Update: The Guy Who Sexually Assaulted Me At A Party Did Wanna Take Me To Prom. It Was Just That The

stealing this from twitter

im just spilling this to the void. i had a tonic clonic seizure day. i hate my friends i hate my doctors i hate everyone who doesn’t take me seriously i hate my body i hate this i hate this i hate this. scariest fucking thing ever

Does anyone else feel stuck at the age they were when their chronic illness started to take over their life? For me it feels like time stopped and I got mentally stuck at that age, even though I’ve obviously been aging physically. Everyone else ages around me physically, mentally, socially and emotionally. Everyone I grew up with has started to build a life for themselves and seems lightyears ahead of me when it comes to life experiences but I’m stuck in this cycle of living the same day over and over and genuinely forgetting how old I actually am.

your girlfriend told me that she thinks my takes are way more nuanced than yours. yeah she thinks you can’t get past surface level interpretations and she’s leaving you for my analysis. sorry

my mum came out to me as bi yesterday lol

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