big thanks and mad cred to julien baker, phoebe bridgers, and lucy dacus for blessing us with the supergroup we didn’t deserve and making me feel less alone in my room at 2 am, putting words to things i felt but didnt know how to say, and giving me something to be excited about
tendonitis in the morning
i just wanna say i want julien to play that new song (mercy) again i really liked the song uwu
i have no right to be suprised, but there is a thriving how to train your dragon fandom on here
me, seeing two people in love: oh god i want that so bad
also me, beating myself with a broom: WE! DON’T! HAVE! EMOTIONS! IN! THIS! HOUSE! YOU! DUMB! BASTARD!
But I think there’s a god and he hears either way …. i rejoice
Maybe it’s all gonna turn out alright and I know that its not but I have to believe that it is
maybe the emptiness is just a lesson in canvasses
and besides I’m starting to get used to the gap
pinned to the mattress like an insect to styrofoam/ all my prayers are just apologies
Grit my teeth and try to act deserving / When I know there’s nowhere I can hide from your humiliating grace …. and I would go to church on sunday
rom the sting, paper sheets, bloodwork and the IV / And the whirring machines while the nurses reassure me
(I know I shouldn’t act this way in public)
But I’ve kissed enough bathroom sinks to make up for the lovers that never loved me/ And I know my body is just dirty clothes
And I just let the parking lot swallow me up / Choking your tires, and kicking up dust / Asking aloud why you’re leaving / But the pavement won’t answer me
Please remember that almost everyone around you is traumatized. I didn’t understand this when I was younger. I wondered why people acted so strangely and irrationally. Maybe all children wonder this. The author Robert Anton Wilson said (paraphrasing), “We have never seen a completely sane adult human.” No one makes it out of this life alive. It’s not their fault. Mercy, kindness, forgiving — these are what makes one human. They are other names for love. People break in the strangest of ways.
More people need to hack for good causes. If you aren’t making corporations shit themselves in terror what is even the point?
on this day one year ago someone sewed a fried egg to a tshirt
does it make me a bad person if i go to church just to talk to people and try to learn something viewing it through the lens of metaphor and not through belief in the realness of a man in sky
when u only know one lyric in a song so it plays in ur head like this