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2 years ago

this was exactly what i needed, thank you

The 3D is not your enemy; don’t hate nor fear the 3D. You simply dismiss it because the 3D does not validate anything, it ain’t your boss, YOU are.

All you need to do is fulfill your inner state, inner man, inner world. Worrying, fearing, hating the world is not fulfilling your inner self. Changing anything on the outside is not fulfilling your inner self. Impatiently trying to see results is not fulfilling your inner self.

You can’t expect to constantly move your mirror in different angles and magically see something different. You can’t expect to break your mirror and see something different. You have to change YOU— YOURSELF. That’s what the inner man is. Your inner man is you. If your inner man already has what you want (imagining/embodying the state/affirming/ etc.) then that’s all that matters. You may not see it, and that’s okay. You don’t have to see it. You don’t even have to feel anything! Rest assured that your inner man is already experiencing what you want to experience. That’s all that matters.

Don’t stress; the 3D will eventually follow. For now, what’s more important is fulfilling your inner world.

But do not forget that you are human with feelings and emotions. It’s okay if you are impatient. It’s okay to cry. Don’t beat yourself up. You aren’t gonna stay like that forever, pick yourself up. This would not affect your state. Your thoughts will not interfere with your state. It will not affect your manifestations. I repeat, letting yourself feel will not affect nor delay your manifestations. You are safe, it’s going to be okay. This is only temporary. You are doing your best.

2 years ago

exactly what i was going through

Undermining Inner Movement Due To Lack Of Physical Movement

The only movement that matters is the movement within.

Undermining Inner Movement Due To Lack Of Physical Movement

I’ve been thinking lately about why sometimes I would never see my Full manifestations materialized even thought I would ((seriously)) change so much within.

Like seriously.. I’m a person who goes through multiple deaths and rebirths internally. The things I thought last week probably aren’t what I think this week and it’s surely not what I thought last month. I’m always expanding upon my life philosophies and dogmas to try to learn more about the world. Since the beginning of the year I really have completely changed inside. Blossomed into something completely different to the point where the me from pre late March just feels so disconnected from the me of now.

I say all this to say that I Do do the hard inner work and have the hard inner conversations with myself to shed old parts of myself to make room for the new. But then i ask myself, why does my external world not reflect that change?

Honestly this is something that would have me tripped up for a long time because before anyone comes in here saying “it’s clearly because you haven’t changed”, i’m going to stop you right there since I think I know myself better than a stranger on the internet. If anything, I think it’s because I championed external movement more than internal movement.

I was watching some Edward the other day, his video on internal movement. He spoke about how the movement inside should be the only movement we should seek, the outside is merely a bonus. It made me think about how I would undermine my Very Real internal transformations just because there wasn’t tangible evidence on the outside to substantiate that change which, in turn, would lead me back to square 1.

At times I would literally feel trapped by my outside world but as I’m typing this now I realize that it’s because I was too invested in the outer world. This feeling of encagement rlly would be because I would be someone completely different inside, but outside there was nothing to back this up. I felt (sometimes feel) like the world would never change… Like I’m trapped…

But again, the only movement that we’re after is the movement inside since reality is within not without. Me getting to a point where I completely felt like a different person inside should’ve been where I stopped and congratulated myself because that’s where the mission was accomplished… because.. again.. reality exists within.. not without.

Essentially feeling like a new person inside means I associated myself with this new state so much that I felt disconnected from the outside world but my need to see that reflected outside would have me back at square 1 because it was putting me back in a state of lack.

I honestly don’t remember where I was going to go with this but I want to just share this to remind everyone that if you’re like me and find yourself trapped at times, you’re too into the 3D. Remember that the hard part (internal metamorphosis) is already done and go back to your imagination to fulfill urself and experience what you’ve given yourself. Even if it feels like nothing is changing, know that you’ve changed in the only place where it matters and the rest will unfold beautifully … at least that’s what I tell myself

If you know that you’re a different person inside, if you know you’ve done the work, and if you feel disconnected to your 3D that is because you’ve shifted states. You’re more connected to a new version of yourself than you are to the current one in the 3D. Don’t let 3D validation keep you bogged down to the old story by changing your state from (being) to (wanting/waiting).

As I typed the last part I had a new epiphany lol. All the other times in the past I would only get my things half way is because I wasn’t fully committed to the fact that imagination is the only truth. Only half of my toes were dipped into the pool not the full thing. But I’ve decided to really let the mirror go and take a chance on faith and see where that gets us.

