Hey I’m A Fashion Design Student So I Have Tons And Tons Of Pdfs And Docs With Basic Sewing Techniques,

Four years ago…

Damn it!

They kicked the dinner table over, using the temporary cover it provided to dive behind the couch.

Not that a couch or a table would really stop a bullet. It was more for the visual cover than anything. Harder to hit a target you can’t see. It would give them a chance to reload, at least.

They didn’t feel too bad about destroying the homeowner’s furniture. The room was a mess anyways. The picture hanging on the wall wasn’t even straight.

“Vanderwood?” The voice in his earpiece had a forced calm, like it was trying to sound professional. The hesitant rise in pitch at the end of their name gave them away.

Well, to them, at least. Vanderwood was pretty familiar with that voice by now. Just like they were starting to get familiar with the exact angle that stupid picture was off balance. Seriously, it was so uneven. How did the guy who lived here not notice?

“What is it, Zero Seven?” they asked, peeking out quickly from the couch to fire back at their attackers. They heard one fall to the ground with a pained shout.

“Did you find the papers?”

Vanderwood sighed. Well, half sigh, half groan of annoyance. If they’d found it, don’t you think they’d have left before people started shooting at them? 

“Our info must have been bad, there’s nothing like that here.”

“Oh.” An awkward pause, broken up only by a faint clicking of keys. “You should probably get out then. Backup’s on the way. For them, not you. That’s what I was calling to tell you.” The kid was clearly nervous, which only confirmed the depth of shit Vanderwood was currently in. Great. “You should probably get out of there fast.”

“Thanks, genius.” Vanderwood usually tried not to be too harsh on the kid, but they were a little stressed about the whole imminent death thing.

…And it didn’t help that the stupid slanted picture was staring at them. Crookedly.

“Any chance of backup?” they asked, staring back at the offending picture.

“No one else is in the area…” They could hear a faint tapping in the background. 707′s nervous habit. “They’re coming in from the north, so you should head for the back door.”

“Understood.”

The line stayed open for a second longer, as though the kid wanted to say something else. But he didn’t. Vanderwood heard a ‘click’ as the line went dead, and turned back to face the problem at hand. 

That stupid picture. 

What? No! The whole ‘being trapped’ thing. That was their priority. Stop looking at the picture. Stop it. 

They leaned out and shot at the doorway where the three men (two? They didn’t know if the one they’d shot was still there) were hiding, forcing them back into cover. They took the opening to run for the kitchen.

Right past the crooked picture.

It was so close. It was literally right there. If they just… reached out… and pushed it just a little…

The picture was straight. All was well. They had a bullet in their arm. 

…wait, what?!

They dove into the kitchen and kicked the back door open. They didn’t have time to stop and worry about the fact that their arm was slowly bleeding out.

Should’ve thought of that ten seconds ago, huh idiot?

They ran outside, launching themself over the fence. Before they left, they turned back and lodged their taser against the fence, wedging it in so the wires held the trigger down. Let’s see those assholes climb the fence now.

They continued to follow 707′s directions until they finally met up with their getaway driver. Which was… 707 himself. They hadn’t expected that.

“Are you even old enough to drive?” they joked weakly, all but collapsing into the passenger seat.

The kid’s eyes widened, honing in on the blood seeping through the older agent’s sleeves. “What happened?”

“I… got distracted.” They felt their face heat up as they remembered their temporary lapse of judgement. Was it too much to hope 707 wouldn’t ask?

“By what?”

Of course it was.

“There was this picture on the wall and it was just… so crooked.” 

Saying it out loud only made it sound worse. They regretted it instantly. They didn’t owe this kid an explanation. Why didn’t they just lie?? They blamed it on being tired.

The heavy silence after their explanation only lasted a moment before it was ripped apart by 707′s barely contained laughter.

“You didn’t.”

“Shut up.”

“In the middle of a firefight? Seriously?”

“I said shut it!”

And although the laughter eventually faded, they both knew that Vanderwood was never going to live this down. Ever.

---

To all my writers who have a tough time with smut terms and not knowing which ones to use, I have found the holy grail for us.

