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the older i get and the closer i am to reaching 30, the more the people around me try to deny me my age. it’s a constant ‘oh you’re just turning 29 again teehee 🤭’ or ‘dont tell your SO that, he’ll leave you for a younger model 😉’ and i just???? hate it?????????

i spent my entire teenaged years fighting for my life. i crawled through the deepest pits of my depression to cling to the promise of a life beyond that pain. i was so convinced that i was going to die young, that i would never see the grace of my age starting with a 2, let alone 3.

so im going to turn 30, and there’s not a damn thing anyone can do to stop me from loving it.


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Prepare For Trouble!💥color.ver

Prepare for trouble!💥color.ver


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Some More Mhas
Some More Mhas
Some More Mhas
Some More Mhas

some more mhas


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nami sitting on her shins, shes looking away and smiling while holding a slice of watermelon and a towel. she is wearing a water-drenched shirt and a bikini bottom, her arms have multiple bracelets and she has multiple necklaces on

did a piece for the nami collab :p


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I Miss These Boys 🌸❤️

I miss these boys 🌸❤️


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Parallel Line - Nanami And Higuruma

Parallel line - Nanami and Higuruma


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i can’t wait for when chatGPT and ai image generation also crashes and each prompt cost $50 an attempt. oh you can’t get your stolen big tiddy anime ghibli art for free anymore? you want to buy real big boy art from real artists now? beg for it. beg for it like a dog.


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John Price who leans real close when you talk to him, dips his shoulders so he can hear what you’re saying. Makes you flustered everytime he ducks his head next to yours when you two sit together, his shoulder pressed flat against yours.

You think it’s because he likes you. A gesture to show you that he wants to be close to you and listen to what you have to say.

Whole time it’s cause he’s so old he can’t hear shit 😔💔


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dear professor i cant seem to lock in. its so over


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hi, a lot of you need a perspective reset

the average human lifespan globally is 70+ years

taking the threshold of adulthood as 18, you are likely to spend at least 52 years as a fully grown adult

at the age of 30 you have lived less than one quarter of your adult life (12/52 years)

'middle age' is typically considered to be between 45-65

it is extremely common to switch careers, start new relationships, emigrate, go to college for the first or second time, or make other life-changing decisions in middle age

it's wild that I even have to spell it out, but older adults (60+) still have social lives and hobbies and interests.

you can still date when you get old. you can still fuck. you can still learn new skills, be fashionable, be competitive. you can still gossip, you can still travel, you can still read. you can still transition. you can still come out.

young doesn't mean peaked. you're inexperienced in your 20s! you're still learning and practicing! you're developing social skills and muscle memory that will last decades!

there are a million things to do in the world, and they don't vanish overnight because an imaginary number gets too big


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If You Still Thought Of Me As A Friend
If You Still Thought Of Me As A Friend

if you still thought of me as a friend


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"We'll Always Be Together... Forever."

"We'll always be together... Forever."


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Take My Hand

Take my hand

Take my whole life too…


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Gajeel- 'You're gonna be my cat!'

Pantherlily, pushing 40 with a mortgage-

Gajeel- 'You're Gonna Be My Cat!'

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OMG MY SHAYLAAA my shaylaaaaaa…

OMG MY SHAYLAAA My Shaylaaaaaa…
OMG MY SHAYLAAA My Shaylaaaaaa…

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The Sillies
The Sillies

The sillies

I just think out of team natsu these two r the go to "go flirt with them for info" ppl


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A Friendly Reminder That THIS Is The Lucy Heartfilia We Get To See Animated
A Friendly Reminder That THIS Is The Lucy Heartfilia We Get To See Animated
A Friendly Reminder That THIS Is The Lucy Heartfilia We Get To See Animated
A Friendly Reminder That THIS Is The Lucy Heartfilia We Get To See Animated
A Friendly Reminder That THIS Is The Lucy Heartfilia We Get To See Animated
A Friendly Reminder That THIS Is The Lucy Heartfilia We Get To See Animated
A Friendly Reminder That THIS Is The Lucy Heartfilia We Get To See Animated
A Friendly Reminder That THIS Is The Lucy Heartfilia We Get To See Animated
A Friendly Reminder That THIS Is The Lucy Heartfilia We Get To See Animated
A Friendly Reminder That THIS Is The Lucy Heartfilia We Get To See Animated