That’s all for now. Hope that helped!

Undermining Inner Movement Due To Lack Of Physical Movement
1 year ago
You Already Are That. You Are Never Not That.
You Already Are That. You Are Never Not That.

You already are That. You are never not That.

2 years ago

To long

Longing is a concept people in this community are very familiar with.

It eats away and tires you out it breeds doubt and fear, fear of delusion, fear of failure, fear of rejection, even if it's it coming from ourselves.

You entered this community, and you were told what to do, what to think, and how to act. You were told that as God, you could make your own decisions, and you made the decision of not being that God, not until you've consumed enough info, not until all your desires show up in the 3d.

Like me, you went into imagination whenever you're hungry and leave starved. When this happened, i would spiral. It felt like I would see the food in front of me, but im unable to eatit. There was always a barrier between me and my desires. I'm sure this is how u feel, too.

I learned that I spiral only when I push myself to do something when I do something I'm not meant to do. Like changing things in the 3d or worrying about time.

Seeing a lot of loa blogs when I entered this community, I looked back at the info I consumed and realized what was making me spiral. People would talk about keeping track of your thoughts, making sure you feel it right, and make sure you persist. But all that teaches us is how to beat yourself down even more. That's because you're not meant to micromanage your life. You're not meant to make sure everything is perfect and you're not meant to make your desires happen.

One day, I gave up and told myself I couldn't manifest, and it ended up being one of the greatest things I did. Because it made me realize that manifesting has absolutely nothing to do with the 3D, I cannot make things show up here as it is not my job.

The only thing you and I can do is accept and imagine. Accept your imagination as true because it is, it's where u lie, and it's who you are, that is all you can be.

You're not a desperate person dreaming of a better future. You're not a sad human making things come out of thin air by thinking about them, you're literal imagination, and once you accept that you'll feel free to imagine and feel what you wish. That's literally all manifesting is.

You can only fully feel in your imagination. You can only experience there, and you can only be imagination.

I told myself that I, as I am, can do nothing. I can't fly here in the 3d, but I can in imagination, I can't wake up in a different place in the 3d, but I can in imagination. This what loa bloggers mean when they say you can manifest absolutely anything.

When we say assume, we mean k the inner world, and that's all you need because that's all there is. Reality can only live through you. It can only thrive through your attention, your gaze, and approval. That is your power.

Whatever you do, do not make the 3d your enemy. You'll be turning yourself against yourself, and that will make you spiral. Pay attention to the deepest, most vulnerable parts of yourself. They lie in your imagination to the outer, and they are absolutely beautiful.

Loa is about taking care of those parts about learning that forcing and pushing will only result in you being forced and pushed, that focusing on the wrong will make life itself focus on the wrong, because it is only a reflection, it is you.

Perfecting loa is not about how fast you can manifest and how good your self-concept is. It's about revealing who you are. Beyond religious scriptures and materialistic objects. Have a day where you have fun in your 4D, get to k ow yourself and who you are in there, I assure you, you won't care for the 3d, not when you realize it can't bring you the joy you can bring yourself.

The only way for your state to change is to admit your current one and realize it can only live through you, give yourself that power, and shamless permission to move on. Let intrusive and doubtful thoughts pass, the only way for them to stop bothering you is to not identify with them.

You want to manifest a new house in the blink of an eye? You did now, you want a brand new self? You did just now. They all showed up in your imagination because that's your only responsibility and power, yourself.

This is why a relationship with yourself is the base of loa, when I accepted I can only work in the 4d, my self concept sky rocketed.

Did I spiral after that? Yes, it's only natural when you live your life differently for a long time and you're learning somthing new.

But I still managed to come back up to a good self concept because all the loa lessons you read all come to one thing, there is nothing to change but self because there is nothing in this reality but self.

After you learn this, if there's one thing in this whole law rather is impossible in your mind, it's to long.

10 months ago

free museum trips are wasted on unappreciative middle schoolers. let me go

1 year ago

yall need to drop the narrative of "I become aware of something being mine AND THEN it happens fr" cuz all of this is imaginary and there isn't time.

shit has always been yours the moment you decide. if you're still "waiting" for it to come then you're not operating as God/pure consciousness.

stop trying to convince a human brain that's been conditioned to only view things perceived through the body as real to "believe" it's here. that is so unnecessary.

your God self is aware of being aware and KNOWS the ego's "desires" are here.

and if your ego gets the urge to "do something" through bodily senses then let it. let it struggle and even desire, stop trying to control thoughts when they're not even real.

all of this is imaginary and some of yall fail to realize you are absolute authority and decipher what's real or fake.

this is so simple.

