Threerats-inatrenchcoat - 3Rats

“You look like you’re about to cry.”

No I just wanna k1ll myself.

“Mouthful of Forevers”, Clementine von Radics

Late night walks hit different when u feel empty and suicidal

"you're so funny" - thanks man can’t wait to stare at the ceiling tonight.

I destroy everything I touch

little story

wow I love living in a townhouse and when I go to let my sister into the house ( after losing her keys) only to look behind her an see 7+ police cars at the neighbor across from us. This is a every few month experience for our neighborhood.

when we first moved into this house my mom got woken up to a banging on the door and strobe lights, only to open the door and in her words “a very good looking police officer” greeted her to ask about our next door neighbors, he was very understanding about how we don’t know them as we LITERALLY JUST MOVED IN.

my sister got woken up shortly after because they were calling out to the neighbors to get them to all walk outside and do the normal SWAT team shit, because yes my neighbors got SWATTED.

Now you might by asking, ‘but Daphie where were you when this happened?’ Dead asleep that’s where 😂

I slept through a fucking swatting, I have no memory of this happening until I was told about it in the morning.

moral of the story I can sleep through anything if I slept through a SWAT team- I have a few more stories like that in college lol

Are you normal or do you have hypervigilence problems because you always had to be aware of your family members moods growing up in order to deescalate situations before the arose

winter photos

I’m officially going back to my college dorm this Saturday so you know what that means, fasting without my family pressuring me to eat every chance they get!

ngl I really was glad that I could visit my family for a while school way getting to be too much for me during finals so this was a great time to reset.

“The world needs men! Women need men! Otherwise, who is gonna protect you”

Protect us from WHO or WHAT? Other men? And what kind of protection if being offered to women? Because I’m not seeing any form of “protection” lately. For example, the New York punching. Most of the women being punched were in broad daylight, in public, stating there were other men around. No help???

Just recently, a women in University of Chicago got threatened at gunpoint, this man tried to rob her. There were 2 men who could have helped her, and they just stood by doing NOTHING! The only reason she even lived is due to self defense, she grabbed the magazine out of his gun. He was robbing her for her cellphone.

So meanwhile she’s quite literally struggling, there’s just 2 men watching, relaxing, this is a normal event!

I’m not saying we need men for self defense. But if the few arguments men have left to seem useful, one being “we will protect you!” It’s all bullshit. They don’t mean what they say, they don’t even do what they say.

Women, we can defend ourselves. Once again I will stress the importance of learning self defense and arming yourself with any weapon. It might save your life one day!

crochet vlog

so I’ve been making my sister a crochet granny square blanket and it’s 2 ish days before Christmas. It’s sloooowly coming together but I’m hoping to finish it tomorrow

I’ll add another post about this if I end up finishing it, but it’s looking promising! Oh yea, my cat snickers has been keeping me company while I do this lol