Fandom: Telltale Batman
Pairing: Bruce Wayne/John Doe
Rating: T
Word Count: 5,870
Okay so I know this was probably done a thousand times before, but i just wanted to write it out. Basically what happens after the vigilante epilogue in ep5
Arkham Asylum
5.06 PM
The sound of heavy footsteps echoed down the narrow halls. Fluorescent lights hummed quietly in tune, accompanied by the never ending rain. It was a dull, gray symphony, one perfectly matching the empty walls of the asylum.
One, Bruce felt, that was pouring effortlessly out of his own heart.
“Visitor for John Doe!”- The guard shouted, interrupting their monotonous walk without a warning. Bruce managed to stop mere inches away from the other man, nearly running into him. He adjusted his tie, suddenly realizing he was nowhere near as prepared for what was about to come as he thought.
“Bruce!”
His name resonated in the hollow corridor, sent a freezing chill down Bruce’s spine. And yet, when he leaned over to meet those striking green eyes through the small gap of the food slot, he couldn’t contain the small smile forming on his face.
John’s whole expression lit up just then, and he released a quiet giggle.
Yeah, this was funny.
“Alright, Doe, we’re coming in, you hear?”- The guard impatiently banged on the door with his fist, and reached behind to take out a pair of handcuffs and his keychain, -“Hands where I can see ‘em!”
As soon as the door was unlocked, Bruce saw him. Really, truly saw him.
He looked just like he did on that day, a year ago, back when Bruce first found himself in Arkham. A creepy-looking, unsettlingly friendly weirdo that knew things he shouldn’t and had the smell of trouble all around him. A whole year, and yet that much didn’t change.
“Hands out,”- The guard commanded, and John obediently extended his wrists for the handcuffs. Bruce involuntarily winced at the sight, placing a hand on the guard’s shoulder to stop him from walking over.
“Um- Sir, I-I don’t believe we’ll be needing that,”- He half-whispered to the older man, who raised an unimpressed eyebrow at him. Bruce lowered his voice even further, leaning in closer to his ear, -“If you don’t mind, I’d rather us have some privacy, if you know what I mean?”
“Ya wanna be alone in a room with this maniac!?”- The guard looked at him with a bewildered expression on his face, tugging his shoulder away from Bruce’s grasp, -“Sorry, sir, that ain’t protocol.”
Bruce naturally expected this response, already pulling out a stack of cash from his pocket, prepared for this exact occasion. He wasn’t going to take any more chances trying to smooth talk this guy - John was still smiling, but Bruce noticed how his shoulders tensed at the word ‘maniac’.
“Well, uh, I think I have something here that would help you close your eyes on the protocol,”- He smiled coyly, handing the bribe over to the guard.
The man looked over the cash hesitantly, probably judging the amount - which was more than generous. He finally snatched it from Bruce’s hand, scoffing as he pocketed the money.
“Lock us in, would you?”- Bruce asked, watching the confusion on the guard’s face grow.
“Listen, I don’t know what the hell you think you’re doing, but I better not find your bloody corpse when I come back,”- The older man threatened as Bruce finally walked into the room, -“Visiting’s over in two hours.”
John beamed at Bruce, looking as though he just witnessed the best con in history, and Bruce smirked in return. People these days, right?
“And no funny business!”- The guard hissed at them before finally slamming the door. Bruce listened to the sounds of the lock clicking in place and the man’s fading footsteps, then finally turned to face John full on.
“What’s that supposed to mean?”- John giggled, pointing his thumb at the door. Bruce didn’t reply.
He felt his smile drop when he realized he was finally alone with John, the weight of the past few weeks hanging over his head like a storm cloud. As though on cue, thunder rolled over the horizon, and John sat down on the bed, continuing to grin up at him.
“Gotta be honest, Bruce…”- He began, intertwining his fingers and leaning forward, -“After everything that happened, I wasn’t sure you were ever gonna visit.”
Bruce inhaled slowly, looking down at the floor. Everything that happened… It felt as though it was in another life, happening to someone else.
“N-Now, don’t get me wrong, I’m super happy to see you!”- John was quick to correct himself, probably misreading Bruce’s expression, -“Like, extremely happy! But, I have to ask… Why did you come?”
The dreaded question. Bruce knew it was coming, but that didn’t stop him from being caught off guard. He thought that over himself, for such a long time, and didn’t manage to come up with a reasonable answer. So instead, he decided to go with the truth.
“I wanted to see you, John,”- He said, bringing up a chair and sitting opposite the other man. He paused for just a moment, half-expecting an “It’s Joker” to interrupt him.
It never came.
“Um, I just… How are you doing?”
John smiled wider, but his eyes were glossed over with something hollow, -“Well, I’m back in Arkham, hanging out with the crazies and eating pills for breakfast, lunch, and dinner, so… I guess you could say things could be better-”
“Don’t be like that, John,”- Bruce began, his heart heavier with each word, -“You know this is what is best for you. You’re sick, and you need help.”
He wasn’t sure whether he quite believed that himself, but there wasn’t exactly an alternative. John just wasn’t ready for the outside world - and the outside world wasn’t ready for him. Dr. Leland was a bit too hasty in singing those release papers the first time around, and Bruce wanted to make sure that that wouldn’t happen again.
John sat quietly for a long moment, finally sighing heavily as he looked out the window.
“Yeah, maybe you’re right, Bruce,”- He all but whispered, an unreadable expression crossing his face, -“Maybe I do belong in Arkham.”
“No, no, that’s not what I meant either. I-“- Bruce sighed as well, leaning forward and resting his arms on his knees. How in the world was he going to convey this to him..?
