Set Fire To The Rain

Make it to Christmas 1/3

Info: Christmas for the Shelby clan were never special, but this year seems t be the worst as y/n, the youngest, has been diagnosed with the illness that takes many away.

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All was quiet in the Shelby household, all were asleep bar Tommy who sat in his office working on some papers that were due. His thoughts were stalled as he hears movement around the halls upstairs and a door slamming against a wall before sounds of chocking, causing him to sigh and move to stand up, knowing who it was.

Y/n Shelby had been sick for the last five days, and it seemed to be getting progressively worse. For an eleven year old her energy had severely deteriorated and anything she ate always came back up, that was if she ate anything at all. She spent majority of her time in bed, sleeping most of the day.

Tommy sighs as he makes his way up the stairs to check on his sister. Arriving at the bathroom door he seen Polly sitting on her knees beside the young girl, holding her hair back and rubbing her back in comfort, muttering kind words as her youngest niece struggled to keep anything down. Hearing noise, Polly looked up to see Tommy standing in the doorway, who glanced at his oungest sibling before looking at Polly.

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“It’s been five days Pol, something ain’t right.” Tommy stated, not liking his sister being sick.

“I know that Thomas, hardly think this is normal.” Polly snapped at her nephew, worry get best of her.

“Pol.” Tommy warned, moving his head to y/n, saying not to stress her out.

“Tommy.” Y/n whined after she finished heaving, hearing her older brother and wanting his comfort.

“Hey there little angel, still not feeling great aye?” He asked, causing Polly to glare at him.

“I’m tired, and sore and icky. I don’t like it, I want it to end, I want to get better.” She whined as she coughed, bringing her hands up as an indication for Tommy to lift her.

“I can imagine that it isn’t pleasant, but you will get better. Why don’t you and aunt Pol go to the doctors today, he can give you something to make you feel better, how’s that for ya?” Tommy asked, picking up his sister despite Polly’s protests and grabbing a rag from the bathroom sink, wetting it and wiping her face gently with it.

“What’s the doctor going to do for her, she has the stomach bug that’s all. Nothing rest can’t fix.” Polly stated, not liking the idea of going to the doctor only to be told the girl needs rest.

“If it was a stomach bug I’m pretty sure it would’ve gone by now. Just bring her Polly, all they can say is that there isn’t anything wrong.” Tommy stated, allowing y/n to place her head on his shoulder, her eyes closing with tiredness once again.

“I swear Tommy she has you wrapped around her finger.” Polly stated wit ha shake of her head.

“Her health is important Polly, I thought you prioritized that.” Tommy stated before moving out of the bathroom and heading to put his sister down for bed once again, kissing her head before leaving.

"Lord, watch over y/n and I pray that she get's over this bug amen." Polly prayed before heading back to bed.

Next morning, y/n and Polly sat around the kitchen table, waiting for Tommy to return with the doctor. Y/n sat sluggish in her chair, appearing to be struggling to keep herself up right as she lay her head on her arms which were crossed on the table. In her hand was her Christmas teddy that she always had on her from the moment it hit December 1st, being the teddy that John had given her shortly after returning from the war.

Y/n loved Christmas, always had from the moment she understand what Christmas was about. She loved to decorate the house in the little amount of decorations the Shelby family had. The Shelby's were never really into doing Christmas, seeing it as another day, and if it wasn't for y/n they probably wouldn't even celebrate Christmas.

Polly looked away from her niece as the door was heard opening, and stands up when she sees Tommy walk in with the doctor behind him. Seeing her looking at him, Tommy nods at her before moving towards his sister, crouching beside her and placing a hand on her back to try wake her up a bit, only for her to whine, feeling discomfort from touch and moving away from her brother. Tommy frowning and looked at Polly, both knowing it was strange for the youngest Shelby to deny affection.

The doctor moves towards y/n who looks up in confusion, eyes beady due to tiredness. Seeing an unfamiliar face, she frowns and looks at Polly before moving hands, wanting to be picked up. Polly clicked her tongue in frustration, shaking her head in disapproval at her niece, causing y/n to whine again, not liking her aunt’s reluctance to pick her up

“Y/n the doctors here.” Polly stated, glancing at the doctor as he watched how the youngest Shelby reacted against her brothers contact.

“I’ll leave you too it.” Tommy stated ,clearing his throat and moving to his office, closing door tightly.

Y/n sighs before groaning in discomfort as she wiggled in her seat. The doctor took this as a sign that the young girl was ready and made his way over to her. Seeing y/n's eyes flutter with tiredness the man sighed kindly and began working quickly to prevent further discomfort for the girl. He checked her temperature, back of the throat, her walking abilities and a urine sample. At the end y/n was nearly falling asleep, causing the doctor to become concerned.

“Y/n, the doctor is here to look over you, will you be good for him and let him do his work.” Polly instructed to young girl, knowing this could go one of two ways.

“I want Tommy.” Y/n stated tiredly, her voice ruff after the severe coughing episode she had earlier.

“I’m sure Tommy will come back when it’s over, now come on, be a big girl now.” Polly stated with a bit of roughness, wanting this to be over with.

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“Does she always appear tired.” He asked Polly, who stood in the corner of the kitchen out of the way.