This reddit user took a poll of 3,500 people and went really in depth with asking their favorite terminology, along with actual pie charts on what the readers preferred to see in their smut.

Here's the direct link to the Google doc with all the info!

Ray Route BSE3 tips

It took me a few tries to get the last CG I needed for Saeran but I’ve fINALLY GOT IT, so for those of you struggling to get the third Bad Story End on Day 10 of Ray’s route, I’ve written what I did to get it below

There’s gonna be spoilers, so if you’re yet to play his route and you want to go into it blind, don’t read any further!

NOTE: You need to start from the very beginning of the route on Day 5

Day 5-6 (Start - Branch 1):

Be kind to Ray

Don’t encourage overworking to either Ray or the RFA

Don’t oppose Ray taking the elixir or speak negatively about Mint Eye, be okay with the possibility of having to take the elixir yourself

Talk about religion, paradise, and anything Mint Eye-sounding when the options come up

Don’t trust V

Be in favour of the Prime Minister’s offer

Day 7-9 (Branch 1 - Branch 2):

Don’t submit to Saeran or let him treat you like his toy

Treat Rika as the saviour and agree with her philosophies, but remember to not submit to the harsh words

Don’t suggest you prefer Ray or that he’ll come back, whether it be towards Saeran or Rika

Be suspicious of V and Seven, still be in favour of the PM’s offer

Be in favour of staying at Mint Eye

Once he’s back to “Saeran” after Ray makes a brief reappearance, keep telling him he’s strong, and don’t suggest leaving Mint Eye

Day 9-10 (Branch 2 - Branch 3):

TRY NOT TO MISS ANY CHATS! Unlock missed ones if you have to! I missed three or four between the Day 9 and Day 10 branches during one attempt and it got me the Bad Relationship End with the sleeping pill, but getting all the chats got me the Bad Story End with the CG

Side with Rika  (this may cause you physical pain to do but just power through ok) and agree to help her get Saeran back

Act like a believer

Be suspicious of V and Seven

Advertise your “religion” and “paradise” to the RFA, offer to bring them there, and say that you’re in a place filled with happiness

Insist that Jumin’s plan to recruit Saeran won’t work, and that he can only be happy where he is

I’m not sure if this is the minimum required to get this ending or if I’ve just gone way overboard, but I tried doing similar from the Day 6 branch onward and it wouldn’t work so  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

In any case, I hope this helps! Feel free to ask if you have any questions~

Apparently today is the tenth anniversary of the Boom De Yada song, which always makes me feel better, so here it is for you to enjoy if you’ve never seen it

Writing Masterlist!

Hellooo~~ So I created a masterlist, so it’ll be easier to navigate around here since I reblog posts a lot. 

Will update it regularly :D

I don’t always write MysMe, I like a lot of stuff lol. If you want to find my other writings, find me on my MysMe blog , fanfiction.net , AO3

Mystic Messenger: Life After  Zen X MC Fanfic Daily Life, Romance, Friendship Preview: Life of MC and Zen together after the end of the party. Status : END Read on other site: fanfiction.net | AO3

Chapter 1 here | Chapter 1.5 (NSFW) here | Chapter 2 here | Chapter 3 here | Chapter 4 here | Chapter 5 here

Chapter 6 here | Chapter 7 here | Chapter 7.5 (NSFW) here | Chapter 8 here | Chapter 9 here | Chapter 10 here

Chapter 11 here | Chapter 12 here | Chapter 13 here | Chapter 14 here | Chapter 14.5 here | Chapter 15 here

Chapter 16 here | Chapter 17 here | Chapter 18 here | Chapter 19 here | Chapter 20 here 

Mystic Messenger: Life Again

Zen X MC X Saeyoung Fanfic Angst, Tragedy, Romance Summary: Continuation of the Life After fic Status: ONGOING Read on other site: fanfiction.net | AO3

Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5 | 

Chapter 6 | Chapter 7 | Chapter 8 | Chapter 9 | Chapter 10 | 

MysMe Short Fic, HCs, Scenario, etc

Perks of Dating Zen (Hairs) | Jumin’s Gift | Seven’s Real Life | Cure To Addiction (Zen) | Yoosung’s New Friend 

Random MysMe Drabbles and thoughts

Waiting | Correct Treatment | Zen’s Smile | 

---

Masterlist

So quite a few people have been looking for a masterlist of my posts. I haven’t posted in almost a month properly, I know. I’m going through a seriously rough patch and honestly I don’t know if I’ll recover from it enough to fall back in love with Mystic Messenger, so I don’t know what’s going to happen with this blog, but for now I’m just going to list the things I’ve posted and then return to my hiatus.

