I'm In My "I Don't Know How But I Will" Era

Remember what life is all about

I was so concerned with my final year of college, finals, entry exams, that it felt like i was going through life head bowed, just walking on autopilot and staring only at the ground

I need to remember to enjoy life more often

The exams will be there, the time will pass anyway

So i choose to spend my free time remembering that there's life outside of university and the oh-so-important future

Smell the flowers, sit in the sun, go for a walk in the rain, watch children play, dance in your room, feed some ducks or squirrels (do some research about what is ok to feed them beforehand though)

Remember what life is really about

💕 14.06.2024 // I studied a bit less today but I only had 6h of sleep so I think I can stop earlier and go to bed to rest a bit ahah

Tomorrow I want to study a lot more than today, and I hope I will be able to hit 9/10 hours of studying!!

You’re never too old to learn something new. Never stop studying. 

June 26th

today’s work:

Irritable Bowel Disease

Celiac Disease

Colorectal Cancer

Gastrointestinal bleeding

Started with hep B which I’m finishing tomorrow

Had a little moment of realization on my way home today that right now I have everything I have ever prayed for and I just couldn’t be more grateful, really. Felt sorry for myself for letting myself down sometimes when I have everything I have ever prayed for right here right now. Time to work hard to get that degree and to finally start helping patients because this degree is for them too and for their lives and I feel more motivated than ever to make as many lives as I can into better and healthier lives and as many people into happier and more hopeful people 🤍I love this path with my whole soul I really do

8/29

Had a super productive day yesterday, so today things are moving a tad slower

Decided to do this in a break to take my mind off the courses

1/100 days of productivity

My aesthetic is like dark academia but the medieval Iranian / Islamic golden age version

↳ 09.09.22. / Friday

Oh I am definitely gonna have to re-learn how to take nice desk/study pictures. Anyways, today I’m reviewing my early TESOL program notes to refresh myself on some grammar and sneaking in a quick DuoLingo session. I don’t use Duo as my primary study material for any language, but I find it particularly helpful for Mandarin because it forces me to read/review characters every day. I simply don’t have time every day to hit my textbooks the way I want to, but I can always do a Duo lesson or two. Also, I am competitive and want to get to a year-long Duo streak lol.

Let me be your favourite mistake

6.11.2022

Trying to get back in the studying mood is the hardest part of studying.

There's still time left until my midterms, but I don't want to cram a lot right before the exams, so I'm trying to get back on track. Productivity level is remarkably low.

Any advice on getting motivated to study?

• darkness can be beautiful

• but blind love can be ugly