“Most days, especially after any vomiting episodes.” Polly stated, sounding as if she knew what it was her niece had.

“And her temperature, she appears to have a fever, how long has that been going on.”

“Around five days, she always gains a fever when she’s sick.”

“And you say she’s been vomiting for nearly a week?”

“Like I said doctor it’s just the stomach bug, all children get it. They lose their appetite, have aches and pains, get sick, rise a fever, and then it runs its course. Tommy’s worrying for nothing.”

“Actually Mister Shelby has every right to be worried. Because young y/n here doesn’t have the stomach bug. A stomach bug wouldn’t last as long as it has, at least not as severe. With her fever, redness of the throat likely caused by her abrupt coughing episodes and vomiting as well as the aches and pains you say she’s been complaining about, young y/n is suffering from more than just the stomach bug, or any common illness for that matter.” The doctor stated, pointing out all the symptoms.

“Well, what is it then?”

"I'm afraid young y/n Shelby here, has the Spanish flu." The doctor stated causing Polly to look at him in horror.

Each of the Shelby siblings didn't know what to say, their baby sister had caught the illness that majority of people died from if caught. Arthur stared ahead, not knowing what to think, John looked down, regretting the joke he made and feeling fear for his baby sister, Ada tried to hold back tears while Finn allowed the tears to fall, not wanting his twin to go. Tommy stood frozen, refusing to look at anyone as he tried to process the news his aunt just said. Y/n was the Shelby's little angel, from the moment she was born she was their light, the thing that helped the brothers when they returned from war. Without her it would become darkness.

“Polly, what’s going on, why did you call a family meeting?” Ada asked, watching her aunt in confusion as the woman paced around the floor, worry clear on her face.

After the doctor had diagnosed the youngest Shelby- he had warned Polly of the likelihood of her getting worse instead of better- though poor Polly knew this as not many people were known to survive around the town if they caught the lethal disease, with the majority of them dying weeks after their diagnoses- with how y/n’s little body was reacting to the disease it was likely to take it’s toll on the youngest Shelby’s body quickly, meaning she likely wouldn’t make it to the end of the year- hence why she was sent to bed before her siblings were called to hear the news.

“Right Pol, what is it? What’s so important that you had to call us all here aye?” Tommy asked, barging through the front door and stalking towards the kitchen table.

“I need everyone to keep a clear head and remain quiet as I tell you this alright. Y/n’s in bed and needs her rest.” Polly stated, not wanting to wake y/n up.

“Bloody hell Pol your talking as if someone’s dead.” John stated, shaking his head slightly at the dramatics of the situation.

“Pol, what is it? What did the doctor say?” Tommy asked, seeing the seriousness in Polly’s face.

“Y/n’s sick, really sick.” Polly started, looking at each Shelby sibling before continuing, “And I don’t want any of you to start worrying alright, because it won’t make it any easier.”

“Pol, what’s wrong with our y/n?” Arthur asked, not liking the way Polly was talking.

“Y/n has the Spanish flu. The doctor said with her symptoms it’s likely she’s been infected for a while.” Polly stated, waiting to hear the reaction.

“But she seemed fine last week.” Finn stated, looking at his aunt in confusion.

“The doctor said it will get worse, and there is a chance.” Polly stopped, wanting to get control of her emotions before continuing, “There is a chance that she may not survive this. Her bodies not able to keep up with it.” Polly looked down as silence fell around them.

Polly sighs, knowing the Shelby stubbornness was strong when it came to little y/n. She also knew that this would break the family, regardless of the outcome. And all Polly could do was pray, and hope, that y/n would at least make it to Christmas, her favorite time of year.

“Is she asleep?” Tommy asked, moving towards the stairs.

“Yes, and I don’t want anyone going into her. Don’t need anyone else catching it.” Polly stated forcibly, moving towards Tommy as he scoffed.

“You expect us to not be there for our sister when she’s ill, you clearly don’t know us Polly.” Tommy stated harshly.

“we’re not leaving her Pol, she needs us. And if she doesn’t make it we need her too.” Finn stated, sniffling from the tears.

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Info: Jay's friend from the army returns, and feelings arise when she becomes involved in the case.

Relationship: Jay Halstead x reader

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Little Snowflake

Info: Chicago is a magical place in the snow, but it becomes magical for the Severide family.

Relationship: Kelly Severide x wife reader

Kelly Severide sighed heavily as he looked outside the firehouse to see the snow falling heavily. It was always nice to see the snow cover the grounds, but as an emergency service worker, Kelly hated it. The roads always became slippy, regardless at how often they were cleared, which meant that multiple accidents were bound to happen. Severide had lost count at how many 51 had been called to today, but it was far from his mind with all the changes about to happen.

Kelly and Y/n were due to become parents in the next few weeks. The couple had hoped the snow would be gone before y/n’s due date, but it seemed unlikely the closer they got to the date. Kelly had told his wife to be careful with the change of weather, but y/n was always an anxious person when home alone, and with her leaving work to spend time relaxing before the baby, she often found herself walking to the firehouse to make dinner for the crew. Kelly would always scold her for walking to the house in the freezing temperatures, but y/n made the point of it being good for dilation.