Please note that nearly all of these posts are gender neutral ^^ And none are NSFW because I’m an ace minor.

Headcanons

Sleeping - RFA + V + Unknown

Kisses - RFA + V + Unknown

The Little Things In Life - RFA + V + Unknown

Characters with MC (RFA + V + Unknown usually)

Karaoke with MC (RFA only)

MC has a painful period

Comforting an ill MC

MC attempts suicide (and fails)

MC worried about stretch marks

At the movies

Dancing with MC

MC reporting an abusive relative

MC who gives terrible advice

Texting MC

Cheated on by MC

First date

Comforting a depressed MC

Suicidal MC

Oneshots/Requests/Prompts

I can’t believe you’re wearing my clothes - Saeran

You make me so happy - Saeran

I can’t believe you’re wearing my clothes - Yoosung

Lasertag - Yoosung

Gone (Reset Theory) - 707/Saeyoung

Seven has a Nightmare

Playing in the Snow - Yoosung

Random

Powerful/Powerless MC

How the Reset Feels

Seven lifts MC randomly (v. short)

How Yoosung was blinded (v. short)

Yoosung purrs (v. short)

I’ll update this over time if I continue writing. I have a feeling that I missed a few things, but oh well. If there’s anything I missed that you know of, please tell me!

---

Karl do you know any wedding ideas?

Karl: Take her to an island where no one can hear her scream, if you see my point.

masterlist

Re-organized Masterlist: June 2017.  Updated after every new fic.

The previous masterlist [here] was getting long in a particular section… so to even it out, we’re trying categories! There may not be a big difference between some categories, but its main purpose is to even out the masterlist without being too messy. 

Tags We Use:

#mysme-fics

#adminnao

#adminri

Note: The old HCs/fics written by Admin E are untagged, as there had not been a need to distinguish herself before having co-admins.

#character names (e.g. yoosung kim, saeyoung choi, etc.)

Categorized by the genre/section that matches the most.

Fluff

MC stealing RFA’s clothes and sleeping on their bed

MC under the mistletoe with another guy

Confessing to their crush (Jumin, Seven, V)

Foreigner Cousin Kisses MC [Fan Favourite]

Drunk person kissing MC

MC ignoring because of toothache [Admin Ri Favourite]

MC Announces Her Pregnancy [Fan Favourite]

Infertile MC

RFA React to MC bad with being touched

MC with Chapped Lips

Waiting out the Thunderstorm

RFA with their Kids 

Accidentally Hits MC [NEW]

Angst

Bullied MC

RFA Reacts to MC’s death

Kidnapped MC [Fan Favourite]

Unrequited, One-sided Love for RFA [Admin Ri Favourite]

Sin

Disoriented after sex MC

MC being loud in bed

MC’s first time

Jealous of MC giving affection to pet (Jumin, Seven, Zen)

Walking in on MC pleasuring herself (Zen, Seven, Jumin)

MC who’s always almost nude around house

MC grinding on their thigh

Threesome (MCxJuminxZen)

MC having persistent hiccups

Drunk MC

B L U E

Self-harming MC

Insomniac MC with Anxiety

MC with Depression [Effe - HC Ver.]

MC with a Huge Scar

Depressed MC [Ri - Mini-Fic Ver.]

