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you can starve out your weight just like you binged it in you. you can starve out your weight just like you binged it in you. you can starve out your weight just like you binged it in you. you can starve out your weight just like you binged it in you. you can starve out your weight just like you binged it in you. you can starve out your weight just like you binged it in you. you can starve out your weight just like you binged it in you. you can starve out your weight just like you binged it in you. you can starve out your weight just like you binged it in you. you can starve out your weight just like you binged it in you.

you can starve out your weight just like you binged it in you.

❄️The less you eat❄️

= The less hungry you are

= The skinnier you become

= The prettier you will be

It's simple maths. What's stopping you?

the day i get to 115lbs im going to have the craziest shopping spree ever. if i could just never eat again.

legspo to kick off this fast

My biggest inspo is being smaller than my husband. He's 130lbs. I'm basically triple his size (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)

I will be smaller than him one day <3

STOP COMFORTING YOURSELF WITH FOOD

STOP COMFORTING YOURSELF WITH FOOD

STOP COMFORTING YOURSELF WITH FOOD

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What to do instead of eating 🦋✨

Cleaning session ✨

Clean your bathroom. Really scrub your toilet.

If you have a yard, clean it

Organize your wardrobe

Do the dishes

Take out the trash

Sweep

Take the dust off your desks, bookshelfs or whatever you have in your home

Organize the food shelf

Clean your fridge

Organize your kitchen utensils

Do laundry. Probably you been wearing the same shirt for some days.

Selfcare session ✨

Deep condish your hair. You have split ends.

Do your nails.

Fix your eyebrows.

Take a long hot shower and exfoliate.

Skincare.

SLEEP.

Fun things to do ✨

Play videogames.

Read a good book.

Study.

Message a friend, or even call.

Watch a movie. Or binge watch your favorite Netflix show.

Did I already say sleep?

Create a visionboard on Pinterest.

Set goals, not talking about weight. Set career goals, for example.

Take a fun class, learn pottery or knitting.

Can someone l0ck me in a room and give me no f00d at all. please. I f*cking need to l0se w3ight.

does anyone know any good 4n4 coaches? I really really am struggling lately and I just want someone to talk to and help me.

no creeps pls!!!

To whichever one of my siblings stole my fucking unsweetened applesauce I am going to FUCKING M*RDƐR YOU

I hate myself

I need assistance. Constant supervision. Choose what I eat. Make me work out. Fuck me. Dictate my every damn move.

does anyone know any good 4n4 coaches? I really really am struggling lately and I just want someone to talk to and help me.

no creeps pls!!!

My 4n4 rules 🍂

Those are my personnal rules for how i deal with my €d so if it trigger you just block 🖤

No processed food

Always zero sugar

Always low/zero fat

Vegetables and fruit every single day

Of course i never add sugar in my meals

No cheese exept mozzarella

Making my meals and limiting eating outside

Always low proportion

No dessert

No fast fooda

No snack on week-end and school vacation

I allow myself 1 snack on the afternoon only on school week for strenght

1000 cal max

1h sport per day

At least one 24h fast per week (since i live with my bf i can't fast much)

Not eating when my bf is not home

Not eating alone

Green tea every morning

2 liter water per day

10k steps per day

Skipping breakfast on week-end

I allow myself to binge only on my first day of period because it make my pain less painful

Small bite

Never taking the first bite

Never asking for food

Daily checking Tumblr for thinsp0

Thats it ! 🍂

i hate food

when i eat, everything goes wrong. i constantly prove to myself that when i eat, i fail, both in being skinny and in something else. everything always goes wrong when i eat. so i need to stop eating.

If she can do it, you can do it. No more excuses.

i will lose weight before summer

i will lose weight before summer

i will lose weight before summer

i will lose weight before summer

i will lose weight before summer

i will lose weight before summer

i will lose weight before summer

i will lose weight before summer

i will lose weight before summer

i will lose weight before summer

i will lose weight before summer

Let's play a game called "how skinny can I get until my mum genuinely apologises to me"

i’m being serious when i say that my life would be 100% better if i was skinny. like genuinely. i wouldn’t have to worry and spend an hour and a half (sometimes more like??!!) trying to figure out what to wear just to go buy groceries. i wouldn’t have to overthink that my bf might find me heavy. i won’t have to be anxious going to parties. and i can wear whatever the FUUUUUCCCCKKK I WAAAANT and look good STILL

-_-

amazing, i love it, give me 15 of them <3

PRETTY/HANDSOMEEEEEEEEE (it looks amazing)

Ok Hi i redyed my Hair

I talk about my fave serial killer sm, to the point I'm scared that ppl would see it as my only personality trait. But I seriously could comment about them under any post w no hesitation

Eric Harris in his journals: mmmh I'm gonna fuck them so hard... I'm a sex god..

Eric Harris if he ever saw more than a shoulder: I I..mh...err..Idk what to do 😭😭😭

real

person: hi

me: eric harris

Romantic!!!

Hello tcc hi

The personality of Eric Harris

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Eric Harris was a shy kid who put on a confident front but his diaries revealed a different version when he wrote about hating himself and ragging on people who remind him of himself or look like him. Eric was angry, depressed, suicidal, and homicidal, no doubt about it. He even checked these off on a forum.

When around friends Eric was energetic, jumpy, and funny, showing off and making his peers laugh. He seemed to have sudden bursts of confidence and a persistent personality when it came to girls and dating. He asked Tanya Worlock out ten times.

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He had multiple crushes and asked out multiple girls despite being considered generally attractive, either wasn't the girl's types or he gave off a vibe they didn't appreciate. Eric often drove people away and turned them off because of how he acted in the halls of columbine. Often glaring, scowling, frowning, and making crude jokes and talking about wanting to hurt others. 

Despite all of this Eric was proven to be a loyal friend. He talked about missing his friends in Plattsburgh and wrote an essay about the importance of friendship to him. Eric was also described as being very sweet when he was younger, a good kid. He was fairly active and "normal" playing baseball and soccer. "Harris was just so charismatic, but he was definitely angry. There was just this rage in Harris. You either had to follow him or get away from him."

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THE FBI "DIAGNOSIS"

The FBI concluded that Harris was a psychopath, who exhibited narcissistic traits, unconstrained aggression, and a lack of empathy. Which from my point of view is a diagnosis extremely "disgusting" Although most of the clinicians spoken to at the time agreed that Eric Harris was a ruthless, cold blooded, psychopath because of his journals Eric also speaks in the tapes saying he "wishes he were a sociopath" so he didn't have to feel guilt or remorse but he does. In conclusion the only real and acceptable diagnosis Eric had for sure was depression and possible OCD.

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i’d let both of these men throw me around like i’m a ball, back and forth like a game of catch