trainwreckmk2
This is my main tumblr. It's going to be filled with random things that are cool. This includes technology, space, some fandom stuff, and sometimes PSA's. Have fun, and maybe find something new.
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Suffer and die you stipid motherfucker.
Fun fact about Tobi: I have a blistering personal hatred for Alex Jones. Mostly because he was my mentally ill, brain damaged mother's (I'm not being cruel she literally has a hole in her brain from cancer) introduction to the world of conspiracy theories and alt right bullshit.
So for years, every now and then, I put a curse on him. Curses are fun because they let you feel like you're hurting someone without ever actually doing anything illegal that could conceivably harm them. My curse was in the form of a drawing- Anubis, the Egyptian god of death and judgment, as a jackal, eating the heart out of Jones' chest.
Today I wake up to the news that Jones' stupid fucking Infowars channel was bought by the Onion, who intends to gut it out and use its corpse as a puppet to mock the ignorance the channel once espoused as truth.
I'm not saying there is or is not a god. But I have a sneaking suspicion there might be an Anubis.
Adding this to the sphere
Thank you Kamala for being the bigger person and acknowledging the Orange won. It sucks, but you were not in a place to do anything else.
Now its up to us to confront our neighbors with the world they have brought about, and survive long enough to either change their minds or wait for them to die off
We will get there. We will not all immediately die on Jan 20. They will try to supress us, to kill us in a lot of places. But we will fight back. We will carve out a place to exist if we have to. You are not alone.
I know there are a lot of kids and teens who feel hopeless, lost, and even betrayed (especially by adults) but I’ve been there. And I’m on the other side of it. I was 16 in 2016 and just coming to terms with being trans. And I’m 24 now, having voted twice for president and in all of the “off-season” elections as well. I’m telling you that while it sucks now it won’t suck later and the only way to find out is to be there to see it.
^^^
Just adding some calm to the noise of this hellscape rn.
Come sit here for a bit, take a break from the wilds.
Center, breathe, you are you.
Whens the last time you had food or water?
Do you need to put the glowing box down?
No matter what happens, we are still here. We will make it through this.
This is a monstrosity of a document. The fact that it has even been proposed is ridiculous. It is genuinely fascism in textbook form. I dont know how much of it could genuinely be enacted, but after Trump's last term, I truly do not want to risk it.
If Trump gets elected, I, a jewish trans aerospace engineer, will genuinely have to consider fleeing to Germany, France, or Italy to escape a genocide. I really dont want to even come close to repeating that history
PROJECT 2025 MUST BE STOPPED 🛑
Vote Accordingly.
Obviously big religious trigger warning for this one yall. I had to step back because it was too close for me. But from what I read was a pretty great book. I have another of his books that is almost at the top of the reading pile and looking forward to it.
CHAT BIG BIG BIG NEWS
Not to mention, in every country, there will be a way of getting testosterone. The steroid trade for gym bros is everywhere. Genuinely just ask your local gym rat where he gets his, or have a male friend of yours do so.
The trick is monitoring your dose, but hote take, having risky access is better than no access at all. Stay safe and do what we must to survive.
Hihiiii so my country just recently banned testosterone treatment for new patients ^^ people who are already receiving treatment are allowed to keep it up for now, but places offering treatment cannot take on new patients. This sucks for me because I haven't reached 18 yet and this way I won't have legal access to hrt. How big of a medical risk would I be exposing myself to if I got hrt through trusted but not legal and therefore not as regulated (?) testosterone?
the risk is that its a federal crime and its diy hormones. do you have a way of tracking your levels ?
THIS IS WHY WE LOVE BILL NYE
Bill Nye for most of his career: Imma do science for kids. Science without politics. Nice, tame science for the kiddos.