Kelly smiled when he seen the familiar figure waddling up the driveway, a shopping bag in one hand. Seeing y/n’s slow steps, Kelly threw on his coat before walking down the driveway to meet her. Y/n smiled up at him as he took the bag from her, and rolled her eyes as Severide wrapped one arm around her waist, the other taking her hand along with the bags to help her walk.

“Kelly I’m fine walking on my own.” Y/n whined, shaking her head at her husbands antics. “I don’t want you to slip. It can harm the baby.” Kelly stated, shaking off her concerns as they made it inside the building. “I think the baby will be just fine with your genes.” Y/n remarked, allowing Kelly to take her coat and scarf, opting to keep on her hat. “Hi.” She smiled, pecking Kelly on the lips.

Kelly smiled as he moved to drape their coats over his chair before taking the bag once again as his wife mae her way into the canteen. Y/n smiled as she heard the firemen cheer when they seen her, Kelly just laughing as he moved to place the bag on the table.

“Hey, our chef is here.” Hermann stated, pointing at the very pregnant woman in front of them. “What we have today?” Mouch asked, looking over the couch to see her. “I was thinking some lamb stew, something easy.” Y/n shrugged, accepting the hug Stella gave her. “You didn’t have to come, we could of made something ourselves.” Stella scolded the woman, placing a hand on y/n’s very swollen stomach. “I like doing it. Nothing else to be doing with Kelly hiding all the babies stuff that needs to be built.” Y/n spared a glare to Kelly who put his hands up in surrender. “Forgive me for not wanting you straining yourself.” Kelly stated. “We haven’t even got the babies crib built yet.” Y/n remarked, causing everyone to chuckle.

Silence filled the room as the bell was heard, the woman’s voice coming through with the information needed. Y/n laughed lightly as the crew stepped into action, Kelly kissing the side of her head as he rushed by her. Tapping him on the arm, y/n watched the fire trucks drove off before moving to start prepping the food.

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The house was smelling of fresh cooking when Kelly returned from their newest case. Rubbing his hand over his face he followed the rest of the firefighters into the canteen where they could see y/n finishing up sorting the plates and basket of rolls.  Smiling slightly at her, he moved towards her to pull her into a hug, only for her to move away from him on the last second.

“Clean up first.” Y/n scrunched her nose as he looked at his sooty face. “Not even a hug.” Kelly mocked hurt. “No way are you touching me while your all dirt.” Y/n stated, causing Kelly to sigh jokingly. “Come on, dinners ready.”

Chuckling lightly Kelly moved away from his wife and quickly hit the showers. It wasn’t long before he returned, and y/n happily gave him a hug when he approached her. Rubbing his hand on her bump he gave her a quick kiss before moving to grab two plates. Following y/n to an empty chair, he dug into his food, very little conversation happening as each firefighter dug in.

The wind could be heard outside as y/n and Kelly made their way out to the front, Kelly helping y/n put on her coat before turning to grab his own. As he turned he seen y/n grimace slightly, hand her stomach, and he frowned as he walked towards her.

“You alright?” He asked, placing a hand on her back. “Yeah just baby kicking like crazy lately” Y/n sighed, rubbing her stomach lightly. “Do you want to sit down for a minute? I’ll just tell Boden I’m walking you home.” “No Kelly, I’m fine. Just give me a minute to catch my breath and then I can..” Kelly cut him off only to stop mid conversation. “You been getting these often?” Kelly asked, concerned for her and the babies wellbeing. “This morning but than they went away. I’m sure they’ll settle in a minute.” Y/n’s voiced pitched higher as she felt another strong kick, followed by the feeling of water on her legs. “I think your waters just broke.” Kelly spoke, panicking slightly at the puddle on the ground. “No, no, I’m sure it’s false labour.” Y/n spoke, trying to convince herself. “Waters don’t break at false labour babe.” Kelly stated, grabbing y/n’s arm to help her sit down. “We’re not ready, we haven’t even a crib for them.” Y/n stated, cringing as she felt another contraction. “Hey, hey, breath, it’s okay. We’ll get through this okay. Stella.” Kelly called out, crouching down to be at y/n’s eye level.

Hearing Kelly shout her first name, Kidd ran out, stopping as she seen Kelly crouching down in front of y/n. Y/n had her head on Kelly’s chest, trying to ignore the waves of pain. They weren’t that close at the minute, so Kelly knew they had time, but he wanted to get to the hospital before the bad night fall of snow began.

“We need to get y/n to the hospital.” Kelly stated, and Kidd nodded.

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Kelly had stayed by y/n’s side throughout the journey to the hospital. Brett and Kidd both went with them with the weather conditions unknown. Every now and then they heard y/n cry out in pain, but Kelly kept holding her hands, allowing her to squeeze them as hard as she wanted. On arrival, y/n was brought straight to the maternity ward, where Maggie was waiting. Having been y/n’s nurse throughout the pregnancy, she wanted to be there to help y/n when needed.

The birth wasn’t quick, but it was smooth sailing, and Kelly felt like he had little time to think before Maggie shouted that they could see the head. When Kelly let go of y/n’s hand to grab himself a drink, y/n had taken to hitting his arm multiple times, causing him to give up and turn his full attention to her. His hand was numb by the end but he didn’t care so long as mother and baby were okay.

