The Fact That I'm Incredibly Socially Anxious But Also Very Horny Is Tragic

hello and welcome to my blog! (18+, im usually quite horny) i'm maria, but you can also call me trash if you prefer. i'm bi-gender and gynosexual from the US mid atlantic. pronouns are she/him. single rn and unsure if poly. my fav hobbies and interests are modding and playing video games, reading, tv shows, art and writing. i really enjoy pdx games, immersive sims, visual novels and RPGs.

i love yapping to other people about random things, so feel free to dm and talk to me (i really need human interaction)! also feel free to talk to me especially if you're some degree of feminine, i love sharing pictures of myself lol. usually very sub, also open to a lot of things :3

thanks for reading, always excited to meet people!

it sucks that estrogen doesn't change your voice the way testosterone does.

i can get all dressed up in my skirt and put on a bra that makes my tits look real good, and that feels amazing. i can put on some eyeliner and eyeshadow after doing a skincare routine and feel beautiful. i can style my hair and curl my bangs to really tie it all together.

but the second i have to speak i feel like a spotlight immediately appears over me with cameras in my face and an alarm screams, "MAN! MAN! MAN!" over and over again.

it's incredibly defeating. dysphoria sucks.

i could also not be so lazy and do my voice training, but it isn't as easy as it may seem to accomplish.

blegh !

(but with that being said, i look really cute today, so that's a plus!)

you ever look at a girl and think "god i could just eat her alive" <3

<33

super anxious to post myself for the first time but i did some makeup and it made me feel really cute!

they should invent activities for sleepy people with no energy

tired of being tired

It's cheap, it's easy, and it's free! Call that horny trans girl a good girl and fuel her praise kink today!

they should invent a me who is not exhausted by simply being alive