Hi Clown! I'm a huge fan and love the update
I'm curious, why did you decide to make Welcome Home horror? You've said that it's going to lean more towards psychological horror. It seems so unlike the stuff that you post, so I'm curious why you went that direction :)
Hello! I'm so happy you could visit this little home!
Welcome Home is a horror story because I wanted to use it as a vessel to explore the idea of being alive through both the mind and the body; my internal and external reality. Personally speaking, sentience is horror to me- my birth, my gamble, the hand dealt, my expectations, my death- among other things! I wanted to explore the feelings that come from these experiences, from the lived experience- The more I wrote and illustrated when I began writing for Welcome Home, the more inline it became with horror. So this house breathes, just like this body breathes- It's wallpaper peels, my teeth fall out- It groans like I do and it harbors mold too- It's hard to explain, but I hope this makes sense.
But it's a funny observation to make! I suppose this is a facet of me we are seeing, we all must have one. I want to try to stay optimistic online. It's like they say, keep writing positively, find joy in these small moments, take a walk away from this place and it can go a long way for you! I make necklaces with a drill and beads! We all have our joys!
All is Chonny, all is Jash, the day we forget is the day we crashπ₯
HELLOOOO PEOPLE !!! THIS POST IS DIFFRENT THEN USUAL POSTS ! REMEMBER WHEN I MENTIONED I MAY POST ART OCASSIONALLY ? WELL HERES THE PROMISED ART !
HERES VERSION ONE !!! [WITH AND WITHOUT FUZZ- CAUSE I WASNT SURE WHICH I LIKED BETTER !! :3]
I SPENT SO LONG PICKING THE PERFECT BRUSH FOR THE DOODLES IN THE BACK- AND IT DIDNT EVEN END UP BEING A CRAYON BRUSH LOL
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HHEHEHE ! THIS ONES A LITTLE MORE SPOOKY OOKY ! WHAT DO WE THINK CHAT ?
ALSO- I COULD NEVEERRRR GUESS WHAT MY NEW HYPERFIXATION ISSSS.... LOL
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βΛβ π€Λ.β Hey critter crew !!!! π€Β°β.ΰ³ΰΏ*:ο½₯ being a Dogday kin is making me think i wanna run around on four legs- which is a little odd lol but it is what it is lmao- how does one smoothly run on all fours? anyway yipppeee ! kin shifted for multiple days is chill ! side note: i really like this layout but perhaps i should change it again; this time to Dogday of course ! :D hope your enjoying your stay ! thanks for coming back another day ! π
I miss people i never should know- I feel lonely at times despite my having freinds. I shouldn't feel this way- but i do- I end up seeing the people i knew in my freinds on accident and feel bad.
I miss ranting to Soul about things and him giving advice despite being annoyed/tired at me and Mind fighting.
I miss begrudgingly hanging out with Mind and the times we actaully were chill with eachother (in a sibling way- like the silliest things could get us fighting but we still care for eachother- and just have diffrent ways of processing things)
It wasn't great at times (such as being thrown in an apathy hole) but I miss it- even though i know i technically never experienced it. π
Hmmm- is the Heart fictkin-ness creeping back in ? Idk-
IT DOESSSS !!!! π₯π ALSO WAVES BACK !!!! :3
Your pfp is so glitchy for me T^T everyday it'll be something for a minute- then I'll reload the page- and it will be shadow milk- everyday- also, hello love !!! :3
TUMBLR HATES ME WHEN I CHANGE MY PFPπ₯π₯ also hello darling !!!! :3 waves !!!
YOOOOO !!! I LOVE PUSH !!!!
Chonny no the goop is going to get you chonny watch out the sludge
I LOVE YOU HIT CHONNY JASH SONG PUSH!!!! GRAHHHH!!!!!!!!!
Original drawing from last year here !!
COOKIE RUN AND HMS !!! I CAN DIE HAPPY /silly
WOOO NEW ART BAYBEH!!!!!
I took Whole away bc it looked like Soul was mocking him and I didn't want that/silly
@junos-cacophony cuz you're OBSSESSED with this/silly
@m3chanical-s0ul cuz I showed you some wips
Looking up at the night sky feels me with some bittersweet sorrow, I enjoy the night sky- it brings me alot of joy- it reminds me of home, of belonging somewhere- of the fact I'll never truly have that belonging again- I'll always be diffrent then everyone else, just a imposter amongst humans- trying to survive. Not belonging amongst them-
Why cant I return- why did I have to exist on this earth instead of amongst the stars, with others like me? :[
I apologize that this is a little somber for a real first post. πΈ