How I Would Describe Castiel To Someone

I’m very excited to see what Jack has next for us, and also kinda scared… Also I really recommend you click on the image, I worked pretty hard on this and messed up posting the first one and fixed this. And OHH boy!!

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Sad

I've been feeling a bit down, and I decided to make a self portrait type picture. I drew JD and Connor behind me because I relate to them in certain ways. It's a bit personal to me, but I tried.

Can we also appreciate Sam in the first gif tho

A boy asks a girl out. It’s high school. It’s awkward. Narrate it from the point of view of a nature documentary.

Depressed Again

Soooo yep. Here I am again.

Okay, I ship Phan, but this isn't about romance and crap. I re-watched some Dan and Phil videos and the way Dan looks at Phil got me.

Not because I was like:

"Omfg they are amazing together you can see him stare with love fkwvlsvslabsksv d's kqkabd"

I do, do that, but this was different. You can literally see the 'care' in his eyes for Phil, even if they're joking around. You can take it in a romance or friendship way.

I just broke.

I started to cry at fucking 4:17 am with no sleep, because I feel like no one will look at me that way. I'm not talking about how your family cares for you, or how your best friend loves you (in a platonic way), but with 'care.'

I feel alone in my head. Like "Freeze your Brain" from Heathers.

"Shatter your skull fight pain with more pain. Forget who you are, unburden your load. Forget in six weeks you'll be back on the road. When the voice in your head says 'you're better off dead,' don't open a vein."

I don't know, I'm not good with emotions. I just wanted to get this off my chest. I bottle my emotions up and help other people to avoid my internal war/battle.

So, if you ever, and I mean EVER, find someone who looks at you with care and understanding, even if it's in a friendship or romantic way, don't lose that. If you lose it, you may never see it again.

All my love goes out to the people who read this, and to @danielhowell and @amazingphil for making my world a happier brighter place.

💙

Wow Me

So I was playing a game with my older sister and parents. It's called Taboo. Basically you have to describe a word without using certain words.

Ex:

The word is: Lamp

You cannot use: Light bulb, Aladdin, lamp shade, genie. (Really bad example 😅)

So my word was straitjacket. And I was teamed with my older sister. What did I say?

"It's for crazy people! Um... H20 Delirious! It's, uh, used to restrain him!"

And my sister got it....

What is wrong with me?! 😂

Lil Ohmie and Toonzie

Too adorable not to post about this. 💛💛💛💛

Some Art stuff

It's okay??? I tried realistic :P