MC has Anxiety Attack

Mini-Fics

MC as a Birthday Present [Fan Favourite]

MC with Period Pains [Fan Favourite]

MC Trips On a Stranger Misunderstanding

MC Wearing Kitty Lingerie

RFA in relationships falling for MC (Fluff) [Admin Ri Favourite]

Seven/Saeran Birthday

Chubby MC Asks to Break Up [Fan Favourite]

Imagines

Sick and dying MC

RFA enlisting

Playing laser tag together

Professions

Model MC

Professional ballerina / soprano MC

Top lawyer for NSA MC

Underground MMA fighter MC (Zen and Jumin Reacts)

Professional ballroom dancer MC

AU

ATLAB AU

Wolfpack AU

Wolfpack AU sidestory (JuminZen week special) 

Wonderland AU

Soulmate AU:

707 - Colours

V - Visions [NEW]

Stolen Diaries AU :

Victim #1 : Saeran Choi [NEW]

REACTIONS:

There’s so many, it needs another section of its own. Majority written by Admin E. ;)

Reactions to Hobbies/Habits

MC with fish-keeping hobby

MC with out-of-control  baking hobby

MC that likes things neat and in order

Hardcore Beyonce fan MC

Messy MC

Characteristics Reactions

Young MC

MC named Elizabeth the 3rd [Fan Favourite]

British MC

Bi/Poly/Pansexual MC

Narcissist MC

Avoidant-Dismissive MC

MC who wears Badass Makeup

Bilingual MC

Fencer MC

MC with Glasses

Jobless MC

Magical Singing Voice MC

MC that looks like a Mini-RFA

Native American MC

Never been kissed before MC

Sailor mouth MC

Super tall MC

Tattooed MC

Trust fund kid MC

Situation Reactions

RFA Attends MC’s graduation

Drunk MC (SFW)

Long distance relationship with MC

MC busy with schoolwork and ignores RFA

MC singing romantic songs

MC that ran away from home

MC trying on wedding dress

MC Forced into Arranged Marriage

Receiving a bad Christmas gift from MC

MC sending pics of cute animals

MC having prince-like childhood friend

MC with heavy menstrual cramps

Convincing MC to stay the night

Family Christmas Party with MC

Meeting MC’s parents

Overly stressed due to studying MC

Teaching MC to swim

MC turned off by Narcissism

RFA watches RHPS with MC

CHARACTERS:

HCs/fics revolving around a specific character and MC.

Yoosung Kim

Time Capsule [NEW] [Fan Favourite]

Zen / Hyun Ryu

MC trying a role

MM: Life After (Admin E’s long fanfic series)

Mermaid MC

Talk about MC’s past

Sulky after Zen’s kiss scene MC

Stressed MC

Frustrated MC

Zen asks MC for help with new role

React: Insecure MC who is “different” from Zen

Older MC (NSFW)

Awakening MC’s Inner Beast (NSFW)

Zen and MC on their honeymoon (NSFW)

Jaehee Kang

Deep friendship with MC 

Jumin Han

Commoner Date

Jumin laughing

Lashing out on MC

Paper Planes (JuminV week special)

Reversing Roles (NSFW) [Admin Nao Favourite]

Not Always Prepared for “Action” (NSFW)

707 / Saeyoung Choi

Lazy day with MC

MC working in Seven’s agency

707: The Cold Treatment

Forget me not Fanfic [Admin Nao Favourite] [COMPLETED]

Walking in on MC changing (NSFW)

MC Eats Last HBC (NSFW)

Seven as a dad

Unknown / Saeran Choi

Insecure Saeran

Fangirling over BAP MC

Cute date turns NSFW (NSFW)

VDay: Jealous of Seven (NSFW)

Saeran in College Imagine

Artificial Stars, Real Feelings [Fluff]

Unknown Kidnaps MC [Fluff] [Fan Favourite]

Where Are You Now? [Ri’s Fanfic]

Unknown Hacks into Camera at MC’s Apartment

Protecting MC from Bully

V / Jihyun Kim

Scrapbook gift from V

Surprising MC with his eye surgery

Lanterns

12 Shutter Clicks  (ANGST) [Admin Nao Favourite]

All That I Have  (ANGST) 

Vanderwood

(note: normally we won’t write him.)

Before Vanderwood Met 707

Event Specials

Yoosung Birthday Event Specials: [Here]

Zen Birthday Event Specials: [Here]

(the b-day events include HCs, fics, sfw and nsfw)

V-Day 2017 Specials: [Here]

---

Injury angst for writing dummies.

