ok honestly this is probably such a stupid rant but i've been thinking about it for a few weeks now but like. nobody takes anything fucking seriously anymore. it makes me feel so crazy and annoyed because i am constantly bombarded by jokes constantly. itβs not even just me, i see it with literally every artist across multiple genres and mediums. and listen, i LOVE to laugh and i love funny shit but like. we are in an irony epidemic. there is such a loss of sincerity and everything has to be a joke at all times. the number of times i have to read the same stupid shit like "yes you ate that like isaiah ate ethel" over and over, it makes me SO mad. it's not everyone obviously but it's such a huge portion of the people who engage with me online and in real life that it's truly inescapable. i feel like no matter what i make or what i do, it will always get turned into a fucking joke. it's genuinely so embarrassing. i hate feeling like im constantly complaining but i'm honest to god so turned off by so much of the way people engage with the shit i do and with most things in general. it's so beyond frustrating. i am so stressed out already anticipating the stupid shit i'm gonna have to see about perverts lol. it literally makes me never want to share anything again, i miss when i had like 20 fans who actually had something interesting to say in response to what i was making. I HATE IT HERE
strangers, ethel cain / bones and all (2022) dir. luca guadagnino
Comme des GarΓ§ons: Poem Denim Jeans (2001) Designed By: Junya Watanabe
βCircle of Chairsβ - 1982
girls when they're addicted to loneliness and desperation it's the strongest emotion they have ever known so their subconscious tells them it's their destiny
Mary Herbert (British, 1988) - Gathering (2023)
"My era" era
(she/they) nihilistic rat and melancholic cockroach of the underground.
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