Bill Nye now:
Genuinely love this concept, adding it to my next rpg
WAIT. Wait wait WAIT.
poltergeists:
push things off tables
break delicate objects for fun
in general just enjoy moving and destroying stuff for pleasure I guess
make loud disturbing noises in the middle of the night
sometimes poke or bite people, depending on the myth
are invisible aka no one knows what they look like
poltergeists are just the ghosts of rambunctious housecats
Fuck it
My venmo is @Rhys-Bollerman. Im a recent college grad trying to get his footing out from under an abusive religious family and fund both my gender affirming surgeries, as well as help my parnter fund his while going back to school for his degree. Anything people can chuck would be appreciated.
Makes me laugh everytime someone uses being queer or trans as a reason to give you their cashapp and beg for money. I'm gay too, now go get a job you lazy bum.
fuck you 🥰
Im so tired of people worrying if they are "trans enough". If you relate to the experience of not wanting your body to have either the primary or secondary sex characteristics (genitals, boobs, addams apple, beard, etc) then you can use the label trans if you want to. Even if all that looks like is wearing a binder or tucking, you can use the trans label if you want.
The only people who arent welcome are those who use it with the intent to mock the community.
My transmasculine experience is a bit controversial, I don't share it off anon.. but, I was AMAB. I am intersex, and have always been viewed femininely for a boy.. I have boobs and curves, I pass as a woman and I don't want to. I don't want femininity forced onto me, but it has been by my puberty and even by the world around me. I've shared pictures of my body online and even had people tell me to just "give up and be a woman at that point". The only support I get from cis people is pity, and only if I try to call my intersex variation a disease in need of a cure.. but I don't think it's a disease. I just wish I looked more masculine, (but testosterone would have little effect on me, so I don't even bother). I hope someone like me would be welcomed into the transmasc community, despite not being ftm.. I don't want to be a failed cis man. Being transmasculine but not ftm is the only way I've found I can take pride in myself. I generally don't share my AGAB or my intersexuality with other trans people because I'm afraid of being excluded from my only community for being "a cis man pretending to be trans", I don't want people to think that of me.
your experience is so similar to mine and other transmascs, as well as the experiences of other intersex people i’ve heard from, and honestly i can think of no real reason you shouldn’t be welcomed here
Genuinely so much of the issues we are seeing as a country is due to a basic lack of education. These people wouldnt be able to classify what a steroid is if it hit them in the face. And I dont know what theor testosterone levels are or wether they would be disqualified. All I know is that my friend who is going through menopause is taking a testosterone supplement to help. Doesnt make her less of a woman.
Ya know, this calls for one of my favorite memes so far:
as a woman with elevated testosterone (pcos) who uses steroids (asthma inhalers) i must say i am feeling very cheated in the athletic prowess department. when is my dangerous masculine olympic level strength and speed supposed to kick in. do i need to go to professor x
Genuinely so much of the issues we are seeing as a country is due to a basic lack of education. These people wouldnt be able to classify what a steroid is if it hit them in the face. And I dont know what theor testosterone levels are or wether they would be disqualified. All I know is that my friend who is going through menopause is taking a testosterone supplement to help. Doesnt make her less of a woman.
Ya know, this calls for one of my favorite memes so far:
as a woman with elevated testosterone (pcos) who uses steroids (asthma inhalers) i must say i am feeling very cheated in the athletic prowess department. when is my dangerous masculine olympic level strength and speed supposed to kick in. do i need to go to professor x
Seems to be a fairly Do It Yourself kind of man. Not unreasonable to assume that extends to human bodies as well. Tenatively Trans Masc Icon.
how do we feel about this. do we think dr. tranny is a transmasc icon or a joanne katherine rowling.
hahaha
Yep! Safe space for everyone. The only kind of weird not allowed here is the predatory kind.
Also ... I myself am a werid tranny, so I fuckin hope my blog is safe for myself.
Right, considering the current state of corporate politics on this site, and that it seems that only those affected seem to be actively speaking on the matter, it is up to I, the only fucking cishet on tumblr, to drag this out to a wider audience.
REBLOG IF YOUR ACCOUNT IS A TRANSFEM SAFE SPACE.
