Haunted Mind
Haunted Mind
In the fog
Will o wisps
Leading me through the bog of my mind
Stuck - I’m stuck!
Before me - I see them
One by one.. Lights, dimming
Hopes, swimming - swirling around me
I see myself as a child
I’m sinking
I can feel the longing for something better
Being met with yet another
And another
And another
Regret
S. S.
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Body Rot
Some days - my body can be a fresh flower
Today though?
I felt my insides rot
I felt the color drain
I felt myself decomposing
Insects all around
I’m molding, into the ground
This is the final time I lay down
What bliss - sinking into the unknown abyss that is freedom..
S. S.
“She had a way of seeing the beauty in others, even, and perhaps most especially, when that person couldn’t see it in themselves.”
— Unknown
i don't think i need to forgive and forget. i think i need to bash someone's head in with a hammer
The Moonlight, the stars, the willow outside the window.. stuffed lamb on the floor
Deep inside this memory filled dream
Locked behind this door
Holding my secrets
My cries, my screams
Childhood dreams
Memories of ruby drenched sheets
The only ones
Who have seen the unseen
S. S.
Albert Camus, The Misunderstanding
Artist: Susitse.art - Essi Välimäki
What is Burning?
locked in my head again
It’s awfully dark in here
I can’t find my way
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I’ve found a pathway, maybe - a hint of ruby - it sparkles
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I can smell something.. burning?
Following the scent - Rubies rain from the top floor of my mind
Plates shatter, tables fly
Shes looking me in the eye
Silently, she’s screaming
H e l p
PLEASE HELP
The floor caves
I’m falling - fast
So fast
I’ve hit the bottom of my mind
An abyss, if you will
I can’t reach the door
The windows are boarded up
It’s hard to breathe
There’s too much smoke
I’m suffocating
I’m suffocating
Rubies - my skin, rubies
My mind, obsidian
My body
Ash
S. S.
Mary Oliver
It’s tightening again
The invisible hand around my throat
Nails - digging into my skin
Garnets, trickling down my chest
When? When will this end?
A constant loop - tightening.. loosening.. death grip - release
Repeat
I fear the faint whisper
The eerie soft growl of the past
I should have known… relief just doesn’t last
S. S.
Mid 20s Cali Ghoul. This is a side blog. Minors/No Age accounts will be blocked. Mentions of Sexual Trauma
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