Losing Weight You Gained Back Is So Fucking Painful

i'll be a call away

Pairing: Ethan Landry x Fem!Reader

Content Includes: Slight angst, fluff

Summary: Ethan comforts Y/N after she moves to college

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“Alright, I think that’s it.” Ethan said, huffing as he put the cardboard box down. She looked down sadly at the last remaining box on the floor. He looked at her and ducked his head to meet her gaze. She flicked her eyes to him, slowly watering. “Oh, baby,” he cooed softly and pulled her into a hug.

“I want to go home.” She whined, resting her head on his chest. He rubbed her back soothingly as she softly cried. He wanted her to go home too. A selfish part of him wanted her to stay home and take online classes, but he knew she needed to be at this school. 

“I know you do honey, but you’re gonna have fun here. You’re gonna do so well.”

She sniffled and wiped her eyes. He smiled at her and kissed her on her head. Ethan grabbed her hand and led her to sit on her bed. She slowly hopped on, and she immediately curled into a ball. He jumped on next to her and situated himself to hug her from behind. He rested his arm around her stomach, to which she grabbed his hand. 

Ethan lifted his chin up to sit on her shoulder, and he softly kissed her cheek. “I love you, I’ll only be a call away.” he whispered in her ear, sending chills down her spine. A few tears rolled down her cheeks, and she slightly smiled at his words. 

“I know you’re scared, but I know you’re going to meet cool people, and you’re going to have so much fun. You’re gonna do things on your own for the first time, and I’ll be here to watch.” He played with her hair, twirling a few strands.

“You’re not gonna be here though, to cuddle.”

Ethan smiled giddily suddenly, jumping up off the bed. Y/N held her head up and looked at him with confusion. “I was hoping you would say that,” He started while opening the box that he had set down earlier. He pulled out something and held it behind his back, turning towards Y/N and smiling. 

“What is it?” She asked timidly. He walked to the side of the bed and smiled down at her, before pulling out the object to reveal a brown stuffed bear. It wore a blue shirt, and around its neck, was a gold heart-shaped locket. As soon as she laid eyes on it, she started to cry. 

“Baby,” He said worriedly as he reached for her.

“It looks like you.” She cried, putting her hand on the bear’s chest. She looked at the matching shirt it wore, the same as Ethan’s favorite shirt, and held the gold locket charm. 

“Look inside,” 

She opened the locket, her shoulders dropped, and her head tilted. It was a picture of Ethan, cheesing like the absolute dork he was. He held his hands up in a heart pose near his chest. “Ethan, this is adorable.”

He smiled happily at her, and he sat down on the bed next to her, watching as she admired her gift. 

“Now whenever you miss me, you can cuddle Ethan Jr.” 

“‘Ethan Jr.’?” she laughed, looking at him. 

“Oh!” He slightly yelled. He grabbed the bear’s right hand and gently squeezed it. Y/N heard shuffling near the hand, and then heard a soft “I love you!”, recognizing Ethan’s voice. She sighed as she looked at the bear, then looked at Ethan, who still had a dopey expression. 

“You got Ethan Jr. a voice box?” she asked, giggling. He nodded at her and wrapped her arms around her, kissing her neck and cheek. He tackled her down, positioning her to lay back on the bed. Ethan’s curls bounced as he settled himself on top of her chest, sighing. Her hands found their way to his hair, running them through. She softly smiled to herself, and she felt her anxiety slowly start to disappear.

“I meant it earlier, you call me and I’ll get here.” Ethan whispered, at the edge of sleep.

“I know, Eth. I love you. Thank you for everything.” 

Ethan lifted his chin up to rest on her chest. He smiled once more as the corners of his eyes wrinkled. He knew this sadness in her would pass after a week, he knew she would meet new people and immediately click with them, and he knew she would thrive. He just wished she could do it with him; but seeing her face, the way she looked at him, he wasn’t worried.

“I love you more, my love.”

(a/n: I just moved in my apartment and wishing I had an ethan jr. bear)

(not so) Breaking News: I’m sad again and everyone’s tired of hearing about it

Stuart Townsend as Lestat de Lioncourt in Queen of the Damned, 2002

hunger is just a test to see if you can be in control

if you give in and eat, you fail

I can't wait until school starts again and I can starve myself all day until dinner, maybe I could even skip dinner sometimes.

Chiara and Damiano will always love each other, no matter who they’ll end up with. That’s endgame material, not the whole Niccolò saving the day storyline the writers pulled out of their a**es.

✨reblog to get skinny legs✨

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