But I Know Some Day I'll Make It Out Of Here
But I know some day I'll make it out of here
Even if it takes all night or a hundred years
Need a place to hide, but I can't find one near
Wanna feel alive, outside I can't fight my fear
Isn't it lovely, all alone?
Heart made of glass, my mind of stone
Tear me to pieces, skin to bone
Hello, welcome home.
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Sometimes I feel that the world is too big for me, sometimes I feel that I don’t fit in this immensity beauty, some part of me just wants to feel it all and the other part of me wants to end and also die.
The world is beautiful and is sad too, I keep observing outside hoping to feel a certain wish of life, feeling the wind through my window, observing the birds that makes me feel that I have the chance to fly far away, the chance to hit the sky and going far from where my eyes can see.
Few days ago I was thinking about Uzumaki Naruto, a quote that I wrote on my journey book diary, it says- “ If you don't like your destiny, don't accept it. Instead, have the courage to change it the way you want it to be." This quote emphasizes the importance of actively shaping one's life and not passively accepting predetermined outcomes. It suggests that I have the domain to change my destiny and my path and create the future that I desire deep in my heart ♥️ But, is that possible that my deepest desires might happen? I keep looking outside of my window and wishing it to happen, the birds still flying….
How lucky I am to live in the same time as you ❤️
I love you in a way that all my thoughts are consumed by you, I love you… in a way that I long to be close to you… to see your face, to hear your voice and to touch you.
In a way that I don’t want anyone to get close to you…In a way that I wished I was the only one able to look at you. In a way you wonder, how has someone that keeps lingering in your mind…from the time you open your eyes until the last moment before you fall sleep, someone whom your heart aches for when you see them in pain or sorrow, someone who makes you feel uneasy or restless, when they care about other thing or someone other than you.
Someone who makes your heart overwhelmed with joy…when you just talk with them. That’s the someone I have in my mind… so I ask you, Am I that person to you ?
I always had this fixation of staring at windows, for some reason it always made me feel comfortable, has something genuinely very beautiful and dark between the worlds from here and there, I will never know what impact this will have on my heart.
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