I Wanna Be In Love But Also Yikes

julien baker’s love for dunkin’ donuts keeps me alive

I love how with most bands their instagram is all very official but then you turn to AJJ and it’s like “here’s a lizard I met and also Sean did a sick kick flip yesterday”

No bad people, only bad actions.

tendonitis in the morning

favorite julien baker lyrics, in no particular order

you don’t have to remind me so much how i disappoint you

i think if i ruin this i know i can live with it

this will be quick and easy, i’m not gonna feel a thing

my mouth like a wound

why did you let them leave and then make me stay?

vessel of brightness, come make me blind

i’m tired of washing my hands, god, i want to go home

there’s a comfort in failure / singing too loud in church

all my prayers are just apologies

hold the chorus in between my ears until i go deaf

if it makes me feel better, how bad could it be?

isn’t that what you want / for me to be miserable like you

it’s no good if the pain doesn’t make you feel like you’ve earned it

living with demons i’ve mistaken for saints

I HATE ACCIDENTALLY HURTING DOGS THEY SCREAM AND THEN THEY ACT LIKE THEYRE SORRY AND ITS THEIR FAULT AND THEY TRUSTED YOU AND YOU FUCKING STEPPED ON THEM OR PICKED THEM UP WRONG THEY TRUSTED YOU AND YOU HURT THEM

plot twist: the introverted character who doesn’t like big social gatherings or speaking in front of people is still an introvert by the end of the story because introversion is not a character flaw and it doesn’t need to be overcome 

back on my “i hate ryan adams” bullshit

anxiety brain: IM GOING TO DIE ALONE AND UNCARED FOR

the other side of my brain which is wearing a hawaiian shirt: [cracks another sparkling water] yeah probably