Fisting
Candy Darling by Robert Mapplethorpe, 1972
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A Komi pagan shrine in a spruce forest, probably Abjaćoj village, 1960s
Always looking for a sign
A message
That it is OK to keep going
Life sends me reminders everywhere I go
The chains that bind us are rotten and crying out in pain
There is poison in the water 💔
My best friend hung herself
3 years ago
I am not afraid to die
Notes for self:
You don't belong here; you never have
Death is the end and it will be so peaceful
But
I should never have been born.
I will never forgive you for that.
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Post-mortem study of a collapsed lung from the American College of Chest Physicians, 1944