How would I describe girlhood?
Dance, dress up, lie in bed, bake, isolate, yearn, clean, explore, blankets, candles, validation, cry, scream, kiss a friend, gut wrenching films, miscellaneous trinkets and wall decor, hangover, social anxiety, sunbathe, laugh, hold someone, be held, run away, unfinished books, sing, crushes are hell, stickers, parental issues, sexual trauma, pink, nostalgia, matching pjs, smell good, fear the calorie, fall in love with anything and everything, break your own heart, grow your hair long, cut it short. Who are you?
but as i grow im starting to see that some of her traits growing in me </3
i'll end up eating it anyway then regretting for the next few days
i just want to have a perfect body
add letterboxd in there and im like a mouse stuck in a cheese trap
im spewing out my heart writing it only to leave it unfinished then start a new project β€
forever reminiscing and grieving the girl i couldβve been πͺ½
rest in peace olivia hussey ποΈ
Rest in peace, Olivia Hussey, more than just an amazing actress but an inspiration to all, we lost an angel, she meant so much to so many.
big 4
then we'll both indulge in regret after that
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canβt stop thinking about hugh jackman.
credits to girl.bl0gger_interrupted on pinterest π
done healing my inner child. next up is my inner teen. her highness demands a sword.
"match my freak!" match my sweetness. match my benevolence. match my empathy. match my ability to feel emotions so deeply it tears me apart from the inside out
turn it offfff .γ»γ.γ»γβγ».γ»β«γ»γγ»γ.
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then when i get fed up ill drop it and suddenly theyre like ive changed.. like nk biyatch this is the real me