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⭐ 17.06.2024 // I DID IT!! I DID IT GUYS!!! I STUDIED 10 HOURSSSSS!!!!

I'm tired but especially extremely motivated by the fact that I was able to achieve that much. Like, a few years ago I would never have thought that it would be possible for me to do it EVER. It says so much about my recovery journey and it's awesome. Like I'm able for the first time in YEARS to manage studying a lot of hours, doing a minimum of self care, answering people's texts, planning events for later AND be able to function like a human (so not be overly tired by it). It means a lot for me. I still have progress to make in some domains tho, who doesn't, but it's still amazing

(And honestly Tumblr has something to do with it, I met amazing mutuals here and maybe the "do it scared, do it bad, do it tired" helped me in my journey after all ahah)

PS : my cat didn't want to sleep in my room today so I don't have any pictures of her yet :(( (but she killed a mouse today, ig she had other priorities)

Hey, long time no see!

I try to post more regularly, but it’s really stressful lately. I’m still working on my bachelors thesis, the experiments do not seem to come to an end. I really struggle with my adhd atm and just try to hold every together :’)

Let’s see what the next weeks bring!

17.06.24 || breathing exercises

I watched a documentary yesterday about an Irish poet and it reminded me how as I child, I wanted to make documentaries like these. Portraits of people and their craft and the places that made them who they are today. I suppose writing fiction is the closest I got to this childhood dream. Watching the Irish landscapes on my screen made me long for a life that was different to the one I was leading now and more certain of spending my September in Scotland.

To Do today:

BauR

BGB IV

StPO

Have a good one

AJ

• darkness can be beautiful

• but blind love can be ugly

And so, the simplest things bring me the most joy

Alex Dimitrov, from "Love“

A sunny workspace this morning. Sitting down to do some editing after an extra long weekend spent visiting a friend who lives at the seaside— chips on the beach, moseying around vintage shops, a half pint and kissing a framed banksy at the pub, the sea was shining turquoise

Master List of Academic Success from Girl with a 4.0 at Uni (study tips, life tips, etc.)

For some school tips:

Go to your professors office hours. Seriously just go. I've literally had professors tell me questions that are going to be on the test in office hours. I've had professors help me break past writing block in office hours. Often, professors are much more agreeable in 1-1 conversations, and they start to learn your name and work ethic (particularly important in large classes) My favorite example of this: Fall term of my freshman year, I had an astronomy class that was huge, Im talking hundreds of students. There were about 10-20 of us who found out that during office hours the week of big exams, the professor would actually let us help him choose test questions. His office was high up with a great view, and it was so fun to cram in to his office and huddle up, especially during the winter months late at night, excitedly discussing black holes, the conversation pin balling around the room.

Take paper notes. Holy crap I cant emphasize this enough. I know there's a heap of science behind it I just don't know the details so I won't go into it, but it dramatically increases memory. So during lecture, take notes using paper and pen, and in fact, keep all your electronics in your bag for class. This helps you keep engaged in the lecture and you never get distracted and tune out.

Sit in the front row. I know, I know. But seriously I've genuinely sat in the front row for every single lecture that I've ever attended since freshman year, and it has done wonders for me. I'm so much more willing to participate in discussions and answer questions, which helps me understand the content more. Also another great strategy to avoid using your phone or computer to eliminate distraction.

Don't skip lecture. I've never skipped a lecture unless I was sick enough that I felt like I would vomit during class. Skipping class just is not worth the consequences. Genuinely every lecture is important and you never know when the professor will say something that is going to be on exams or quizzes.

Do assigned readings and homework. every. single. time. Unlike in high school, a big majority of the assignments professors give out aren't actually busy work- they have a purpose. They're often super helpful for understanding information better overall.

Have study spots and spaces. One of my favorites is a 24 hour coffee shop about 10 minutes from campus. The vibes are off the charts, super eclectic, and insanely productive. Never study in bed, trust me. Libraries, coffee shops, even the dining room table are good. Just not bed.

Life tips:

Sleep. I know the academia world romanticizes running on 3 hours of sleep because we were up too late reading. But sleep is an academic superpower than severely enhances the functioning of our brains. Don't procrastinate things that are important- get stuff done early in the day. Go to sleep early and wake up early.

On that note, become a morning person. My most productive hours are 5-9 am, before my roommates are awake, before anyone is awake. In these hours I'm able to workout, clean the apartment, talk to God, and start studying, all before most people are awake, which means less distractions. Also, there's something really sweet about rubbing the sleep out of your eyes, coffee becomes so much more sacred, and silence is refreshing.

Eat food friends. I know sometimes we can forget to eat all day as we become lost in study, but I find that sometimes just a study snack makes me a lot more productive and revives me from any groggy feelings.

Ask questions. People will love to answer, and it makes you seem curious and interested.

Dress up. Even when you get up in the morning, change out of your pajamas. You can even change into different pajamas if you want. But I find that a nice outfit helps me feel lots more productive and aesthetic.

Last but not least, carpe diem, make your lives extraordinary.

And at the end of the day... What matters most is if you felt alive

What is the point of high grades if you went days in a row without feeling the sun on your skin, without hearing the birds and without smelling a flower?

Studying is important. Being prepared for your future is important.

But living is even more so.

Don't forget to cherish the small joys of life

1/6 exams to go