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Those were the good old days indeed, haha.

"And yet I should've said something regardless if I knew how much it would break you..."

Hey, remember those times when we did photo shoots in a certain game and you asked me to put on my "wedding dress" outfit for one?

I'm drawing it because memory lane and ouch. At first glance it's a beautiful, innocent photo when the story behind it says differently... 🥲🧎‍♀️

OH MY ARCHONS YEAH I remember all those photo shoots we did in Dragon Raja very well, good ol' times... 😭

A beautiful photo with a tragic story hidden within 😌✨ Looking forward to that drawing though~

Ahahah I loved my boy so much

Update: still feeling a certain way as I slowly finish 😳😶

The more I write this snippet part 2 with Chao, the more I wonder if I'm going to need holy water because the words I'm putting in there is making me feel a certain way 🏃💨

little psa

also i don’t know if this is too political for my blog. but i’m going to say it.

pertaining to may…

may is coming up soon which is nice. hopefully there will be nice weather and may is a good month for us. but this is your reminder that may is not pre-pride. in america, may is asian-american pacific islander heritage month, shortened to aapi month. this is a reminder to not wash out may with pride (which is in june). may is not pre-pride. we as a group should not be overlooked by pride. aapi month 2021 was horrid because it was filled with such intense anti-asian sentiment and was also overshadowed in favor of pride month. let’s work to make up for it with a great aapi month in 2022 where we actually uplift asian voices, call out anti-asian sentiment, interrogate our own biases, and celebrate asian people as a whole.

and not just east asian either. south, southeast, central, west, and everyone in between matters just as much as east asians. this is also not the time to be performative. do not speak up on asian issues just for may clout and then dismiss them once may is over. the issues we face, especially those of us in the diaspora, do not disappear once may ends. we endure them 24/7, 52 weeks, 365 days a year.

pertaining to june…

we also know disney is going to revert back to rainbow capitalism to get our dollar. do not let them. remind them that they purposely donated to bills like don’t say gay. they actively are trying to harm a community they heavily profit off of.

furthermore, we should uplift bipoc queer voices in june. the lgbtqia+ community tends to be represented as overwhelming white and white queer voices are always prioritized. also, white lgbtqia+ community, don’t be afraid to hold your own accountable for their own actions. we also need to start deconstructing ideas and attitudes and mannerisms associated with the lgbtqia+ community.

i also hope that we still continue to make fun of corporations’ attempt at rainbow capitalism (e.g. target). it’s quite funny actually.

Someone throw prepare a holy water cleansing, I need it

Wouldn't trade you for the world either, Alice! You're the sweetest angel and demon I've ever met 🥺❤

Super weird question but how did you meet your mutuals online? could be offline too.

Let me tell you a story about “How I met my mutuals” then uwu)~

I know @daily-scarabia and @daily-diasomnia in real life because they were my classmates from high school. They’ve stuck by my side throughout the years, and although we often tear at each other’s throats, we love each other /p all the same. We are the Sebek to each other’s Malleus LOL

My first Tumblr friends are @kreidenprinz-imagines, @unknown-aisling, @prince-les and @promisedvictories. I met them while I was still writing for Identity V back then (I used to have a blog called identityvarchives), and they’re honestly the kindest and sweetest people ever. We hit it off when we started chatting with each other in the discord server I made (it was public at first but it eventually became a close friends type of server), and I wouldn’t trade them for the world.

Then I left Identity V permanently (so long toxic fandom-) and entered the Genshin fandom. @melkxsh, @istannorcas, @lesmouche and @hvrbinqer are the people I got close with while I was happily producing stories every day, and if it wasn’t for their existence, I wouldn’t have enjoyed my time as a Genshin writer (I still like writing for Genshin but my motivation is elsewhere at the moment-).

And now, my Twisted Wonderland era. I’ve made so many wonderful friends here:

@yu-shi-lost-in-wonderland - my first friend in the twst fandom (and the one who helped me get comfortable). She sent in asks while I was still a new twst writing blog, and from there, we just started talking to each other more often and found out that we’re fellow introverts who like to take our time in responding to messages. We’re similar in a lot of ways, and I consider her as a sister <3

@fr0st-km + @sinsinrants - these two came as one package, and I followed them back when I discovered that they’re both Indonesian- As soon as I became friends with Frosty, I also became friends with Crayon Sin XD The amount of times they’ve made me laugh with their shenanigans on the dashboard, and the amount of times Crayon Sin has made me lose braincells because of the Indonesian memes they’d tag both of us in...

