Being A William Afton Kin Is Strange And Can Be Pretty Hard For Me. A Large Part Of Me Hates What I Did

Being a William Afton kin is strange and can be pretty hard for me. A large part of me hates what I did and would never want to do it again, yet part of me has this bloodlust. Part of me would do it all over again. Part of me wants to see others suffer for my own selfish wants and desires. Part of me wants to hear the screams of my victims, their pleads for mercy. I am horrified by this, by my own thoughts. To be honest it's really scary how I can think of stuff like this, how I can want stuff like this and part of me thinks that it's okay. What I feel like is even scarier is that I can actually see myself repeating William's (The William I was from my cannon.) awful and violent actions. How part of me wants to continue my studies on remnant. Anyways that's enough of this vent thing so peace out bros.