“Look… You created a mess, John. A big, difficult mess. But-“
“Don’t you think I don’t know that!?”- John suddenly snapped, bolting up and turning to face Bruce, -“It’s the only thing that I’ve been hearing for the past week! “John Doe did this, John Doe did that” - I know what I did-!“
“And I don’t blame you for it,”- The billionaire interrupted, his voice calm and steady, placing a hand on John’s arm. The other man jumped, seemingly just realizing where he was and who he was with, -“Breathe.”
And John obliged.
Taking a few deep breaths and calming down, he sat back down on the bed, -“Maybe you should be blaming me, Bruce. You said it yourself, I made a mess.”
“No, I… Misspoke. I should’ve said we made a mess.”
John quirked an eyebrow, staring at him with a confused expression. Only then did Bruce realize he still had his hand on his arm. He moved it back hastily, clearing his throat.
“I won’t deny that all those things… All those bad things that happened - you’re the one who caused them. But… I was the one that drove you to that state. I wanted nothing but the best, but I ended up being the worst thing for you, John. And I guess… I guess I wanted to apologize for it.”
And that’s why he was here. Bruce finally was starting to piece it together - the guilt that came after seeing John’s trial, the bitter aftertaste at his sentence, the pain he felt when he saw those bright green eyes, faded under the veil of heavy medication.
“Oh, Bruce-“
“No, let me finish.”
Bruce knew he could’ve avoided it all if only he could see how unstable John was, if he brought him back to Arkham sooner. Instead, he continued using him, their friendship, to get what he needed. John was the last thing on his mind until the very end, and that ended up being his biggest mistake.
“John, I… I really do want to see you get better. I’ve said this before, and I will say it again - I’m not giving up on you,”- He emphasized this by moving over to the bed, sitting down next to the other man who continued to listen in silence, -“I know it’s not too late, and I will be here, supporting you at every turn. And once you’re better - once you’re really, truly better, I will be there too. Waiting for you, on the other side.”
Heavy silence fell between them, as John just stared at the floor, and Bruce studied his features, trying to decipher what was going on in his head. His eyes were fixated, mouth hanging slightly open, his skin even paler in the dim light of Arkham’s lamps.
And suddenly, John doubled over, his shoulder shaking ever so slightly, before he finally erupted in a fit of laughter that took Bruce by surprise. It wasn’t maniacal, wasn’t that crazy sort of cackle that chilled Bruce to the bone when he heard it from the man whose face was covered in blood. It was genuine, heartfelt.
“Y-You really are just as crazy as me, aren’t you?”- John giggled, wiping a tear away from his eye and turning to face Bruce with a wide smile, -“I break your one and only code, and you still think I’m worth fighting for. Hell, they should lock you up right here with me- it’ll be just like old times!”
Bruce couldn’t help but smile at that himself, softly shaking his head, -“If you don’t mind, I think I’ll pass up on that offer.”
“Suit yourself. You’re missing game night on Wednesday.”
Bruce looked John over again, finally feeling the tension in the air dissipate. Only then did he notice the white bandage around his right hand, blending in with his pale skin.
“How’s your hand?”- Bruce asked, unthinkingly taking it into his own. He looked over the bandages, that seemed clean. Good, no need to change them.
John blinked a few times, pursing his lips.
“Oh, this? Completely forgot it even happened. But I’m not going to lie, you roughed me up pretty good, buddy.”
“You think that’s roughing up?”- Bruce smirked up at him, his hands instinctively travelling to his left side, -“You should see what you put me through, John.”
The man furrowed his eyebrows, looking over Bruce quizzically. He suddenly brought up a hand to his face, gently running his thumb over his jaw, and gave a smile, -“Sorry, Bruce, don’t think a few scratches are the same as a punctured hand!”
Bruce scoffed, immediately feeling the need to prove himself. He knew that ‘who got it worse’ isn’t exactly a competition, but he’d be damned if he didn’t win this one.
Plus, seeing the full extent of his injuries might serve good in John’s rehabilitation. He needed to take responsibility for his actions.
Before he could think it through any better, Bruce was already undoing his tie and discarding it on the floor, moving on to unbutton his jacket and shirt.
“Woah, he-hey, buddy- The guard said ‘no funny stuff’, remember?”- John giggled, but immediately fell silent as soon as his eyes landed on Bruce’s chest.
It was littered with scars, wounds, and cuts, some new, some fading, and a myriad of bandages and plasters. A particularly large bruise was spread over the right side of his body, same side as the multitude of his broken ribs.
“Woah,”- John mumbled, standing up and moving closer to inspect the full extent of his injuries, -“…Well, guess now we know why they call you ‘Bruce’!”
The billionaire couldn’t help but smirk at that, shaking his head at the bad pun. He opened his shirt further, holding it to allow John the full view. He jumped only ever so slightly when he felt the other man’s fingers trace down his skin. He had half a mind to tell him to stop, that he was being inappropriate. Or let him down with a simple ‘it still hurts’ - John would get the clue.
But…
“What’s this for?”- John whispered, feeling the edges of a huge plaster Bruce had on the left side of his torso. The billionaire inhaled sharply, looking it over himself.
“I fell on a metal rod. After you set the bombs off on the GCPD rooftop.”- He stated, trying to keep his voice as level and blameless as he could, -”Went right through me.”
John still visibly winced at that, snapping his hand back for a second - and only for a second.
“Huh… You weren’t kidding when you said I almost killed you,”- He smiled, somewhat bittersweet, continuing to trace every cut and mark on Bruce’s body. Bruce was beginning to feel a bit more exposed than before, -“Guess we’re both punctured now, huh?”
John raised up his right hand and giggled, and Bruce smiled in return.
“Guess so.”
“…I’m sorry. I really didn’t mean to hurt you… Not back then, anyway.”
Bruce didn’t say anything, taking a deep breath as he realized how close the two of them were standing. John was now tracing circles at his collarbones, and Bruce didn’t know what to do with his hands, so he continued to awkwardly hold his shirt open for the other man to do as he pleased. A sudden thought that the guard might come back any second crossed his mind, and he shrugged it off, convincing himself that they still had time. It sure was quite a compromising position to be caught in.
“You know, I just don’t think I’m cut out for that vigilante life. It was so much more stressful than I imagined,”- John continued, voice just above a whisper, -“Don’t think I’ll be able to help you out much more on that front, Batman.”
Bruce involuntarily shivered at the mention of his alter ego, swallowing down hard. It was somehow much more difficult to breathe now that there was so little space between him and John, his words almost suffocating.
“There will be no need to. I… Think I’m gonna stick with Bruce from now on.”
John stopped in his tracks, realization slowly dawning on him as he raised his wide eyes to meet with Bruce’s.
“Wh- No… No way- You’re retiring!?”- He exclaimed, taking a few steps backwards, -“Are you kidding me!?”
Immediately feeling that much colder, Bruce closed the distance between him and John again, placing a hand on his shoulder.
“Trust me, John, it’s for the best-“
“Is this my fault!?”- The other man continued yelling, violently tugging his shoulder away from Bruce’s hand, -“Are you doing this because of me!? Because of what I’ve done!?”
Bruce looked down at the floor, not sure exactly what to answer. Yes, and no.
But mostly yes.
“I made my decision, John-“
“How can you just- do this!? To us, to yourself, to Gotham-!”- He slammed his hands on the bedside dresser, breathing heavily as his eyes wandered over to the framed picture. John took it in his hands, and only then did Bruce fully realize who was depicted in it.
“…To me?”
John slowly turned around, his expression painful as he looked down at the picture of him and Batman, back on the GCPD rooftop. Bruce smiled, feelings of bittersweet nostalgia washing over him. He walked closer to John, gently taking his hands and lowering the photo, so that the man finally looked up from it.
“Look, John… It’s going to be fine. I’m just… Giving Batman a little break. I’m not hanging up the cowl forever, you hear?”- He whispered, making sure John listened to every word. Sure, he was making this up as he went along - but the more he spoke, the more he was starting to believe it himself, -“I think that me, and you, and Gotham - we all need time off. And when the right time comes- if the right time comes-“
“He’ll come back, right?”- John finished for him, taking a deep breath.
“Exactly.”
He still didn’t sound convinced, still had that sad grimace on his face - but at least he finally put down the photo, and was back to tracing circles on Bruce’s chest. Bruce didn’t even know why he felt so relieved.
“Hey, look on the bright side,”- He continued, moving his hands to gently hold John by the forearms, -“Now that I’ve got so much free time, I can visit you more often. Every other day or so.”
That did seem to cheer John up, and the man finally looked Bruce in the eyes, -“You promise?”
Bruce smiled wide as he held up one of his hands, extending out a finger to John,
“Pinky swear.”
That seemed to do it.
John laughed loudly, as they locked fingers. Bruce didn’t register when, exactly, his hands moved to hold John by the waist, didn’t realize that their bodies were practically touching until just then. He felt his mind suddenly go blank, had no idea where to go from here.
John continued to stare up at him, grinning expectantly, still idly running his fingers along every line and scar on his chest.
Bruce awkwardly cleared his throat, his face all too warm.
“Uh, ahem- Alfred sends his regards.”
“Really?”- John smiled wider at that, pressing even closer to Bruce - as close as was physically possibly without fully touching, -“Does he miss me!?”
Bruce took a long moment to think it over, noticing John’s smile begin to drop. He cleared his throat again, realizing it was way too dry for comfort.
“Er, yeah, he does!”- He lied, knowing that Alfred will probably forgive him for it, -”He, uh, wishes you a soon recovery and is also eager to see you at the manor!”
“The manor..?”
It was then that it dawned on Bruce that he may have accidentally omitted actually discussing this with John. Crap.
“I, um… Was kind of thinking you could come live with me, after Arkham. A-At least until you can find your own place. You could even come work for me, at Wayne Enterprises. Uh, if you want to, that is.”
He already made the decision on his own, and was willing to stand by it. Alfred told him there were plenty of other ways to do good in this world - so Bruce decided to start by cleaning up the mess Batman made. And that meant doing everything he could to support John.
John stared back at him, bright green eyes illuminated by the moon that finally came out from behind the storm clouds. Bruce inhaled sharply, momentarily feeling lightheaded.
“You know what, Bruce? I might just have to take you up on that offer,”- The man smiled, throwing his hands behind Bruce’s neck, and the distance between their bodies was officially nonexistent.
Bruce swallowed down, smiling awkwardly. Between telling John to take a step back or moving away himself, he decided to go with a simple, -“That’s great to hear, John. There will be plenty of rooms in the manor for you, choose whichever one you want.”
John turned his face to stare at the floor for a moment, then shifted his eyes back to Bruce, smiling sheepishly.
“And what if I wanted to stay in your room?”
That seemed to knock the wind out of Bruce’s lungs, and he turned away immediately, forgetting entirely how to breathe. John hastily took a few steps back, shaking his head.
“S-Sorry, sorry! Was that too straightforward?”
Bruce felt as though he was doused in cold water, not only from the sudden lack of warmth from John’s body, but also from the complete and undeniable insinuation that the other man’s words carried. The subject that he was so keen on avoiding or sweeping up under a rug was suddenly out in the open, and Bruce was forced to finally confront something that he wasn’t sure he was willing to just yet.
John bit his bottom lip, scratching at the back of his head, the prolonged silence clearly driving him to the edge. He coughed a few times, turning away from Bruce, -“Look, just forget I said anything, okay? I’m sorry I-“
“John, wait-“- Bruce interrupted him, grasping him by the arms and turning him around, grounding him in place as though if he let go the other man might just walk off. As if there was anywhere to go in the tiny cell.
He didn’t know what he was even planning on saying, if he even had anything to say. But he felt that something needed to be said, and so he opened his mouth, and began speaking, hoping that whatever came out would make sense.
“Listen John, I- That time- You- Dammit, wait, let me start over,“- And yet he couldn’t tie a single sentence together, and with every word he spoke John’s expression was looking more and more down. He finally allowed himself to take a deep, shaky breath, calming his nerves, gave himself a moment to think about what he was actually going to say.
He then gave John a reassuring squeeze on the shoulders, still not letting go, still too scared that he would just…
“John, when… Back at Ace Chemicals, when you told me how much you looked up to me… How much I meant to you…”- Bruce whispered, moving closer to the other man without thinking, -“When you told me that… All you ever wanted to be was… Be loved by me… I…”
He took another breath, staring at the floor to avoid watching the expression on John’s face, his heart beating faster, recalling every memory, every word, every second.
“I don’t think that you… I don’t think you ever realized that I really, truly did care for you, John. I know you doubted our friendship, until the very end, but… I did think of you as my friend. And we did have good times together.”
Bruce felt the other man’s shoulders tense up under his grasp. He slowly let go, finally looking up, only to see him staring at the ground just as intensely as Bruce was a moment ago.
“So when you… When you said that you wanted to be loved by me…”- He continued, taking another second to register this moment, recognize what exactly he was saying, and what exactly he was feeling, -“I don’t think you realized… I don’t think that you realized you were already loved by me. And maybe I didn’t realize until it was too late, but… I did love you, John…”
A moment passed between them. An eternity in silence equating down to just one second. Bruce felt as though he was just about to throw his own heart up, his guts twisting painfully with every breath.
“…But not anymore?”- John whispered, barely audible, yet still too loud in the empty silence of the asylum. Bruce inhaled sharply, continuing to study the expressionless face that he knew masked a waterfall of pain.
He didn’t know what to say to that.
There was no right answer, no correct option for him to chooe from. He had no idea what was going on in his own head, so he continued to stay silent, until John simply swallowed down, and turned his head to face the wall.
“Hah!”- A single dry laugh escaped his lips, and John looked almost mad just then, almost scowling- “That’s alright, Bruce. I understand-“
No.
No, no, no, no, no-
“John-“- Bruce mumbled, lunging forward without thinking. He grabbed a hold of the man’s wrists, turning him around harshly. John stared back at him with a blank expression, eyes dead, even in the glow of moonlight, -“Things are not so simple- I- Look, we’ll work hard together, okay? I promised not to give up on you, didn’t I? You’ll feel better soon, and then you can move in with me, and then we’ll… We’ll figure something out, alright?”
“I’m getting tired of being played around with, Bruce,”- John hissed, voice low, threatening, and Bruce remembered exactly why he was trying to avoid this altogether.
“No, no- Listen. I just- I don’t want to hurt you again, John,”- Alfred’s words echoed loudly in his head - using John, creating his own worst villains, putting everyone around him in danger.
Bruce felt his stomach tighten with the thought that he could be detrimental to John. It made him sick.
“I told you, John, I care about you. I just- I don’t want to-“
John was already turning around, and Bruce could feel him slipping away from his fingers.
So, without a second thought, he leaned in, desperately pulling the other man closer to his chest-
His lips meeting a hand pushing up against them.
It took him a moment to register what just happened. Bruce felt his heart sink to the bottom of his stomach, daring to open his eyes… Only to see John looking out to the door, focusing intently on it.
And in the next second, a loud bang nearly made Bruce jump, followed by a harsh “Everything okay in there!?”
John slowly removed his hand from Bruce’s mouth, and the latter immediately yelled back.
“Y-Yeah, we’re fine!”
“You got 30 minutes, Mr. Wayne!”- The guard shouted, his voice followed by the sound of retreating footsteps.
Bruce exhaled slowly, all the tension that he felt building up in the air slowly dissipating. He turned to face John, who was giggling softly.
“Now, where were we?”- He beamed, taking Bruce’s hands into his own.
The billionaire couldn’t help the chuckle that escaped his lips at realizing how absurd this situation was. It was as though a boulder was lifted off of his shoulders when he saw his best friend’s smile - and yeah, in the end, maybe John really was his best friend.
“I- All I wanted to say, John-”- Bruce started again, now that he finally managed to recapture the other’s full attention, -“-is that I don’t want to mess things up. I don’t know if this is what you need right now, so I-“
“Alllllright, enough talking, buddy,”- John suddenly interrupted him, intertwining their fingers together on one hand, using the other to hold Bruce by the back of his neck, slipping it under his shirt. Bruce couldn’t help but shiver, -“I’ve let you go on and on and on about your reasons, now it’s time to hear me out. I had nothing outside of Arkham when I first got out - there wasn’t anything out there for me. Or anyone, for that matter. I managed to find Harley, the Pact, you… We became a family. It was perfect.”
Bruce couldn’t help but smile with fond memories, his own hand finding its way to John’s waist, landing there unsteadily. No, in the end, it wasn’t all terrible.
“And then everything just… Blew up,”- John made an explosion noise, rolling his head from one shoulder to the other, -“And not in a fun way, either. And then I got tossed back in here, like an unwanted dog. You think I gave a damn about rehabilitation!? What was waiting for me out there this time? Nothing. Same thing as the last time.”
“And then - you came. You actually came to visit! After everything I pulled, after everyone I killed…”
The billionaire winced at that, instinctively squeezing John closer to himself. It was as though he was trying to protect him from everything that happened, but… Bruce knew he couldn’t protect him from himself.
“And you’re still here, for whatever damn reason. And no matter how hard I try, I just can’t bring myself to hate you!”
John laughed at that, another full, sincere laugh, and Bruce couldn’t help but actually join in, earning himself a confused stare.
“What can I say, John. The feeling’s mutual,”- He chuckled, pressing his forehead against the other’s.
John exhaled softly, continuing to stare into Bruce’s eyes. He brought both of his hands to cup his face, running his thumbs over his chiseled jaw, -“And now suddenly… I have something to look forward to, outside of Arkham. Somewhere to go. Someone that’s waiting.”
“I actually have a reason to get better, Bruce. So now, I think… I think this is not going back to the beginning. This is… This is just a fresh start!”
“What a positive attitude,”- Bruce smirked, leaning in closer, lips hovering just above John’s. He felt the other’s warm breath on his skin, could see the reflection of the moon in his eyes. John shifted, moving a leg in between Bruce’s, their bodies impossibly close together. His heart was racing a thousand miles a minute, resonating across his chest, his head, beating in his eardrums.
He forgave Alfred’s lies, Selina’s betrayals, Tiffany’s murder - and John was just as deserving of a second chance as they were.
“You will be my light outside of Arkham, Bruce,”- John whispered, his lips barely grazing Bruce’s, and the billionaire shook his head.
“No… John, when you’re out, you will no longer need a light.”
And with that, he didn’t hesitate any longer to close the distance between them, softly placing his lips on John’s, inhaling sharply when he felt that sting of electricity in his heart. John’s hands moved up into Bruce’s hair, fingers running through his locks, as Bruce brought him closer by the waist, gently moving his lips against the other man’s.
Another second, and John’s tongue was slipping into Bruce’s mouth, and his leg was rubbing against his crotch, Bruce running his hands under John’s shirt, feeling every inch of his back. He released a content exhale, breaking away from John’s mouth and moving onto his neck, his tongue running down a beating vein, gently biting at the pale skin. John quietly hissed in pain, pulling down his shirt to reveal more skin for Bruce to taste.
After leaving a particularly big hickey on his collar bone, Bruce moved back to John’s mouth, capturing it in another deep kiss.
“What time is it?”- John suddenly asked, pulling away. Bruce was breathing heavily, his underwear and pants feeling uncomfortably tight. It took him a moment to gather his bearings, recognize what John was even saying.
He checked his watch, immediately realizing he only had seven minutes to gather his clothes from the floor and make himself look presentable before the guard showed up.
And even with that, he couldn’t bother feeling anything but overwhelmed. Whatever was happening between him and John was… Drunkening. It made him feel elevated.
“Will you-“
“Yes, of course,”- He replied, picking up his tie from the floor and buttoning up his shirt, without even letting the other man finish the question. He already knew what he was going to ask, anyway.
“What-“
“Same time as today. No, earlier. I don’t have anything else to do anyway.”
“Just don’t come before 3, I have therapy.”
John smiled at him, sitting down on the bed, looking just as out of breath and messed up as Bruce felt. Finally adjusting his tie and putting back on his jacket, Bruce walked over, sitting down besides John.
“What happened between us, Bruce…”- John began, his tone serious, and the billionaire instinctively tensed up, -”…You think this was ‘funny business’?”
“Ugh. Do you see me laughing?”- Bruce scoffed in response, bringing John’s hand to his lips and planting a soft kiss.
“Yeah, a little, actually.”
“Well then, let’s just keep this to ourselves for now,”- Bruce whispered, tracing his lips down the other man’s jaw, -”…You’re going to behave, right?”
“Yes, Brucie, I will be a good boy. I will take my medicine and won’t stab anyone unless absolutely necessary,”- John rolled his eyes, and, upon seeing Bruce’s expression, added, -“I promise.”
He brought their foreheads together, and they stayed like that for another minute, as he adjusted Bruce’s hair and straightened his collar.
“Time’s up, Mr. Wayne!”- The guard came banging at the door not a second late, and Bruce reluctantly stood up, brushing off his jacket.
Feeling something in his pocket, he remembered the one thing he still needed to do.
“Here,”- He hastily took what he had prepared, giving it to John, -“Nearly forgot about it.”
John looked over the slightly crumpled “Get Well” card, and in the next moment erupted with laughter. Bruce knew he’d like it, but he was still relieved at that response.
“I see you’re still in one piece,”- The guard snarled, giving the still giggling John a distasteful look. Bruce stood in front of him, feeling that weird need to protect him kick in again, -“Well, out you go.”
He held the door wide open for Bruce to leave, and John walked with him across the room. He knew he would be back tomorrow, but…
“Whoops, dropped my pen,”- Bruce discretely flung it to the other side of the corridor, earning a suspicious look from the guard. He smiled at him inncoently, fluttering his eyelashes, -“Do you mind?”
The older man scoffed incredulously, rolling his eyes as he walked over to pick it up, murmuring something about entitled rich people.
Bruce didn’t hesitate to plant one last quick kiss on John’s lips, which the latter way too happily accepted.
“Here you go, sir,”- The guard returned with his pen, his tone dripping with sarcasm, -“Now get the hell out of here.”
“Bye, John,”- Bruce smiled, receiving a happy wave in return.
“See you tomorrow, Bruce.”
Finally locking the door, the guard returned to walking by Bruce’s side, escorting him to the exit.
“Now tell me, Mr…?”- Bruce began, casually adjusting his tie.
“Flint,”- The older man mumbled in response, clearly less than pleased to be communicating.
“Mr. Flint. Do you work here every day at this hour?”
“‘Cept weekends.”
“Interesting. And do you, um… Think we could continue with our arrangement?”
“What, you gonna pay me to let you see that freak?”
Bruce restrained himself from lashing out, and resorted to a patient smile, -“If that’s okay with you?”
“Hell, as long as neither of you’s killed, fine by me.”
They continued on walking in silence for a few moments, their footsteps echoing across the empty asylum halls. After passing by a few doctors, Flint suddenly spoke up, shaking his head.
“Now, how the hell did someone like that guy make friends with someone like you!?”
Bruce couldn’t help the smile that formed on his lips.
“I guess I just got lucky.”
The older man actually stopped, turned around to look at Bruce in bewilderment, before opening the front door of the asylum.
“You’re a weird guy, Wayne. Still, gotta ask though. What in the world were you doing there for two hours?”
Thinking back to everything that happened tonight, everything that happened over the last couple of months… He had no idea where any of this was headed, or even if it was headed anywhere at all. But for now… For now, this was enough
Walking past the man, Bruce simply shrugged.
“We just talked.”
OMG that's so true
I guess "excellent sense of smell" you can consider as John being an observer
Batman: The Enemy Within - Episode 5
You know what was I thinking? About this serum and so on in BTTG? If Waller tells us the truth and Riddler's body was destroyed we couldn't create a serum.... BUT!!! As we remember mr. Freeze was infected too and after we lowered the temperature he definitely was gonna live! That means we possibly could use his blood to create it! A serum! All I'm trying to say is John should still have one virus and if we'd keep our promise about helping Nora mr. Freeze might want to work with us! Besides he needs this serum. And if John would insist I personally gonna help Harley too cause I want, ok :D And geez I can't leave Bane aside.... Sooo I can already imagine how COOOL it's gonna be if we could help each other and than defeat Waller together! Oh man if Telltale only would let me do such crazy things I'm gonna be the happiest fan ever!!! What are you thinking guys?))
Flustered Yellow Zircon? Flustered yellow zircon. Yes.
Fallout 4 (2015) dev. Bethesda Games Studios
Your ring master🦌🍎
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live qwydion reaction -> DRAGON AGE: ABSOLUTION
Okay, I’m gonna talk about this. The cafe scene is a favourite, but I wanted to monitor Bruce a little, looking at his body language. In the first gif, when he did an impression of Harley, he blinks a lot and looks away. This suggests feeling awkward, which is understandable, he’s playing pretend with John.
The second gif I love, because it screams smitten to me. He’s completely relaxed, but not only that, he makes himself appear smaller, more petite or frail. He’s also smiling and diverting his eyes. I don’t know if writers were going for this, but that’s how it looks to me. Honestly, it’s adorable.
I find myself thinking that perhaps, JUST PERHAPS, this is when Bruce starts to see John as more than a friend, even if he doesn’t really know it yet. The whole scene is brilliant (provided you pick the “be yourself” choice, so rip me, but the other one is good too). The writers did say that this “date” was important, and that John might not be after just Harley’s feelings.
I am starting to believe that up until ep4, it’s us as players to decide if we have developed a friendship in John, and with what happens in ep4, how important is that friendship, and if we choose the right choice or not.
Cliff notes on the new info on Dragon Age: The Veilguard in today’s issue of Game Informer (magazine hub link):
Edit/update: I tided up this post. ^^
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In CC you can customize things like shoulder width, chest size, glute size, hip width, how bloodshot your eyes are, nose crookedness, and more
There are hundreds of sliders for body proportions
CC detail: “Features like skin hue, tone, melanin”
There is nudity in DA:TV, “which I learned firsthand while customizing my Rook” in CC
Rook’s backstory also affects “reputation standing”, along with the other previously-known things like in-game dialogue etc
Lords of Fortune are pirate-themed, “piratic”
Rook ascends because of competency, not because of a magical McGuffin, contrasting with the 'destiny-has-chosen you’ angle DA:I has for the Inquisitor
Rook is here because they chose to be, “and that speaks to the kind of character that we’ve built. Someone needs to stop this, and Rook says, ‘I guess that’s me'”
The 4 voices we can choose for Rook each have a pitch shifter in CC
The game starts inside the bar (as previously detailed in other coverage)
In some dialogue wheels there is a “romantically inclined ‘emotional’ response” option. These are the replies that will build relationships with characters, romantic and platonic alike, but you can ignore them if you want to. Giving a companion the cold shoulder might nudge them into another companion’s embrace however
Bellara’s surname is Lutara
In the streets of Minrathous (in the opening segment of the game), there is a wide, winding pathway with a pub which has a dozen NPCs in it (is this The Swan tavern?)
The devs used the DA:TV CC to make each in-world NPC, except for specific characters like companions
There is smart use of verticality, scaling and wayfinding in the gameplay
If you play as e.g. a qunari Rook, the camera adjusts to ensure larger characters like them loom over those below. The camera also adjusts appropriately for dwarves to demonstrate their smaller stature
Neve Gallus is described as being capable
The Venatori Cultists we fight in the opening segment of the game are seizing the chaos caused by the demons unleashed by Solas’ ritual to try and take the opportunity to take over the city
As you traverse deeper and deeper into Solas’ hideout, more of his murals appear on the walls, and things 'get more elven'. Rhodes says “this is because you’re symbolically going back in time, as Minrathous is a city built by mages on the bones of what was originally the home of the elves”
At the heart of Solas’ hideout is his personal eluvian
Demons are fully redesigned in this game, on their original premise as creatures of feeling that live and die off the emotions around them. “As such, they are just a floating nervous system, pushed into this world from the Fade, rapidly assembled into bodies out of whatever scraps they find”
In the opening, we stop Solas’ ritual and save the world. “For now” anyways. Rook passes out moments later and wakes up in a dream-like landscape to the voice of Solas. He explains that a few drops of Rook’s blood interacted with the ritual, connecting them to the Fade forever. (I guess this is why they said in the Discord Q&A on June 14th that Rook has good reasons to want to avoid blood magic)
He also says that he was attempting to move Elgar’nan and Ghilan’nain (confirming who the two Evil Gods are) to a new prison, because the one he had previously constructed was failing. Unfortunately, Solas is trapped in the Fade by our doing, and the two gods are now free. “It’s up to Rook to stop them”, thus setting the stage for our adventure
Rook wakes up after this with Harding and Neve “in the lair of the Dread Wolf himself”, a special magical realm in the Fade called The Lighthouse. It’s a towering structure centered amongst various floating islands. This is where the team bonds, grows, and prepares for its adventures. It becomes more functional and homier as you do. “Already, though, it’s a beautifully distraught headquarters for the Veilguard, although they aren’t quite referring to themselves as that just yet”.
Because it was Solas’ home base, it's gaudy, with his fresco murals adorning various walls, greenery hanging from above, and hues of purple and touches of gold everywhere. Since it’s in the Fade, which is a realm of dreams that responds to your world state and emotion, the Lighthouse “reflects the chaos and disrepair of the Thedas you were in moments ago”
Clock symbols over dialogue icons signal optional dialogue options
At this point you can head over to Neve, engage in dialogue, and try and flirt with her
There is a dining hall in the Lighthouse. A plate, cutlery and a drinking chalice are at the end of a massive table. Matt Rhodes says that this is a funny and sad look at Solas’ isolated existence, and an example of the detail BioWare’s art team has put into DA:TV. “It’s like when you go to a friend’s house and see their bedroom for the first time; you get to learn more about them”
There is also a library, which is the central area of the The Lighthouse. It’s here that the party will often regroup and prepare for what’s next
The team decides that it must reach the ritual site back in Arlathan Forest. Corinne Busche said that the writer was "missing unique dialogue options here because I’m qunari; an elf would have more to say about the Fade due to their connection to it. The same goes for my backstory earlier in Minrathous. If I had picked the Shadow Dragons background, Neve would have recognized me immediately, with unique dialogue”
The team decide their next move. They go to Solas’ eluvian and back through to the ritual site in Arlathan Forest. However, it’s not fully functional without Solas, and while it returns them to the Forest, it’s not exactly where they want to go. Then a demon-infested suit of mechanized armor known as a Sentinel attacks them, and two NPCs appear to save you: the Veil Jumpers Strife and Irelin. Harding recognizes them, which you would expect if you read the comic Dragon Age: The Missing. They are experts in ancient elven magic. A cutscene ensues and we learn that Strife and Irelin need help finding Bellara Lutara. This cutscene is long and has multiple dialogue options.
“There’s a heavy emphasis on storytelling and dialogue, and it feels deep and meaty, like a good fantasy novel. BioWare doesn’t shy away from minutes-long cutscenes”
For Rook, this story is about what does it mean to be a leader? We define their leadership style with our choices. “From the sound of it, my team will react to my chosen leadership style in how my relationships play out.” This is demonstrated within the game’s dialogue and a special relationship meter on each character’s companion screen
Bellara is deep within Arlathan Forest, and following the events of the prologue, something is up here. Three rings of massive rocks fly through the air, protecting what appears to be a central fortress. Demon Sentinels plague the surrounding lands.
In gameplay/combat, players complete every swing in real time. Special care was taken in development for animation swing-through and cancelling. We can dash, parry, charge moves, and a completely revamped healing system that allows us to use potions at our discretion by hitting right on the d-pad. You can combo attacks and even ‘bookmark’ combos with a quick dash, which means that you can pause a combo’s status with a dash to safety and continue the rest of the combo afterward
Abilities can be used to customize your kit. They can be used on the fly as long as you account for cooldowns
When you pause and pull up the ability Wheel, it highlights you and your companions’ skills. There you can choose abilities, queue them, target specific enemies, and strategize with synergies and combos
Each character plays the same in that you execute light and heavy attacks with the same buttons, use abilities with the same buttons, and interact with the combo wheel in the same way, regardless of which class you select
Sword and shield warriors can hip-fire or aim their shield and throw it like Captain America
Warriors can parry incoming attacks which can stagger enemies. Rogues have a larger parry window. The mage the writer played couldn’t parry at all. Instead they throw up a shield that blocks incoming attacks automatically, so long as you have the mana to maintain it
On the start/pause screen: it has the map, journal, character sheets, skill tree, and a library for lore information. You can use it to cross-compare equipment and equip new gear for Rook and their companions, build weapon loadouts for quick change-ups mid-combat, and customize you and your party’s abilities and builds via an easy-to-understand skill tree. There aren’t in-depth minutiae, just "real numbers". For example, an unlocked trait might increase damage by 25 percent against armor, but that’s as in-depth as the numbers get. Passive abilities unlock jump attacks and guarantee critical hit opportunities, while abilities add moves like a Wall of Fire to your arsenal if you’re a mage. As you spec out this skill tree, which is 100 percent bespoke to each class, you’ll work closer to unlocking a spec, complete with a unique ultimate ability
“Sentinels and legions of darkspawn”
Combat is flashy and quick, with different types of health bars. Greenish-blue represents a barrier, which is taken down most effectively with ranged attacks
The game is gorgeous, with sprinkles, droplets, and splashes of magic in each attack a mage unleashes
The game looks amazing on consoles both in fidelity and performance modes
The mission to find Bellara is called “In Entropy’s Grasp”. You find her. She is the first companion you recruit (as Neve auto-joins). If your background is Veil Jumper, you get unique dialogue here with Bellara. She explains that everyone there is all trapped in a Veil Bubble, and there’s no way out once you pass through it. Despite the dire situation, she is bubbly, witty, and charming. She is spunky and effervescent
Companions are the faces of their factions, and in this case with Bellara, their entire area of the world. She is our window into Arlathan Forest. She is described as a sweetheart and a nerd for ancient elven artifacts, which is why she’s dressed more like an academic than a combatant. Her special arm gauntlet is useful both for tinkering with her environment and taking down enemies. While Neve uses ice magic and can slow time with a special ability, Bellara specializes in electricity, and she can also use magic to heal you. Her electric magic is effective against Sentinels. “However, without Bellara, we could also equip a rune that converts my ice magic, for a brief duration, into electricity to counter the Sentinels”
If you don’t direct your companions in combat, they are fully independent and will attack on their own
You progress at this point through the Forest, encountering more and more darkspawn. Bellara says that they have never been this far before because the underground Deep Roads, which they usually escape from, aren’t nearby. However, with “blighted” (BLIGHTED!) elven gods roaming the world, and thanks to the Blight’s radiation-like spread, it’s a much bigger threat in DA:TV than any prior DA game
The Forest has elven ruins, dense greenery and disgusting Blight tentacles and pustules
The style of the game is more high fantasy than anything in the series thus far and almost reminiscent of the whimsy of Fable. Matt Rhodes says that this is the result of the game’s newfound dose of magic: “The use of magic has been an evolution as the series has gone on. It’s something we’ve been planning for a while because Solas has been planning all this for a while. In the past, you could hint at cooler magical things in the corner because you couldn’t actually go there, but now we actually can, and it’s fun to showcase that.” The Forest’s whimsy will starkly contrast to the game’s other areas. The devs promise some grim locations and even grimmer story moments because, without that contrast, everything falls flat. Corinne says it’s like a “thread of optimism” pulled through otherworldly chaos ravaging Thedas. At this point in the game, Bellara’s personality is that thread
We can advance our bonds with our companions on their own personal quests and by including them in our party on main quests. Every Relationship Level you rank up, shown on their character sheet, nets you a skill point to spend on them. “The choices you make, what you say to companions, how you help them, and more all matter to their development as characters and party members”. Each companion has access to 5 abilities.
Each companion has issues, problems, and personal quests to complete. “Bellara has her own story arc that runs parallel to and informs the story path you’re on” (They’ve said that all of the companions have this too in previous promo material)
You progress deeper into the forest and Bellara spots a floating fortress and thinks that the artifact needed to destroy the Veil Bubble is in there. To reach it, we must remove the floating rock rings, and Bellara’s unique ability, Tinker, can do just that by interacting with a piece of ancient elven technology nearby. Rook can acquire abilities like Tinker later to complete such tasks in instances where Bellara, for example, isn’t in the party
Bellara has to activate three of these in the Forest to reach the castle. Each one you activate brings forth a bunch of Sentinels, demons, and darkspawn to defeat
You can create Arcane Bombs on enemies. It does high damage after being hit by a heavy attack
It sounds like mage characters can charge heavy attacks on their magical staffs. “then switch to magical daggers in a second loadout accessed with a quick tap of down on the d-pad to unleash some quick attacks”
Some enemies are “Frenzied”, meaning that they hit harder, move faster, and have more health
After a few more combat sections, including against a Frenzied sentinel, we reach the center of the temple. In there is an artifact called the Nadas Dirthalen. Bellara knows that this means “the inevitability of knowledge”. Before we can progress, a darkspawn ogre boss attacks, hitting hard with unblockable, red-coded attacks and a massive shield that you need to take down first. It is weak to fire
After defeating it (it’s a climactic arena fight), Bellara uses a special crystal to power the artifact and remove it from the pedestal, which destroys the Veil Bubble. Then, the Nadas Dirthalen comes alive as an Archive Spirit, but because the crystal used to power it breaks, we learn little about this spirit before it disappears. Bellara thinks that she can fix it (fixing broken stuff is her thing), so the group heads back to the Veil Jumper camp. The writer’s demo then ended.
The design of the game is not open world. The devs describe it as a “hub-and-spoke” design where the needs of the story are served by the level design. A version of DA:I’s Crossroads return (the network of teleporting eluvians) and this is how players will traverse across northern Thedas. “Instead of a connected open world, players will travel from eluvian to eluvian to different stretches of this part of the continent”. e.g. Minrathous, tropical beaches, Arlathan Forest, “to grim and gothic areas and elsewhere”. Some of these areas are large and full of secrets and treasures. Others are smaller and more focused on linear storytelling. Arlathan Forest is an example of this, but it still has optional paths and offshoots to explore for loot, healing potion refreshes, and other things.
Each location has a minimap, though linear levels like In Entropy’s Grasp won’t have the 'fog of war' that disappears as you explore like in some of the game’s bigger locations
The game has the largest number of diverse biomes in DA history
The Thedas of DA:TV “lives in the uncertainty”. “the mystery of its narrative”, “the implications of its lore”
The writer is surprised by BioWare’s command over the notoriously difficult Frostbite engine, and by how much narrative thought the dev team poured into these characters, even for BioWare.
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[source: the Game Informer pages from Issue 367 - the cover story from June 18th (link), two]