@blossomized-loveshow + @twistedlovenotes - another pair that came as one package. They were already friends with each other from the start, so I snatched both of them up when Nae approached me in my dms because of the Haniwa songs I used for the Ace hcs with a J-POP idol fem!S/O. They’re my cute babies who I will protect with my mama bear paws <3

@nanamisflowerfield - I accidentally discovered Nana while I was going through my followers list (I have the notif for new followers turned off) and recognised her URL. Checked out her blog, saw that she writes for Genshin and twst (and that she plays Tales of Luminaria-), and hit the follow button. I’ve sent her a few asks before and the way she responds never fails to make me smile >w<)/

@lovelettersforganyu - Silver simp (future Ayato simp). We bonded through our love for Silver, and also because she approached me via discord. I like flustering her using my Jamil bot because the way she goes absolutely bonkers is hilarious :DD

@glamorousruins - Ruin is one of my early followers. I’ve had my eye on him for the longest time because of his blog title “Riddle’s Personal Foot Stool” (also bestie your game desc... “foot stool mode activated”...). It had me laughing for hours, but I was slightly intimidated by his Riddle pfp for some reason (IT WASN’T EVEN THE SCARY ONE. IT WAS RIDDLE SMILING BUT IDK I WAS LIKE “I wanna talk to him but-”). We only started talking in dms and became mutuals recently, and his loose hair Sebek doodle had me simping for the tsundere crocodile for days.

@glass-cage-of-emotion-12 - AURIEEEEEEE is also one of my early followers! I didn’t know they had a writing blog until recently so I’d say she’s one of my newer mutuals. Although we’ve only interacted a little, they’ve been nothing but kind and supportive to me. My eyes also popped out of their sockets when I found out that they live in Malaysia, because that’s where I grew up.

@twstedtales - Apparently, she found me through my Genshin story “The Beginning” on Quotev (it’s also posted on my other socials, including Tumblr), and traced me back to my blogs which she follows. I happened to be looking through my followers list again (I do this once every blue moon so it was lucky timing-) and saw her. I immediately recognised her URL so I followed back LOL and BAM we mutuals~

@floral-poisons - Apparently, they’ve been following me with their main blog and I just wasn’t aware lmao- We recently became mutuals because I found them through one of Lyza’s posts! They’re super friendly and their headcanons are fun to read through~

@woven-dreams - My newest mutual. A Malleus simp. She may be cool and collected with her responses, but in dms she’s basically Floyd v2. I first met her through an ask she sent in after I posted my 1k special one-shot, and we just hit it off from there XD

Note that I didn’t mention ALL of my mutuals because some of them are following my Genshin blog only/I haven’t really spoken to them enough >w>

Mask AU ft. Heartslabyul🌹

I was feeling funky so!!! I design. I think it’s cool concept if their weapon is made of red paint that can transform :D

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sfw;

Mondstadt : Albedo, Primordial Albedo, Bennett, Diluc, Kaeya, Venti, Jean, Rosaria

Liyue : Baizhu, Beidou, Chongyun, Hu Tao, Ningguang, Shenhe, Tartaglia/Childe, Xiao, Xingqiu, Zhongli

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nsfw; Arthur Pendragon, Tristan, Gawain, Bedivere, Merlin, Gilgamesh (Caster), EMIYA (Archer), Diarmuid Ua Duibhne, Cú Chulainn (Lancer & Caster), Prince of Lanling

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Hmmmmmmm....

Hmmmmmmmmm....

*more thinking noises*

Ngl, I kinda wanna interact with my twstsona with a couple blogs' ocs but I feel so shy just entering their inboxes 🧎‍♀️. The day I do is one I will ascend to the heavens so uh if you see a random birb in your inbox hiding on anon, it me. Probably

Have a doodle of past Mira for now

You know those times where you unintentionally reuse an old oc and don't realize it until much later?

This is one of those times, I unintentionally reused Julie Ausleape for Luscinia when I joined a game... at this point I should just merged them like i did with Iola and Viola dhdjdhdhd

𝐌𝐚𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐂𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐣𝐮 𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭

“Greetings distant traveler. I am Shizuka, Guardian of Chinju Forest and its inhabitants. How one has received this sacred duty or the cruel scar on one's eyes is a secret to be kept to oneself don't you think?”