“It’s a healthy baby boy. Congratulations.” Maggie announced as cries were heard, and y/n struggled to catch her breath as she laughed lightly. “You did it y/n.” Kelly smiled down at her, tears evident in his eyes. “A baby boy.” Y/n cried, watching as the baby was wrapped in a blanket. “Would dad like  to do the honours?” Maggie asked, offering the surgical scissors to Kelly. “Where do I?” “Just here where the clamp is.” Maggie coaxed his hand to the umbilical cord, helping him cut it.

Kelly smiled as he caught his first look at his son before grinning at y/n. Leaning down to kiss y/n’s head he moved her hair back from her forehead before the baby was hand to him. Y/n watched tiredly as the nurses worked to tidy her up.

“You just need two stitches.” Maggie noted, allowing the doctor in. “He’s perfect.” Kelly stated, bringing the baby over to his mother. “I never thought I could love any more than I do now.” Y/n spoke as Kelly placed the babe in her arms. “What are we calling him?” Maggie asked, moving to admire the baby. “Nicholous, Nickolous Kel Severide.” Y/n noted, Kelly nodded in agreement. “Perfect, just like his mother.” Kelly nodded, kissing y/n’s head as she looked down at the baby in her arms.

scared and alone (7/12)

Info: Y/n ends up deep into the woods, not knowing riven and sky had followed her. A frozen one attacks her but doesn't succeed as she is saved by the boys. They come towards her but she doesn't let them near her, afraid she will hurt them before running to the greenhouse, begging for help.

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Y/n gasps for breathes as she runs through the forest. Looking up, she screams in frustrating as ice sparks from her hands onto the ground while she falls onto her knees. Leaning her arm on a trunk of a tree she puts her head against it as she starts crying once again.

She freezes as she hears a noise behind before turning and screaming. She pushes back with her arms as a frozen one comes for her. Crying in fear, she covers her face only to hear a screech. Opening her eyes she sees a branch pierced through it's chest.

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Riven and Sky chase after y/n as she heads towards the woods. Hiding behind a tree they see her lose control.

"Mate she needs help." Riven stated, concerned for his friend as they watched her break down crying. "I know, and we haven't been there for her." Sky stated, his heart breaking seeing his best girl mate so broken. "Yeah well, we're here for her now, even if she's stubborn about it." Riven said with determination, going towards her only for Sky to grab his shoulder. "Wait." "Sky, she needs us." Riven glared at Sky, shrugging his hand off his shoulder roughly. "I know but we also have to be cautious. Her feelings are all over the place meaning her powers aren't under control. We can't just go over to her or else we'll get hurt causing her to feel worse." Sky stated, looking Riven in the eye.

They both snapped there heads towards y/n when they heard her screaming. there eyes widened when they seen a frozen one leaning over a terrified y/n. Riven looks around and grabs a branch from the ground before throwing it at the creature, watching as it crumbled onto the ground. They moved closer with caution as y/n scrambled to her feet.

"I thought frozen ones weren't seen in century's." Riven stated. "We thought that about burned ones too but you know." Sky stated as they watched y/n sand up properly.

"Stay away.." She begged them, putting her hands up shakenly. "Just calm down y/n, please. We can help you." Sky stated, putting his hands up in surrender. "No you can't." Y/n said, stepping back with distraught. "Y/n we're sorry we weren't there for you when you needed us but we can help you now. You just have to let us in." Riven stated, tears unwillingly building in his eyes. "I'll just hurt you." She whimpered, leaning against a tree. "No you won't, I know you won't." Sky stated softly as he moved closer, placing a hand out, hoping she would take it. She looked at him with sadness before turning to Riven who nodded in assurance. "No." She shouted as she shook her head before running off in the direction of the greenhouse.

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Harvey, Terra and Sam were in the greenhouse working away when suddenly the door slammed against the wall. Startled, they looked up to see a hysterical y/n burst into the room.

"Y/n?" Terra asked as she and Sam stood up. Y/n didn't move but instead stood in the room shaking. "Terra, get headmistress Dowling, tell her that it's happened again, she'll know what you mean. Sam tell Headmaster Silva the same." Harvey ordered his children as he stood up as well. "Is she okay?" Terra asked, concerned for her roommate. "Now Terra." Harvey said urgently causing his children to rush off.

Y/n breath increased rapidly as she began to ventilated.

"Y/n, listen to me you need to calm down." Harvey stated as he closed the door gently. "I can't." She replied in rapid breathes. "Control your breathing or else you will lose control of your magic." He stated, coaching her with his breath.

Y/n moved her vision to professor Harvey and slowly tried to catch her breath. She sat on the bed as her breathing slowed down.

"I can't do it anymore." Y/n stated, silent tears rolling down her cheeks as she looked down at her lap. Harvey just listened as she continued to talk. "I am tired of losing control and the feeling of aloneness and fear. I can't keep living like this." She stated before turning her vision back to the professor, "Which is why I am asking you, begging you, to remove my powers." She stated as Dowling and Silva walked into the greenhouse.

Dowling and Silva froze in shock. Harvey looked at y/n with confusion before turning to his peer teachers in surprise.

