years in hell because that amount of time and processing doesn't seem unreasonable against the impossibly incomprehensible thing that is existences unconscious. Let's not forget the souls in hell or every other afterlife, if they also dream, the concept of dreams as goals, the act of dreaming, creation and destruction, every nasty little thought, every fucked up thing anyone has ever comprehended and every joy. 

Maybe that's why everyone's harsh on him in my eyes, that he should have all this perspective but seemingly doesn't? But he believes what he does because he has that perspective and some things within that spectrum do not change, they repeat because there's only so much that can exist, and that has to be tiresome. 

But honestly, the other Endless, dreams and nightmares should realise what he's dealing with? Especially those close to him, or orbiting because no one is ever really close, and if dreams and nightmares can dream then Morpheus should know those too. I'd probs keep everyone away from me if I was a scrambled construct of emotions.

Fuck me up honestly. My tiny human brain is snapping trying to even comprehend the inner workings of Dream. None of this even makes sense. Just let the man rest, give the baby girl some slack. He's got both feet off the edge and no one's got his back. I'm tired now.

TLDR: Dream probably is the way he is because being who he is, is a lot. 

"we need cops at pride to protect people!" WRONG. ASEXUALS WITH FLAMETHROWERS.

one piece, netflix

green haired guy is too hot i cant even watch the show properly

And here I kinda hoped our promised wylan crumb would maybe be a tiny climpse of him in the van eck mansion during the dekappel heist 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡

European countries: Thank you Germany for providing us with financial aid and basically paying for everything the EU does. How could we ever repay you?

Germany: You could give us some points at Eurovision

European countries: Absolutely not