6 years ago
These Two
These Two
These Two
These Two

these two

2 years ago

Hi aphrodite im absolutely loving your blog <3

Im sorry if this is repetitive but how to actually get into a state? I get what the feeling and wish fulfilled means but how should I accept it? Is it by persisting in my aff? I think I'm missing something here.

you change your state with acceptance. i made a post here about acceptance.

what i do is in meditation, i ask myself "what would i LOVE to be?" but i ask as the inner self, not as the outer self. so i answer that question honestly and then i claim(assume) "I AM___" or "I have___". i just accept it in my imagination. i don't do vain repetitions, i feel myself to be it as a present fact. you're not accepting anything in the 3d. leave the 3d alone. the 3d doesn't exist to me when i meditate, it's just me in the world of imagination where I'm god. you accept it in imagination, not in the 3d. accepting in imagination is easy when you see that your desire already exists in imagination and it's WAITING and BEGGING for your acceptance. so basically you BE it in imagination/consciousness.

you can persist in your affirmations if that's what you want, but affirmations do not manifest your states do. and you, the inner self, are the collector of states. persist in accepting/experiencing/feeling your desire as a present fact in imagination.

comments i saw on ng reddit:

The only reason one would struggle with satisfying a desire in the mind is because you're trying to DO something or CHANGE something. All you're actually doing is giving yourself something you want in IMAGINATION. You can imagine anything you want in there. Has there ever been a time where you imagined telling someone off in your imagination? Did it feel good to you to do so? It's the same principle...just applying it to something you want. When you really feel like you've imagined something without actually trying to CHANGE something then you will feel satisfied

It's understanding that you have the power right NOW to give yourself anything you want, in your mind. When you do that you realize that is the real you...when you fall in love with that state so much you can't help but want to reside there more and more and you meld with that and then you naturally start thinking FROM that state rather than thinking OF it like Neville talks about. Honestly, you don't even have to accept it. Test it in your mind. Give yourself what you want in your mind and feel the feeling of relief and joy of having it now. You can't help but accept that you received it (in your imagination) because you already felt it. It comes down to the fact that you aren't identifying with the inner man. You're identifying with the mirror image.....

edward art has a writing here about acceptance. i highly highly recommend you read his series if you haven't already!

2 years ago
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‎ ‎ 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄 ⌵

‎ ‎ I believe in myself.

‎ ‎ I am okay.

‎ ‎ Everything turned out better than expected.

‎ ‎ I am safe.

‎ ‎ I am protected.

‎ ‎ I‘m in control, even if it doesn’t feel like it.

‎ ‎ I always get through anything, no matter how tough it is.

‎ ‎ I’m strong and can endure anything.

‎ ‎ I am grounded.

‎ ‎ I attract only what I truly want.

‎ ‎ I know intrusive thoughts hold no power over me.

‎ ‎ I am proud of myself.

‎ ‎ I am at peace with myself and everything around me.

‎ ‎ My desires are apart of me.

‎ ‎ I love myself.

‎ ‎ I am capable of everything I want to do.

‎ ‎ Nothing can hurt me or my loved ones.

‎ ‎ I feel at ease with everything.

‎ ‎ My fears, worries and doubts have no power over me.

‎ ‎ I know my desires are mine; it’s my birthright.

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‎‎ ‎ 𝐅𝐔𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄 𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄 ⌵

‎ ‎ These hard times will pass.

‎ ‎ I know these feelings are temporary.

‎ ‎ It’ll all work out better than expected.

‎ ‎ No matter how dark life seems right now, I‘ll end up okay.

‎ ‎ Better things are coming my way.

‎ ‎ I know my desires will be mine; it is my birthright.

‎ ‎ I will get everything I want; it’s inevitable.

‎ ‎ I will be okay.

‎ ‎ My fears will not hurt me or come true.

‎ ‎ I am capable of overcoming this.

‎ ‎ It will all turn out okay.

‎ ‎ I can get through this.

‎ ‎ Life has great things in store for me.

‎ ‎ I got this; I can do anything even if it doesn‘t seem like it.

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