"Y/n what your asking, isn't possible." Dowling stated, moving carefully towards her student. "Oh don't lie, I know it is Farah. I read it in the so called forbidden books." Y/n stated, looking at Dowling. "Y/n, what your asking for................" Silva started, placing a hand in front of him. "Please, just take them. I can't do it anymore. I'm afraid of what's to come. With the frozen ones after me I just can't do it anymore, I'm done." Y/n cried out, putting her hands on her face as sobs racked through her body.

The teachers turned their attention to the door as it opened once again. Sky and Riven came into the greenhouse with looks of worry before seeing y/n sitting on the bed beside Harvey.

"Y/n." Sky breathed in relief causing y/ns head to shot up. "No, please, no, stay away." She cried in a loud voice as they tried to come to her.

Silva quickly made his way to the boys and held them away from her. Y/n stood up from the bed and ran towards the exit for the halls. The two began to fight their trainer as he began to push them out of the greenhouse when they seen her try to run.

"Boys you need to leave." Silva stated in a stern voice, starting to struggle against the two boys as they fought back. "No, please, stop." Y/n screamed as Harvey held her in a tight embrace. "Silva she needs us." Sky fought with his second father, trying to get to his friend. "She's needed you for awhile now and you weren't there. Your making her restless so you need to leave." Silva stated in a harsh tone "Silva please." Sky begged, hearing the cries of y/n. "Sky, please, leave. It's the best thing you can do right now." Silva stated, finally pushing Riven and Sky out of the greenhouse before closing the door.

Y/n cried and screamed out as Harvey kneeled on the ground with her still in his arms. Her vision was no longer clear and she couldn't see anything around her as she heard her teachers trying to help her.

"Please." She begged tiredly, "Please."

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Secrets can't always be kept to yourself (Masterlist)

Y/n is a 17 year old girl who, like Reid, graduated early and is now doing an internship with the FBI. Having worked with the young girl since she begun and become impressed with the way she works, the BAU crew took a liking to her and took her under their wing. But no matter how close you become to someone, you never know what they can be hiding, and maybe figuring out the signs can happen too late.

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Christmas 2024

Make it to Christmas- Shelby sister Info: Christmas for the Shelby clan were never special, but this year seems t be the worst as y/n, the youngest, has been diagnosed with the illness that takes many away. Warnings: Mention of sick child, child loss, grief

For those who can't be here- Halstead sister Info: Y/n spend her first Christmas without her father, but she tries to remember the good times while making new traditions without her. Warnings: Grief, loss parent

Stocking Filler- Winchester sister Info: Living on the road means no Christmas tree, but Dean makes sure his little sister has some of the Christmas Magic.

Merry Christmas everyone- Prince Fredrich x Bridgerton reader Info: Y/n loves Christmas, even as she grows older, and since her marriage to the prince, she holds a ball to celebrate her favourite time of year.

Christmas always finds me- Jensen Ackles x daughter reader Info: The younger kids may be the ones who Steal Jensen's attention, but their father can always tell when their sister is having a tough time. Warnings: Depression, sadness, loneliness

Sparkling lights- Bridgerton sister Info: Young Y/n Bridgerton loves everything to do with Christmas, especially the lights that line the streets in December.

Singing Carols- Tony Stark x daughter reader Info: Tony Stark wasn't one for singing while sober, but he finds it hard to say no when his daughter asks him to join her choir.

Make it to Christmas- Matt Casey x Halstead sister Info: Y/n and Casey both know their relationship would be better off done, but y/n wants them to stick it out till the end of the festivities.

Silent night- Winchester Sister Y/n Winchester was always fond of Christmas, but Christmas is silent this year as her brothers grieve the loss of their sister. Warnings: Death, loss, grief

Christmas tears- Anthony Bridgerton x wife reader Info: Y/n used to love the festive holidays, but this year she loses something special. Warnings: Child loss, grief

Bring me home for Christmas- Steve Rogers x wife reader Info: Steve and y/ have been married for many years, having grown up together, and y/n wishes for Christmas is to go back to the olden days.

Little Snowflake- Kelly Severide x wife reader Info: Chicago is a magical place in the snow, but it becomes more magical for the Severide family.

Scared and alone (3/12)

Info: Y/n meets the first years she's mentoring and has a run in with Stella, who doesn't like her relationship with Sky. First day of classes doesn't end well causing her to run out into the woods where her magic gets out of control as teachers turn up. Emotions run high leading to a visit to the informatory.

Relationship: Sky x Riven x Reader (Platonic)

Warnings: Mentions of death, loss of parents, harmful acts.

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Y/n groaned as she woke up with sore eyes from crying herself to sleep. Picking up her phone she looked at herself to see her eyes red and swollen. Thoughts of what happened last night came back and she blinked back the tears as a knock came from the door.