A friendly reminder that THIS is the Lucy Heartfilia we get to see animated


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I’m So Torn On This Ship Sometimes But Thematically They Hit. I Only Enjoy Angst Zervis

I’m so torn on this ship sometimes but thematically they hit. I only enjoy angst Zervis


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ok but can we talk about fairy tail's seven year time skip and the gaps that occurred in relations through that time?

like imagine you're erza and the guy you've known since you were a kid and you care so much about is responsible for so many horrible crimes but it wasn't really his fault, not really, but you discovered that too late. and you have hope that he'll go back to how he once was but now his memory is gone and he's gonna be in prison likely for the rest of his life but there's a chance. then you go to tenrou island and you think it's the end but when you wake up it's been 7 years and now you're still 19 years old and jellal is at least 26 and he's got his memory back and he's trying to make amends and he's so far away in life experience and relations with people and you feel you were left behind, he didn't even need you by his side to grow, to be good, and he won't really need you again

now imagine you're gray and you discover one of your oldest friends, like your brother, betrays you and the beliefs of the person you had in common but then the situation gets resolved and you can find peace between each other. but now lyon is seven years older than you and he's had longer time to advance his magic, ur's magic, and you know he's had to mourn both you and ur, and potentially looked at his magic and thought he was the last one from that little family of three from all those years ago. he doesn't know ultear, who has grown since the last time you saw her a few hours ago no wait, seven years ago, and she's also trying to make up for her many mistakes and she's more kind and gentle but you won't get to know her because she's already gone so soon after you returned

it's just so sad to think deeper about the consequences of seven years passing, lives continuing on without you and thinking about how everyone that loves you and you love thought you were dead and you don't know how to fix things or fit into this new time


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An underrated aspect about Fairy Tail I wished was explored more was how selfish the guild can be.

Natsu, in the very first chapter, makes mention to Bora that he doesn't care if he's good or evil, but the simple fact he made the guild look bad was what sent him over the edge.

Or how, during the Moulin Rogue Omake, Erza makes a similar statement where she did not care about Bisca's struggles or that she stole stuff from others. But was only pissed at her because she damaged Fairy Tail's name.

There are other examples like the guild disregarding the guild civil war law when Phantom attacked 3 members, or how they basically stripped all of Edolos of their magic because the king targeted Fairy Tail. Or even Erza straight up telling Lucy and Gray to their faces to abandon the demons cursed in Galuna all because they betrayed Makarov's trust. There's a lot more examples I can think of during early Fairy Tail.

Stuff like those made me appreciate the cast more (and reminds me a bit of the Straw Hats), and I really wished we saw that more often. It made Fairy Tail just a bit more unique on that front.


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Quick Blurry Fraxus Because I Forgot I Was Originally Drawing On A Small Canvas

quick blurry fraxus because i forgot i was originally drawing on a small canvas


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THEY MAKE ME SICK!
THEY MAKE ME SICK!

THEY MAKE ME SICK!

HE PUT HIS HAND ON HER INJURED PART OF HER HEAD, HE RUBBED IT SOFTLY!

HE REPOSITIONED THEMSELVES TO MAKE HIM HUG HER INSTEAD OF HER ONLY.

GRAY’S USUAL FROWN TURNED TO SOFT BLUSH!!!!!

I'm going to cry!


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some of you care about dunking on individual zionists more than a) challenging Zionism as the violent colonial terrorism it is and b) more than supporting Palestinians. People like Trump, Gal Gadot, Scarlett Johansson, Amy Schumer, Jamie Lee Curtis, and whoever the fuck else - their Zionism isn't just an excuse to call them losers. It's a form of terrorism they're lending their social and political capital to in order to legitimise and further enact that terrorism. Moreover, calling Gal Gadot a shit actor (while incredibly true and accurate) and calling it a day isn't anti-Zionist enough. Support Palestinians, uplift Palestinians as much as you shit on Zionists otherwise what's the point. Speaking of which here is a GoFundMe campaign supporting over 80 Palestinian families in Gaza and the West Bank that still hasn't reached its goal. Support Palestinian art, film, academia, etc too. Read Mohammed El Kurd's latest book, Perfect Victims. In light of the testimony from survivors of the IOF's latest massacre Palestinian paramedics, remember Zionism isn't just something that gives you an excuse to call out celebrities. Zionism is terrorism. Zionism is genocide. May we see and and keep fighting for a free Palestine in our lifetimes.

what will it be, boss? the comfort of misery or the pain of change?


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