The Duality Of Abbey Gardner In Her Teen Years

The will wood and tally hall blogs just confuse me. This one just zaps me back to being 12 years old and playing death of a bachelor in front of my family on Christmas

the gimmick blog attacks will happen again <3

Adripal is that you what are your motives

Stay Still

More art about my oc Rain and @egoisticqueerunderanydefinition ‘s oc Pix!!!!! Pix only appears as a hand but still it’s about those two

Basically they’re in a very codependent toxic homoerotic dynamic they aren’t lovers they’re so much worse than that. Their ship name is literally PAIN.

Pix is Rain’s only “safe” link into the supernatural, and with him having several different dangerous near-death encounters with such things, he clings to Pix even harder because he believes that although they might hurt him sometimes they’ll always swoop in to protect him from the horrors - which are a lot worse than Pix’s verbal threats and coldness

But Pix is,, Not Right in the head. A bit crazy. Violence is all they’ve known and violence is all they’ll continue to do for the foreseeable. Rain never means to trigger them, but when he unknowingly does Pix comes close to just killing him from pure fear or anger. Eventually they just do it. Oh also they eat him bc ofc they do just to make it worse!!!

Rain’s ghost is bound to them and he hates them. He’s betrayed and hurt and mourning the better life he was slowly trying to build.

Should be visiting back home hopefully tonight so I’ll update later

Oh I love you @elvis-official

i posted a REEL on instagram (🤢) about abbey and her stepmum JOYYCEE (joyce belongs to @nathanarmageddon)

abbey is so miserable as a teen it all goes downhill and joyce is only trying to help her but. abbey is ANGRY at the world and at herself and at her family and she needs to stew in those feelings for a few years for processing reasons she is NOT open to help yet

⚠️TRIGGER WARNING FROM THIS POINT ONWARDS FOR ED, DEATH AND GENERAL STRUGGLES⚠️

a lot goes off when she’s a teenager that lights the slow fuse of the firework that is her brain

she develops an ED and other unhealthy behaviours and she hides it from everyone but they still suspect somethings up with her. she goes quiet and gets moodier and stops looking after herself with baths and brushing her teeth and it’s very noticeable.

after her and hanna fall out she becomes a MESS. she’s messed something up very dear to her and hates herself even more and it’s about to be everyone’s problem!! she hates herself so much she can’t be convinced that she can change she thinks she’s just rotten forever so it doesn’t matter if she lashes out at people

she gets a girlfriend (jenny) to distract her from everything. she likes the companionship. jenny just likes her. it’s very unhealthy and they argue a lot and prod at each others insecurities until jenny finds out about hanna and realises she was a rebound and that whole bin fire BLOWS UP

abbey basically turns into a younger female version of her dad. gets her feelings out by screaming at the people she cares about because it’s familiar to her she’s picked it up from HIM. and then she doesn’t want to get better she’s not used to being vulnerable anymore

it gets better for her but that’s a separate story!!

Am I the only one having vivid amino flashbacks with these communities or,,,

I NEED to stop doing my art uni work last minute bc I just know I will not sleep until 7 in the morning

Finished this section !!!!

Jenny gets nosebleeds a lot :( being bashed in the nose will do that to a girl

I’m trying to gain access to an old roleplay that has all her original lore I forgot so I can add some of it back in and I remember her having a really bad concussion and some issues that remained from that but. I’ve lost all my old notes and the chat won’t let me see anything from before 2020. And the admin is my previously estranged best friend. So I can’t pester for too many fixes without feeling like a bother. Help.

More Jenny except this time she’s older !!!

This is a wip from a larger page about her ! I wanted to show her body type a bit while still making the pose fitting to her personality. Most my characters have a bitta chub or just. No definition but jenny LOVES SPORTS so has a bit of muscle !!!!

My favourite lesbian ever most my characters are up for interpretation but she is the lesbian ever

WAIT DID I TAG THE RIGHT PERSON😭 WHERES ADRIAN

merry late christmas guys life and uni are bumming me so hard so ive done basically no personal art for ages

but here yous go some of @egoisticqueerunderanydefinition ‘s ocs PD and pix!!! both my headcanon versions ofc this was their christmas present

more to come hopefully idk. desperate for money if anyone wants a commission in this style??

fuck why cant mouthwashing fans be civil and not be at eachother's throats

its embarrassing and infuriating and misses the point of the game