"Yeah?" She called out after clearing her throat. She looked up as she seen the red haired girl Sky had talked to first day appear at the door. "Hi, um, I just decided to umm, introduce myself. I'm uhh, I'm Bloom. First year. One of your dorm mates." Bloom started causing y/n to chuckle a small bit. "I'm y/n, second year. Your mentor along with Stella." Y/n introduced herself as she got out clothes for the day. "Oh, umm, hi." "Hi." Y/n smiled weakly, turning to look at the red head as she got her clothes and put them on her bed. "Umm, I didn't see you at the Induction party." Bloom started only for Y/n to interrupt her. "Yeah, umm, I wasn't feeling up for it." Y/n shrugged, looking down. "Oh, umm, are you okay? Just your eyes are red and swollen." Bloom pointed causing Y/n to silently curse herself. "just missing home." Y/n stated bluntly with a fake smile. "Oh, okay, yeah I get it." Bloom nodded, "Hey umm, the other girls are up if you want to meet them." Bloom stated pointing behind her. "Uhh, yeah sure." Y/n faked a smile as she followed y/n into the kitchen sector of the dorm.

"Hey guys, this is y/n. She's our mentor as well as Stella." Bloom stated, introducing the older girl. "Well I sure hope she's better then Stella." Musa stated, looking at the second year fairy as she put her headphones down before looking at y/n with confusion. "Hi y/n, I'm Aisha, this is Musa, and Terra." "Hi, if you need anything my room is there." Y/n smiled softly, pointing to her room. "Would you like a succulent?" Terra asked. "Uhh sure." She nodded, accepting the plant from Terra. "It doesn't need much to survive." "Thanks. Uh, I'm gonna get ready for the day." Y/n smiled, indicating to her room. "Sure, we'll leave you to it." Aisha nodded before the older fairy left to her room

Once her door was closed, Y/n sighed and closed her eyes as she took deep breaths, trying to calm herself for the day ahead. Opening them she looked down at the plant in her hand and smiled weakly before placing it on her desk so she could get ready for the day.

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As y/n went to go into the kitchen she seen Musa standing at the counter making coffee. The empath turned to see her mentor and smiled at her.

"Sorry, I'll move." The younger girl apologized. "No it's okay don't worry." Y/n smiled, taking a cup and making some coffee for herself. "Are you okay?" "Sorry?" Y/n asked in confusion, not looking up from her cup. "I'm an empath, I feel everything your feeling. And I can feel your sadness." Musa stated causing y/n to curse silently before looking at the young girl. "Yeah, just missing home you know." she half lied with a weak smile. "Oh." Was all Musa said, unsure of what to say next.

Y/n smiled and held up her cup of coffee in a cheers motion before heading back to her room, making a mental note to learn how to block others from feeling her feelings or hearing her thoughts. The last thing she wanted was to have to tell practical strangers yet also room mates that her parents died when she still hadn't told her friends.

Finishing getting ready she sighed and looked in the mirror one last time before getting her bag and heading out to see the girls talking to Stella. She didn't really pay attention but looked up when her name was called to see Stella going towards her with a scowl on her face.

"Y/n, I heard you in Sky's room last night." She stated, crossing her arms. "Firstly it's also Rivens room. And second, you were there last I checked. Stayed the night as well by the look of it." Y/n stated, crossing her arms at the end. "Well we all know who he prefers." She stated with a smirk on her face. "Excuse me." Y/n asked, leaning towards Stella with a glare. "Well, from what I heard he forgot about you and chose me over you. And as for Riven well, he also didn't remember you. You saw how confused they were when you turned up." She stated curtly. "Shut up Stella, I'm not in the mood." Y/n stated, trying to avoid her. "Yeah, I know all about you missing home, as if they care. You mean nothing to Sky or Riven, they just keep you around because they were too kind last year to tell you to leave them alone." Stella stated, moving her face inches away from y/n's. "You know nothing." Y/n said, her teeth gritted together. "Do I not, then why didn't they come get you from here like they done last year." Stella asked with fake surprise. "Early training session." Y/n shrugged. "Yeah I doubt that. Because I was with Sky and he said that his first class was with us."

Y/n looked Stella in the eyes before grabbing her bag and leaving the dorm. Aisha and Terra watched y/n leave with sad eyes as Bloom tried to stop her and Musa shouted at Stella, all four after seeing what happened.

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Y/n ignored everyone and just headed to the room where class was going to be. Sitting at the desk near the back she kept her head down as people started coming in. Looking down she listened as Dowling started explaining what was going to happen in the class today. Eventually the class begun using their magic to cancel out their partners. Being alone Dowling came towards her and went to work with her.

"Keep a clear mind. Concentrate on the task on hand." Dowling reminded her, seeing her struggling to work her magic. "It's not working." Y/n stated, starting to get frustrated. "Take our time, don't rush it." Dowling stated, looking at her student.

Y/n got frustrated trying to work it. She tried again and growled as it didn't work only for ice to start crawling up the table and towards Dowling. Y/n gasped causing other students to turn and watch as y/n tried to stop the icicles that had formed and were going towards Dowling. Unfazed, Dowling calmly looked at the young girl and held her hand up causing the ice to defrost.

Breathing heavily, y/n grabbed her back and rushed out of the room, the rest of the students watching her. Turning back to Dowling, the students got up as she dismissed the class, watching the class go before leaving herself.

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Y/n gasped as she came to a stop and leaned against a tree to catch her breath. Looking around she seen no one around and allowed her self to let go. Screaming, a burst of energy was released from her causing ice and frost to surround her as she collapsed to the ground in tears. Heaving and sobbing she didn't hear footsteps coming towards her and looked up terrified as someone grabbed her shoulder.

