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At 17, I was a depressed teenager who self harmed and wondered about just how painful it could possibly be to end my life.

Right now, I’m laying on the couch, and I can hear my husband reading our four year old a bedtime story using silly voices.

Life gets better. Make sure you’re there to see it.

So to me there’s a big difference between the fuckery that Jared and Misha get into and the absolute tension between Misha and Jensen.    

Misha and Jared are ridiculous together but regardless of how they act, it just feels like them screwing around.  

Exhibit A:  This happy horse shit.

If Jensen had done something like this everyone would have lost their minds.  Misha seems completely unaffected but he’d have been a blushy mess if Jensen was thrusting his hand at his crotch.

Exhibit B: I swear to god. they’re children.

Zero anything but absolute teenage boy ridiculousness.  Jensen kind of looks like he doesn’t know what to do with himself.

Exhibit C: The sweetness between them is touching, but not intimate.

I mean, I do that shit with my friends too.  They usually tell me to back the fuck up but that’s not the point.

Finally, Exhibit D: Awwwwwwwwwwww hugs.

When they hug, it’s warm and friendly.  They genuinely care about eachother but there is just….nothing.

BUT

When Misha and Jensen are together, there is something there.  It’s palpable.

Exhibit 2A: The stare

Jensen watches Misha intently.  He’s super close to him and still stays locked on Misha’s face.

Exhibit 2B: Touchy feely

Misha stays so relaxed, like he knows it’s Jensen and personally for me, that’s pretty telling.

Exhibit 2C: Drunk Jensen

Misha was SO uncomfortable, like he knew it was too public/too real.  The kicker though was he was in an “I’m not supposed to like this” mode.

WTF is THAT.  Why the hell would Jensen feel the need to show off his crotch.  Can you see him doing this to Jared?  That’s not, “Hey check out my boxers.” That’s “Look what I got!” .  I love that Misha went to cover his face but peeked one more time before dropping his hand over his eyes.

Look, maybe it’s bullshit and maybe it’s all Misha and Jensen just enjoys fucking with him.  Who knows.  But the tension is the real deal and I’m hooked.

Some words to use when writing things:

winking

clenching

pulsing

fluttering

contracting

twitching

sucking

quivering

pulsating

throbbing

beating

thumping

thudding

pounding

humming

palpitate

vibrate

grinding

crushing

hammering

lashing

knocking

driving

thrusting

pushing

force

injecting

filling

dilate

stretching

lingering

expanding

bouncing

reaming

elongate

enlarge

unfolding

yielding

sternly

firmly

tightly 

harshly

thoroughly

consistently

precision

accuracy

carefully

demanding

strictly

restriction

meticulously

scrupulously

rigorously

rim

edge

lip

circle

band

encircling

enclosing

surrounding

piercing

curl

lock

twist

coil

spiral

whorl

dip

wet

soak

madly

wildly

noisily

rowdily

rambunctiously

decadent

degenerate

immoral

indulgent

accept

take

invite

nook

indentation

niche

depression

indent

depress

delay

tossing

writhing

flailing

squirming

rolling

wriggling

wiggling

thrashing

struggling

grappling

striving

straining

Le me: *opens Tumblr after a really long time* I wonder why I didn’t check it more often.

~eight hours later~

Me: oh, that’s why.

Reblog if you're gay, lesbian, bisexual, pansexual, asexual, transgender or a supporter.

This should be reblogged by everyone. Even if you’re straight, you should be a supporter.

how to avoid education burnout

have 3 achievable goals a day: having a laundry list of things to do everyday is super unrealistic, and you just end up feeling bad about yourself because you didn’t accomplish your goals for the day.

leave your sundays open: i love sundays because they’re my day to chill out and catch up on school work that i wasn’t able to finish during the week.

recognize when you’re at your emotional limits: forcing yourself to get work done when you are unable to comprehend your study material does not benefit anyone.

learn how to say no: people will ask you for your time and it will stretch you to the limit, whether it be at your job, in your extracurriculars, or in your personal life. know when to step back and say no.

take care of yourself physically: take breaks, go for walks, shower regularly, get enough sleep, eat healthy, see your friends

celebrate your accomplishments: go out to eat with friends after a big exam, indulge in a night off after a busy week with some netflix and wine

make a study plan beforehand: it can be daunting to see how much work you need to put in to a class or task beforehand, but this allows you to spread your work evenly so you don’t become overwhelmed.

learn how to ask for help: it is very rare that people make it through school, whether it be high school or university or any graduate program, without needing the advice of others or just a kind soul to vent to. find that person.

never forget your hobbies: you will need things that keep you sane. if you love to play music, write, play volleyball, or cook, make you sure you don’t lose these things. they will become your escape when times get tough.

log off from time to time: it is exhausting to be constantly connected to social media and your email. just physically disconnecting from these for a night to take care of yourself can really help you clear your mind.

When you go to derp on your phone because you’re bored on a family road trip but you remember all you ever do is look up E rated fanfics and smutty tumblr art of your ships so you just give up…

LISTEN UP

I’m American. I live right in the southwest and let me tell you, it’s hell over here right now, but it will become a lot worse if Article 13 is passed. 

You’ve probably heard about Article 13, and if you haven’t, go watch this video right now. Whatever you’re doing can wait for sixteen minutes and two seconds, because a second-long vote could destroy everything online.

Whether you’re from Europe or not, this law could affect you, so you should care Article 13 because it is going to destroy the online lives that you have built. No more posting memes, no more remixes, and no more YouTubers from anywhere. 

Jacksepticeye will no longer be able to upload. 

Markiplier will no longer be able to upload. 

MatPat won’t.

Thomas Sanders.

Dan and Phil.

How to Basic. 

All of your favorite content creators are at risk of losing their jobs because people want stricter laws on copyright, which will support the larger media companies but kill smaller creators. And because of this, we may lose everything online. 

So spread the word! Reblog this, reblog other people’s posts, find petitions, write your own posts! If you’re in Europe, contact your MEP’s and get them to understand how it will affect the people who use the internet. 

Please. 

#savetheinternet. 

idk why but i’m laughing when i imagine this situation in real life

FREEZE YOUR BRAINNN!!

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