Do Ya Have Any Rec For An Angsty Ziall Fic?

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“Someone who takes me in like a humble dog, who opens the door for me, brushes me, feeds me, loves me severely like a dog, that’s all I want, like a dog, a child.” — Clarice Lispector trans. Alison Entrekin

“His eyes have the same intense expression as the eyes of a mute animal seeking to convey messages far beyond the power of words, the same pleading intent look of dog’s eyes transmitting a love or distress or anxiety we cannot always understand.” — Anais Nin

“I would love you as a bird loves flight, as meat loves salt, as a dog loves chase, as water finds its own level. Or I would not love you at all.” — Jeanette Winterson

“I wasn’t thrown into the pit of dogs. I dove.” — Jeanann Verlee

“Once, I kissed someone and I’m afraid it ruined the world. I’ve learned it’s not what you do with the knife—it’s how you hold it after. But how do you hold something like that? Something that never stops baring its teeth; a voiceless dog, all bite, no bark.” — Yasmin Belkhyr

“But you see, I was seventeen and alone and nobody gave me anything except one book by Dickinson and she was so neat, so precise, so human and I wasn’t. I just wasn’t. I was just a dog. I wasn’t even that good.” — Megan Fernandes

“Aren’t you a dog anyway, always groveling for love and begging to be petted?” — Kim Addonizio

“The length to which lost love drove men and women never surprised them. They had seen women pull their dresses over their heads and howl like dogs for lost love.” — Toni Morrison

— “Moon Song”, Phoebe Bridgers 

“Your lonely, twitchy heart lounges like a dog on a chain, only dimly understanding the reason it must exhaust itself and then begin to howl, though no one ever comes.” — Kim Addonizio

“I became his accomplice. Afterward, alone in my apartment, I’d fall to the floor and howl like a dog. So as not to kill him. Because I liked it.” — Margarita Karapanou trans. by Karen Emmerich

— “Dog Years”, Maggie Rogers

“The wild dogs roam the summer fields just outside of town. Their eyes flash, bright stars in the woods at night and they weave like fire through the dry grass towards the edge of the city, looking for something to kill and eat. Love is like those wild dogs. If it hunts you down, it will not let you go. And what you can never know from the beginning is how hard or how long you’ll love something; how even when it has gone the love you felt will still chase you down, loping like dark flame through your blood.” — Helen Humphreys

“Love makes a dinner table out of us. Look how it strips us of our bones. Leaves us panting, like dogs left out in the heat.” — Karese Burrows

“But my body’s a bad dog, all dumb tongue and hunger, down on all fours again, tied up outside again, coming when called but then always refusing to stay.” — Ali Shapiro

“And then I realize I am no longer the one leading, my hand between its teeth —fingers tumbling down its gullet; I am being eaten, leash and all.” — Josh Corson

“Grief’s raw tongue licked at your calves insistently, the old, familiar dog. You could have allowed it to continue, until thick, pink loss slid down your throat, the tragedy of it purified through your kidneys.” — Moira J.

“I say: I am an old dog licking its sores just as they scab over. I say: I want to be raw flesh and no hurt.” — Venetta Octavia

“My body is useless. It lies, curled like a dog on the carpet. It has given up.” — Anne Sexton

“Let me hoard even the sorrow that has wandered in from the rain like a stray dog. Let me hold the ancient hungers welled up inside her.” — Melissa Studdard

“All organs must be remembered must not just be kept inside like a trinket in a chest, must not be shelved like old molasses must bark like hounds in the night/ sometimes she wants to eat their light but eats a lark instead, because she wants to possess its bone, because she wants to be a part of something.” — Lisa Marie Basile

— “Hounds of Love”, Kate Bush 

“I want to be a better animal. I want to love what I can while I can: my dogs who cotton the grass, a song that fills my cup and gallops me under a hunter’s moon. So what if I snag in her antlers?” — Ruth Awad

“But sometimes, I swear I hear it, the wound closing like a rusted-over garage door, and I can still move my living limbs into the world without too much pain, can still marvel at how the dog runs straight toward the pickup trucks break-necking down the road, because she thinks she loves them, because she’s sure, without a doubt, that the loud roaring things will love her back.” — Ada Limon

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LOVE IS STORED IN THE KITCHEN PT 1/?

our beautiful life when it’s filled with shrieks by christopher citro, perhaps the world ends here by joy harjo, kerrylockwood on instagram, the egg-eaters by hilde goossens, @3000s on tumblr, art by tomoko hara @tomokohara, a pot of red lentils by peter pereira, bread and soup by diane fraser, @grebcomics, from a letter to donald windham by tennessee williams