"Y/n, it's headmistress Dowling, are you okay?" Dowling asked, crouched in front of her, as Silva and Harvey came up behind her. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, I'm sorry." Y/n cried, curling into herself to avoid looking at the teachers. "Y/n, y/n listen to me. It's understandable how you are right now. Ur loss and sadness is powering your magic and it's causing you to go out of control with the littlest thing." Dowling tried to explain to the young girl. "I can't do this anymore. I'll hurt someone if it keeps going on." Y/n gasped, struggling to breath. "Let's concentrate on you right now." Dowling said as she realized the young fairy was having a panic attack.

"Y/n, I need you to calm down." Harvey said, crouching in front of the young fairy as Dowling got up. "No, no I can't, I can't I can't." Y/n repeated before a burst of ice went to where Dowling and Silva were standing causing them to move back and look at each other in shock. "Y/n you have to try. Breath with me." Harvey instructed her in a calm voice, ignoring what just happened.

"We might have to sedate her." Silva said, watching as Harvey failed to comfort the girl as another spark of ice came towards them. "No, we can't." Dowling started. "Farah we are past the barrier, they're could be burned ones or frozen ones anywhere. She isn't capable of calming herself, look at her. She's over stressed, she needs help." Silva stated, pointing at the young girl in front of them who was clearly in distress. "Professor Harvey?" Dowling asked, looking at Silva before turning to the teacher who was currently trying to comfort the young girl. "I don't think we have any other option." He nodded before turning to the girl in front of her.

Dowling nodded and Harvey moved slightly to get the sedative from his pouch, ignoring the ice that skimmed him. Y/n shook as she struggled to breath, covering her face with her hands. Hearing movement coming towards her, she flinched before looking up slightly to see Harvey coming towards her with a small needle, Dowling and Silva behind him.

"Please, don't tell Sky and Riven." She cried as she struggled to breath. "Your just going to feel a pinch, don't worry, when you wake up you will feel better." Harvey said after he looked at Silva along with Dowling.

"Why doesn't she want Riven and Sky to know?" Dowling asked as Harvey moved out of the way for Silva to pick her up. "I'm guessing because they don't know about her parents death." Silva stated as she adjusted y/n into a safe hold. "Poor girl, let's get her to the informatory where she can rest easily." Harvey said before leading the way back to the school.

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Info: Y/n suffers with panic attacks, and counting seems to help

Relationship: Halstead brothers x sister

From a young age y/n had always been an anxious child. While her class mates ran around the school yard playing, y/n opted to spend her time curled up in a ball at the corner of the yard, avoiding the concerned looks of teachers. The teachers never bothered her, she was a troubled kid who had good grades so they saw no need to chastise her. She lost her mum early on, and it was no secret that her father was found of the drink. Bother her brothers left home even before their mother died, so the young girl only had herself really.

When Jay returned, he seen the way his sister was and tried to get her out more often. He’d bring her to the park and try encourage her to play with the other children. It always ended in tears, so Jay ended up leaving it, thinking his sister would eventually come out of her shyness and find friends of her own. However in high school y/n became the loner of the class, no one went near her until class projects were due. She was known as the smart one in class, so naturally everyone wanted her on their team to get the good grades. So it was no surprise when she graduated all honours, even became the top of her class. The young girl got scholarships for 4 out of the 5 colleges she applied for, and she started studying forensics and lab.

It was during her early college years when Will came back. Being a doctor, he seen the signs and approached y/n, suggesting she went to get checked out for anxiety. It was in the hospital that y/n had her first panic attack. She was waiting in the waiting room, fiddling with her hands when Dr Charles called out her names. Not being good at talking to people., she often went hours without talking to her brothers, her anxiety hit the roof, and her chest collapsed in on itself. Dr Charles had seen the young girls reaction and called for her brother, before telling him that his sister had anxiety. She winded up in hysterics, and her brother and Charles struggled to help her, before Will started counting their breathing, and the girl started to calm down. Figuring out that counting helped the Halstead girl was a relieve for her brothers. She was given medication to help her, but the odd flare up did happen.

Y/n’s job as a crime scene analyser was a stressful job, but Jay seen his sister become more lively. Her old shy self-became a more energetic young woman, and even though Jay knew that a lot of that was due to the medication Dr. Charles put her on, he could never stop the smile when he seen her passion grow for the work she did. Majority of the crime scenes were never nice to see, but y/n always came with a smile, and left with the attitude to work. Gone were the days Jay would see her sister come to the crime scene with a slouched appearance, staying away from her coworkers and detectives. She begun talking and explaining things to Hank, leaving even Hank impressed with the new y/n.

She’d even spend nights out in Molly’s with Will & Jay after tough cases. Which was where she was when things came down on her. An arson case had just been solved, and y/n had been head of the forensics team for it. It wasn’t often that y/n took the top for cases, due to her anxiety she’d often turn down opportunities like that, but with her anxiety under control she decided to take a chance. Yet the added pressure of meetings with her team and taking control of what went on, y/n couldn’t help the feeling that started to build in her chest.