Hospitals and injury are always such a staple of angst fics, but 9 times out of 10 the author has clearly never been in an emergency situation and the scenes always come off as over-dramatized and completely unbelievable. So here’s a crash course on hospital life and emergencies for people who want authenticity. By someone who spends 85% of her time in a hospital. 

Emergency Departments/Ambulances.

Lights and sirens are usually reserved for the actively dying. Unless the person is receiving CPR, having a prolonged seizure or has an obstructed airway, the ambulance is not going to have lights and sirens blaring. I have, however, seen an ambulance throw their lights on just so they can get back to the station faster once. Fuckers made me late for work.

Defibrillators don’t do that. You know, that. People don’t go flying off the bed when they get shocked. But we do scream “CLEAR!!” before we shock the patient. Makes it fun.

A broken limb, surprisingly, is not a high priority for emergency personnel. Not unless said break is open and displaced enough that blood isn’t reaching a limb. And usually when it’s that bad, the person will have other injuries to go with it.

Visitors are not generally allowed to visit a patient who is unstable. Not even family. It’s far more likely that the family will be stuck outside settling in for a good long wait until they get the bad news or the marginally better news. Unless it’s a child. But if you’re writing dying children in your fics for the angst factor, I question you sir. 

Unstable means ‘not quite actively dying, but getting there’. A broken limb, again, is not unstable. Someone who came off their motorbike at 40mph and threw themselves across the bitumen is. 

CPR is rarely successful if someone needs it outside of hospital. And it is hard fucking work. Unless someone nearby is certified in advanced life support, someone who needs CPR is probably halfway down the golden tunnel moving towards the light. 

Emergency personnel ask questions. A lot of questions. So many fucking questions. They don’t just take their next victim and rush off behind the big white doors into the unknown with just a vague ‘WHAT HAPPENED? SHE HIT HER HEAD?? DON’T WORRY SIR!!!’ They’re going to get the sir and ask him so many questions about what happened that he’s going to go cross eyed. And then he’s going to have to repeat it to the doctor. And then the ICU consultant. And the police probably. 

In a trauma situation (aka multiple injuries (aka car accident, motorbike accident, falling off a cliff, falling off a horse, having a piano land on their head idfk you get the idea)) there are a lot of people involved. A lot. I can’t be fucked to go through them all, but there’s at least four doctors, the paramedics, five or six nurses, radiographers, surgeons, ICU consultants, students, and any other specialities that might be needed (midwives, neonatal transport, critical retrieval teams etc etc etc). There ain’t gonna be room to breathe almost when it comes to keeping someone alive.

Emergency departments are a life of their own so you should probably do a bit of research into what might happen to your character if they present there with some kind of illness or injury before you go ahead and scribble it down.

Wards

Nurses run them. No seriously. The patient will see the doctor for five minutes in their day. The nurse will do the rest. Unless the patient codes.

There is never a defibrillator just sitting nearby if a patient codes. 

And we don’t defibrillate every single code. 

If the code does need a defibrillator, they need CPR.

And ICU. 

They shouldn’t be on a ward. 

There are other people who work there too. Physiotherapists will always see patients who need rehab after breaking a limb. Usually legs, because they need to be shown how to use crutches properly.

Wards are separated depending on what the patient’s needs are. Hospitals aren’t separated into ICU, ER and Ward. It’s usually orthopaedic, cardiac, neuro, paediatric, maternity, neonatal ICU, gen surg, short stay surg, geriatric, palliative…figure out where your patient is gonna be. The care they get is different depending on where they are.

ICU.

A patient is only in ICU if they’re at risk of active dying. I swear to god if I see one more broken limb going into ICU in a fic to rank up the angst factor I’m gonna shit. It doesn’t happen. Stop being lazy. 

Tubed patients can be awake. True story. They can communicate too. Usually by writing, since having a dirty great tube down the windpipe tends to impede ones ability to talk. 

The nursing care is 1:1 on an intubated patient. Awake or not, the nurse is not gonna leave that room. No, not even to give your stricken lover a chance to say goodbye in private. There is no privacy. Honestly, that nurse has probably seen it all before anyway. 

ICU isn’t just reserved for intubated patients either. Major surgeries sometimes go here post-op to get intensive care before they’re stepped down. And by major I mean like, grandpa joe is getting his bladder removed because it’s full of cancer. 