Talking about the break, i don’t know whether to be sad or happy, honestly. I’m not afraid that they will break the promise because i know they will not. I’m just afraid if there is something that makes them unable to be back, whether it comes from themself, or maybe from us or from whoever. Like you know everything could change in every time, i know that also but i’m afraid all turn into what i didn’t expect. I know it sounds so selfish but i’m just not ready if that happened. I used to spend the last 5 years with them in every single day, they rule my life so i have no idea if they’re gone. I know one day i’ll have to let them go, forever. But not this fast. Besides all of my fears, i also feel happy they finally get time to rest. I can imagine how happy they are when they wake up on their own bed, when they out of the room and saw their family gather, hanging out until midnight with some friends, date whoever they like, do what ever they want to do, and go back sleep till afternoon. No early phone calls to wake them up, guard less, no rules for everything they should do, no compulsion, everything is just relax. 18 months is a long time but i think it’s fair compared to what they have gave to us for the last 5 years. They really deserve it. I felt so happy to be with them virtually for the last 5 years. Now it’s turn for them to be happy with people they want for years. It’s gonna be so hard for me but it’s ok. I’ll be ok. I know someday it will happen, no more counting down for new album, no more concerts, no more new stuff will be launched, but my mama say just enjoy what you have now. If i can ask for some things, please always keep yourself safe, each of you. And don’t forget you always had us in every corner of this world. For this time, i don’t care what will be happen soon, i’ll not let them go, i’ll never forget them, just if they ask me to. It’s a mutual. They are the best idol in the world, and so we are the best fans in the world. We have promised each other.

A thread on Olive And Palestine And Hope. 🇵🇸

mahmoud darwish / sharif s. elmusa, “flawed landscape” / fredrika bremer / naomi shihab nye, “different ways to pray” /Olive    -   Kostas Papanikolaou , 1991. / mahmoud darwish, “the second olive tree” /

Olive Trees with Yellow Sky and Sun, Vincent van Gogh. /

miftah, olive trees – more than just a tree in palestine / @imransuleiman - palestinian lady collects gas bombs fired by israeli army. she grows flowers in these bombs. /miftah, olive trees – more than just a tree in palestine

Happy birthday to the bi pride flag, created in 1998 by Michael Page.

In 1999, Monica Helms created the trans flag after a meeting with Michael Page, who suggested that the trans community should have its own flag as well.

Dating Niall would include

- baking cupcakes in the middle of the night.

- him making you wear his sweaters when you get a cold

-lots and lots of cuddling

- rough and sweaty post-concert sex

- “Y'have to be quiet darlin’, I don’t want Harry catchin’ us again.”

- him dragging you to all his sports events

- You having to cheer him up after his team lost and he’s acting like a pouty four year-old toddler

- “Niall did you purposely cut holes in your jeans?”

- “Niall where the fuck is the pie I bought this morning?”

- “Niall get off of me, we have to get up.” “Nuh uh. Don’t wanna.” “Niaalll.”

- him making dinner and it’s good but the kitchen’s a mess

- “Sometimes I think you love Harry more than me.” “You got me.”

- rough and sweaty post-golf sex

- that goddamn stupid ugly hat

- him being overprotective at clubs and crowded places

- him tackling you out of no where and tickling you

- him trying really hard to braid your hair

- “My eyes are drowning in an ocean of you.” “You’re such a loser, you know that?”

- him trying and failing to teach you guitar.

- his thick ass fingers

- tracing the veins on his arms while you both watch tv

- sloppy kisses

mad girl’s love song - sylvia plath / blue lily, lily blue - maggie stiefvater / work song - hozier

Louise Glück

Zialls New Years

COUNT DOWN

FIC REC

So.. A lot of things have happened this year but thanks to god we still have amazing writers and ziall shippers to go through life I hope you enjoy it :) 

*For the few ones who were asking yes I am a Ziall shipper yes I still believe in them and yes I hope you have fun going through all of this amazing ride* 

lots of ziall love xx 

December 1st -> This Is Not Bridget Jones 

December 2nd -> 10 things i ____ about you

December 3rd -> Nevada’s Fault

December 4th-> In Other Words, Please Be True (In Other Words, I Love You)

December 5th-> Future Full of Unwritten Things

December 6th-> The Creation Of Ursa Major

December 7th-> I Could Be Your Home

December 8th-> Future So Bright

December 9th-> If the Sky Was Turning Red

December 10th-> Let Your Heart Go Boom

December 11th-> We Fell Through The Ice (when we tried to say it)

December 12th-> We Made A Start

December 13th-> Your Touch 

December 14th-> Sunrise 

December 15th-> I Was Made For Sunny Days (I Was Made For You)

December 16th-> I’ve Got Your Body On My Skin (And Tequila On My Tongue)

December 17th->The Awful Edges Where You End And I Begin

December 18th-> A Better Place Cannot Be Found

December 19th-> With Eyes Shut, It’s You I’m Thinking Of

December 20th-> Come Take My Pulse

December 21th-> #Bring1DtoTortall

December 22th-> Maybe You’re My Picket Fence

December 23th-> Of An Endless Summer

December 24th-> Among The Canyons And The Stars

Decemeber 25th-> To Put A Little Sunshine In Your Life

December 26th-> Take A Chance On Me (You Won’t Regret It)

December 27th-> You And Me Plus Baby Makes Three

December 28th-> Destroy What Destroys You

December 29th-> And If You Want Me, I’ll Always Be Yours

December 30th-> I Will Love You (Even When You Forget)

December 31th-> Never Knew That It Could Mean So Much

HAPPY NEW YEARS 

*as a bonus bc I love Ziall and yall that much*

Way Past Playing Hard To Get

Once Is Never Enough With A Man Like You

Pony Tails Or Cotton Tails

White Shadow Waltz

Ne Me Quitte pas 

Like A Hurricane Thundercloud

Nevada’s Fault

Delivery Entrance To Narnia

It Could Get Ugly (But It Was Beautiful)

Heres to an amazing 2016 :) 

*gif credit dailyonedirection*