Somewhere Else I'll See 👀 Our Days Be Like A Blossom🌸 Booming All Around You So Bright.

I can do BETTER anywhere but HOME

Last night I had this really secred feeling .I was so hard I was so scared that...........

I hate when ppl judged me smartness parson ,that a students ,or something else like that.

Since than I'll grown up apart from my parents .I just don't feel that connection anymore .the lonely and quite home has become house filled with numb feelings .I couldn't call it home anymore .

I was never home .

It's just place that called home but not really .....

MY CHILDHOOD

priya AWANA

Alex

I've been thinking of you lately, I wonder if there's something I could've said Maybe I could’ve told you that you were different, Different in every single way; Because you were, You were anything and everything, Undeserving of all the pain "Just a spoiled brat", they said, But that's not how I remember you, You always stood out from the rest Because you cared, You wore your heart on your sleeves And taught me how to do the same You know I’m happy to be sharing your name, And I’m sorry I couldn’t stop them that day.

~ A. A. Roman

In the end, all I learned was how to be strong, alone

Is it Possible for an Idea to be Beyond Your Skill Level?

                I think writing as a skill is often underappreciated. In that, I mean I think even writers hold ourselves to a standard that no other creator does. Out of all the skills or hobbies, it’s probably one of the least physical ones, which is often seen as the “benchmark” for skill, or the limiting factor in someone improving something.

                For example, musicians get more nimble and can reach their notes quicker and more accurately, allowing them to play more difficult pieces. Athletes get stronger and gain in endurance, allowing them to score more goals or otherwise go farther in the season with their team.

                I see writers all the time who believe they should be able to do anything because they don’t have that physical benchmark to limit how far they can go, and then the draft doesn’t come out how they wanted it to, and they get discouraged.

                Here’s my take, writing as a skill is just like any other. It needs practice. It’s not something you’re either born with or not, it needs to be developed and strengthened.

                With that in mind—I promise your idea isn’t beyond you. No one is ever going to finish a perfect draft on their first try—that’s never how anything works, and it has nothing to do with how “talented” you are.

                Rewrite the scene until it’s capturing what you want it to. Rework that character until they are who you need them to be. Edit until your motifs are coming through. It’s all practice, every draft is another practice towards nailing the end product. Do you think artists nail drawing hands on their first try? What about on their tenth try?

                So why are you holding yourself to this idea that it’s taking too many drafts to perfect?

                It’s okay to keep trying. If you’re really struggling with realizing a concept, take it out of its context. Write the character you want to see in different situations separate from your project. Read how others have done something similar, take notes. Gather sources and inspiration for what you want to do. Reach out to other writer friends for advice.

                Overall, don’t not write because you think it’s beyond you. With a little bit of work and practice, there’s no story you can’t finish.

                Good luck!

reading books like the secret history is always such a wild ride, because i'm fully aware that it's a criticism of aesthetic hedonism and the elitism of academia, and then i'll read a line like " if we are strong enough in our souls we can rip away the veil and look at that naked, terrible beauty right in the face; let God consume us, devour us, unstring our bones. then spit us out reborn" and i go absolutely fucking feral.

a colorful, caffeinated, calm fall weekend spent in the company of research papers and friends 😌 🍂

I really like the word “smitten”. because at first glance you just think of sappy lovey-dovey stuff but also you have to remember this is a word that’s born of the word “smite.” a devastating word. a word that, summarized, means stricken. smitten means stricken as well — struck with devastating affection.

I know it’s hard to believe now, but you’re going to make good things happen! 💛I’m the kind of person who worries a LOT, about everything, especially the unknown and distant future. But we just have to remember that we’re working hard for a reason, and it helps to look forward to a good future rather than to fear a bad one.

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i feel so familiar i must have loved you more than one lifetime