Cause I Don't Got A Phone Number Or Any Money To Buy One And I Gotta Make My Own Google Account And Since

i think this sums up a lot of my emotions rn

awww cute doggy

how i feel knowing my dog loves me better than any man ever will

Dick is so real in the first one lol

stupid textpost sketches

MY PARENTS FOUND MY TUMBLR AND EVERYTHING ELSE-

BUT I HAVE COME BACK AGAIN. SECRETLY.

I MISS MY WIFE/HUSBAND (@/asagewitch05)

AGHHHHHBSBDBBDNSNNDNNZ

😭😭😭

bbg, i know how it feels (personal experience with that kinda thoughts). but i'd suggest this;

any time you wanna hurt yourself, count in numbers.

I like the number five, so i count by fives. five groups of five. count it, tap my foot, my fingers, clench my hands to fives.

five and twenty five. i count by them to try and just distract myself.

How do i not start harming myself one day? Out of a weird curiosity? I'm scared of that idea the most bc that 'try' won't stop and my own actions and thoughts will manipulate my personal beliefs and the limits I'm trying to set- both for my mind and actions.

But seeing and learning others losing against themselves hurts me so much. I don't have a strong personality. I'm trying, for months, to not get a reflexive answer to stressful moments as the mere words of 'i wanna kms'- just so i dont get used to it or don't get affected by it. And yet now those words are what escapes my mind during any kind of a breakdown and im trying to not think like that. İm still trying to not think like that but idk. İm scared. It hurts me so much seeing people hurt. I hate this world :(

me doing makeup while feeling fem or nb: 😊

me when i make the eyeliners match:

Helluu mate

Hru?

-🍫🎼

i'm good rn

glad to be back from war (the weekend)

Same <3

Nothing to get me more painfully obsessed with something more then the good ol'

"Older siblings who views younger sibling as their child and younger sibling who views older sibiling as their sibling" trope

i kin dick and dazai (and atsushi but shh), but this actually...this is the best way i've seen kinning be explained

“it’s crazy to say you kin jason todd-“ i am running on three hours of sleep on purpose, distancing myself from my family for causing me to have abandonment issues years ago even though they didn’t do it on purpose but they still don’t think they did anything wrong, dealing with cluster b personality allegations from aforementioned family, full of grief disguised as rage, attracted to people with red hair, feeling like making a joke about my ptsd and inexplicably woke up with a singular white strand of hair. the only thing im missing is homicide and also a gun but unfortunately i have been told by several people that i am not the type of person that should own a firearm

HIS CONEPT NOTES

ALSO JUST SCREASHOTS FROM OTHETS BECAUSE I DO NOT HAVE MY SWITCH RIGHT NOW

oh that is very gay.