Unorganized Thoughts; Equations Written All Over A Whiteboard; Black Coffee; Determination; Cigarette

fluorescent store lights, you shine through the night / illuminate my pores and you tear me apart

album moodboard: lush, mitski (2012)

@mkvx

What if those beautiful moments I passed was never real?

everyone wants to talk about how nice academic validation is until you’re begging that one specific teacher to give you that one ounce of recognition you need because your career, future, and motivation to continue depends on it.

nothing is as tender as annotating your favourite books. it’s like leaving a piece of your heart on the pages for somebody else to find.

“The other day, lying in bed, I felt my heart beating for the first time in a long while. I realized how little I live in my body, how much in my mind”

-Rodger kamenetz, from Terra infirma

Marina Tsvetaeva, from Earthly Signs: Moscow Diaries, 1917-1922; “A Hero of Labor”

﹙ Text ID: I’ll cry about this earth in heaven too.﹚

She's all suffering and lipstick

Waiting for the angel to carry her home.