The Halstead siblings sat in their usual booth at the bar, Jay & Will joking with Severide after coming out of another big case. Many victims had been lost within the fires, and multiple casualties from the fires. Med & 51 had been run off their feet the past few days saving all they could and trying to prevent the fires from spreading, while Pd had been trying to figure out who the person was, and why they were doing it. Multiple charcoaled victims were brought to y/n to analyse, and many scenes were left with little to go by. The big hit was when the arsonist got sloppy, and 51 had gotten to the scene on time to stop the fire, leading to forensics to find his DNA on the letterbox of the front door.

The first sign of y/n’s anxiety would be her being quiet. Having not seen their sister having a panic attack in a while, they never noticed how she stayed away from the conversation, offering a weak smile that they put down to tiredness. The second was when y/n began to pick at the bottles sticker and fidgeting with the bottle. Severide glanced at the younger Halstead as the bottle was heard moving from one hand to the other. The tired sign became evident as y/n cleared her throat and tucked her hair behind her ear before moving in her seat, pushing at Jay slightly to get out.

The fourth sign was the one the Halstead brothers caught onto. Y/n staggered off the booth, hand on her chest as she moved to hold into a stool for balance. Y/n wasn’t one for much drink, so her brothers knew straight away that something was wrong. Glancing at his brother, Will excused himself for Severide to get up before walking towards his sister. Those around them watched as the Halstead sister’s breath became evidently sharp as she made her way to the bathroom. Not caring about it being the women’s bathroom, Will entered after her just as she locked the door to the stall she entered.

“You good?” Jay asked, seeing the slight distress on y/n’s face.

“Bathroom.” Y/n muttered to him ,rushing to get out of the booth and head to the bathroom.

Y/n held her chest as she rushed to close the toilet seat before sitting on it, leaning forwards. Tears streamed down her face as she gasped for breath, and she ignored the knock that came from the door.

Jay had walked to the bar and asked for Stella to help him get into the women’s bathroom. Wanting to be a little sensitive to the fact that it was the women’s bathroom, he got Stella to open the door for him before he went in to his brothers side. Will glanced at his brother with sad eyes, and Jay nodded in understanding.

“Y/n open up please.” Will’s soft vice was heard.

All Will could hear was y/n’s staggered breathing.

“Y/n, let me help.”

“Y/n, I’m going to kick the door in alright.” Jay spoke into the door towards y/n, knowing their sister would probably be in a ball of herself.

Lifting his foot, Jay held onto the sides of the stall as he turned to kick the door, muttering an apology to Stella as he done so. With the door opened, the Halstead’s hearts clenched at the sight of their sister with her knees to her chest, head ducked down. Deciding to move towards their sister, Will gently placed a hand on y/n’s chin, and she flinched at the contact. He forced her to remove her hands from her face and held them in his. She glanced at him with the hood of her eyes, and he smiled reassuringly as he brought her hand to his chest.

Jay watched as Will coached their sister to breath in time with him, and rolled a hand through his hair as she began to breath with their brother. Her breathing turned to hiccups as she started to breath slowly, and Will smiled at her as he placed a hand on her cheek gently.

“We’ll take this slowly Alright?” Will offered, and y/n nodded slightly.

“One.” Ill started, breathing in dramatically, “two.” He repelled his breath, watching y/n try to do the same. “Three.” In “four” out.

Y/n smiled and looked down, wiping her hands before dabbing at her face.

“There you go, that’s it.” Will smiled, talking to her as if she was a child as he wiped a stray tear that fell.

“I’m sorry.” Y/n whispered, looking down.

“It’s okay.” Will reassured her.

“You haven’t had one of them for awhile.” Jay observed, causing his sister to look at him.

“What brought it on?” Will asked, as he moved out of the cubicle so y/n could move to the sink.

“I think taking the lead on the analyses team was a big step, I got a bit freaked out I guess.” Y/n shrugged, cupping water in her hand before splashing her face.

“You were great. But don’t feel you have to continue it now that you’ve done it. What you done was a big case, maybe do a few small ones instead.” Jay stated, kissing the back of her head as he placed his hands on her head and looked at her through the mirror.

“We’re proud of you y/n, you did good. Take it easy on yourself. You took a big step this time, it’ll always be up and down, but your doing amazing regardless.” Will stated, leaning against the sink beside her as he spoke to her.

When y/n left the bathroom she seen Jay talking to a less than impressed Hermann and Will laughing beside him. Seeing the look on her older brothers face, she could tell Hermann was giving out to him about the bathroom door, but it quickly stopped when Stella hit Hermann on the back of the head.

“Take your time and come out when your ready. We can head home and have an early night if you’d like.” Jay stated, running his hands through her hair to get rid of the knots.

“Maybe another drink first.” Y/n smiled weakly, and Jay hugged her from behind.

“Whatever you want.” He smiled at her, kissing her cheek before leaving the bathroom, Will following in toll.

Y/n could only smile at Jay as he turned to face her, and he winked back, letting her take a beer from him before they sat down at their booth, talking with Severide about the time fire department was called to save a cat.

“He was worried about his sister, let him be.” Stella spoke to the older man.

“I’m just saying, you know, there are better ways to getting in than kicking the door in.” Hermann defended himself.

“Sure Hermann, I’ll take it easy next time my sister locks her self in for a panic attack.” Jay stated, rolling his eyes as Stella gave him the three beers.