Palliative patients and patients who are terminal will not go to ICU. Not unless they became terminally ill after hitting ICU. Usually those ones are unexpected deaths. Someone suffering from a long, slow, gradually life draining illness will probably go to a general ward for end of life care. They don’t need the kind of intensive care an ICU provides because…well..they’re not going to get it??

Operations.

No one gets rushed to theatre for a broken limb. Please stop. They can wait for several days before they get surgery on it. 

Honestly? No one gets ‘rushed’ to theatre at all. Not unless they are, again, actively dying, and surgery is needed to stop them from actively dying. 

Except emergency caesarians. Them babies will always get priority over old mate with the broken hip. A kid stuck in a birth canal and at risk of death by pelvis is a tad more urgent than a gall stone. And the midwives will run. I’ve never seen anyone run as fast as a midwife with a labouring woman on the bed heading to theatres for an emergency caesar.

Surgery doesn’t take as long as you think it does. Repairing a broken limb? Two hours, maybe three tops. Including time spent in recovery. Burst appendix? Half an hour on the table max, maybe an hour in recovery. Caesarian? Forty minutes or so. Major surgeries (organs like kidneys, liver and heart transplants, and major bowel surgeries) take longer. 

You’re never going to see the theatre nurses. Ever. They’re like their own little community of fabled myth who get to come to work in their sweatpants and only deal with unconscious people. It’s the ward nurse who does the pick up and drop offs. 

Anyway there’s probably way, way more that I’m forgetting to add but this is getting too long to keep writing shit. The moral of the story is do some research so you don’t look like an idiot when you’re writing your characters getting injured or having to be in hospital. It’s not Greys Anatomy in the real world and the angst isn’t going to be any more intense just because you’re writing shit like it is. 

Peace up.

---

MASTERLIST ✰

✰ This is so you can browse through all the writing freely and only read things you’re interested in~ For my convenience and yours ✰

✰ if you want to request a scenario/imagine, headcanon, or matchup go to my inbox [make sure they’re open] ✰

✰ all imagines are written in the ‘x reader’ format  ✰ 

✰ if they don’t have a link it’s a work in progress  ✰ 

✰  last updated August 6 @ 11:40 PM   ✰

HEADCANONS

[safe for work]  [** means favorite] [alphabetical order]

RFA (+Minor Trio) react to MC having a dream about losing them

RFA (+Minor Trio) reacting to Saeyoung’s Toy Shop

RFA (+Minor Trio) with MC who is best friends with Seven

RFA (+Minor Trio) with crazy colored hair

RFA (+Minor Trio) with mute MC

RFA (+V) getting in a fight with MC** [HAPPY END]

RFA (+V) react to MC wanting to leave after first party [ANGST]

RFA (+V) reacting to MC who can’t swim

RFA (V+Saeran) reacting to MC in a blanket burrito

RFA (V+Saeran) reacting to MC who is laying down on the floor

RFA (V+Saeran) reacting to MC who’s adopted and neglected

RFA (V+Saeran) reacting to MC with fear of storms

RFA (V+Saeran) reacting to MC with fear of yelling/screaming

RFA (V+Saeran) reacting to short MC

RFA (V+Saeran) with MC who is a fantasy writer

RFA (V+Saeran) with MC who has fear of heights

RFA (V+Saeran) with darker skin MC who is insecure

RFA reacting to MC with long shirt and no shorts

RFA using Snapchat

RFA watching Television with MC

RFA with MC who doesn’t smile for real, but when they do it’s beautiful

[not safe for work] [alphabetical order]

RFA (V+Saeran) first time having sex with MC

IMAGINES

Jaehee x MC having sex in the café [NSFW]

Zen x MC who is wearing thigh-highs and a short skirt [NSFW]

BY CHARACTER

[Yoosung]

none

[Zen]

Reactig to MC wearing thigh-highs and a short skirt [NSFW] [Imagine]

[Jaehee]

Having sex in the café with MC [NSFW] [Imagine]

[Jumin]

reacting to MC’s kitten and Elizabeth

Shy! Jumin** [both SFW + NSFW] 

[Seven]

none

---