MemoryLoss!Au

"Ah-Xu, I ordered a lot of yummy stuff."

Ah' Xu + Lao Wen (EP9)

A small, but favorite scene of mine... which is why each image may take a lot of time to load. I didn't want to miss any of their expressions. This is the very same episode at the end of which Lao Wen's highly questionable morales are revealed. Despite all that, the man nicknamed Crazy has a soft, human side. He eats with Ah' Xu, drinks under the moonlight with him and takes care of him, follows him around, expressing his happiness, not knowing that his favorite person in the world is unable to fully enjoy his sweet gestures. And there's Ah-Xu, who has resigned to his fate, treasuring his final days with his soulmate, unaware of what lay ahead, dismissing his lose of sense by approving Lao Wen's words.

I know we've all analyzed and waxed tragic-gay about the Byler Rain FightTM to death, but I've never heard anyone acknowledge how devastating it is that Will is still honest to Mike even after his (internalized) homophobic "it's not my fault you don't like girls!" comment.

Like I saw this post about how Will's honesty sets him apart from the other kids in Season 3, but it still absolutely floors me how, in the face of Mike's anger and hurtful words, Will doesn't deny being gay, even though it would be completely understandable for him to automatically protest or get defensive (like a certain cringefail boykisser we know...). Because even then, while experiencing the shock and complete betrayal of Mike's words, Will couldn't lie to Mike. Like that's so sad, actually just end me rn ;-;

Instead, it's his pure, overwhelming love for Mike and his desire to see Mike happy that ultimately pushes him to lie to Mike for the first time, not his betrayal.

This is why I don't buy that Mike knew he was lying during the van confession scene. Mike has always trusted Will implicitly, even more so in that moment because his assumption that Will had been concealing things from him since moving to California (and if he's hiding things from him then who knows what else he's been doing, surely he must be lying to Mike now too!) was dispelled by the painting reveal. If anything, this act of love only affirms that trust even more.

I'm so ready for the "What painting?" moment in S5. I need it magically teleported to my screen right now please!

GenSen Week Day 5: Angst 

A Mafia AU~ To be honest I didn’t plan to do this prompt but this piece fits so ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ

Ko-Fi ~ Commissions ~ Redbubble

This won’t make your blog look ugly. How could you not reblog this? REBLOGGING THIS COULD SAVE A LIFE!!!

Oofuri in idol-model-actor&managers!AU !!! I have thought a lot about this, hahaha. Finally be able to draw it little by little :>

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Daily reminder that if you are not Asian, calling Kim Dokja a “r*t” is racist

Referring to Asian people as “r*ts” stems from racist propaganda that was used to spread the idea that Asian immigrants are “disease carriers”. This is incredibly harmful for the community, especially during this time

There are plenty of other nicknames you can give him provided by the creators and characters themselves, that aren’t racially charged. Use those. But stop calling him this

It’s exhausting going through this fandom’s tags, actually liking a lot of the art and fics, and then stumbling onto this label my relatives have been referred to all their lives. Stop it

And if you stumble onto this post realizing you’ve referred to Asian characters as such? Just edit your posts! Or delete them and repost them without the slur. And it wouldn’t hurt to make a post stating how it was mistake and you encourage your followers to reblog the new edited post. No one is going to think less of you if you just share that you didn’t know this but realize it’s harmful. If anything it means you are taking responsibility maturely

Self-indulgent SenGen smut about their first night~😚

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