I'm Gonna Rip My Heart Out Ok.

the biggest saddest eyes in class I exy :((

Write it shitty, write it scared, write it without a clue but don't you be so spineless and have an AI write fanfic for you.

“Ronan gave in to the brief privilege of hating himself, as he always did in church. There was something satisfying about acknowledging this hatred, something relieving about this little present he allowed himself each Sunday.” thinking about him every day

i feel so normal about characters who feel inhuman and alienated from everyone. eye twitches

I chase the feeling of The Raven Cycle like Gansey chased Glendower. I will not explain further.

sets of brothers that make me feel feral

the twinyards (aftg)

the lynch brothers (raven cycle)

"why would you like to apply for environmenal studies?"

because ecoterrorist Ronan Lynch would want me to help protect the environment wdym that's not a sufficient answer?

That’s it, I’m going to [remembers suicide jokes aren’t good for my mental health] dream you the world. something new for every night.

one day you're okay, the next you read the pynch baseball au and your brain chemistry is altered forever ⚾️