I Love Starving Myself

My 4n4 rules 🍂

Those are my personnal rules for how i deal with my €d so if it trigger you just block 🖤

No processed food

Always zero sugar

Always low/zero fat

Vegetables and fruit every single day

Of course i never add sugar in my meals

No cheese exept mozzarella

Making my meals and limiting eating outside

Always low proportion

No dessert

No fast fooda

No snack on week-end and school vacation

I allow myself 1 snack on the afternoon only on school week for strenght

1000 cal max

1h sport per day

At least one 24h fast per week (since i live with my bf i can't fast much)

Not eating when my bf is not home

Not eating alone

Green tea every morning

2 liter water per day

10k steps per day

Skipping breakfast on week-end

I allow myself to binge only on my first day of period because it make my pain less painful

Small bite

Never taking the first bite

Never asking for food

Daily checking Tumblr for thinsp0

Thats it ! 🍂

Hey there, 57 kg—didn't see you coming! It's like I've shed some of those weighty worries and gained a sassy strut instead. Now, to conquer the world one calorie at a time, with humor as my accessory and hope as my favorite outfit piece!

Feeling exhausted. 3d needs patience

So I relapsed after 48 hours fasting. Three slices of bread and an apple. Always similar frustrating

⭐️ving motivation!

Why let a moment of comfort get in the way of your dream,Remeber why you’re doing this.

Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels

I know you crave perfection,

and it’s not built through comfort and giving in its built through pain,hunger,and sacrifice!

In this box is the key of the kitchen. I can't enter it. I will run afterwards and then leaving the house immediately. No chance to eat. Tomorrow the same. I could block the kitchen irreversible up to 99 hours, but I am not always alone...

Ate an apple yesterday 😭. And feel I failed @n@ and my best friend.

i want to have this...

https://newatlas.com/health-wellbeing/dentalslim-weight-loss-lock-mouth-shut/

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Essentially I want to be less. Diminished. 20 kg of me are not needed. I want to be less visible. Paradoxically I find a friend(s) here who sees me. This makes me happy. So I want to disappear while being happy to be seen.