》 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐅𝐈𝐋𝐄

A young girl who guards Chinju Forest alongside the Protector of the Grove. Due to her distant nature around humans, she is hailed as an ethereal being whose blindness is no obstacle for her devastating arrows that hunt down its enemies.

Full Name: Shizuka

Age: 17

Gender: Female

Height: 158 cm

Birthday: February 18th

Occupation: Guardian

Affiliation: Chinju Forest

Ancestry: Unknown

Region: Inazuma

Rarity: ☆☆☆☆

Weapon: Bow

Vision: Dendro

Constellation: Cordis Puritatem

Special Dish: “Chronicles of Life” (has a chance of being obtained by cooking Five Pickled Treasures with Shizuka)

How to Obtain: Event Wish - Euphony of Mortality's Stillness

Additional Titles:

Lady Shizuka (Visitors)

Kakitsubata (Kosuke - in private)

Guardian of Chinju Forest (Inazuma)

》 𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐘

Shizuka’s initial personality seems fitting with her rather ethereal look. She doesn't seem to really mingle with people, preferring to spend time alone in Chinju Forest or near nature, and chooses not to speak unless spoken to. She is often occupied by her thoughts and duty, which proves to be difficult to gain her attention without an arrow sent your way. She shows great discomfort in conversing with strangers and the discomfort is expressed in a plethora of ways, ranging from sneaking away or scratching at her skin as she speaks, to flat out ignoring people, often unintentionally rubbing off as distant to the people around her.

When she does speak, Shizuka is truthful as she finds great difficulty and disgust in lying, leading her to sometimes be described as 'brutally honest'. Her words can often be quite harsh and pierce a person’s feelings, though she rarely means harm when she speaks unless the encounter is hostile. Should anyone visiting Chinju Forest pose a threat to its inhabitants and nature, Shizuka is quick to pick up her weapon and eliminate them without hesitation in burning rage. Getting to know her is nearly impossible, partly due to her ailment and her refusal to stray away from her duty, however once a person has gotten though her seemingly thick shell, they often find she is much more than what is presented.

By a few close friends, Shizuka has been described as thoughtful, appearing to always be aware of the needs and wanted of those around her, and often willing to give up her own comfort and need for the sake of her friends. She is greatly loyal to a select few people, willing to risk injury and life for their sake if Fate calls for it. For a lengthy time, this loyalty had been directed towards her family, but recently her kindness has been known to have no bounds, her heart reaching out to even the smallest of creatures and people in despair with sincere comfort. For her, it is a sacred duty to care and protect the innocence of life.

》 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒

Character Details

One could always trust for the arrows that come for the evildoers should you ever call for the blind Guardian. But despite such praise for her diligent protection, she is never seen nor heard except for the chimes of the Forest's voice that echo through her footsteps.

Character Story 1

(Unlocks at Friendship Lv. 2)

Character Story 2

(Unlocks at Friendship Lv. 3)

Character Story 3

(Unlocks at Friendship Lv. 4)

Character Story 4

(Unlocks at Friendship Lv. 5)

Character Story 5

(Unlocks at Friendship Lv. 6)

Charm Bells

Vision

》 𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐀

For majority of her life, Shizuka's wardrobe has been foraged and stolen from the laundry of Konda Village's wives by the creatures that cared for her. It was until Yae Miko offered Shizuka a spare shrine maiden uniform tailored to the latter's liking in exchange that she inhibits from attacking people visiting Chinju Forest.

From the moment of her birth, Shizuka was unable to decipher the faces of people with her eyes and familiarize them in her mind. Due to this, she had to depend on hair color, voice, clothing, and unique habitual behavior to recognize a person -- however, it isn't full proof as often she could confuse people for someone else. Following from an aftermath when she was twelve, her vision has worsened due to the scars on her face.

She has a particular fondness for Mizu Yokan, a dessert she was introduced to by a kind couple when she was ten years old. While she does enjoy many aspects of Inazuman cuisine, mizu yokan is perhaps the only dessert she'll ever eat due to the memories of her once happy adoptive parents.

On rare occasions does Shizuka leave Chinju Forest alone in the hands of Ioroi because of the latter's persuasion. However, she only goes to visit "Otou-san" and spend time with him as she doesn't see the need to overindulge herself in Inazuman culture. While she does have to ask for directions to where the old man is staying, it is the very few things she particularly enjoys outside of her duty.

》 𝐆𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐑𝐘