the devil couldn’t reach me so he made me feel like i dont belong anywhere.
coloring in my colleges library while trying not to cry 👍
maybe in another universe, I can ask for help when I need it.
Wishing to curl up and die
It's just not a good night
Late night walks hit different when u feel empty and suicidal
kinda wanna scream. kinda wanna cry. kinda wanna sleep. kinda just wanna disappear
Breakfast: skipped
Lunch
Broccoli 20
Steak teriyaki 120
Rice 110
Dinner: skipped
Total 250
mini mood board 4 inspired bc idk why but i cannot fucking. stop. eating.
all i think about is my weight and the wanting to lose, but i am stuck maintaining and ending up in binges.
i need to be smaller. i have to. i’ve been working so hard why am i messing this up??
bro why the fuck am i so fucking anxious all the time
I feel bad for not being as active as I normally am, but I contracted the norovirus from a boy that I babysit and it's been hell.
i'm not complaining but I could do without the feeling like shit every second of my days.
Photo haul of college
I have sooo many photos of my first semester, this isn’t even half of it
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