We need to show these higher ups how much we truly value them.
Fuck yeah! Genuinely keep forgetting that and trying to force myself into a box that never fit and will never fit.
Be unapologetically you. Anyone who judges you for the pieces of cloth wrapped around your fleshy form, or the ink you've put beneath your skin, or the medicine you take to exist as yourself, can wallow in the shallow pools they have confined themselves to.
Shoutout to butch/masc trans women you don’t owe anyone femininity
Shoutout to feminine trans men you don’t owe anyone masculinity
Shoutout to non binary people you don’t owe anyone gender conformity (and should be allowed to commit tax fraud)
Seriously. Recording things places to preserve them is the basis of historical preservation. Companies have no inherent interest in preserving these things. It gains them no money with how copyright laws are written in most places.
Let people have archives, let people actually have the things they own. Im so done with late stage capitalism and treating companies like authority figures so we can have basic human decency.
Been approaching this idea for a while. We make our own enrichment, which is bard and spoons byt worth it in the end. Just wish I could find more people near me who also thought that way.
Yeah, Kamala is better than the orange, but we cannot let her sleep on this. Being better than a fascist here at home does not excuse her for supporting fascism abroad.
Is it really just brown people scary? It's gotta be more than that.
Fuck off, lol
Holy fuck! What the hell! No!
My fucking great aunt didnt survive the holocaust for this!!! Fuck you and the people who have been supporting you.
Lmao they deleted it
Fucking damn. Yeah cults can fuck of especially in a SCHOOL!!
I keep having to tear down extremely predatory/misleading Scien.tology flyers in my school's art building. This is the third fucking time I've ripped the fuckers up and I'm getting Real Fucking Tired of it.
Yes much better. Get that fucking transphobe out of the collective conciousness and replace him with a leftost comic PLEASE
Change my meme (a replacement 'Change my mind' template) - template post - Imgur
Yes, absolutely short kings ❤️
Can we get a little love for short men? Give it up for short men!!!!!! 🥰🥰🥰
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i worry we are losing touch with the True Meaning Of Halloween (avoiding the fairies)
Been coming to grips with the fact that im a therian or furry of some kind, still figuring out the distinct lables and trying to find what fits me.
All this to say im wearing a fox tail to the grocery store today. Fuckin wish me luck.
Takin your cat on a walk to meet my two bois!
hey, can my cat stay on your blog for a little while?
i'm going out of town for the night and could use someone to watch her
Adding to this from the other side (FTM).
Befrending the boys around you and being so desperate to be one of them. Being seen as a woman nonetheless. The abuse that opens you up to. The jokes about how you want to sleep with all of them. The jokes about sucking cock and how you're such a "good girl" for practicing on fucking popsicles. The inherent misogyny you learn.
I don’t know about anyone else, but I, as a trans woman, do not know what it is to be a man. I know what it’s like to be surrounded by men, to be picked apart by them, to have masculinity enforced on me and to have my femininity degraded. I know what it’s like to be targeted for punishment, physically and sexually, for my femininity, for a girlhood the boys and men could see in me, to be queerbashed, to have my head slammed into hard surfaces, to have my genitals fondled, to be injured in all kinds of small and repetitive ways with things like pens, compasses, and so on.
I know what it’s like to be assumed to be a man, and to be abused because I am not. I know what it’s like to be separated from my female friends as a young child because my status as a ‘boy’ meant that I needed to be placed with the other boys, the ones who degraded me and hurt me. I know what it’s like to be beaten and burned. I know what it’s like to have teachers make an example of me because I cannot conform. I know what it’s like to be made afraid of being around other people, because people means abuse.
But I don’t know what it is to be a man. Even after everything they tried, I wasn’t one.
this started as a joke but then i started actually thinking about it and now im really annoyed that IDs have this one letter that doesnt mean anything for cis people and is a huge pain in the ass for trans people when we could instead have literally lifesaving information so emergency medical services could just check ur wallet to see which blood to give you so you dont die or whatever But No